forgive me for not being able to touch you

In the hospital, a handsome-looking man pushed a fifteen- or sixteen-year-old boy for a walk in the hospital. The boy in the wheelchair looked left and right as if he was new to the world, and looked up at the man from time to time, smiling. brilliant. "Qi, the weather is really nice today."

The man whose name was called wore gold-rimmed eyes and nodded with a smile, his eyes full of tenderness.

Sitting was Ye Feiran, his face was still fifteen or sixteen years old, and he was still innocent, and the man named Qi was his nurse, three years older than him, and a freshman intern. He is gentle to everyone, but Feiran feels that he treats herself differently.

Because, he can only say "good night" to himself.

Ye Feiran remembered everything before the car accident, but only forgot the appearance of that person, and it was very uncomfortable to think about it. The person who had loved him for so long forgot his appearance.

He only knew that his name was Yang, and he had thought about finding him, but it was really difficult to find someone with just this one word.

My mother said that my brother was sick recently and it was inconvenient to come to see me, so I asked my sister-in-law to come. My sister-in-law is Anya, just like her name, she is a quiet and elegant woman. My brother is really blessed to marry such a good wife and mother .

Day by day, every day is very fulfilling, but he can vaguely feel that he woke up only after being called by Yang.

Yang, who are you?Where are you?

When the expectation came, we realized that we were not prepared at all, and then we were at a loss and looked at each other.

Ye Yue recovered for almost a week, but she couldn't stand it any longer, so she went through the discharge procedures.Anya came to pick him up, and together with Xu's mother (Ye Yue's mother), they nodded at each other when they saw familiar faces, tacit understanding. "Ah Yue, when I'm healthy, I'll find time to finish the marriage. How long will it be delayed?" Mother Xu said calmly, looking at Yan Binyang, feeling uneasy.

"Mom, I've just been discharged from the hospital." "That's not right, be happy, let go of your anger." "Mom, what are you talking about!" Anya tugged at her sleeves embarrassedly, but she looked happy.

Yan Binyang suddenly understood that Ye Yue was not Feiran, he would get married, have children, and have a woman who would take good care of him.Laughing self-deprecatingly, what to take care of for a lifetime, others don't care about this, maybe they think him disgusting!

Thinking of nausea, he frowned. Didn't the woman in front of him say that about himself?

Someone bumped his shoulder, Yan Binyang raised his head in a daze, seeing Ye Yue's concerned eyes, he unnaturally moved his gaze elsewhere. "You guys talk, I'll go out first." He opened the door and went out after finishing speaking.

After he left, Xu's mother said slowly, "Ah Yue, don't contact him again." "Mom, Binyang is not what you think!" Hearing what he said, Anya's body shook and she couldn't believe it.Did he call him so intimately?

"No matter what he is, he can't do it!" Xu's mother's tone could not refuse.

"Really?" Ye Yue smiled slightly, but she was desolate, "Do you regret it like Fei Ran? Mom, you really don't care about anyone!"

Ye Feiran has to go to the hospital for check-ups regularly, and is usually at home.

Today Qi pushed him to rest in the small park of the hospital. There was a while before the next examination, and he came out to bask in the sun. The weather has been very good these days, and it has already entered autumn.

He squinted his eyes to enjoy the sunshine, and Qi quietly looked at him without speaking, as if being by his side, quietness is also a kind of beauty.

Suddenly someone bumped into him, he turned his head, the man lowered his head and said sorry and left.

"Yang!" Ye Feiran suddenly opened his eyes, looking around in surprise, Yang was nearby, he could feel it!

"Fei Ran, Yang is not here." Qi gently comforted him. "But, I felt him nearby just now." "Maybe it's an illusion." Qi raised his eyes to look at the sky, thought for a while and said.

Ye Feiran shrank back, his eyes were full of disappointment, he clearly felt his presence so clearly, but he couldn't see where that person was.

Qi pushed him towards the hospital. It was almost time for the next examination.

Behind the tree not far away, Yan Binyang looked at their receding figures, his body trembling uncontrollably, it was Scarlet, it was really him!

However, what identity should he appear by his side now.And...he was accompanied by someone, that person looked very young and gentle, and Feiran smiled so happily under his care.

He was still about fifteen or sixteen years old, and he hadn't changed at all. He seemed to be in good spirits, and he seemed to be recovering well.He's still in a wheelchair, isn't his leg healed yet?Does it still hurt?

I am almost 22, a full five years older than him.

Scarlet, we can't go back, right?

Qi opened the curtains, and the sunlight kissed down densely, extremely gentle.The boy on the bed frowned, Yu Jian blinked lightly, slowly opened his eyes, looked at the man standing against the light, smiled slightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "Good morning, Qi."

"Good morning, get up first, breakfast is ready." Qi helped him up and changed his clothes.In fact, Ye Feiran can do all these things by himself, but Qi treats him like a child and insists on not letting him do it by himself.Every time at this time, Ye Feiran felt that he and the person in front of him seemed to have lived together for a long time, long enough to understand each other's habits.That feeling is a great satisfaction!

He thought it through, he was going to meet Yang, the boy in his memory, he must be found!Then introduce Qi to him, and let Yang help him recall the good things in the past.

Qi is an extremely gentle person, but he said that the girl he likes is beautiful and generous.To him, I am just used to his existence, and I am as close as a brother.

"Qi, after all, I'm still two years older than you." He looked down at his button-buttoning hands. They were white and delicate, with slender fingers and well-defined joints. They were really beautiful hands.

"En." Qi Ying arrived, agreeing with him.

"So, you have to call me brother!"

"..." The movements of Qi's hands paused, he raised his head, looked at someone with a smile on his face, and just raised his hand and knocked him on the head, "Little brat!"

Ye Yue woke up slowly, looked at the alarm clock beside the bed, it was time to go and see Scarlet, but he hadn't seen him since he woke up.Yan Binyang moved away. He said that he rented an apartment in the third ring road and no longer needed to live in his house. Before leaving, he said something strange, "In the future, don't forget to invite me to a wedding...forget it , forget about it." From the beginning to the end, there was no mention of Feiran.

For his departure, I don't seem to be too uncomfortable. What should I do every day, chat with the patient, time flies, and occasionally I calm down, but I will inadvertently think of him, wondering if he has eaten and slept well? Is the time normal, and so on.

Hey Hey hey!Ye Yue tapped herself on the head, it's okay, maybe she's really not used to it, so she can't lie to herself.

After an hour's drive, Ye Yue returned to her home.The scene in the yard was so harmonious that he didn't even come back to his senses. Under the sun, the teenager was sitting in a wheelchair smiling and looking at the young man beside him. The tenderness in the man's eyes seemed to overflow with water.

It took a long time before he shouted dryly, "Fei Ran, I'm back."

"Hey, bro." Seeing him, Ye Feiran happily rolled the wheelchair and was about to come over. Ye Yue walked over, patted him on the shoulder, and said with a smile, "Yes, you look good!" "That's it!" Ye Fei She smiled brightly, and then restrained her smile, "Brother, do you know a man named Yang?"

Ye Yue was shocked all over and didn't know how to answer for a while, Qi gave him a meaningful look.

"Um...don't know." He said hesitantly.

"Oh, you don't know each other either!" Ye Feiran didn't notice that something was wrong with him, and with a disappointment on his small face, he muttered, "I'm so close to him, you should know him!"

Ye Yue unconsciously glanced at the man next to him. He is young and the city is not shallow. Although the Ye family is not considered rich and powerful, father Ye's position in Beijing alone will attract the attention of many people and become popular. Climbing relationship.So the family basically lived in this unknown town without being disturbed.

"Stop playing, it's time to eat." Anya poked her head out of the room and said. "Well, here we come." Ye Yue responded, pulled the wheelchair and pushed it to the house. "Fei Ran, don't be disappointed, maybe when he is ready to see you, he will appear." Is he ready?He seemed to have heard the conversation between himself and Anya that day. I'm afraid he would never be ready for such an impulsive behavior.

During the meal, Xu's mother still explicitly hinted at Ye Yue and Anya's marriage, this time Ye Yue didn't refute it, and the date was set on December 12th, bringing some joy along with Christmas.

And today, November 11th.

After dinner, Anya went to the kitchen to wash the dishes, Mother Xu went out after answering the phone, Fei Ran was lying on the sofa watching TV, Ye Yue thought for a while, and called Qi out.

"You don't have anything to say to me?" Ye Yue stared at him with a dark and serious expression.

Qi raised his eyes and looked at him so directly that Ye Yue couldn't look away.

Qi opened his mouth, "He will be sad to lie to Feiran."

"what?"

"Yan Binyang, I have met." Qi Man said casually, as if talking about something unimportant, he adjusted his glasses, "but I don't want them to meet."

Ye Yue's dark expression froze. "what is your purpose?"

Qi's eyes rolled, and two syllables came out lightly from his mouth, "Crimson."