want to be your person

The final exam is over, I will update the article~~~ I don’t know if you are still there? ——XL

Dinka has been recuperating in the hospital for the past few months, but Dinka would call Chen Mo every day, but he never answered.Dingka believes that Chen Mo will come back, and that one day the meeting between the two will melt all the suffering, as long as he comes back...

If one day you are my untouchable illusory, then I will become as transparent as you, regardless of the process, but the ending, I will still love you.Because loving you is something that makes me feel very happy, whether flying or falling, I will still be with you, all the way to the same goal, time is always there.

Xia Jian would always come to the hospital to visit Dingka, to accompany Dingka to rehabilitate his legs and feet, to chat with Dingka, and to bask in the sun with Dinka.Xia Jian knew who Dingka was worried about, and who Dingka insisted on, but it was a pity that that person was not himself after all. like.

"You haven't been to school for several months, and you have missed a lot of homework. How about I help you with tutoring?" Xia Jian took out a crumpled and thick textbook from his schoolbag, and said brazenly.

"Uh...you know how to do those questions?" Dingka thinks that Xia Jian is not stupid. On the contrary, Xia Jian is much smarter than himself, but Xia Jian has always been a fool in college. No matter how smart people are like this, they will become slacker student.

"I can't do it." Xia Jian shrugged indifferently.

"Then you still want to teach me?"

"You have to trust me, my master, I have learned so well!" Xia Jian protested loudly.

Dingka didn't say anything, just watched Xia Jian spread out the math materials.

"From now on, you can call me Teacher Xia." Xia Jian looked serious, as if he really thought he was a math teacher.Dingka knew that Xia Jian did this for himself, so he smiled and moved a chair for Xia Jian to sit down.

"May I call you Mr. Xia Jian?" (referred to as Despicable Teacher)

"No, I'll call you Teacher Xia, without the word Jian!"

Dingka saw Xia Jian's shattered hair plastered on his smooth forehead, those shattered hair almost covered those beautiful peach blossom eyes, those eyes were like a bottomless black hole, turning into a black lake, making people drown asphyxia.Ding Ka suddenly thought of it, Chen Mo used to give himself tutoring like this, patiently explaining the topics to himself.Occasionally when he was tired from reading, Chen Mo covered Dingka's eyes, and whispered softly in Dingka's ear: "Fool, you need to rest for a while~~~" Then Chen Mo would drink fresh squeezed water for himself. Juice, Chen Mo will make delicious meals for himself, and then send a sweet kiss. The time at that time was short and beautiful. In one country, in another city.

Dinka, who really wanted to cry, blinked his dry eyes, and the tears seemed to flow away.

Xia Jian looked at Dingka whose eyes were getting darker and darker, feeling a little worried.

"What's the matter with you, are you not feeling well?"

Dandelions blew through the window, transitioned into the afternoon, and stayed on top of Xia Jian's head.

"It's time for you to cut your hair." Dinka spoke in a very light tone, showing a gloomy smile.

Dingka involuntarily removed the dandelion floating on Xia Jian's head, and touched Xia Jian's forehead. Xia Jian was taken aback by Dingka's intimate movements.

"I'm going to get my hair cut tomorrow."

Xia Jian looked at the math textbooks and searched for questions he could answer and wanted to give Dingka a tutor, but it seemed that Xia Jian couldn't do many of the questions in the textbooks.

"I'll teach you this problem!" Xia Jian finally found a math problem that he could write, which seemed very simple to Dingka, but Dingka nodded and did not reject Xia Jian's kindness.

Xia Jian showed his white teeth, and he was smiling.The smile is so beautiful, so beautiful that it is unreal. Xia Jian's fingers are very white and slender, with well-defined joints, and he points to the writing and points to the question, and he talks about the thinking and process of solving the problem.

With Xia Jian’s company, Dingka’s time is not so tormenting, but the heart is empty, and the heart is hanging on the high-altitude attic day and night without peace. Even if you smile happily again, you will be powerless without you. Pale, then where do I get the warmth?

"I'm home." Xia Jian yawned with tears in his eyes.

"Well, be careful on the road."

"That, your book?" Dingka still held Xia Jian's math book in his hand.

"Look, it's okay." Xia Jian silently peeled a big apple and put it on the bedside table. There was a fruity aroma of apples in the air.Looking at the apple with white flesh, Dinka was moved and rippled in his heart.If possible, Dingka hopes that Xia Jian can also get his own happiness, but he cannot give that happiness...

"I'm sorry..." That regrettable heartbreak echoed in the room.

After Xia Jian left, it became much deserted.Dingka reads math books when he has nothing to do. Dingka must let himself do something, otherwise, Chen Mo will be all over his mind.

Opened the math book, and an envelope fell from it.

Ding Ka picked it up, but there was nothing written on the envelope, and it seemed that the letter had not been opened by Xia Jian, and the traces of glue were still there.

The next day, Dingka handed the envelope to Xia Jian.

"What is this?" Xia Jian took the envelope from Dingka's hand, opened it and looked carefully.

"It's in your math book, haven't you found it?"

Ding Ka looked at Xia Jian after reading the letter, his face was a little tangled, a little red.

"What's wrong?" Dinka leaned his head over.

Xia Jian kissed Dingka's cheek on purpose, and Dingka's face turned red from embarrassment.

"What are you doing?!"

"I've taken care of you for so long, you won't lose a piece of meat if you give me a kiss!" Xia Jian gave Dingka a vicious look.

"What was written in the letter, show me..." Dingka's neck stretched so long, but Xia Jian directly blocked Dingka's entire face with his hands. Dinka wanted to grab it, but the tall Xia Jian Jian held the letter so high that Dingka, who was much shorter than Xia Jian, couldn't hold it on tiptoe.

Xia Jian and Dingka were very close, and Xia Jian secretly slapped Dingka on the face again.

"You!" Dingka covered his face and frantically wiped the place Xia Jian kissed just now with his sleeve.

"Is it normal for my younger brother to kiss my elder brother!" Xia Jian whistled loudly.

Dingka ignored Xia Jian, and sat angrily on the head of the bed, holding back his anger.Seeing that Dingka was unhappy, Xia Jian hurried forward to ask for forgiveness.

"Don't be angry, dwarf, I was wrong, I shouldn't bully you~~~"

"It's okay if you ask me to forgive you. Let me see what was written in that letter." Dingka was not interested in that letter at first, but Xia Jian refused to let Dingka read it anyway, which made Dingka aroused. Characterized by inner curiosity and gossip.

"Except for what you said, everything is fine." Xia Jian mentioned the letter with an indescribably weird expression, saying that he was shy but not shy, and saying that he was entangled was not entangled.

"Forget it, I won't embarrass you..." Seeing Xia Jian's embarrassment, Ding Ka stopped insisting.

Xia Jian took the letter and went to the bathroom, tore the letter to pieces, and then pressed the flush button on the toilet, Xia Jian watched as the pieces of paper washed away by the water formed a small vortex, and the paper was on the It disappeared in the water, as if it had been sucked into a dirty sewer, and together with the filth, it had formed a rotten smell for many years.

That letter... was a love letter to myself.

Dinka's injury has almost healed, and he will go to school after a few days.The school is still so familiar and unfamiliar. After class, there are many girls chirping with fresh gossip and interesting articles, while the boys meet to go to the cafeteria to eat together. It seems that only Dingka is alone on the desk, reading and writing. , very attentive and devoted.Why?It was because only in this way would he not think of Chen Mo.In the few months since Dinka left school, many things have changed.I am a G. It seems that the whole school knows that I am a G. Even private school post bars and private forums have news that I am a G.But this has long been indifferent to Dinka, his heart has become numb, and it seems that he is about to learn to be indifferent...

Mu Yang and Qian Xiaosan have changed the most. Mu Yang's appearance has become more and more masculine, while Qian Xiaosan has become more and more beautiful, she has lost a lot of pounds, and the long hair lost by Chen Mo has grown. long.In the past, it was Qian Xiaosan who chased after Mu Yang fiercely, but now, on the contrary, Mu Yang chased Qian Xiaosan fiercely.Qian Xiaosan said that he likes manly men, and Mu Yang is also developing towards that goal.

Dinka had been sitting in his seat all day, and wanted to go out and blow some air to relieve his mood.

Dingka saw Xia Jian playing basketball with a group of boys on the playground in the distance, and his gesture of sweating was very charming.Dingka noticed that not far from Xia Jian, there was a gentle boy with a bottle of mineral water and a towel. Handed him the items that had been prepared, but Xia Jian always ignored or pushed him away.

Dinka suddenly thought about the envelope that day...

Dingka felt a heavy guilt for Xia Jian in his heart, and wanted to go back to the classroom. He saw a tall boy walking in the corridor. The boy was very tall, and he passed Dingka. A bit like Chen Mo.Just standing there in a daze, watching the boy slowly go away.

The boy put his hand in the waistband of his trousers, and accidentally took out a few hundred dollars from his pocket. The boy didn't pay attention, and walked straight forward.

Dinka ran forward to pick up the money, and then called to stop the boy.

"Hey, your money's gone!"

Then, looking back, was the boy's handsome face with sharp edges and deep outlines.

Especially those eyes are hanging upwards, full of sexy small eyes, but there is a very unfriendly defensiveness in the eyes.

Dinka looked at the boy's clean face without a trace of a smile, but somehow it made people feel a little warm.

it's wired.Is it because he looks a bit like Chen Mo?

The boy walked into Dinka step by step, with slender legs, thin physique and tall posture, as well as wine-red hair that was blown messy in the cold wind. Dinka felt that the boy in front of him had a very rebellious character.The boy took out the earplugs in his ears for listening to music.

"What did you say?" There was a small scar between the boy's eyebrows. Although it was a blemish, it set off his proud temperament perfectly.

A cold wind blows, blowing Dinka's white scarf.

That's it, it begins...