want to be your person

You may have a chance to make me strong, but you cannot know me completely.What you are facing is my appearance, but my inside is turning away from you, too far away, a wisp of fragrance that will never be erased, weathering our unchanged appearance. ——XL

Dingka has been learning by leaps and bounds during this period of time, and gradually learned to laugh. Mu Yang and Qian Xiaosan are also very happy for Dingka's transformation.But only Xia Jian could tell that Dingka's forced smile was not as good as his crying.If that person doesn't come back, will Dinka be in this state all the time, he is unhappy, unhappy, and even less happy...

"Dingka, the teacher told you to go to the office." The monitor knocked on Dingka's desk with a condescending indifference.

"Do you know what the teacher is looking for? Dinka feels that he has not caused any trouble during this period...

"You ask me, I ask ghosts, you will know if you go by yourself." The squad leader gave Dingka a hard look.

"By the way, don't ask me any questions you don't understand in the future, I don't want people to think I'm a disgusting slut!"

Since Chen Mo left, Dingka didn't know who to ask for questions that he didn't understand. The relationship between the monitor and Dingka was very good before, and Dingka occasionally asked him if he had any questions that he didn't understand.

Because I am a G, have I been disliked?

"Well, thank you for helping me in the past..." Dinka smiled bitterly at the monitor.

"Just thinking about being friends with you before makes me want to throw up!"

The squad leader's words deeply hurt Dingka's heart.

"I don't know what you can be proud of for a person like you. You're just No.1. I can do it too."

Dingka's eyes are getting colder and colder, and there are flames burning in his eyes, this is his last bottom line!

"Tch, aren't you just catching men at school, and that idiot Chen Mo will fall for you!"

The squad leader's mocking Dinka could be heard clearly.

Dingka suddenly stood up: "You are not allowed to scold him!!!"

Dingka grabbed the monitor's collar with extraordinary strength, twisting the monitor's arm and pressing it on the desk.

"You slut still wants to hit me!" The squad leader's face was livid, and he was a little scared.

Dinka choked the class monitor's neck tightly, and the class monitor was suffocated by Dinka's pinch. The students next to him were dumbfounded when they saw it, and then several boys immediately went to try to persuade them to fight.

"We are all classmates, why do you want to hurt each other like this?"

"Dinka, let go, did the monitor do anything wrong!"

"If you don't let go, I will tell the teacher that you are bullying your classmates and there is school violence..."

Why?Why does everyone think I'm wrong?Obviously the squad leader insulted himself first, why?

Dingka's breathing gradually became heavy, and he suddenly lost all strength, and slowly let go of the hands that were pinching the squad leader's neck.

The squad leader coughed badly. Seeing Dinka's distressed appearance, he punched Dinka hard in the face.

Dinka's face immediately became colorful.

"Bah!" The squad leader spat on Dinka's cheek.

The people around pretended they didn't see anything, and they scattered. No one went up to help Dinka who was sitting on the ground.Dinka fiercely wiped the disgusting saliva on his face with his sleeve. Dinka knew that these bullies would come sooner or later, so he was not afraid.What he is really afraid of is that he wants to be desperate for something, but in the end he has nothing. Without the spiritual support, everything will become endlessly lonely. At that time, he will no longer find the so-called reason to pin it on. In that case, Not far from destruction...

The students in the class were doing their own things as usual, some were doing their homework, and some were chatting. These people looked at Dinka with hard indifference and indifference. Dinka patted the dust on his clothes and walked out like A hellish classroom.

It was very warm outside, and it was already deep winter, but the sun's halo was still so bright and dazzling that Dinka's eyes were filled with hot tears, and his nose was inexplicably sore.How are you now?

Dinka went to the teacher's office, and Dinka knocked on the half-closed door out of politeness.

"Come in." The old man's voice came from the office, deep and powerful.

Dinka pushed open the door and walked into the office.

This office belongs to Mr. Wang, and the layout of the office is very simple and plain, just like Mr. Wang's style.

"Teacher, what's the matter?" Dinka walked in but saw the boy with dyed wine red hair and a small scar between his eyebrows staring at him, Dinka felt as if something bad was about to happen.

"It's like this, the teacher is looking for you for some personal matters..." Teacher Wang's face is kind and friendly, but his tone is full of the depth of an old man.

"Just tell me what you have. As long as I can do it, I will do my best." Dinka is very grateful to Teacher Wang. In this school, he knows that he is a G. No matter whether it is a teacher or a classmate, he is still somewhat dissatisfied with himself. I understand, but this teacher Wang is the only one who still cares about me as always. Dingka will come to ask if there are any questions he doesn’t understand. Teacher Wang will also guide Dingka patiently. I seem to feel a kind of emotion, which is the respect for the elders and the father.For a moment, Dinka felt that Mr. Wang was a bit like his father.

"It's like this, my nephew is not very good at studying, I want you to tutor me, because I have to be busy with school papers recently, so I want to trouble you to teach him." Teacher Wang was already overwhelmed by school affairs , has been unable to take into account many.

Dinka glanced at the boy, who happened to be staring at him too,

Before Dingka could speak, the boy next to him said in disgust: "I don't want him to give me tutoring!"

"What are you talking about, kid? It's almost the end of the semester. If you fail the exam, you don't even think about graduating!"

Teacher Wang scolded his nephew severely, then turned his head and smiled at Dinka apologetically.

"I'm sorry, my nephew is too aggressive, don't take it to heart, what do you think about the counseling...?"

Dinka knew that it was not easy for Teacher Wang, so he was too embarrassed to say no when he had said so much, and besides, Teacher Wang cared about him very much, so he should repay his kindness...

"It's okay, I can do it." Dinka felt that whether he could get along with this person in the future was a problem...

"Kage come and say hello to Dinka." Teacher Wang really has nothing to do with his naughty nephew.

Sitting on the desk, Wang Kaige waved to Dingka indifferently, which was regarded as a greeting.

"You kid wants to piss me off!" Teacher Wang's face turned livid.

Wang Kaige stretched lazily, with a malicious smile on the corner of his mouth, and some evil spirits radiated around him.Those half-hanging thin eyes looked at Dingka's whole body provocatively, as if he wanted to see through Dinka, Wang Kaige only felt that Dinka in front of him was stupid.

In this way, Dinka had to go to tutor Wang Kaige every night, and he didn't know when this matter would end.

Dinka and Wang Kaige walked on the cobbled path of the school.

"Hey, don't give me tutoring, I don't want to waste time, and I still hang out with you!"

Wang Kaige walked in front of Dinka, casually picked up a leaf and watched it carefully.

"But Teacher Wang is also for your own good." Dingka didn't know what to say.

"I told you not to give me tutoring, you are not deaf, you are an idiot, you can't understand people's words, right!"

Wang Kaige angrily tore up the leaf in his hand and smashed it on Dingka's body. Dingka's hair and clothes were full of fragments of leaves.Dinka was not angry either. He shook the leaves on his body and smiled at Wang Kaige.

"Teacher Wang loves you very much. I don't think you will let him down. From now on, you will work harder, and I will work harder. This will be a very happy thing for everyone, right?" Dinka burst out A very sincere smile, that kind of smile made Wang Kaige feel a bit like fudge, sour and sweet.

"Don't give me chicken soup for the soul, I don't like that!" Wang Kaige was almost infected by Dingka's smile.

"Why are you so resistant? Is it because I'm a disgusting G?" Dinka frowned.Suddenly felt very funny.

So what if he is a G?Is it hindering you?Did it hurt you?

Wang Kaige was slightly startled, and stared at Dinka with some strange eyes for a long time.

"What a madman!" Wang Kaige took a step forward with his slender legs, and walked further and further away with his back to Dinka.

Wang Kaige suddenly thought of something, stopped abruptly, turned his head and smiled maliciously at Dinka.

"You want to help me with tutoring, right?"

Dinka found that kind of smile very pervasive.

"what happened?"

"Follow me, this is the key to my house!" Wang Kaige just felt that the daily life was too boring.

Maybe the whole idiot is okay, at least it looks like fun.

Dinka received the key, looked at Wang Kaige's tall and slender back, and sighed helplessly.

Seeing Wang Kaige, Dingka couldn't help but think of Chen Mo.Touching my deepest wound...

This is probably the reason why I don't want to give him tutoring, and I don't want to have any contact with him...

There was a small blue bell tied to the bunch of keys, and Dinka made a crisp sound when he shook it.

What will happen next?