Before and After Divorce

The tsunami incident really made the program crew overwhelmed. Phuket’s most important itinerary was at sea. Although the tsunami was small-scale, for safety reasons, the beaches of Patong and Kata near the sea were all being evacuated. , it is absolutely impossible to carry out any filming work,

After several rounds of discussions, the schedules of the other MCs were very tight, and it was impossible to just wait in Thailand, so we finally decided to finish filming the Chiang Mai part, and then we will see how to coordinate the schedule with everyone in the next step.

After listening to Su Yan's words, Xia Tingwan decided not to force herself to play a fake character who became more and more embarrassing because of her powerlessness.

He was originally the darling of the camera. When filming before, he was never afraid of the camera.

And the discomfort and shrinkage of filming "On the Road" during this period of time, in the final analysis, is due to the fear of those eyes peeping at him with malicious intentions outside the camera, and the inability to see through the muddy human nature.

He let go of his disappointment and confusion towards Xing Le, and also let go of the tone he had been reluctantly holding all along—he finally relaxed again after a long absence.

Xing Le still tried his best to show the so-called "doting" Xiao Wan's gentle captain personality as before.

Xia Tingwan's way to stop embarrassing herself is to go along with the flow and show her closeness to Xing Le during group activities.

For him, being a spoiled and willful little prince is the norm. Compared to Su Yan's gentleness and tact, Xing Le is actually very clumsy, but if Xing Le insists on forcing him into this persona like this, he is simply disrespectful.

Xing Le, Xia Tingwan and Ji Zhan fight the landlord together, and the loser puts messy makeup on his face.

Ji Zhan is a landlord alone.Xing Le and Xia Tingwan were together, once they lost, Xing Le put on his usual appearance to protect Xia Tingwan and said that it would be good to stick a picture on his face.

Xia Tingwan was also not polite to Xing Le. Not only did he not stop him, but later he even played tricks on Xing Le himself, using red lipstick to draw circles on Xing Le's blush, and using a charcoal black eyebrow pencil to paint Xing Le's two heroic looks His eyebrows were exaggeratedly connected.

Xing Le cherishes his image, probably because he didn't expect to fall into it. He looked in the mirror halfway through the filming, and his face was a little bit ugly.

But Xia Tingwan didn't care about him, he narrowed his eyes with a smirk, held Xing Le's face and said, "Lele, I've wronged you, who made us two little farmers unable to fight the old landlord Ji Zhan?"

He intentionally spoke very intimately. Of course, this kind of joke can only be between old friends. Now the positions of the two people are completely reversed. Xing Le is acting, and Xia Tingwan is also acting, but Xia Tingwan's performance is unscrupulous. My old friend is much more real than Xing Le.

Ji Zhan watched from the side, and he didn't forget to say something to Xia Tingwan: "Hurry up, when Xing Le's face is full, it's my turn to draw you."

Xing Le didn't seem to be in a good state that night. After playing cards, when he wanted to go to the bar by the pool to get some juice, his foot slipped and he fell into the pool with a plop. They were all startled, and the staff of the program group and other MCs also surrounded him.

The filming didn't stop, but Xing Le was obviously frightened too. He was sitting by the pool with water all over his head and face. He choked water in his nose and throat, and his face turned red from paleness due to coughing.

The staff checked him again, but there was no trauma.Xing Le covered his eyes a little uncomfortable: "The contact lens is crooked——"

Xia Tingwan was the closest to him, and when he heard what he said, he knelt down and looked carefully under the light and said, "The lens slipped off, can I take it off for you?"

The two of them suddenly got very close, Xia Tingwan's eyes couldn't help being a little distracted.

Xing Le was wearing a pure white T-shirt, so it instantly became extremely thin after falling into the water and getting wet.

At this time, although the assistant had already covered most of his body with a blanket, but at such a close distance, Xia Tingwan suddenly noticed that through the clothes, he could vaguely see that Xing Le's chest seemed to be red with many whips. mark.

It was just that moment, and he still couldn't see it clearly, so he couldn't be very sure.

But at this moment, Xing Le seemed to feel something, wrapped the blanket a little tighter, and said defensively: "It's okay, I'll ask my assistant to help me deal with it."

Xia Tingwan was a little concerned about this matter. Reminiscent of Gu Qian's malice and disdain when she talked about Xing Le's untimely health, she always felt that there were many secret and obscure things in Xing Le's private life.

He only knew that Lele had changed, but he didn't know exactly why Lele had changed. After thinking about it, he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

The filming work continued as usual, but Xia Tingwan became more and more comfortable with it.

He and Ji Zhan rode motorcycles back and forth in small towns in northern Thailand all day long, like teenagers running recklessly in the wind.

During the journey, he did reveal a somewhat self-willed and hypocritical side, but the wonderful thing is that although he and Ji Zhan haven't talked about this matter, Ji Zhan is on the sidelines from time to time to tease him, like a bullet screen in real time. Like complaining.

He vaguely felt that with such cooperation, the part of himself that was not pleasing to the audience was subtly neutralized a little.

On the evening of the last day, Xia Tingwan suddenly discovered that the sunset glow in Chiang Mai turned out to be pink—at dusk, the clouds and the glow left by the sun were romantically intertwined. , turned into plump and huge pink cotton candy.

He didn't care about anything else, so he quickly called the photographer over and helped everyone take a photo of their backs in the pink sunset.

"It's so beautiful." Looking at the sky, he murmured to Ji Zhan, "It's so beautiful that it tastes sweet."

In that moment, he completely forgot that he was filming a reality show.

Ji Zhan smiled, but this time he didn't complain about him.

Everyone got together for a drink that night, and somehow they talked about the filming of "Whale Language". Gu Qian and Xing Le are both actors, and they were also curious about what it was like to work with an international director like Xu Zhe.

Xia Tingwan started chatting about acting, his eyes lit up, he didn't take his time in "Whale Language" crew too seriously five years ago, and most of the interviews were not too sad, but now it's been five years Only then did I realize what a rare experience it was.

He said seriously: "Director Xu Zhe is best at telling plays and analyzing characters. In fact, when I was filming "Whale Language", I didn't understand anything at all. To the external tension. On the set, director Xu talked to me about Xiaoxia’s mood and Xiaoxia’s feelings over and over again. He kept telling me to enter Xiaoxia’s heart, forget that he was acting, and present the real thing. "

Gu Qian said with a smile: "I heard that director Xu Zhe always prefers experienced actors, but he doesn't like actors with majors. Before "Whale Language", his queen actor Lu Xiangnan was originally a student of the Academy of Fine Arts. Director Xu's three works are all classics. Afterwards, Director Xu ceased to be in a formal relationship with Director Xu. Later, Director Xu fell in love with Ting Wan, who had no acting experience at all, in the audition. Thinking about it now, Director Xu It's really smart."

When Gu Qian said this, Xing Le suddenly leaned back, and his face was hidden in the shadows.

Xing Le is an actor who was born in Zhenger Bajing.

"I remember a very classic scene." Ji Zhan also joined the topic, he whispered: "It was the scene where Xiao Xia saw Teacher Zhao talking to her father through the crack of the door and said that Xiao Xia might be gay. Remember Xiao Xia's eyes."

Xia Tingwan was a little surprised to hear him say that. Ji Zhan had never talked about "Whale Language" with him, and he always thought that Ji Zhan had never seen his movie. Unexpectedly, Ji Zhan not only watched it, but also remembered it very well. clear.

"Ah! I remember that part too!" Gu Qian was a little excited, she suddenly smiled, and said to Xia Tingwan, "Tingwan, play it for us again, I really want to see the live version...!"

Xia Tingwan froze for a moment, subconsciously wanting to evade.

But Ji Zhan and Li Kaiwen also looked at him expectantly at this time. Although they didn't say it clearly, the meaning of wanting to see it was obvious.

"Then I will only act in the face and eyes. Here, after all, there is no one to act in."

He took a deep breath, and several cameras were pointed at him at this moment, as if he suddenly returned to the set of "Whale Language" at that moment.

It has been more than six years, and it has been so long since he filmed "Whale Language".

That scene can be said to be the most classic highlight of "Whale Language" except for the ending.

In that scene, Mr. Zhao, whom he has always relied on, after discovering his vague love, chose to go to the house knowing that his father was extremely tyrannical. Tell Xiaoxia's father.

Through the crack of the door, Xiao Xia knew that what awaited him would be a terrible beating, but what was heavier than that was his green love that withered before it bloomed.

In this world, the only fire that made him feel a little warm was also extinguished.

This scene is actually the prelude to Xiaoxia's decision to throw herself into the sea at the end.

Xia Tingwan cast his eyes on a point of nothingness, he didn't need any props, as long as he entered that state, he seemed to see the crack in the door directly in front of his eyes.

In the crack of the door, the hazy beauty is disillusioned.

Back then, he still needed Xu Zhe to help him understand Xiaoxia's feelings, but now, he truly felt that feeling more delicately from the bottom of his heart.

His whole body was as motionless as a sculpture, and his eyes were loose and empty at first.

Immediately, with a slight trembling of his eyelashes, the level of his performance began to advance, and the light in his eyes gradually condensed, but the condensed look inside was chaotic—sadness, anger, and helplessness were layered and intertwined.

His fingers clenched tightly in his palm, and his breathing became rapid, and then he advanced to the third layer. The expression in his eyes gradually settled into one color—black despair.

Tears gradually appeared in Xia Tingwan's eyes, and his lips were pursed solemnly - the lower half of his face was determined, but his eyes were full of helplessness.

He held the tears in his eyes, tossed and turned for almost 20 seconds, the tears did not flow, and his emotions were almost held in his chest, making people hold his breath there all the time.

Until the end, a tear slowly flowed down from his eyes, only such a stingy drop—sliding to his stubborn mouth alone.

Xu Zhe once told him that at this moment, at this moment, Xiaoxia decided to break with the world.

Xia Tingwan took a deep breath. After so many years, it turns out that he can still act.

The eye scene just now, he knows, has definitely surpassed the state when he played Xiao Xia back then.

He felt a shudder in his heart. He was an actor, and he could still play—he could even play well.

How could he not be thrilled by this.

He quietly calmed down, and raised his hand to wipe away the tear, as if he suddenly wiped away his doubts about himself.

He smiled lightly with relief, and said, "That's about it."

Everyone was silent for almost a moment, Ji Zhan looked at him without blinking, and after a long, long time, he applauded in a daze.

"That's amazing." Even Gu Qian sighed.

Even the photographers and staff in the back couldn't help whispering to each other.

"Oh my god, Xiaowan is really the kind of actor with extraordinary talents, she doesn't need any experience and skills at all."

Xing Le said with emotion, his voice was very soft, it sounded like he was sincerely praising, but when Xia Tingwan looked at him, he saw that Xing Le's eyes were so gloomy and cold.

This was the first time that Xia Tingwan saw that Xing Le couldn't hide his true feelings. It turned out that Xing Le hated him so much that almost a kind of hatred precipitated.

The feeling of satisfaction he had just disappeared in an instant, replaced by an indescribable coldness.

"Worthy of being an actor. Sure enough, I lived up to the expectations of director Xu Zhe back then. Xiao Wan was the only one I could interpret Xiao Xia so realistically. There was no sense of disobedience in every move. In fact, it is no wonder that many people even thought about it at that time." I wonder if Xiaowan has really encountered something similar to domestic violence in real life, or knows a victim of domestic violence."

Xia Tingwan glanced at Xing Le in disbelief, but Xing Le turned away and stopped looking at him.

Xing Le grew up with him, so of course he knows what kind of family he grew up in.

Xing Le helped him apply medicine to the wound, and once hugged him childishly and told him to protect him when he grows up. At that time, Xing Le really loved him.

Xing Le is very clear that domestic violence is an indelible darkness in Xia Tingwan's life, and it is the most painful memory hidden in his heart.

But today's Xing Le can peel off his scars meaningfully in the show.

This kind of cruelty and malice, even more than the previous ones, chilled Xia Tingwan's heart. He could hardly feel any anger, just coldness, the coolness that came from the bottom of his heart.

He and Xing Le really can't go back again.

-

"Someone talked about it."

Xia Tingwan looked at Xing Le and smiled, "But it's actually a bit ridiculous. It doesn't mean that an actor has actually killed someone if he plays a murderer. This makes sense, right?"

His smile didn't even reach his eyes, when he and Xing Le looked at each other, it seemed like two masked people were talking.

"Of course." Xing Le nodded with a calm expression.

On the last night in Chiang Mai, Xia Tingwan and Xing Le did not speak in private, but they had already tacitly understood each other - since then, they have been emotionally strangers.

After the filming, Ji Zhan drank a few cans of beer in the room and sang a few songs to Xia Tingwan with his guitar in his arms.

His voice is low, because he grew up in the United States, so when he raps in Chinese, his vocals also have an English-like sexy cohesion, which sounds lazy.

Xia Tingwan and Ji Zhan sat side by side on the ground, resting their heads on the sofa beside them and looking at Ji Zhan's profile, fascinated by what they heard.

He knew that this was the last chance to listen to Ji Zhan's singing in the near future, and he couldn't help feeling a little bit reluctant.

At this moment, Ji Zhan suddenly bowed his head and came over.

He put the guitar aside, put his hands on the sides of Xia Tingwan's body, and supported his body on Xia Tingwan's body a little oppressively.

"Ji Zhan...?"

Xia Tingwan was suddenly imprisoned between Ji Zhan's arms, and suddenly raised his head in astonishment.

Under the light, Ji Zhan's eyes narrowed slightly aggressively, and his breath carried the mellow aroma of beer and wheat.

"Xia Tingwan, you and I get along quite well."

Ji Zhan's voice was very low, his high nose bridge rubbed against Xia Tingwan's cheek ambiguously, and he said slowly: "I don't think you hate me, do you?"

Xia Tingwan's body couldn't help trembling slightly, he subconsciously wanted to push back, but the two of them were too close, as soon as he raised his hand, he touched Ji Zhan's waist.

The young man only wore a thin T-shirt, and he could feel the strong texture of his waist through the fabric.

His finger quickly moved away as if he had been electrocuted, and he could only answer at a loss for a moment: "Yes, I don't hate it."

"That's good."

Ji Zhan smiled lightly.

He looks very charming when he smiles, his eyes are small, but wild like a young wolf's.

"I quite like you."

Ji Zhan's blunt words made Xia Tingwan dumbfounded for a moment, and before he had time to react, Ji Zhan raised his hand and took off his shirt from his head.

Ji Zhan's tight wheat-colored skin seemed to be shining under the light. He stretched his body, without concealing his beautiful muscle lines, and whispered: "I want to sleep with you."

"No." Xia Tingwan was taken aback, and subconsciously refused directly.

He is not used to Ji Zhan's rhythm, it is hot, direct, and intense...it is a completely different rhythm from Su Yan.

The handsome shirtless man was so close to him, so close that he could almost smell the hormones slowly evaporating from Ji Zhan's skin.

"Why?" Ji Zhan frowned and tilted his head to look at him, the desire in his eyes was like a raging undercurrent: "You are single, and I am also single, and they are interested in each other, what's wrong?"

"I..." Xia Tingwan was caught off guard by the question, and found it hard to explain. He shook his head again, and repeated anxiously: "No reason, it just can't."

"Oh?" Ji Zhan raised his eyebrows, and unceremoniously flicked Xia Tingwan's legs, "But you reacted."

Xia Tingwan almost jumped up, his face was burned instantly, but he couldn't say a word.

He couldn't kid himself that he did have a physical response.

The body and the brain seemed to be separated into two independent consciousnesses at that moment. He had not been comforted for several months, and there was a restless desire hidden deep in every cell.

Ji Zhan's teasing and stroking seemed to make his body finally wait for a humid rainy night, and in an instant, lush desire grew through the skin.

"Xia Tingwan, you are too nervous."

Ji Zhan held up his face: "You don't belong to Su Yan now, you just have to be responsible to yourself, don't be afraid of desire... Be honest and relax."

Xia Tingwan raised his eyes to look at Ji Zhan, his lips trembling.

His body was like a telltale train that was about to derail. He couldn't control himself, which made him feel extremely ashamed, and there was a vague fear in the shame.

He is indeed no longer Su Yan's person.

He can let his desire go, he can do it with Ji Zhan, he can do it with anyone.

This was the first time he was so clearly aware of this matter, suddenly being put into the free field, his heart was trembling.

The shackles are gone, the shackles are gone, but he is like a puppy who suddenly can't find his way home.

He is so afraid, this is a fear that others absolutely cannot understand, he is actually afraid of freedom.

"Hey...don't cry."

Ji Zhan's voice softened.

Hearing what he said, Xia Tingwan realized that he was crying.

Ji Zhan stretched out his fingers to wipe Xia Tingwan's eyes. He seemed very confused and distressed. In the end, he hugged Xia Tingwan at a loss, and coaxed: "Don't cry, don't cry. Alas, Why did it suddenly—”

Xia Tingwan suddenly hugged Ji Zhan's body tightly with his backhand.

"The first time I did it was with Su Yan." He whispered tremblingly.

"I know."

"It was the night we just got married, Su Yan fucked me." Xia Tingwan closed his eyes and murmured, "It hurts so much, I've never felt so hurt before."

"It hurts the first time." Ji Zhan stroked Xia Tingwan's hair and comforted him.

"No." Xia Tingwan shook his head: "Su Yan wants me to hurt."

That night, Su Yan lifted his legs up to his shoulders, and then pressed them down, almost folding his whole body in half.

He cried and begged for mercy, crying out for pain over and over again.

Su Yan pushed and thrust him fiercely, but kissed his forehead so tenderly over and over again.

Su Yan said: Ting Ting, just this night - I want you to be hurt, and I want you to remember this feeling firmly.I am the first man to enter your body, this pain is what I give you, only I can give you.In this life, there is only me.

He hugged Su Yan tightly with tears in his eyes. He heard Su Yan say that he was the only one in his life, and suddenly he was willing.

Love is a cruel domestication.

Although he was Su Yan's little prince, he was the one who bowed his head to Su Yan that night.

The pain that tears the body is like a grand recognition ceremony.He made Su Yan the master of his erotic world, let Su Yan occupy his most vulnerable part, give him extreme pain first, and then give him supreme joy.

He is so confused.

He was still wearing the collar foolishly, but Su Yan on the other end had already let go of the rope.

In his body is the imprint that Su Yan gave him, and in his memory is the pain that Su Yan made him remember firmly.

Su Yan personally said that he would be the only one in his life.But it was also Su Yan who suddenly let go of him. This freedom was forcibly given to him.

Ji Zhan asked him to relax and be honest.

He also finally faced himself honestly.

Most honestly he was a prisoner.

His physical lust was certainly there.

But the lust in his soul was imprisoned in the life sentence Su Yan gave him.

"Ji Zhan, I really want to do it, but I can't be with you—" Xia Tingwan's voice was a little hoarse: "I closed my eyes, and what I saw was not you, and what I wanted was not you, it was Su Yan."

Ji Zhan looked a little dazed: "With him, isn't it very painful?"

Xia Tingwan shook his head: "You can't give me the pain that Su Yan gave me, so I... can't possibly fall in love with you."

-

Ji Zhan was silent for a long time, the breathing of the two of them gradually calmed down one after another from the initial shortness of breath, the lust spread like a raging fire, but the departure was as quiet as the tide in the night.

He silently let go of the arms surrounding Xia Tingwan's body, and then lay down side by side with Xia Tingwan.

"Ji Zhan..." Xia Tingwan looked at Ji Zhan's face and whispered, "I'm sorry."

Ji Zhan shook his head, but his expression was a bit complicated: "I didn't think of you... the relationship between you and Su Yan, so it is like this."

He said, hesitating for a moment, and then continued softly: "I wrote a song a year ago, and I named it "Love Becomes Hurt". At that time, I thought these four words were beautiful for no reason, but the melody It was a pity to write it until the end, and it was a pity. Now that I think about it, it was probably because I didn’t understand. Xia Tingwan—what about you and Su Yan, is this the same thing?”

Xia Tingwan took a deep breath, he was a little dazed when he heard those four words.

"After the divorce, I still have the illusion from time to time..."

He turned his head to look at Ji Zhan, and murmured in a raving manner: "It seems that when I turned around suddenly at a certain moment, I could see Su Yan standing beside me, looking at me like in the past. When I was thinking like that, For a few seconds, my body will feel numb and happy, as if I can float. Then, I will take several steps with my fantasy in mind and refuse to turn back until the dreamlike illusion completely disappears from my body. I return to reality in a emptiness, and I still don’t really look back. Because, in fact, I know he’s not there, and of course he won’t be.”

"Ji Zhan, have you ever thought about someone like this? If you can lie to yourself for a few seconds, it doesn't matter for a few seconds, have you ever thought about someone so crazy?"

"I don't." Ji Zhan and Xia Tingwan looked at each other, his eyes were filled with confusion, and he said in a low voice, "You said I couldn't give you pain, but now I understand, the love between Su Yan and you is too deep , so deep that you will never forget it. Of course I can't give you such pain. But Xia Tingwan, love so much—are you really happy?"

Maybe it was confusion and confusion that made him irritable. He didn't wait for Xia Tingwan's answer, and continued: "So what's wrong with being shallow in love...? Let yourself be a little more free, a little light, and seeing it makes your heart beat People who are quicker, don't hesitate to try it-try to hug him and make love to him."

"Just like you and I, although we have only known each other for a few days, I will not lie to myself that I can love you so deeply now, but at this moment, my feeling of liking you and my desire to want you are sincere. I'm about to say it. We're all grown men, there's nothing too verbose. I've always looked at it this way. If you're happy together, keep going. If you're not happy, let it go. No one will get seriously hurt. That way Is it not good to have unrestrained and light feelings?"

Xia Tingwan looked at Ji Zhan. In fact, observing at such a close distance, Ji Zhan's face was still between a man and a big boy. His eyes were very clear and direct, and his high nose bridge made his temperament A sharp vigor.

"pretty good."

Xia Tingwan said softly: "Really."

He means it.

Ji Zhan is undoubtedly full of charm.

He's confident, handsome, and talented, presumably given his intense, aggressive sex appeal by countless wanton relationships in the past.

He looks at love and sex, like watching the night wind whizzing by on the ground, he loves that wildness and wantonness, so much that he can dance with it.But once the scrape was over, he waved goodbye freely.

Perhaps Ji Zhan himself is just a gust of wind in the field.

Xia Tingwan is really envious of such a relaxed relationship.

But it was also at that moment that he realized calmly that he and Ji Zhan were destined not to be together.

Even without Su Yan, it would not work.

He listened to Ji Zhan's talk about his view of love, which felt novel and strangely open.

This is the first time he has seen this world, and it turns out that everyone has their own unique understanding of love.

He understood Ji Zhan's thoughts and felt that it was really good, but at the same time he knew very clearly that it was not what he wanted.

At that moment, Xia Tingwan suddenly had a strange epiphany. It turns out that a person can see his true appearance from another person's face.

"Ji Zhan, I also envy you for being able to do this, but I can't. I, I don't want superficial feelings."

Xia Tingwan took a breath, and said slowly and word by word: "I don't want to try, I want to reach out for a lifetime, I can endure pain, but I don't want to come and go freely like a gust of wind Feelings, I want...I want deep feelings that can be written into my life."

"I want... Su Yan."

Xia Tingwan finally said those few words, he couldn't help pursing his lips, revealing a faint smile.

That smile was sour, but there was also a hint of relief.

Going around, he met new people and had new life experiences, but he understood himself better.

He also loves Su Yan.

He has a past unlike anyone else.

He lived in this world with scars all over his body, a little frightened and sensitive.

At the age of 19, he longed for love and lust, but he didn't feel safe to take off his clothes in front of another man to show off his obscure body. He was wandering and confused, and the hazy relationship with Xing Le quickly withered.

In the feeling of loss, he met Su Yan.

That's not actually a coincidence.

Su Yan loves him, never in the mood of trying, but in a poetic, almost sacrificial manner.

Their love has been extreme from the very beginning, even a little morbid, and it has never been shallow or frivolous.

Su Yan could spend half a year pursuing him, using only his mouth and hands to let him feel the pleasure of lust, but patiently did not ask him for anything in return.

Without those six months, he wouldn't be willing to let Su Yan brand him when he was newly married.

Su Yan is the only person in this world who makes him feel safe, such a powerful and powerful Su Yan is like a big cat standing at the top of the food chain.

He is a weak little peacock, but only when Su Yan loves him to the point of giving in, and falls under his burning charm, can he relax, open his legs, and let Su Yan love and possess him thoroughly and ferociously.

Their life experiences are closely intertwined.

His desire can only be swayed like heavy rain in the area where he feels safe.

He now understands more and more that it is not only Su Yan who fell in love with him, but also him, at the ignorant age when he was most eager for love, he found Su Yan by relying on his intuition and fell in love with Su Yan.

After getting married, the first love letter written by Su Yan to him was an excerpt of a poem by Korean poet Zheng Xuanzong called "Visitor". He liked it very much at that time and secretly memorized it.

"Someone comes into your life,

It's actually a very big thing.

because of him

Come with his past, present and future

Because this is the coming of a person's life"

He took all the past and went to Su Yan's arms together.

Now, he still wants to go back there.

with his future.