Pet me, are you addicted?

That day, I was wandering around the stadium and saw a recruiting notice, which turned out to be the football team that Fan Fan wanted to organize.Fan Fan lived off campus, and I rarely saw him anymore.

Fan Fan has become very thin recently, and I handed him 50 yuan as a fee to join the team.Fan Fan said that the money was used to buy team uniforms, and the rest was used for team training and activities.

From the second day, we went to the school playground for training.The football team currently has only three people, and the third player is a high school student.

A few days later, the three of us went to another university together and played a small game with some other golf friends.I haven't played as a substitute, and my game skills are terrible!

That day, Fan Fan invited me to dinner, he seemed to be busy.After dinner, he invited me to the Internet bar to surf the Internet.I watched a movie, and Fan Fan suddenly asked me, saying he wanted to borrow money.

I said alertly that I had no money, and wanted to know why Fan Fan borrowed money.Fan Fan said that his girlfriend was pregnant and asked for money for an abortion.I was very skeptical and still said I had no money.

After leaving the Internet cafe, Fan Fan came to my bedroom.He saw that I had a guitar, so he picked it up and played with it, saying that a classmate in high school also played guitar, and he learned a few chords by himself.

After communicating with each other, we have a deeper understanding.Fan Fan took out the diagnosis sheet from the hospital and gave it to me, hoping that I would trust him.I read the diagnosis sheet, and it turned out to be a pregnancy conclusion.

Finally I agreed and lent him a thousand.

After withdrawing money from the ATM and giving it to Fan Fan, Fan Fan took me to the place where he and his girlfriend rented.

The room was very messy, Fan Fan said that his girlfriend would arrive in Changsha tonight, so he tidied it up casually.Afterwards, Fan Fan heated a bucket of water with an electric heating rod and said he wanted to take a bath.

When Fan Fan was taking a shower in the bathroom, I was alone in the room.When Fan Fan was in the middle of washing, he asked me to help, he forgot to bring in the bath towel.

I followed his instructions and found the bath towel in a pile of drying clothes.I knocked on the bathroom door, it opened, and Fan Fan appeared in front of me naked.Underneath the wet shadow is the natural state.

While handing the towel to Fan Fan, I casually glanced there a few times.After taking a shower, Fan Fan walked out of the bathroom in his underwear and lay on the bed with me.

A few days later, Fan Fan said that he didn't have enough money. After the operation, he was very weak and needed to stay in the hospital for a few days to recuperate.In a flash of my brain, I lent him another fifteen thousand.

The second time I went to where Fan Fan lived, I met Fan Fan's girlfriend, who was very pretty.The three of us were walking on the road together, and Fan Fan handed me an apple.

Afterwards, I seldom went to see Fan Fan.Occasionally, Fan Fan would ask me to go to the Internet cafe to find him. I have been there twice, so I don't want to go.Later, an earthquake occurred in the Sichuan area, and Fan Fan was from Chongqing.

I called Fan Fan and it was in a shutdown state.It was later learned that his mobile phone had been stolen.There is no way to contact him for the time being, so I can only wait for him to come to me.

The last time I saw Fan Fan outside the school was on a rainy night.I was holding an umbrella and met Fan Fan near the intersection.With a packed box lunch in his hand, he called me.

I remember a few days ago, my roommate told me that Fan Fan went to the dormitory to look for me, but when I was not there, he took away my cell phone number.I asked Fan Fan why he took my cell phone number and didn't call me.

He said the number was washed off in a trouser pocket.After a few words, we walked away.Soon after, Fan Fan returned to being single and moved back to the dormitory, and we all became heartbroken.

In May of this year, I met Ah Lei online.In the chat group, Ah Lei took the initiative to show his kindness to me, because he encountered difficulties and needed help.

"I have no place to go tonight, can I spend the night with you?" A Lei asked.

"I live in the school's student apartment, which is inconvenient." I was worried about being deceived, so I refused him with a real and sufficient reason without asking him about his specific situation.

"Is there a hotel near you?" A Lei asked.

Speaking of hotels, I have no ability to resist.I always think for no reason that hotels are the starting line of love.I think my youth will rot and decay in the hotel one day.

"Aren't you a student?" I asked back, without answering his question.

"No, I graduated one year ago. I'm from Yueyang. I just came to Changsha today to look for a job." A Lei replied.

"There are quite a few hotels here, but I haven't been to any of them." As I said, my heart was already moved.

"I'll go to your place, you can go to the hotel with me, okay?" A Lei continued to seduce.

The same lonely body, I did not refuse.After exchanging mobile numbers, I began to wait restlessly.

I don't know what is controlling our fate, why two people who have nothing to do with each other suddenly become connected.

I thought, if I happened to be offline at that time, if I rejected him decisively, I would not have met in the future, and my life would present another world.

Physically speaking, we live in multiple worlds.

This world seems to be full of more possibilities in the dark night.The same moonlight, the same building, and my life is changing at any time because of a small thing.

In physics, this is called the butterfly effect.

Now, I will set foot on a sailing ship with no direction.Can't choose, life has to go far.

Although Ah Lei is two years older than me, he doesn't look more mature than me. He dresses like me in a childish way, has a chubby figure, and smiles a bit foolishly.

"You dress so elegantly." A Lei joked when they met.

I was wearing a green tank top with a metal zipper and a small cap, which made my figure appear slimmer.

"It's only at night that I dare to wear it out." I explained.

"Come on, let's go to the hotel to sleep with me." A Lei was blunt.

"You only carried one bag when you came to Changsha?" I asked puzzled.

"The clothes and computer are left at Yueyang's house. I'll go back and get them when I find a job and a stable place to live." Ah Lei said.

When I agreed to accompany him to the hotel, I thought Ah Lei would ask me to help him pay the rent, but I didn't.After negotiating the price, Ah Lei paid the rent with his own money.

After turning off the light, Ah Lei hugged me and asked:

"Do you like me?"

I was not used to it, so instead of answering him, I asked:

"What major do you study? What kind of job are you looking for?"

"I major in editing and directing. My job is to be a teacher and guide art students." A Lei replied.

Sometimes, I hope that I am a strong man who can take care of the weak you around me.However, I was always so cowardly and weak that I couldn't even take care of myself.

We didn't get up until noon the next day.A Lei asked me what is the arrangement?I said no, because it happened to be the Dragon Boat Festival holiday and I had no homework.

"I'm going to an art school in Wangcheng County for an interview, will you go with me?" A Lei asked.

I have been in Changsha for almost three years, and I have not been to the small counties around Changsha. I hesitated and agreed, anyway, I was idle in the dormitory.

I took him back to the dormitory first, and I had to change into a slightly more formal dress first.

"Are there any free beds in your dormitory?" A Lei asked suddenly.

"No more, quadruple room, four beds, full occupancy." I said.

I thought to myself, if there are vacant beds, it must be very troublesome for Ah Lei to live in. Fortunately, there are indeed no vacant beds.

After that, we took a bus to Wangcheng.

We arrived at Wangcheng Bus Station, got off the bus, and took a motorcycle according to the address of the school.A Lei had contacted the person in charge of the school, so when we arrived at the school, the person in charge received us with tea.

A Lei had an interview with people from the school for a period of time, and I saw A Lei's self-affirming eloquence for the first time.But even though Ah Lei boasted himself so extravagantly, the head of the school didn't seem to be satisfied.

Later, I heard from Ah Lei that the relationship between the art test teacher and the art test school is very delicate, and they often use each other.When the teacher comes to the school to teach, he wants to take the students away from the school and teach privately.The school recruits teachers because it wants to attract students through teachers.

On the same day, we rushed back to Changsha, and it was getting late.

"I'll go back to Yueyang's house tomorrow to pick up things, can I sleep with you temporarily in the dormitory tonight." Ah Lei asked pitifully.

I couldn't help hesitating when I heard this. On the one hand, I couldn't bear to reject this person who spent a gentle home with me last night. On the other hand, I didn't know how to explain to my roommates if I took Ah Lei back to the dormitory to sleep.

Before making a decision, we came to the door of the apartment.

"Are you afraid that your roommate will suspect something?" A Lei seemed to see what I was thinking.

"Okay, it's nothing for just one night, just say it's a brother among relatives." I agreed.

I did feel quite embarrassed when I took Ah Lei to the dormitory.Normally, he rarely brought people back, but now he brought a man back.In fact, the most fearful thing is not to be suspected, but to have one more stranger, which makes the atmosphere stiff and makes each other uncomfortable.

"I brought someone back to sleep tonight." As soon as I entered the dormitory, I pretended to be generous and said.

I deliberately told the truth in a joking tone, I think, this will not arouse the suspicion of the students.Fortunately, the roommates are like wooden people in terms of emotions, and they don't have messy thoughts.

But later, a classmate in the dormitory next door, talking about his roommate from his hometown, brought a man back to the dormitory to sleep, and the two men squeezed together on the same bed in their underwear for several days.That contemptuous tone made me ashamed, as if I had been hurt innocently.

Fortunately, Ah Lei is not the kind of person who likes to wander around the dormitory naked with only his underwear on.Ah Lei didn't bring a change of clothes. After taking a shower, he wore my underwear and played DOTA with my roommates in the dormitory.

I don't like playing World of Warcraft, only racing games.So I rarely fight with my roommates in the game.Seeing Ah Lei having fun with his roommate, my worries disappeared.

Ah Lei was wearing my blue sleeveless shirt and gray breeches, as if I were really brothers.Students from other dormitories came to see Ah Lei and were taken aback for a moment.Before I could explain, the classmate asked back: Are you brothers?