sound of silence

Early on Saturday morning, Qiu Fengyu and Liu Bangqi came to Pan Qiqin's residence.

Perhaps it was because he had promised himself to be a singer before, so he had always been a person who paid attention to appearance since he was in college. However, in front of him, not only was his face full of stubble, but his expression was even more haggard. It can be said that he was seriously slovenly.

Fortunately, upon entering the house, the residence has been tidied up, and it looks quite elegant and clean.Just put it together with his expression, it becomes even more contrasting.

Qiu Fengyu and Liu Bangqi were quite frightened, but they both had a tacit understanding. Neither of them asked any more questions. They just glanced at each other quickly, and then pretended to be relaxed and handed him the snacks they bought: "Come on, first Let's eat something!"

Pan Qiqin didn't refuse, and led them to the simple sofa and sat down, then went to the kitchen by himself and took out a few bottles of cold beer and came back.

As soon as the two touched the chilled beer, they realized that this rented house was not only well-organized, but also fully equipped.

"...Why didn't I notice that there is a refrigerator here..." Qiu Fengyu broke the silence and smiled dryly.

"Everything is ready, it will be more convenient for Jingyu to move here..." Pan Qiqin said lukewarmly as he ate something sullenly.

"Oh..." Qiu Fengyu's heart skipped a beat, and he didn't know how to reply. Liu Bangqi winked hurriedly, and continued, "Aqin...have you gone to...examination..."

"No." Before Liu Bangqi could finish asking, Pan Qiqin replied, and then Xilihulu ate all the food, stretched himself, and said with a sleepy look: "Are you leaving soon?"

"Ah..." The two were stunned, wondering if he was chasing someone away.

"If you don't want to go right away...can you do me a favor?"

"OK…"

Pan Qiqin smiled weakly, pointed to the beer, asked them to pick it up, and followed him into the largest room in the house.

The furnishings of the room are plain and complete, including a bed, a table, and a set of computer equipment, which is currently turned on.

"Help me look at the computer... I want to squint!" As he said that, he fell on the bed, turned sideways, and covered the quilt in a serious manner... and said: "In the white literature network, the one in the chat room called Silent ...It's Jing Yu, help me watch him and see if he's still hanging on."

ah?What?Jing... Yu is in front of the computer! ! !

Qiu Fengyu and Liu Bangqi opened their mouths at the same time, they couldn't help talking, and rushed to the computer on the spot, with their eyes wide open, searching for the word "Silence" in Pan Qiqin's mouth.

Sure enough, I looked at a webpage with a soft green background, densely covered with words, and on the left, there was also "Silence" lying in a small frame showing many code names.

Liu Bangqi suddenly felt dizzy, and couldn't help but said in a hoarse voice: "...is this... really Jing Yu?"

"Well...he's been on it...five...no...six days...online every day..." Pan Qiqin said in a drowsy tone.

At this moment, Qiu Fengyu also rushed to his bed and said anxiously: "Why didn't you tell us!...Did you ask where he is?!"

"... I asked... he didn't say anything, I begged him... kept begging... he didn't say anything." Pan Qiqin said weakly, then paused and said: "You guys try...I can't hold it anymore...I'm so tired..."

Liu Bangqi immediately grabbed Qiu Fengyu who was still about to question him, and said softly, "Have you not slept these days?"

"Hmm... yes... just sleepy..."

"Then you sleep! We'll watch him."

"Thanks…"

Qiu Fengyu looked puzzled, and was about to speak again, when Liu Bangqi grabbed him forcefully, and said softly, "Don't quarrel with him!"

"Jing Yu has been online all the time, but he didn't even say anything, to harm us..."

Liu Bangqi stifled his complaints with a frown, then sat in front of the computer and carefully observed the screen.

But I saw that Jing Mo was talking to someone at this moment.However, it can be felt that he was very distracted when he answered: Yes!That's it!oh!Uh-huh!Hardly more than five words.

Liu Bangqi rolled his eyes, and suddenly clicked on ICQ, and also opened the word "silence" lying offline.

"He didn't open ICQ..." Qiu Fengyu opened his mouth.

Liu Bangqi ignored him and opened his old messages directly.

Sure enough, a piece of red letters appeared on the screen, all of which were Pan Qiqin's one-way transmission—

Jing Yu, I know you are online, answer me please?

Where are you?where are you?

Why are you hiding from me?

where are you!You answer me!

You promised to give me a month, I have been working hard, but what are you now! ?

You answer me!I know you are online!

...

A string of words, the dates are distributed at five different times, but there is no reply at all.

"Look, I didn't reply at all!" Qiu Fengyu looked as expected.

Liu Bangqi was silent for a while, then suddenly looked at Qiu Fengyu, Qiu Fengyu was irritated by him for a while, and couldn't help saying: "Why are you looking at me like this?"

"...I want to ask you..." Liu Bangqi rolled his eyes, thought for a while and said, "If...you love Jing Yu...um...I mean, if you love him like a lover, what would you want to tell him? ?”

Qiu Fengyu blinked, blushed suddenly for some reason, turned his gaze away and said, "I... am not gay, how can I imagine!"

Liu Bangqi glanced at him thoughtfully and said, "Oh...it's hard to imagine...um...then..." He tapped the name of "Silence" on ICQ, and started typing...

I love you, Jingyu.

Qiu Fengyu saw this string of characters appearing in front of her eyes, opened her mouth wide on the spot, and stared blankly at Liu Bangqi, but Liu Bangqi passed it on calmly, and then wrote:

I never thought I would love a man like this.

I don't care about your illness, or what happened in the past, I only care about whether you love me or not.

"Bang... Qi..." Qiu Fengyu seemed a little hard to understand the truth of these words.He swallowed several saliva before saying: "You...to Jingyu..."

"Hush..." Liu Bangqi said with a faint smile, "Don't make noise..." Then he hit...

In the past few days, I have often wondered if I am the same as your... friends in the past, just your comfort when you fill your loneliness...

Am I?I should be, so you can let me talk to you here without any feelings, but never return.

It turns out that I am a substitute for those people!

You are revenge for my rejection of you in the past, if so, then, you succeeded, I am in pain.

Life is better than death.

I was very timid to take this path, and now I feel even more helpless.Better to be dead.

At this moment, Qiu Fengyu understood what Liu Bangqi was doing, so he stared at Yingmu intently, but saw that the silence in the white literature network responded to netizens' messages more slowly and less...

Finally, I saw him typing: Sorry, I have something to do.Then he jumped out of the chat room.

"Are... are you forcing him to make a sound?" Qiu Fengyu blinked, unable to believe: "...does it work?"

Liu Bangqi shrugged, with an expression of waiting for a response.

Qiu Fengyu couldn't hear his reply, so he pulled a chair casually, sat aside and said, "What the hell is Jing Yu thinking... Sometimes... I really feel that I don't understand him at all..." He paused, and said again: " In fact, I really don't believe that a person can change his life beyond recognition for the disillusionment of his first love in college..."

Liu Bangqi crossed his hands, thought for a while and said, "I don't think he gave up on himself because of Aqin."

Qiu Fengyu's face turned blue, and he couldn't help but said with difficulty: "You mean... he is because of the park...that incident?"

"I think... Jing Yu... didn't become like this because of one person or one thing..." Liu Bangqi took a deep breath and said, "He, it should be because he hasn't found the answer he wants, so he gradually corroded..."

"I do not understand…"

Liu Bangqi let out a long breath, and suddenly turned to look at Pan Qiqin, who had his back to them, and said, "In front of me... there is going to be a copy soon."

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oh oh! ---------

When the ICQ warning sounded, both Qiu Fengyu and Liu Bangqi couldn't help jumping up.

Liu Bangqi started pointing out the message, and suddenly saw the dialogue marked "Silence" displayed in it-

Chin, where are you?

Liu Bangqi replied on the spot: I am-

But after writing two words, he stopped, and after a while, he turned off the message.

Qiu Fengyu was taken aback, and hurriedly said, "What are you doing! Why don't you ask him where he is?"

Liu Bangqi stared at the tent, took a deep breath and said, "Wait, wait."

"What are you waiting for? What if he doesn't show up again..." Qiu Fengyu couldn't finish talking, and ICQ rang again—

oh oh!

---------- Qin, where are you! !Where are you now! !

At this moment, Liu Bangqi finally let out a long breath and shut down ICQ.

"Wow~~ What are you doing! Why did you turn it off!" Qiu Fengyu jumped out of control.

"and many more."

"What are you waiting for! You're all closed, how can you talk to him!"

"Wait a second!"

Qiu Fengyu stood up, spun around like a spinning top, and finally couldn't believe it: "What are you waiting for! He finally made a sound!"

"I..." Liu Bangqi was about to explain, when out of the corner of his eye he saw a pale man looking at him with blank eyes.

"...Why are you up?" Qiu Fengyu followed his gaze and turned to look, it was Pan Qiqin!

I saw him wiping his face in a daze, but the nap seemed to make his eyes more sunken, but he didn't care, just opened the quilt, jumped out of bed unsteadily, walked to the computer desk, and clicked on ICQ .

In the offline state, he looked at the old messages of "Silence" for a long while before walking back to the bed and sitting tiredly, his eyes staring blankly in front of him.

This action made Liu Bangqi inexplicably embarrassed, but he couldn't explain the whole atmosphere, so he could only silently wait for Pan Qiqin to speak.

"Thank... thank you..." Pan Qiqin finally let out a long breath, shook his head thoughtfully and said, "You... really know him very well..."

Liu Bangqi felt that his meaning was a bit elusive, so he pretended to be calm and said, "What he saw was your name."

However, Pan Qiqin didn't seem to listen to his words, he just stretched out his hand and scratched his hair indiscriminately, wiped his face, and became dazed again.

"Aqin... sorry, without your consent..."

"Don't mind me, I... don't mean anything..." Pan Qiqin raised his sleepy eyes and stared at him for a while, then hesitated, "...I just... feel... my... whole head... so messed up..."

"…chaos?"

"Hmm... so messy..." Pan Qiqin thought for a while, then revealed a touch of pain and said, "I... always thought that Jing Yu... wanted to be with me, but... now... I suddenly feel... I... seem to be thinking wrong ...he doesn't seem to care about me at all..."

"Don't care about you?" Qiu Fengyu's eyes widened, and interrupted: "I don't care about you, he has already fled back to Su Hongwen's place!"

Pan Qiqin frowned and said, "Really? But if he cared, he should want to know if I was infected with AIDS, instead of just hiding in one place and spending time with me like now! He... is exactly what I imagined before. It's different... I... always feel like I'm in love with someone I imagined..."

Qiu Fengyu stared at him blankly for a long while, but did not enter into the situation he mentioned at all, but Liu Bangqi raised his eyes, and turned to Qiu Fengyu thoughtfully: "Fengyu, do you think Jingyu has changed a lot since she was in college?" ?”

"Changed?" Qiu Fengyu said inexplicably: "Jingyu has always been like this, what changed? Every time something happens, which one doesn't she run away without seeing anyone! She always hides for more than ten or twenty days, and her life is messed up. only willing!"

Liu Bangqi raised his eyebrows, smiled weakly at Pan Qiqin and said, "Here, Jing Yu is like this, it has always been like this! His way of facing things has not changed, he is deeply afraid of pressure, but he insists on taking it on himself, so he has not changed What changes is your heart."

Pan Qiqin gritted his teeth, unable to accept his accusation: "My heart... how can you say that? Because of him, my whole life was messed up and I left home, but now he..."

"What about him? Don't you know what kind of person he is before you choose to be with him? Jingyu's emotions are like a black hole with super density. Whoever gets close will sink together, and his Life has also been in a state of derailment. To put it bluntly, if Fengyu and I hadn’t been friends with him for more than ten years, we wouldn’t have been able to bear it. I didn’t want you to think it through!” He paused and continued: “ Over the years, the only patient I have seen is Su Hongwen—"

Liu Bangqi looked at him provocatively, then paused and said, "You know, Su Hongwen wanted to give up on him before, but Jing Yu couldn't stand the blow and stabbed himself with a knife, and it turned out that Su Hongwen has been dealing with him all the time. In a dilemma?"

It was Shen Jingxin who said that Shen Jingyu was hospitalized due to the stab wound, but maybe it was a premonition in his heart, so Pan Qiqin never went to verify the real reason. Now, Liu Bangqi's outspokenness really made him a little bit unbearable.The pain of being pinched into a ball in the heart can no longer be distinguished whether it is due to jealousy or panic.

"Will Cheng Jingyu leave Su Hongwen, not because we hate him, but because we know that they are together, both of them are in pain. Now, I think Su Hongwen's patience has reached its limit, otherwise, you think he would be like this Why are you willing to let go?"

"According to what you mean now, it seems that you want to go back on your word again..." Qiu Fengyu finally got into the situation at this moment, and interjected with a cold face.

"Perhaps Jingyu also thought that you would have such a reaction, and she was afraid that she would not be able to bear it, so she simply hid first, so as to save everyone the pain when it is possible!" Liu Bangqi rolled his eyes and sat on the reclining chair, raised his eyes and said, "Alright, Anyway, the current situation is not clear, so just pretend that you haven’t made any decisions, go home! He… is sick or not, whether he is dead or alive, so don’t get involved anymore!”

Do I regret it? ─Is the restlessness in my heart a feeling of regret?No, I'm not regretting...I'm just...

Liu Bangqi looked at him uncertainly, and sighed: "Aqin, or... you should ask Su Hongwen for advice, after all, he has been with Jing Yu for a long time... Otherwise, return him to Su Hongwen—I I know you are in pain too, if it doesn’t work, just let it go, we won’t blame you.”

are you pissing me offPan Qiqin gasped, feeling almost out of breath.

At this moment, a muffled voice rang...it was the sound of a mobile phone.This music interrupted the awkward atmosphere of the three of them.

Then Pan Qiqin walked to the corner, flipped through it, picked up the big brother buried under many clothes, looked at the camp for a long time, raised his eyes, and pressed the communication button...

"Where are you..." Pan Qiqin opened his eyes wide and his voice trembled suddenly.

His expression made Liu Bangqi and Qiu Fengyu aware of the identity of the caller on the spot, they all stiffened and stared at him closely.

"Speak slowly, speak slowly, I'm listening...don't cry..." Pan Qiqin's face suddenly turned red, and he turned around in the room.

"I want you not to cry..." told the other party not to cry, but Pan Qiqin's eyes were filled with tears. At the same time, he walked to the computer eagerly, opened ICQ in a hurry...and the word "Silence" lying offline, and clicked on it old message...

"Don't apologize to me!!" Pan Qiqin yelled suddenly, tears fell from his excitement, panting for a while, he began to focus on the words Liu Bangqi had just typed on ICQ, then raised his eyes covered with red silk, looking with him-

Liu Bangqi didn't understand the meaning of his eyes, and was about to ask, but he saw him looking at him, and said slowly: "Jing Yu - I love you...I... never thought of such love I don't care what's wrong with you, or what happened to you in the past, I just care if you love me or not - so, tell me, where are you..."

Listening to Pan Qiqin's recitation without hesitation, Qiu Fengyu and Liu Bangqi were suddenly inexplicably shocked, and there was an indescribable respect for him.

"Don't move, I'm going now." The phone was hung up instantly.Pan Qiqin sat down on the bed as if collapsed on the spot.

"Jing Yu...how do you say? Where is he?" Qiu Fengyu couldn't wait for the atmosphere to relax, so he rushed forward and asked.

"In...Sea of ​​Tranquility..."

"Sea of ​​Tranquility? Where is that?"

"An Internet cafe... in Taoyuan... across from my house..." After finishing speaking, he raised his head and looked at Liu Bangqi and Qiu Fengyu, feeling confused.

"He's been around your house all the time..." Qiu Fengyu shook his head in disbelief and said, "And you... came here..."

"How is it now? Are you going to find him?" Liu Bangqi paused and said, "Are you sure?"

Pan Qiqin raised his eyes and murmured, "I'm not uncertain...I haven't been uncertain since I moved out...I just...can't see him, I don't know if I can make it through..."

Liu Bangqi stared at him for a long time, then suddenly smiled at him and said, "Yes, you have this shoulder."

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Tranquility Sea used to be a famous K-book center in this area, but it seems that such a place has become unpopular in recent years, so the operator changed it into an Internet cafe.

As soon as Pan Qiqin entered the store, he frowned at the noisy and even smoky environment.Because it was really hard for him to imagine how Shen Jingyu could stay here for many days.

After finally walking into the deepest box in the store, when he was about to open the door, Pan Qiqin realized that his hands were trembling violently.With a sinking heart, I temporarily changed it to knocking on the door.

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In fact, the two of them had only been separated for almost a month, but Pan Qiqin felt nervous like a world away.

The sliding door was gently opened, and Pan Qiqin was startled by a haggard face.

Seeing that his thin cheeks were sunken in, his pale expression, the sunken eyes and dry lips were shocking.

"Qin..." Shen Jingyu seemed to have tried his best to force a smile, but Pan Qiqin looked at him blankly and almost cried.

"Go..." Pan Qiqin breathed out a long breath, stretched out his hand, and pulled him out of the box, but the almost boneless touch in his hand finally stirred his liver and intestines, and his eyes were red.

"sorry…"

"Don't apologize to me..." Pan Qiqin didn't look at him, and pulled him to the counter to pay.

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"This car...is not...yours." Shen Jingyu tried to pretend to be natural and said, his complexion was very bad, but his calm attitude was unacceptable.

Pan Qiqin drove the driveway with a serious expression: "Bong Qi, I'll borrow his car and drive over to find you."

Shen Jingyu was startled, glanced at him, and stopped talking.

The car drove for a few minutes, and the atmosphere became extremely quiet, which made Shen Jingyu a little unbearable. Just as he was about to close his eyes and rest his mind, when he rolled his eyes, he saw Pan Qiqin burst into tears.He was startled on the spot and said, "You...what's wrong?"

Pan Qiqin wiped his tears with his hand, looked straight ahead silently, and said calmly, "Do you care?"

Shen Jingyu was stunned, and Pan Qiqin said again: "You don't want to let me know if you want to die, so what do you care about me?"

Until Pan Qiqin's new residence, neither of them spoke much—

"Let's go, come up!" Pan Qiqin guided Shen Jingyu to his unit.

"This is the bathroom... This is the room... The kitchen... The refrigerator... I haven't bought anything yet... I won't turn on the fire for now..." He turned to Shen Jingyu and said, "Are you starting the fire?"

Shen Jingyu stared at him blankly, and shook her head by the way.

"...Do you want to move in with me?" Pan Qiqin asked him casually as he sat on the sofa while he sat on the other side.

Shen Jingyu's heart skipped a beat, and his whole face turned red. He really wanted to speak up, but he didn't understand why Pan Qiqin didn't mention it.

Pan Qiqin stared at him blankly for a while, and before Shen Jingyu could speak, he suddenly smiled weakly and said, "I understand! I understand your expression... You want to ask me, why didn't I ask about your disappearance?" about it?"

Shen Jingyu felt that Pan Qiqin's expression was a little weird, but he didn't know how to refute it, so he could only grit his teeth and meet his eyes.

But Pan Qiqin buried his face in his palms and said tiredly, "These two weeks...I seem to have lost all my energy...When I see you...I'm exhausted, I can't ask any questions!"

Shen Jingyu slowly moved her body and sat beside him, stammering: "You...do you want to... go and lie down..."

Only now did Pan Qiqin raise his head and looked at him bewilderedly. Shen Jingyu, who was looking straight at him, was a little at a loss and said, "You lie with me..."

This was the first time that Shen Jingyu showed a repulsive expression to him.Of course Pan Qiqin understood what he was thinking, couldn't help but smiled, took his hand lightly, and walked into the room at the same time, saying: "Don't look at me with this expression, I'll be embarrassed..."

Shen Jingyu hastily withdrew her hand, shook her head in a panic, and took several steps back.

Pan Qiqin was withdrawn by him, did not turn around, just stood there blankly, and turned his back to him after a long while before saying: "Are you afraid of me?"

"no…"

"Then what are you doing? Being with me isn't the result you've always wanted?"

After waiting for a long time, Shen Jingyu did not respond, and there was only a low choked sob in the air.

"...Shizuha, have you checked it out yet?"

With a weak moan, Shen Jingyu sat down on the sofa with a pale face.

"Didn't you go? I didn't either. I thought, if you didn't, of course I didn't. If you did...it doesn't matter if I have...Do you understand what I mean?" After finishing speaking, Pan Qiqin turned around slowly, Staring at him with red eyes, he said: "I really can't imagine now... without you... what my future will be like... Once I decide to love, I will take root."

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He was hugged and fell asleep behind him, but Shen Jingyu stared blankly and didn't move.

Happiness, so close.However, the heart has always been desolate.He lifted his palm lightly, he was extremely thin, it was the result of a few days of abnormal work and rest, but he had the illusion of being sick.

If Pan Qiqin was really infected by himself, he really didn't know what he would do... So he ran away, escaping from a reality that he didn't dare to approach, but in the end, he still had to face it together.

Why am I so dirty... Shen Jingyu's tears trickled down on the pillow, and she was so uncomfortable that she didn't know how to take another breath.

"Jing Yu..." Pan Qiqin's voice suddenly entered his ears in a low voice. At the same time, Shen Jingyu felt a hand slowly moving into his clothes. …

Shen Jingyu hurriedly pushed him away like an electric shock, but Pan Qiqin moved faster than him, turned over in a flash, grabbed his wrists vigorously, and straddled him.

Shen Jingyu knew what he wanted to do, her face turned pale with shock, she shook her head and said, "Don't... like this..."

In the dark room, Pan Qiqin looked at him, his black eyes flickered in mid-air, revealing a decisive light.

"…do not do that…"

Pan Qiqin lowered his eyes and was stunned for a long time before letting go of his hand, lying on his body, leaning against his ear...

"Jingyu...you...fuck me..."

Shen Jingyu didn't answer him, but suddenly cried out.

"Jing Yu...I really can't imagine now...Without you...Who would I hug...I must not have the courage..." Pan Qiqin lifted himself up, and slowly took off all his underwear, Shen Jingyu got up, dumbfounded Sitting on the bed, she looked at him without moving.

"Come on!" Pan Qiqin pulled him after taking off his clothes and getting under the blanket.

Shen Jingyu just waved his hand and shook his head.

"Jingyu, I... went to check the information... um... it seems..." He coughed hoarsely, and then stammered: "Anyway... I... today... just... let you..." If he comes again, he really can't say the first time The second time, he had no choice but to stop talking, he knew that Shen Jingyu knew what he meant.

Shen Jingyu shook her head desperately, refusing to touch him no matter what.

Pan Qiqin frowned, turned around naked and hugged him, at the same time buried his face in his chest and said, "Jing Yu... let us... die together..."

But he felt that Shen Jingyu's chest rose and fell more and more quickly, and finally a muffled sob sounded.

"Qin..."

Pan Qiqin raised his head, only to see that his eyes were tightly closed, with tears streaming down his face.

"Silence Feather..."

"I love you...very...happy...although...very hard...but very...happy...but...you are not...happy..."

"It doesn't matter if you're happy or not... as long as we're together, isn't it fine?"

Shen Jingyu gently pushed him away, wiped away tears, stared at him for a long time with a calm expression, then found a pen and paper at the side, and began to write...

Pan Qiqin sat down on the bed and looked at him silently, with mixed emotions in his heart, but he was more thinking about himself, is he really unhappy?

Before he could figure it out, Shen Jingyu had already handed him the paper.

"I'll check tomorrow. Whether it's there or not, we'll forget it, okay?"

Pan Qiqin crumpled the paper and said angrily, "No! What are you thinking!"

"You're not...happy..."

"I...I...are unhappy, very unhappy, but no matter how unhappy, I want to be with you! I have come here, there is no reason to go back!!"

"Yes...tomorrow...you also go...to check...maybe..."

Pan Qiqin roared: "Yes, maybe, but what if something happens to you? I am human, and I will be in pain! I am ready for everything! How could you do this to me!" After finishing speaking, the whole person rushed towards him , no matter how Shen Jingyu struggled, he took off his clothes almost roughly.

Shen Jingyu knew that she was completely unable to resist at this moment, even if she pushed him away, she still couldn't leave the bed, so she couldn't help yelling anxiously: "No... No! Don't! Tomorrow... We... Let's go together... Check... Tomorrow..."

Pan Qiqin didn't let him finish reading, immediately sealed his mouth, and caressed him wildly...

The heat, the desire, mixed with shock, burned the two fragile bodies.

Until Shana, whose lower body was inflated with forgetfulness, Shen Jingyu knew that in this life, he was destined to be a selfish soul.He began to respond, caressing eagerly.The two tongues are intertwined, the lust is scattered, the chests are tightly pressed, and two sets of beating beats are connected in series...

coming and going...frequently...

Shen Jingyu turned over his body, nibbled his shoulder blades, and kissed his back wildly... Finally, he spit out his saliva and stuck it on his hands...Exploring the gap of voluntary death...

Pain, back in a low voice... One finger, two fingers, in the tightest situation, Pan Qiqin gritted his teeth: "Leave me alone... go in."

Looking at this slender back, Shen Jingyu heaved heavily, then softly said: "You...endure...the pain..."

Just like that, a bone-grinding thorn spread all over his body, Pan Qiqin bit the pillow, unable to moan in pain...

The rhythm was like Ling Chi's punishment... It made him almost dizzy every time, but he knew clearly that he needed pain, injury, and blood, so that he could meet the conditions of death together!

The choked sobs echoed in the night sky, Shen Jingyu's pain was in his heart, and his own pain was behind him, but no matter what, Pan Qiqin had an illusion of getting out of the predicament in Shana who was penetrated...