thinking far away

The man was leaning on the car in a gray coat with his hands in his pockets. He was tall and tall, with two long legs overlapping each other. His side face looked like it was engraved from a painting. The lines were graceful and smooth, and the moonlight set off his masculine indifference , but extremely perfect.

Lu Si recognized the man's identity almost immediately, but he just paused for a moment, and passed him by without changing his expression.

Unsurprisingly, the man behind him grabbed him with such force that he couldn't help frowning: "Sir, what are you doing? Please let go."

Not only did Qi Yuan not let go, but he hugged him instead, his tone was still calm and slightly excited: "Sisi, I am Qi Yuan, I am back."

Lu Si struggled for a while but failed to break free and let him hold him, and said lightly: "I know you are Qi Yuan, but what does it have to do with me?"

Qi Yuan loosened his hands a little, and said in a low voice, "Are you blaming me?"

Lu Si pushed him away and smiled lightly: "I blame you for what you are doing. You are not a teenager anymore. The past is the past, so don't be too persistent. It's getting late, you can go back. If you want to reminisce about the old days, it's better to change another day." Let's get back in touch."

Lu Si bypassed Qi Yuan and went upstairs, walking steadily and resolutely, turning around only he himself knew how much his hands were shaking, his heart was about to jump out, he didn't have the key several times, he couldn't restrain himself when he walked into the bedroom quickly Squat down to live.

Qi Yuan stood downstairs and looked up at the newly lit room without saying a word for a long time. He failed to fulfill his promise and made Lu Si wait for him for ten years. Now Lu Si is unwilling to recognize him... He once wanted to There have been hundreds of scenes of reunion with Lu Si. Lu Si may scold him, beat him, hold him and cry, and get angry, but he did not expect that Lu Si will treat him like a stranger. Have you left him?

Qi Yuan took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it in his mouth. He took a deep breath and slowly exhaled the smoke ring, his mouth was full of bitterness.

In the dead of night, everything was silent, Lu Si stood by the window and looked down, Qi Yuan's car was still parked there but no one was there.He didn't know when his mental breakdown started and it became more and more serious. He often woke up in his dreams or couldn't sleep because of a little noise. Tonight was probably another sleepless night.

Lu Si suddenly remembered that in the fifth year after Qi Yuan left, he was full of joy and thought that Qi Yuan was coming back. He went to the airport and waited for him all day, and saw many people who looked like him from the back, but everyone None of them.Until dark, he still stood at the place where Qi Yuan was separated from him. Later when Tang Jiyu went to find him, he still stubbornly said, "Qi Yuan promised me that he would come back." Tang Jiyu waited with him from dark to dawn, and walked away His knees couldn't bend anymore.He asked Tang Jiyu blankly, as if he was asking himself "five years have passed, why hasn't he come back?", but no one could answer.

What a fool...

Chapter 13

The sky turned white, and Lu Si opened his eyes and got out of bed to wash up. He lay there all night and his mind was full of old times. The picture was clear and yellow, like watching an old movie over and over again, and wanted to end the show. But the memory refused to let him go, and he had a splitting headache.

Lu Si was going to have a meal with the young talent today to find out the situation in advance. He looked at himself in the mirror, with a thin chin, pale face, extra large eyes, and long hair covering his forehead.The current Lu Si is completely different from the little fat guy who met Qi Yuan for the first time in the third year of junior high school, and he doesn't know why Qi Yuan decided it was him without any hesitation.

The moment Lu Si opened the door and saw Qi Yuan sitting on the steps outside, he was so shocked that he almost shed tears. Five years ago, he waited for him at the airport for one night, and five years later, Qi Yuan was at the door again. Sit all night.

Qi Yuan's face was tired, but when he saw him, his eyes seemed to burn with light, "Sisi, you finally came out."

His voice was hoarse, and Lu Si raised his eyebrows only to find the large and small cigarette butts on the ground: "How many cigarettes have you smoked, and your throat is gone?"

Qi Yuan stood up and staggered for a while due to lack of blood supply to his brain. Lu Si hurriedly hugged him, Qi Yuan leaned on him, held Lu Si's hand and said seriously: "As long as you still care about me, I will It doesn't matter if you die."

Lu Si turned his face away: "Who wants to care about you."

"If you don't care about me, then I will care about you. Sisi, you have lost a lot of weight..." Qi Yuan could feel the bones on Lu Si's body through the heavy material, and his heart ached.

"I have something to go out, you should go back and rest quickly."

Qi Yuanlai refused to get up on Lu Si: "I'm not tired, where are you going? I'll take you there?"

Lu Si lowered his eyes: "I don't bother you anymore, don't you need to go to work if you are not tired?"

"The company has just finished a project. It's okay if I don't go. You can let me see you off. If you don't agree, I won't let you go. The neighbors will go to work later, and it's not good to be seen by them."

Lu Si looked at him quietly, for so many years he was always playing tricks, and he was always helpless to him.

Chen Jiyu came very early, and sat in a neat suit by the window, looking at the passing crowd, fearing that he might miss Lu Si.An SUV was parked opposite, and Lu Si got out of the co-pilot. Chen Jiyu couldn't help wondering, Lu Si didn't have any friends who would send him over.

The young talent Lu Si wanted to meet was Chen Jiyu. They hadn't seen each other since Lu's mother passed away. At that time, Lu Si told him to be a stranger, so since he was a stranger, he didn't need to deliberately avoid him.Lu Si sat across from Chen Jiyu and nodded politely. Chen Jiyu handed him the menu: "What would you like to drink? I'll treat you."

Lu Si didn't answer: "Lemonade is fine."

Chen Jiyu clasped his hands on the table and said with a smile, "I thought you wouldn't want to do an exclusive interview with me. I'm really flattered that you can meet me."

"It's just for work, I also want to make a living."

After talking about work, Chen Jiyu invited Lu Si to have a meal again, and Lu Si accepted it calmly. No one mentioned the events of the year, and the atmosphere at the dinner table was considered harmonious.The length of the day in winter is short, it is not too late after dinner, and the sky is starting to get dark. Chen Jiyu proposed to send Lu Si home. The weather is indeed a little cold. He was very tired after not sleeping all night last night. After thinking about it, he nodded kindly.

When approaching the entrance of the community, Lu Si asked Chen Jiyu to stop here. He didn't want Chen Jiyu to know his specific address, and the relationship between the two of them was still a bit troublesome.Lu Si unbuttoned his seat belt, thanked him and got out of the car. He was pulled away before he could take a few steps. Chen Jiyu looked a bit disappointed: "Is it because you won't see me again after you finish writing the interview?"

Lu Si pulled his hand away: "Of course, it's not necessary after all."

"Lu Si, can we no longer be good friends?"

"What's the use of saying this? If you weren't his son, we might be friends for life. Although there is nothing wrong with you, I can't face you calmly. Don't force me too much. It's me to get along with you calmly. The biggest give in."

"...Then do you know that I like you?"

Lu Si smiled lightly: "Let's not say that you told me that we are half-brothers, even if not, I don't need your likes."

Chen Jiyu put his hands on Lu Si's shoulders: "You only care about Qi Yuan, don't you?"

"It's none of your business."

"Lu Si, it's been ten years, when will you look back at me?"

"You know it's impossible for us."

"Then have you thought about it if Qi Yuan never came back?"

"He's back," Lu Si lowered his head, "he's back looking for me."

Chen Jiyu was shocked, his hand slipped down, and he said dejectedly: "He's back?..." Chen Jiyu smiled wryly, it turned out that he was always one step late, and he lost.

He took a step back and said, "I understand...you take care of yourself and don't make me miss you anymore. Lu Si, I really like you..." Chen Jiyu twitched the corners of his mouth, but he looked very sad.

As soon as Lu Si entered the anti-theft door downstairs, he was pulled by a strong force and pushed against the wall. Lu Si closed his eyes tightly and expected that the pain of the collision would not come. The other party protected his head and back with his hands.The familiar breath wrapped him tightly, full of strong possessiveness, before Lu Si opened his eyes and had no time to speak, Qi Yuan kissed him, the other party locked his waist with one hand, and covered his waist with the other. in front of the eyes.Qi Yuan could feel the slight trembling of Lu Si's long eyelashes in the palm of his hand, he couldn't help prying open his teeth to wrap around the tip of his tongue, licking freely in Lu Si's mouth, exchanging breaths.

After Qi Yuan sent Lu Si to the cafe, he returned to the company to explain his work to the employees. He had worked continuously for several years without taking a vacation, so he took this opportunity to take a week off.He didn't expect to see Tang Jiyu and Lu Si together on the way back, with an intimate posture. He drove directly downstairs to Lu Si's house, thinking of the scene just now, which made him mad with jealousy. Lu Si belonged to him and could only be his.

Lu Si didn't know why Qi Yuan was suddenly angry, he kissed very violently, Lu Si felt that his mouth was numb and almost unconscious.This kiss lasted for a long time, and Lu Si couldn't breathe. His eyes were covered by Qi Yuan, and he could only feel the darkness. The lips were sucked vigorously and the tip of the tongue touched.

When finally let go, Lu Siruan gasped in Qi Yuan's arms, Lu Si's pale cheeks were stained crimson, eyes were filled with water vapor, a silver thread was pulled out when the two separated, Lu Si's lips were slightly swollen and watery.Qi Yuan couldn't help but leaned forward to kiss him lightly, but Lu Si pushed him dissatisfied.

"What are you crazy about?"

Qi Yuan hugged Lu Si very wronged: "I have seen it all, you are with Tang Jiyu."

"He's the one I want to interview. He's the one chosen by the magazine."

"Then I'm also a young talent. Why doesn't your magazine let you interview me? I'm still self-made."

Lu Si didn't want to argue with him, Qi Yuan always had all sorts of tricks