Epigenetic edge

Chapter 10 Highest point

After queuing for half an hour, it was Yagamiyi and Echizen Nanjiro's turn.Ye Shenyi obeyed the staff's arrangement and tied up all her hair, and the young girl sitting behind him and Echizen Nanjiro also put away the ear ornaments and eyes.

Just now when the car was ascending, Ye Shenyi looked at the distant scenery and the smaller people under his feet and found it quite amusing, but before he had time to elicit a smile, the car rose to the highest point and rushed down.Yagami Yi closed her eyes reflexively, and in the darkness, she could vaguely hear the girl's scream and Echizen Nanjiro's laughter.But it's more about my own senses, the feeling of falling fast, the feeling of being slapped by the wind, the feeling of my neck constantly falling forward.

Ye Shenyi suddenly opened his eyes, and he looked at the scenery that was quickly skipped in front of his eyes, which were lumps of color.There seemed to be a breath gathered in his chest, and he couldn't breathe out, so he also yelled out loudly, anyway, no one here would pay much attention to it.He was facing the wind, shouting and shouting, feeling very happy.

But it was only after a moment that he found that his feet on the ground felt unreal.He shook his head, his face suddenly changed.Echizen Minamijiro supported him, and found a pack of tissues for him from nowhere.Ye Shenyi took out two pieces of paper and covered her mouth when she ran to the trash can and couldn't hold back her vomiting.Echizen Minamijiro stood beside him, helping him block the sight of passers-by.

Without the cover of his hair, his frowning brows and pale face were clearly visible.He held down his abdomen, and continued to retch after vomiting blood. He couldn't vomit anything but acid water, and tears came out.The miserable appearance made people feel distressed.

Echizen Nanjiro hesitated for a moment, he patted Ye Shenyi's back, and gently followed, once and for all, as long as Ye Shenyi vomited, he followed it.It wasn't until Ye Shenyi straightened up that he withdrew his hand and gave him the tissue: "Wait here, don't run around."

Ye Shenyi lowered his eyes, covered his face with a tissue and nodded.He stood quietly at the same place, and the pedestrians who were playing came and went, they talked and laughed and passed in front of him in twos and threes.Ye Shenyi didn't move or speak, even her breathing seemed to be non-existent.

Echizen Minamijiro watched from a distance, and felt that the young man with a thin figure standing alone looked very pitiful.He walked back quickly, and handed him the water and instant porridge in his hand: "Neng, eat something, if you don't want to eat, just put it away."

Ye Shenyi took two sips of water, then poked the straw into the porridge.He took a sip slowly, the warm porridge became sweeter, and it slid down his throat into his stomach, warm all the way, into his internal organs.Echizen Nanjiro took him to the bench to rest and sat down, Ye Shenyi held the cup of sweet porridge with his head down and drank quietly.

His whole body seemed to be relieved, and the strong sense of alienation was weakened.From time to time, a few young girls passed by and couldn't help but look at him more, and then ran away playing with red faces.

Echizen Nanjiro rested his hands on the back of the chair, staring at the beautiful girl passing by. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Ye Shenyi, and felt that this kid looked like a quiet and well-behaved rabbit.But the fact is that this rabbit is neither quiet nor well-behaved, but has long bones and a stubborn temper. It is not the same species as the soft rabbit, so it looks like it.

In the next play, Echizen Minamijiro passed all the exciting and thrilling items, not even the pirate ship.Ye Shenyi resentfully dragged Echizen Nanjiro to the carousel twice and watched the 3D show three times.Finally, the park was about to close, and at dusk, I caught up with the last Ferris wheel.

Ye Shenyi watched the scenery outside the window become smaller and smaller, and his field of vision gradually expanded, as if his heart also widened.He took a breath and then slowly exhaled: "Senior, may I ask why you came here?"

Echizen Nanjiro felt that playing this day was more tiring than playing games all day. He slumped on his seat without any interest, and said indifferently: "I can just take you to play. I will be depressed if I stay in the hospital every day." .Boy, there are still many things worth looking forward to in life. If you can be so happy today, you can also be happy in the future."

Ye Shenyi smiled, it turned out to be the principle of "future".But I look forward to it because you are here, and I am happy because you are here. If it weren't for you, I would find it boring and meaningless for anyone to come.He looked at the vast world outside, but there were only him and himself inside.

He waved to Echizen Nanjiro, pointed out the window: "Senior, come and see."

"Huh?" Echizen Nanjiro scratched his head, as if he didn't know what's so interesting about it, but he stood up lazily and walked over, "What..."

Ye Shenyi hugged him and kissed his lips.He closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembling slightly.I heard that if you kiss the person you like at the highest point of the Ferris wheel, you can be together forever and ever.I don't ask forever, I pray that he will be there before I die.It seems that that is my eternity too.

He hooked Echizen Nanjiro's neck, opened his lips and bit Echizen Nanjiro's lower lip when Echizen Nanjiro didn't know how to react, and licked it lightly with the tip of his tongue.His breath sprayed on the tip of Echizen Nanjiro's nose, Echizen Nanjiro was startled, and finally reacted and pushed him away.

Echizen Nanjiro didn't have time to speak, in fact he didn't know what to say.Reject it?Hasn't he been refusing?

Fortunately, Ye Shenyi spoke first.He said: "I love you. I will always love you in the future. And you, do you love me a little?"

Echizen Nanjiro replied: "Use honorifics, boy." He sighed, "I don't love you. I have a beautiful and virtuous wife, and two very interesting sons. Ye Shenyi, your future It shouldn't be hanged on me, an old man."

He answered him seriously, and spread the reality in front of Ye Shenyi, "Love is something that you will forget sooner or later after a long time. In the future, you will meet someone who is more suitable and loving, and when you think back to what you said now What you say and do is a dark history that cannot be recalled, do you know that. At your age, you may not even be able to distinguish between love and dependence, and maybe the love you think is just your illusion."

As the Ferris wheel was descending, Ye Shenyi stubbornly held Echizen Nanjiro's hand, and he said, "It's not an illusion. I love you. I always miss you when you're not around. I miss you when I'm distracted in class, and I miss you when I'm walking on the road." , I think about it on the tennis court, and I still think about it when I get home. Echizen Nanjiro, I love you. I love you so much that I feel... feel... my heart hurts."

Ye Shenyi blinked, as if to suppress the sourness.I love you, longing to love you forever.

"Ah, in that case, I refuse." Echizen Nanjiro looked down at Ye Shenyi, with coldness in his eyes.Yes, those were cold and indifferent eyes, he looked at Ye Shenyi as if he was looking at an ignorant child who annoyed him. "I don't love you. Never or never will. I have lovers, and I don't like flat chested men."

"Boy, pay attention to your behavior in the future, don't bother me too much."

Echizen Nanjiro wove a beautiful dream for Ye Shenyi, but unfortunately the dream was too short and hurtful.

I thought, for a moment, I thought, you also love me a little bit.

Ye Shenyi held Echizen Nanjiro's hand, he seemed to be stabbed by Echizen Nanjiro's eyes.He trembled for a while but refused to let go, he said: "You, you can give it a try, try to like me. I..."

There are too few things that Ye Shenyi can hold in his hands, and he doesn't want to lose that little bit of warmth, even if it's just a little bit of warmth that exists because of Ye Shenyi.If it is this person, if it is him, it seems that it is not impossible to make him humble.

But Echizen Nanjiro never gave him the slightest chance.Echizen Nanjiro opened Ye Shenyi's fingers: "Young man, I don't like the same sex."

Then why hug me!Why did you hold me that night!

"That night, you didn't express it like that." Ye Shenyi smiled with his lips curled up, like a cold knife light.He raised his head and stroked Echizen Nanjiro's cheek with his hand: "It wasn't like this when you were in my body that night. You kissed me and hugged me so much. I don't remember, but when you were in bed with me, you were passionate Great. Isn't it very comfortable? Why don't you want to now?"

Echizen Nanjiro suddenly lost his indifference.Mistakes have been made.He was a little stunned, wondering if it was because of something that shouldn't have happened that time that made the situation uncontrollable.He wanted to explain, but found it unnecessary, because it had already happened and he had taken advantage of it.

Ye Shenyi sneered and asked him: "Is it because I'm a boy? If it's a beautiful girl, you should be responsible for her. If you're lucky and she gets pregnant, what should you do? Like me? Yes , I’m a boy, so I don’t suffer. If I’m a girl, I’ll be a surrogate with your things, and at least I can have one of your children.”

"Nonsense." Echizen Nanjiro pressed his forehead, feeling his temples throbbing, "I will make up for my mistake, you..."

"Then you love me. I don't need you too much." Ye Shenyi held Echizen Nanjiro's cheeks and let him look at himself, "A little bit, I just need you to love me a little bit."

Echizen Nanjiro always felt that Ye Shenyi was pitiful. At this moment, he looked at the affectionate expression in Ye Shenyi's eyes, as if the whole world could not care less about him except him, his eyes were full of him.Echizen Nanjiro believed that this young man really admired him in love.So, he suddenly felt that he was an asshole, why did he provoke him.Extreme and stubborn, it is a good thing for them to stay away from him early.But now it was clear that the situation was out of control, and the initiative was no longer in his hands.

Echizen Nanjiro said: "Young man, it is impossible to control such things as feelings. I can't give you what you say."

He figured the only thing he could do to help him make up for him was to save him.Echizen Nanjiro wanted to save Ye Shenyi and wanted him to live.So, he knew not to let him be too desperate.

Ye Shenyi was stunned: "I...you can give me a chance to fall in love with me. I..."

He thought deeply, and seemed unable to figure out how to make a person fall in love with him.There is always some kind of lust and provocation among girls, but he is not unaware of all of them.And with that sentence of companionship, he didn't have time to make him fall in love with him enough.

He can only ask him: "What kind of person do you like, I will do well. I have always learned things very quickly. Give me a chance to see that I love me a little bit."

"Ah." Echizen Nanjiro pointed out the window: "Young man, I'm going down. Do you want to look like this?"

Ye Shenyi looked at him, but still accepted it, he said: "You don't want to. But I don't want any other compensation from you, I just want you to love me."

Echizen Nanjiro put his hand in and walked out the door: "Ah, but boy, you are going to die. Do you want me to fall in love with you and watch you die with my own eyes?"

Ye Shenyi is a smart person, few people can fool him.It's a pity that he never doubted Echizen Minamijiro, as if he believed everything he said.As long as Echizen Nanjiro said, he would subconsciously believe it.So at this moment, he believed it too, and said according to his intentions, "I, will you love me if I'm alive?"

Echizen Nanjiro said: "The future is unpredictable. Only by living can we have a chance, young man."

Echizen Nanjiro used himself as a bait to lure Yagami to swim in the direction he wanted.Lied to him?Of course he lied to him, but this was the best compensation method that Echizen Nanjiro thought of at this moment.