senior [rebirth]

Lin Xi decided to go home.

The creepers outside the old building were drenched by the heavy rain, and the lighting in the area of ​​the house was not good. After Lin Xi walked in, he felt that the already gray sky seemed to have become more gloomy.

Occasionally, I could hear the sound coming from the neighbors.

There are adults and children.

When Lin Xi heard the voice of a child, he subconsciously turned his head and glanced, but it was raining heavily, and people had already closed their doors and windows. He couldn't see anything, and he could only vaguely hear the sound of a child's voice followed by a few hearty laughter of adults. Voice.

Lin Xi looked away.

Because there was only one umbrella, Xu Hanlai sent Lin Xi downstairs.

When he arrived, he asked him if he wanted to wait downstairs. Lin Xi shook his head, and Xu Hanlai said kindly that he would go outside the community and look for a dessert shop by the way. He did not forget to tell him to bring an umbrella when he came out. Time to meet again.

He never asked Lin Xi what happened.

This is very considerate and relaxing. Lin Xi smiled gratefully at him. Her round cheeks looked relaxed, but when she turned her head and stood still downstairs in her unit, Lin Xi's body still instinctively He tensed up, and when he raised his face, it was as if he was facing an enemy.

It was raining heavily outside, looking at the familiar building in front of me, the chill penetrated into the soles of the shoes along with the sound of the rain, and walked all the way up.

Lin Xi lowered his head and smelled the familiar smell of the corridor, and recalled the period of real high school that once belonged to him.

During that time, he always loved to linger in the bookstore outside the school. Sometimes even when he got home, he also liked to walk around downstairs at home.Because at that time he didn't want to see Li Rende, didn't want to see Lin Meiling, and didn't really want to see that dark house.

These thoughts were once deeply rooted in Lin Xi's mind, and it took him many years to barely get out of them.

Now it seemed as if the past had reappeared, and along with the sound of the rain, the sense of repulsion came to his brain instinctively again from the depths of his body, not wanting him to go home.

Lin Xi took a deep breath, reached out and patted his chest as a comfort to his young body, then took out the keys and stood still at the door of his house.

The key turned very slowly round and round, Lin Xi looked at the thin metal sheet, and found that the door of the house that should be familiar seemed a bit strange after not returning for a few days.

Before he could turn the key all the way, the door was suddenly opened from the inside, and Li Rende's surprised face appeared in the crack of the door.

"Hey, Uncle." Lin Xi raised his head, the previous thoughts disappeared from his face in an instant, and he smiled gently, then kicked his feet and said, "The shoes are wet, I'll come back and change them."

I haven't seen you for a few days, Li Rende's face seemed haggard and tired, but when he saw Lin Xi, there was still a little smile on his face, and the drooping eyelids and narrowed eyes couldn't hide the light inside .

Before Lin Xi could finish his second sentence, he immediately pushed the door open a little, and the hand supporting the door frame followed suit to let him come in quickly.

It's just that halfway through this movement, Li Rende seemed to suddenly think of something, froze for a few seconds, and subconsciously glanced inside.

But he quickly adjusted back, let go of the hand holding the doorknob, grinned again, and waved the other hand towards Lin Xi more quickly, his eyes narrowed, and the corners of his mouth widened: "Come on, Come in, come in, come in."

Then when Lin Xi came in, he turned his body towards the master bedroom, as if trying to block something.

Li Rende must have been really tired these days, and his reaction was half a beat slower than usual. When Lin Xi came in, he saw the water outside the house, and then suddenly remembered what Lin Xi said when he came in, "the shoes are wet", and turned his head again in a hurry Go into the bathroom and get him a towel.

When he came out, he gave him the towel and hurriedly turned on the light, and then hurriedly gestured: "Xi Xi, wipe it quickly, uncle was slow to react just now, why are your shoes wet? Is it raining heavily and are you still busy outside? Other places Are you wet? Wipe it off quickly, you didn’t bring an umbrella? Do you want to stay at home tonight?”

Lin Xi glanced at the closed master bedroom door, and responded one by one: "I haven't gone out for the past few days. I accidentally wet my shoes when I went shopping, so the senior sent me back to change. I shouldn't be staying at home tonight. .”

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Li Rende gestured: "Aren't you going home again? Why? Is it that Senior Xu from before? He sent you back?"

"Well, I'm working part-time with a friend recently, and it's more convenient to live together, so I won't come back." Lin Xi nodded and took the towel from Li Rende.

The layout of the house at home is not good. When the master bedroom door is closed, the living room loses natural light.When Lin Xi entered the door, even the living room lights were turned off, so he couldn't see Li Rende very clearly. He only vaguely knew that Li Rende was haggard as a whole. Later, when the dim light was turned on, Lin Xi really saw the lines on Li Rende's face clearly. Deeper wrinkles.

Take a closer look, it seems that there are two circles of bruises hanging on the eyes, the hair is a little white, and the back seems to be a little hunched.

When people get old, sometimes aging really takes a few days.

Recalling Li Rende's changes after Lin Meiling's accident in her previous life, Lin Xi immediately couldn't help but said, "Uncle, haven't you had a good rest lately?"

"No, no, uncle has a rest." Li Rende knew about Xu Hanlai's existence from Lin Xi, and also knew that he often took care of Lin Xi. Now he didn't care about Lin Xi's talk about rest, but hurriedly asked: "But Xixi, your senior is here, why didn't you invite him to come up? The senior is so kind to you, you should invite him to sit down."

"No need, I still have something to do, I have to go out if I change my shoes." Lin Xi shook his head, then looked at Li Rende, and couldn't help nagging: "Uncle, you really need to take a good rest."

"I know, I know." Li Rende heard that Lin Xi was concerned about him, and he grinned honestly, with a bit of embarrassment on his face, scratched his head and said, "No, but it's fine if you don't come up. The current situation is not suitable for entertaining guests, I will make something for you next time."

"No, uncle, you've been busy recently, so don't worry about it for now. I get along well with the seniors." Lin Xi lowered his head and arranged his shoes neatly, and then asked casually: "Yes. Now, Uncle, where's Mom?"

Li Rende seemed to want to talk about Xu Hanlai at first, but when he heard Lin Xi's question, the movement of his hands stopped immediately, and a short sound came out of his throat, and he looked away from Lin Xi in an instant, and his eyelids drooped.

This incident seemed to hit him, Li Rende didn't continue to make gestures for a long time.

After several patient inquiries from Lin Xi, he spoke slowly about the situation.

It turned out that the reason why he didn't send a message to Lin Xi this morning, and later told Lin Xi so resolutely that he decided not to have children, was because Lin Meiling met Hong early this morning.

But because the previous few visits to the hospital were not very pleasant, Lin Meiling became hostile to that place, so she didn't tell Li Rende the situation immediately.

He stubbornly wanted to hide it, but panicked, and within a few hours, he bit his nails and bled. Li Rende found out that something was wrong, and forced him to send him to the hospital.

It was a coincidence that they met the same doctor every time they went, and the doctor had a deep impression on the two of them.

One who can speak stubbornly refuses to speak, and the other who cannot speak desperately wants to speak.

The two of them would always spend more time going to the hospital than ordinary people, but the doctor patiently explained to them that Lin Meiling's physical condition was just not suitable, even if she insisted on wanting it, her body would not allow it at all.

It was discovered early in the morning and she was careful enough afterwards, and she still had a threatened miscarriage after not even going to work is proof.

After another examination, the doctor still advised them to remove the child.

But in order to take care of their feelings, I also comforted them later by saying that although Lin Meiling's age is considered an advanced maternal age, there are also older women in the hospital who gave birth safely, so as long as she takes good care of her body, after a year or two It's not impossible anymore.

Only this time, absolutely not.

After a few months of forced miscarriage, I am afraid that problems will continue. At that time, the fetus may not be able to survive healthily, and the mother will also be implicated.What's more, the emotions of pregnant women are prone to ups and downs, and combined with Lin Meiling's already not good psychological state, I am afraid that all aspects will become more and more serious.

The doctor explained all kinds of causes and consequences clearly, Lin Meiling couldn't listen to it, but Li Rende did.

Ever since he found out that Lin Meiling was pregnant, Li Rende's heart has never been at ease. Coupled with what happened early in the morning, Li Rende is really afraid that something will happen if he doesn't find out in time next time.

The higher the month, the more reluctant Lin Meiling would be, and at the same time, the greater the harm to her body.That's why Li Rende made up his mind not to have this child this time.

"But your mother refuses." As Li Rende spoke, his eye circles turned red, and his hands shook while gesturing: "She refuses, she wants this child no matter what she says, and she doesn't even listen to the doctor's words. She quarreled with me before leaving the hospital, and quarreled with me when she came home. She didn't listen to me at all, and kicked me out after I delivered the meal. Said the child was going to be settled."

"I said before that I wanted to take her to see a psychiatrist. I don't know much about it. I asked several workers on the construction site. Some said it was useless, and some said it would be effective. I thought I'd try it first, maybe After trying it, I can communicate better and let her listen to the doctor's words, but it is difficult for her to be brought into the hospital in her current state."

Lin Xi knew about Lin Meiling's situation, so he comforted Li Rende repeatedly and said, "That's why Mom is unhappy. Uncle, don't take it to heart. Maybe it will get better in two days."

"How can it be? It's been almost a month since I got the news. It's usually fine, but she gets anxious when she mentions the child." Li Rende shook his head vigorously. He was worried about Lin Meiling's situation, so he gestured harder than usual. some.

Lin Xi hurriedly comforted him with a few words, but the effect was not great. Lin Xi thought for a while, and then asked: "Uncle, you have been busy all morning, did you have lunch today?"

"I don't want to eat, I don't want to eat, I don't have an appetite." Li Rende looked sad, and when Lin Xi told him to eat, he leaned on the back of the chair and waved his hands again and again. Then he thought of something, and suddenly straightened up and asked, "Hey Yes, Xixi, have you eaten yet? There is porridge at home, may I serve you some?"

Lin Xi repeatedly emphasized to him that he had already eaten lunch, and Li Rende let go of his hand again.

He probably hasn't had a good rest in the past few days, so his eyes are a little dazed while leaning on the back of the chair. Knowing that after Lin Xi ate, he fell into his own thoughts again.

Probably because he hadn't had a good rest during this period, Li Rende's tough body was no longer what it used to be, and his breathing was heavy.

I saw him staring at the floor for a while, then waved his hands, and said weakly: "Xixi, it's uncle's fault. When I got married, I promised to take good care of your mother and child, but now I don't take good care of your mother, too, I didn't take good care of you either, I know you were unhappy when you ran out, I should have visited your senior a few days ago, but I haven't taken good care of your mother..."

"It's okay Uncle, I'm not unhappy." Lin Xi quickly waved his hand.

It's not that he doesn't know about Lin Meiling's situation. Li Rende probably doesn't have enough time to take care of her alone, and it's not easy to be able to take care of her every day.

As Lin Xi said, he also smiled and comforted Li Rende: "Besides, I will become an adult at the age of two, so I can be considered a young adult. Uncle, don't underestimate me. I can take care of myself. I will always let you take care of me." It's not good to worry. Besides, uncle, haven't I told you? I'm very happy that you two can have a child. "

"No, don't, don't want a child, what kind of child do you want? I really think it is enough for your mother and I to have you, and your mother has been working so hard before this child is born... Xixi, you don't know, your uncle In fact, his ears haven’t been very good these past few years, so I’m afraid I won’t be able to support him for too long, so what’s the point of having him?” Li Rende was really scared, he frowned and waved his hands, but when he glanced at Lin Xi from the corner of his eye, This movement stopped suddenly again, and he tapped Lin Xi vigorously with his finger for a long time, and said intermittently: "Xi Xi, you, you, don't laugh like that."

Lin Xi originally wanted to care about his ears, but now he was taken aback: "Why? Isn't it pretty?"

"It's not like a child." Li Rende glared at him: "You are an adult, but uncle is also a child, and you have to take care of it and worry about it, so don't laugh like that, uncle feels uncomfortable."

Li Rende's hands were rough, and he stretched out his hand to touch Lin Xi's smile lightly, then patted his chest hard, making a uncomfortable expression.

He slapped his chest hard, and there was an incomprehensible muffled sound from his throat, which stopped Lin Xi's voice. There seemed to be a light in his eyes, and it took him a long time to close them. Said: "Okay, then I will laugh silly in the future."

Li Rende was stunned: "It's not stupid..."

"I'm joking, uncle." Seeing that he was serious, Lin Xi laughed again, this time with a bit of childishness.

This made Li Rende feel relieved.

I stayed with him in the living room again, and told Li Rende to check his ears after a while, and after telling him about the situation, Lin Xi turned and went into the kitchen.

What Li Rende cooked was jujube porridge. Lin Xi filled two bowls, handed one bowl to Li Rende when it came out, and kept the other bowl in his hand all the time. He gestured to Li Rende's master bedroom: "Uncle, you should eat something first. I'm going to persuade my mother."

Li Rende frowned, and said hoarsely: "You..."

He seemed to want to stop Lin Xi from going in, but thinking about it, it didn't seem right. After hesitating, Lin Xi had already knocked on the door of the master bedroom.