desperate entanglement

look elsewhere.

"Don't hold your phone all the time, it's not good for your eyes." I reminded him, suddenly thinking, it's a bit presumptuous.

"It's okay, I won't need it later." Ji Jin raised his head, smiled at me, and then lowered his head.

Seeing his slender fingers sliding on the phone screen and looking at something, my heart will be involved.

Ji Yun, when will your eyes stay on me longer?

Probably never.

Suddenly I thought it would be great if I could become the mobile phone in his hand.

But I'm pretty much daydreaming.

"What's wrong? You don't look very good?" Ji Yunyu stretched out his hand and shook it in front of my eyes before I came back to my senses.

I lowered my head and consciously concealed the emotion in my eyes, still afraid that he would look into my heart.

"It's nothing." I whispered, feeling that I felt a little inferior in front of Ji Yun, but why?

"Hong He, don't be sentimental. Thinking too much will only make you feel worse." Ji Yun patted my shoulder, like a big brother, what he said made me uneasy.

"I see." I thanked habitually, but I didn't see Ji Yun frowning.

"We're friends, so we don't need to thank you." Ji Yun deliberately put his arms around my shoulders, like a good brother, my kindness jumped violently under his inadvertent action.

"Well." We are good friends.I read it silently, reminding myself that the smile that was forced on the corner of my mouth slowly collapsed.

friend?

Ridiculous words, and a hypocritical self.

don't want this...

I do not like this.

I want to tell him that I like him.

Ji Jin, I like you.

I like you.

The emotion was about to overflow.

"Ji Yun, I..."

Just when I was about to say something, the door knocked suddenly, I looked at Ji Jin, and Ji Jin stared at the door with no expression.

I was suddenly afraid, the people at the door were not here to hunt down Ji Yun, right?

How to do this?

"Go and open the door." Ji Yun's words faded in my ears, and I looked at him worriedly.

Is Ji Yun ready to meet him head-on?Or compromise?

I couldn't get the words out of my mouth. After hesitating, I walked to the door nervously, took a deep breath, and opened the door.

At that moment, I thought that if there were people outside chasing Ji Yun, I would fight them desperately, if not, I would be lucky.

I closed my eyes and opened them again quickly, but I didn't hear anything from the person coming.

There was a tall man standing in front of me, he was rather handsome, but he was all in black.

Behind him are several men in black suits, who should be bodyguards, with refined figures.I looked at them, made a bold move, and quickly locked the door, temporarily isolating the group of people outside.

I hurried to the window, checked the height, and thought that Ji Yun would have a chance to escape by jumping down.

"Ji Yun, jump out of the window! Don't get caught by them!"

Ji Yun stood there without moving, just looking at me.

I opened the window and stepped forward to pull him, "Hurry up? They might rush in after a while, and you're finished!"

"..."

I saw that Ji Yunyu didn't move at all, and I was a little anxious. He won't be ready to fight head-on, right?

I was saddened to think that he might die, and hurriedly took my bag and stuffed it in his hands.

"There's my ID card and card inside, and the password is my birthday number. Take it and leave! Don't worry about me, it's important to escape!"

I said anxiously, don't let him be in danger.

"You don't need to run away." Ji Yunyu smiled faintly.

My face turned pale, he wouldn't be ready to submit, would he?

"If you don't run away, are you going to be caught by them? How can you do that! You'd better go!"

There was panic in my eyes, and Ji Yun said helplessly, "The ones standing outside are my people."

My brain was confused, I stared at him with wide eyes, my expression was a little dull, I was stunned for a long time, and finally I breathed a sigh of relief.

"It's okay, it's okay." I kept comforting myself, fortunately, it was Ji Jin's person, if he came to hunt down Ji Jin, it would be terrible, "Fortunately not."

After hearing this, Ji Yunyu gave me an impatient hug.

"Hong He, why are you so innocent?"

My heart beat fast and he hugged me.

"Why... why do you say that?" I blushed and stammered.

Ji Yunyu leaned against my ear, exhaled warm breath, "You are really innocent and cute."

The ends of his hair swept across my face, and the numbness slowly rose, making my face even redder.

I think time just stops.

Forever.

Not forever.

Just stop at this moment.

Ji Yun suddenly let go of me, fearing my shoulder lightly, and said with a light smile, "Thank you these days, I should go."

I was stunned and stared at him blankly, the beating of my chest suddenly returned to its original state.

He is leaving?

Where is he going?

Will I meet him again in the future?

No.

I do not want.

I don't want him to leave.

It's just that I can't even say the words to stay.

Ji Yun, don't go.

"Well, then... you go back and be careful, don't get hurt again." I tried my best to smile, feeling my eyes sore.

He patted my head and smiled, "I will, goodbye, Honghe."

I lowered the curtain and nodded.

"goodbye."

Bye now.

Goodbye, Ji Jin.

only……

I don't want that.

I don't want to be separated.

I don't want you to go.

Ji Jin.

I like you.

I don't want you to leave.

But why can't I say these words?

So sad.

Ji Yun was silent for a while, and walked towards the door.

Seeing his leaving back, my heart felt like it was splitting open.

No.

do not go.

I don't want you to go.

"Ji Yun..."

Ji Yun paused, then turned around, "Hong He, is there anything else?"

"We... can we... meet again?" I stepped forward, my voice trembling, tears washing down my face.

Ji Jin was taken aback, touched my face, wiped my tears, "If possible, I would come here."

I looked at him, crying, but also nodded with a smile, "...um."

He lowered his hands, moved his lips, said nothing, and finally opened the door and left.

I looked at the closed door and slammed on it feebly.

I want to open it.

I want to say don't go.

But I understand.

I said that.

Ji Yun will also leave.

Chapter 5

I was alone in this silent room for a long, long time.

Recalling bits and pieces about me and Ji Yun.

In the end, I found that he never seemed to have appeared, it was just my hallucination.

But I know it's not, he really exists.

He said he would come back here if possible.

That's how I firmly believed his words, so I tried to sneak out and come here to wait for him.

A lot of waiting time.

One day, two days, three days...

One week, two weeks, three weeks...

January, February, March.

The longest was three months because my life was tied up and I couldn't escape the grip.

"Hong He, why are you sitting on the ground again?" Su Yan frowned after entering the room, seeing me like this.

I smiled at him and he put me on the bed and rubbed my head.

"I bought some cakes, you should like them?" He handed me the bag in his hand and smiled slightly.

I looked at him, held the bag, nodded, took it out and chewed slowly.

He sat aside, flipping through the camera in his hand, without losing his smile.

I held a piece of cake in front of him and shook my hand.

He didn't take it, grabbed my hand, took a bite of the cake, and smiled, "It tastes good, I think it's a bit tired, the one I ate before was pretty good, next time I'll buy that flavor for you."

I lowered my head and continued eating without making a sound.

He looked at me with light waves flowing in his eyes, "Are you shy?"

I blushed, then turned pale again, and shook my head at him.

He couldn't help laughing, "You, why are you so cute."

My heart beat fast, I stared at him, stuffed the cake back into his hand, and looked up at the sky.

He stroked my head and suddenly put his arms around me, resting his chin on my neck.

"Hong He, you know, I... like you."

I froze for a moment, my body stiffened for a while, and I nodded.

"Then are you going to say nothing to me? Reject? Or accept?" Su Yan lowered his voice, as if afraid of scaring me.

I stared at the floor, not knowing how to respond, he's a nice guy, I like him a lot, but I don't feel anything for him.

The one I like is not him.

I should reject him, but what am I hesitating about?

I'm afraid that if I tell the truth, such a person who takes care of himself will leave.

I can't be that selfish.

I held his hand, moved my fingers, and prepared to write in his palm.

He broke free from my hand, raised my chin, and kissed me.

I stayed.

At this moment, my brain is blank, and I don't have any memories of that person.

After I reacted, I began to struggle, but I couldn't escape from his arms.

He hugged me tightly, buried his head on my shoulder, and his tone softened, "Don't be afraid of me, I won't do anything to you anymore, I just want to hug you like this for a while, okay? Can Honghe do it?"

What he said was very gentle, I couldn't bear to push him away, but my heart hurt so badly, so uncomfortable.

Ji Jin, where are you?

I miss you so much now.

The sunlight by the window danced under the shadow of the trees, looking at the blue sky outside, I felt something was breaking.

I stretched out my hand, trying to grab something, but it was empty-handed.

Su Yan raised his hand and shook hands with me, "Hong He, whether you like me or not, I will always be by your side."

After he finished speaking, I knew that my tears were slowly crawling all over my face.At noon, Su Yan took me out for a stroll, during which he held my hand all the time, and I didn't break free.

Su Yan's smile gradually reflected in my heart.

I should be very happy to have such a big brother like him.

"Red lotus