Before and After Divorce

The days that followed were both graceful and somewhat peculiar.

Xia Tingwan felt that he and Su Yan were falling in love again, and the process was really slow.

But it is precisely because of the slowness that the sweetness of reviewing the past and learning the new has been extended to become more meaningful.

Su Yan went to have an open and honest talk with Yin Ning, and Yin Ning still couldn't accept the fact that he could no longer be with Wen Zichen.

According to Xia Tingwan's intention, Su Yan told Yin Ning very clearly and firmly that what happened this time was not because he pushed Xia Tingwan to punish him, but just hoped that he would make the choice he wanted.

As long as he wants, he can still live in Xiangshan.

Yin Ning has not been able to make a decision.

Su Yan thought about it, and started to arrange new nurses and drivers, so that Yin Ning could temporarily live in a private house not far from Xiangshan, and he could come back anytime he wanted.

Everything else is business as usual.

Su Yan doesn't go on business trips as often as before, but he has to stay in the study to talk about things from time to time, maybe because he is a little busy, he often looks very tired.

But Su Yan no longer went back to the study.

They slept together naturally.

Xia Tingwan and Su Yan often huddled under the covers and watched movies before going to bed, ranging from horror movies to dramas, and even watching cartoons happily - "Up" has always been their favorite cartoon, Every time the 1998 movie theater reruns, they will watch it together.

They also revisited Ang Lee's "Lust, Caution" together.

Xia Tingwan recalled the question that came to mind when he watched it for the first time, and couldn't help asking Su Yan: "Do you think Mr. Yi loved Wang Jiazhi?"

Su Yan turned his head: "There is really no love in the original novel. But in the film, I think there is love. When making love with Wang Jiazhi covering his eyes with a pillow, and when listening to Wang Jiazhi singing "Singer Girl at the End of the World", it's all the same. Love. Probably... Li An is still gentler than Zhang Ailing, he couldn't bear to let Wang Jiazhi die for a love that doesn't exist."

He wears a pair of gold-rimmed glasses on his tall nose. Su Yan is a little short-sighted, so when he wants to look at things seriously, he wears glasses, like a sophisticated gentleman.

Xia Tingwan felt a sense of security inexplicably when he heard his deep voice answering slowly.

He snuggled into Su Yan's arms, raised his hand, plucked Su Yan's eyes and gently threw them aside.

Su Yan smiled, turned off the light with the control switch on the bedside, and then got into bed with Xia Tingwan in his arms.

Xia Tingwan felt like a little koala hanging in Su Yan's spacious arms, and when she snuggled up to Su Yan and fell asleep, it seemed like she was back when she was newly married.

They never made love like before.

Xia Tingwan couldn't tell whether he still cared a little bit, or Su Yan was worried that he cared.

They have a wonderful tacit understanding in this regard, perhaps they are quietly waiting for each other to heal.

But that kind of waiting doesn't hurt.

Xia Tingwan's feet got better day by day, and he was gradually able to walk on tiptoe, but Su Yan didn't want him to use too much force to affect his recovery, so he prepared a smart wheelchair.

Xia Tingwan felt that sitting in a wheelchair was a bit awkward at first, but once she used it, she couldn't stop immediately.

His wheelchair does not need to be pushed by others, but can be manipulated by himself without any noise.There is an elevator on the side of the large terrace at the end of the third floor, but it can only lead to the courtyard of Su's residence. Xia Tingwan can freely go up and down on the third floor and the large courtyard this time.

Aunt Rong feeds him in different ways every day. In addition to three meals in the morning and noon, she also makes dessert for him every afternoon.

Xia Tingwan likes to eat the blueberry yam puree made by Aunt Rong the most. Every day, he lazily eats a bowl and then sits under the parasol in the yard.

Autumn is here, and the roses inevitably wither.

But the sycamore tree in the yard has reached the season when it can shine alone. When the wind blows, the leaves flutter down.

Su Zhai is very beautiful.

The setting sun is slanting to the west, and the gentle twilight is sprinkled on the driveway, and the little golden light is like the light shining into the world from a dream.

Xia Tingwan raised his head, and suddenly remembered what Su Yan said - in Su Yan's eyes, he was more beautiful than autumn leaves, summer cicadas, and moonlight on a snowy night combined.

He couldn't help but smile a little foolishly.

He stretched out his hand to hold a golden sycamore leaf, and carefully sandwiched it in the script of "Looking".

When Su Yan came back, he happened to see Xia Tingwan waiting for him in the yard, like a loyal puppy.

He walked over and took off his Bulgari cashmere scarf, and wrapped it around Xia Tingwan carefully.

"Su Yan, Ji Zhan wants to see me tomorrow, it's okay."

Xia Tingwan naturally opened his arms and waited for Su Yan to hug him.

Although he has means of transportation, but when Su Yan is around, the wheelchair seems redundant.

Su Yan lowered his head and glanced at him indifferently, "Your friend, of course, can come anytime."

Xia Tingwan couldn't help but want to chuckle, of course he knew that Su Yan really liked Ji Zhan's jealousy.

But no matter what Su Yan thinks in his heart, he will behave decently and calmly in front of him, let alone restrict his freedom.

Some small thoughts between two people, after getting along for a long time, they don't find it difficult to guess, they just think it's cute.

"Brother is coming too. Anyway, they are all going to visit me, so I think we should just go together."

Xia Tingwan nestled in Su Yan's arms thinking about the guests: "Ji Zhan is visiting our house for the first time, and the teacher is not here, so the brother is alone in H City, so please treat him well."

"Okay." Hearing his serious muttering, Su Yan couldn't help but smile: "It's true that Lu Xiangnan hasn't been here for a long time."

"Well," Xia Tingwan thought for a while, then raised his head and asked, "Su Yan, you said I'll ask Aunt Rong to arrange a barbecue in the yard tomorrow, okay?"

"Okay." Su Yan nodded again, as if he remembered something, he touched Xia Tingwan's face: "The feet are almost there, aren't you afraid of eating seafood?"

Xia Tingwan's eyes lit up instantly, and he nodded vigorously.

"Then I'll ask someone to bring some boxes of hairy crabs over tomorrow." Su Yan said in a low voice, "There are also oysters, abalone and scallops. I remember that Lu Xiangnan also likes seafood. Since you are the host, you can't neglect it."

-

Xia Tingwan was looking forward to Ji Zhan and Lu Xiangnan's visit. Although he was very comfortable recuperating by himself, when Su Yan was not around, he was occasionally a little bored.

Su Yan's sudden bustle made him very happy, and Xia Tingwan woke up as early as Su Yan the next day for the first time ever.

Xia Tingwan was already able to stand on his toes, so after Su Yan carried him to the bathroom, the two of them stood side by side and brushed their teeth with an electric toothbrush.Because they have a lot of difference in work and rest, this scene was rare even in the past marriage.

Xia Tingwan glanced sideways at Su Yan while brushing.

The morning sun shone down from the skylight, as if it had coated Su Yan's deep side profile with a layer of golden light, and he actually felt a strange thumping in his heart.

After washing his face, Xia Tingwan suddenly took Su Yan's hand: "Su Yan, I'll help you shave."

As soon as he said this, he felt his ears turn red.

In fact, he really likes to be sticky with Su Yan and do things that look boring to outsiders.

But he has a thin skin, and when he acted like a baby, he also showed a little bit of teeth and claws like a milk cat. If Su Yan refused him, he would scratch someone.

Su Yan turned his head to look at him in surprise, there were still some drops of water on his face, he hesitated for a while.

Xia Tingwan's face became hot from waiting, so without waiting for Su Yan's answer, he snatched the razor from Su Yan's hand, and bluffed as if he could not be refuted: "Come here."

Su Yan couldn't help but pursed his lips and smiled, walked over and hugged Xia Tingwan.

He put Xia Tingwan's body on the leather chair beside him: "If you sit, your feet will feel uncomfortable if you stand for a long time."

Only then did Xia Tingwan realize that Su Yan didn't mean to refuse, he watched Su Yan squat down obediently in front of him.

His face couldn't help but a little red, he reached out and lifted Su Yan's chin.

The tall man is a bit like Lan Lan, the big Maine Coon cat in Lu Xiangnan's family. He has a beautiful coat and a dignified expression, but he is actually very docile in front of him.

Xia Tingwan leaned forward to support Su Yan's face, turned on the razor, and carefully pushed it forward along Su Yan's clear jaw line.

Su Yan also looked at him obediently, the sunlight shone in the light gray pupils, gentle and focused.

The slight hum of the razor masked the gradual acceleration of the heartbeat.

He stretched out his hand to take the aftershave water off the table, shook it to open the bottle cap, poured the liquid into his palm, and then gently patted it on Su Yan's cheek and chin.

The cold scent of mint wafts out all at once.

It was the smell he was familiar with when Su Yan kissed him awake in the morning.

Xia Tingwan couldn't help but gently kissed Su Yan's forehead.

"Su Yan, you are so handsome." He said seriously.

Su Yan looked at him and smiled slowly.

The corners of his lips were slightly raised, and his eyes lit up with vigour.

At that moment, Xia Tingwan suddenly thought that he used to think that he was Su Yan's little prince all his life, so he acted recklessly.

After the divorce, he overturned everything in the past suspiciously.He thought that he no longer had the qualifications to be so willful and arrogant in front of Su Yan.

But during this time, he gradually grew a lot, and realized that such pessimism is actually not correct.

In fact, he has not changed, he is still held in the palm of Su Yan's hand and loved.

It's just that he understands himself better——

It turned out that Su Yan was also his prince.

……

Lu Xiangnan came in the afternoon.

He still had braids tied behind his head in style, and he was wearing a fluffy beige sweater with a pink Peppa Pig pattern on his chest.This is too contradictory to his appearance and temperament, so that there is a feeling of contrast and cuteness.

In fact, compared to Xia Tingwan's beauty-loving peacock temperament, Lu Xiangnan seems to be much more casual about his clothes. Before he retired from filming, he was often photographed by the media wearing flip flops and having greasy paint on his T-shirt to eat supper in private.

So although Xia Tingwan thought it was a bit funny at the moment, it was not surprising.

Lu Xiangnan first bent down and looked at Xia Tingwan's feet with concern. He could see that Xia Tingwan looked good, so he joked with a smile: "How about it, the life of cohabitation after marriage can be regarded as nourishing?"

Xia Tingwan couldn't help but blush a little when he heard the word "cohabitation after marriage".Su Yan's expression was as usual.

Lu Xiangnan immediately stood up and greeted Su Yan: "Su Yan, how about you? Xu Zhe is out of town, but he is very worried about the injury of his younger brother, so I came to see you. Anyway, we haven't met for a long time, right? .”

Lu Xiangnan, Xu Zhe and Su Yan have known each other for many years, and he has a direct personality, so he wouldn't be too polite with Su Yan.

"Yes, I haven't seen you for almost a year, and it's good to have a meal." Su Yan smiled: "Ting Wan is with me—don't worry."

Lu Xiangnan didn't want to waste time at all, and quickly took Xia Tingwan to the room alone, and asked him to try to act a short scene in "Looking" where Xu Rong draws pictures for Gu Fei.

Xia Tingwan also knew before that Lu Xiangnan must have come to inspect himself, and he was indeed prepared, but he was a little nervous because he hadn't seriously acted for too long.

Of course, Lu Xiangnan didn't ask him to take off his clothes for a nude scene. He just asked him to lie on the bed and pose like Gu Fei was a mannequin, and then he sat on the chair beside the bed with a script and Xia Tingwan's lines, of course. It is said that the lines are correct, but in fact the lines that are actually spoken are Xu Rong's.

This is also the difficulty of Gu Fei's role in the scene. He is the person being drawn, so the largest movement is to prop up the body, and all emotional performances are all in the eyes, expressions and micro-movements.

After the five or six minutes of the scene, Lu Xiangnan's expression was obviously not very satisfied.

Lu Xiangnan closed the script and said: "The passing mark is passable, but to be honest, it's not too amazing."

Xia Tingwan knew that his senior brother had always been very strict in terms of acting, but he had indeed worked hard on his own for a long time. When he first heard this comment, he couldn't help but feel extremely disappointed for a while.

"I know this is just a scene that you've initially figured out, and you haven't tuned it yet. It's still far from the finished product. It's normal to have flaws, but I still have to talk to you about the character Gu Fei and this scene."

Lu Xiangnan leaned forward, and said seriously: "You acted too well and seriously, without the most essential feeling of this scene... lust."

When he said this, he paused, shook his hand vigorously, seemed to be thinking about his words, and then said: "You must understand that Gu Fei is a very brave character, and his desire for Xu Rong was earlier than Xu Rong's. He is self-aware of what desires him, even to some extent, in the first stage of their relationship, he was even a natural hunter who induced Xu Rong to desire him step by step, consciously, or perhaps Unconscious. Think about it, those times before he peeked at Xu Rong's paintings, wandered around Xu Rong, and even secretly buried his face in Xu Rong's changed clothes on the rooftop and was discovered... After being discovered, he was panicked Yes, but then Xu Rong’s reaction was not absolute resistance, but he was more determined and secretly happy, this is a very powerful character with inner drive, you must chew through this point.”

Xia Tingwan nodded while listening, he felt a little uncomfortable, in fact, he had thought of all these, he knew that Gu Fei was a stronger and more active person than Xu Rong, but he didn't expect that he still didn't show this level.

"Speaking of this scene, even though this scene is just Xu Rong painting Gu Fei on the surface, it is actually a spiritual sex scene. This is the essence of what you want to perform—do you think you are performing come yet?"

Seeing that Xia Tingwan didn't speak, Lu Xiangnan opened the script again, and read very simply: "Xu Rong said that he didn't draw many human bodies, especially men, because he always felt that...Xu Rong said Here, he swallowed softly. Gu Fei kept looking into Xu Rong's eyes. Xu Rong lowered his eyes and drew. He was watching. Xu Rong raised his head again. He was still looking. Xiang Xu Rong leaned forward a little, stretched out his hand to brush the unsightly hair behind his ear, and put his palm back on his bare thigh."

"Tingwan, in this scene, Xu Rong talked about him from left to right. But every subtle movement of Gu Fei has a clear lust flowing. He is implying Xu Rong's desire - to get closer , Wanting the two people's bodies to be entangled together, he leaned his shoulders forward to Xu Rong, which is a very intimate gesture, put his bangs behind his ears, and then put his hands on his thighs, this is a very rich body language, which is offensive The signal. But you must keep up with your expression and eyes in order to perform an endlessly evocative mental tension and advanced eroticism. When you looked at me just now, did you have this kind of vagueness in your eyes? sexy?"

Xia Tingwan lowered his head, he couldn't argue, he could only admit: "No."

Lu Xiangnan put down the script again, and he asked, "Are you completely unaware that you should act like this? Or is it that you can't act well?"

Xia Tingwan hesitated for a while, then whispered: "I didn't act well, I knew I should act in that direction, but... I couldn't act it out."

Lu Xiangnan was also silent for a while, then raised his head, and suddenly asked a very abrupt question: "Ting Wan, have you had sex with Su Yan recently?"

Xia Tingwan opened and closed his lips at a loss, and finally answered honestly: "No, no."

After he finished speaking, he thought for a while, and added: "I sprained my ankle, and it hurts when I put pressure on it. It's not convenient at all."

"You treat me like an innocent child." Lu Xiangnan raised his eyebrows with some disdain: "We've been together for five years, as long as you want to satisfy your lust, there are so many tricks you can play, is there only one way to do it?"

When he said this, he narrowed his eyes and asked again: "How long have you not done it?"

Xia Tingwan felt a kind of shame spreading in his heart, his limbs were slightly numb, and he whispered a little self-destructively: "The last time I had sex was more than a month before the divorce."

"No wonder."

Lu Xiangnan's pretty brows frowned slightly, he sighed, and said in a low voice: "It's dull and blunt, so you can't act."

-

Lu Xiangnan went to the bedside table and took a Xia Tingwan Marlboro, lit it and said calmly: "I'm not making things difficult for you, I know that your relationship is still recovering. But you and I are both experiential actors— —You understand that we don’t rely entirely on skills to perform, but we have to extract enough nutrients from our limited life experience to express the characters’ emotions.”

"You and Su Yan haven't been intimate for several months. Please pay attention. I don't mean that it must be inserted into this form of lovemaking. In fact, as long as it is erotic intimacy and touching. The current situation is that you treat the two The most instinctive signal of you advancing and retreating between the two bodies has become unfamiliar, which will inevitably affect your expressiveness in this kind of scene, so... why don't you think about it yourself. Maybe Zhe will be back in a few weeks, I hope you will come up with something different then."

"Okay," Xia Tingwan lowered his head and whispered, "Thank you, brother."

Xia Tingwan knew that Lu Xiangnan was right.

Lu Xiangnan has been with Xu Zhe for more than ten years, and his understanding of characters and scripts is actually infinitely close to Xu Zhe himself.

In fact, he can also vaguely feel that he is really unable to grasp Gu Fei's scene, but he has to admit that he has not had sex at all for half a year, and even to the point where he lacks awareness of the scorching sensuality, which is really a bit embarrassing.

When Lu Xiangnan is not talking about drama, he relaxes like a cat, lying on the sofa in the front hall with Xia Tingwan to watch variety shows.

Su Yan was busy working upstairs, while Aunt Rong and the others set up the grill in the yard.

As the sun sinks lazily, the time in the room seems to pass slower than usual.

When dinner was about to start in the evening, Ji Zhan finally came.

At first glance, he is a person who is not afraid of the cold at all. He still wears his signature tight white vest in late autumn, with an army green jacket on top, and a leopard head black Choker on his neck, matching his sharp facial features. There is a mysterious sexy.

Ji Zhan was very happy when he saw Xia Tingwan in the courtyard of Su Zhai, he waved his hand, and as soon as he came over, he curiously clicked on Xia Tingwan's wheelchair operating table a few times.

"Hello!" Xia Tingwan was caught off guard, and Ji Zhan pushed the wheelchair around in a mess.

"Hahaha," Ji Zhan smirked: "Where did you get the high-tech mount, I want to own it too."

Seeing his triumphant appearance, Xia Tingwan was angry and wanted to laugh.

In fact, when I first met Ji Zhan, I thought how cool this man was, but after getting to know him, I realized that he was just a very naive and straightforward boy.

"Everyone is here, let's have dinner."

At this moment, Lu Xiangnan also walked from the front porch to the yard.

He stretched his waist, and the pattern of Peppa Pig on his chest shook his head with his movements.

Ji Zhan turned his head and saw Lu Xiangnan, his face turned red, "Lu, Mr. Lu... hello."

Xia Tingwan peeked at Ji Zhan in surprise, he seldom heard Ji Zhan speak so stutteringly.

"Hello." Lu Xiangnan greeted lazily, but he didn't pay much attention to Ji Zhan, and went directly to the dining table and sat down.

Ji Zhan pushed Xia Tingwan's wheelchair to the barbecue grill, and whispered to Xia Tingwan, "You didn't tell me that the friend who came was Lu Xiangnan."

Xia Tingwan raised his eyebrows: "What's the matter, I said it was my senior brother."

Ji Zhan pretended to be checking the ingredients, and said with red ears, "It's nothing, just... I'm a fan of his movies, and the Time Trilogy is my favorite movie, and I've watched each one dozens of times. "

Xia Tingwan couldn't help snickering, Lu Xiangnan's time trilogy is a movie from many years ago, so counting, when Lu Xiangnan was in his glory days, Ji Zhan should still be a kid in his teens, it can be said It's a veritable little boy fan.

Perhaps men all over the world, no matter how arrogant they are usually, are equally shy when they meet male gods or goddesses in their youth. Sitting next to Lu Xiangnan, Ji Zhan is as cramped as a three-year-old boy. I dare not forget to take a look at Lu Xiangnan.

Aunt Rong prepared a lot of barbecue ingredients, and even made her own barbecue sauce.

The beef and lamb chops are the freshest, and they are still dripping with blood, and the meat is tender at first glance.

Xia Tingwan's favorite beef tongue and tendon, of course, have prepared a lot, as well as corn, potatoes, bacon and enoki mushrooms, which are necessary roasting ingredients.

More than 20 oysters are embedded on the ice pile in the cold plate, and the red-yellow lemon slices are placed on the side, which can be squeezed and eaten at any time.

When Su Yan finished his work, the dinner finally officially started.

It was rare that there was no rain today. With the cool night wind, pieces of steak were brushed with a layer of sauce and spread on the iron plate, making a sizzling sound.

Aunt Rong poured everyone a large glass of soda water and a glass of golden champagne.

Ji Zhan looked intently at the bottom of the glass, and there was a whole plump oyster soaked in the wine. He couldn't help but look forward to it: "Wow, exciting, I ate this once in an oyster bar abroad, it was really delicious. Cool."

Xia Tingwan couldn't help being a little excited when he saw it, he really hadn't eaten this kind of trick before, he was so greedy, he glanced at the wine glass several times, then looked at Su Yan pitifully: "Su Yan, tell me... Just this little glass of champagne, okay?"

In fact, Su Yan never asked him for anything, the matter of quitting drinking was indeed his own idea, but at this time, he couldn't help but want to seek Su Yan's support, as if drinking this glass of champagne by himself was justified. sex.

"Drink, it's okay."

After Su Yan finished speaking, he also looked at Ji Zhan and Lu Xiangnan, smiled and said: "The hairy crabs are steaming now, everyone remember to save some stomachs. There are still wine and vodka at home. My chef can't make many cocktails, but he is good at Long Island The iced tea is not bad, just tell Aunt Rong what you want to drink, don’t be too polite—don’t worry about driving, I will send you back. Mr. Ji, I heard from Tingting that you love beef, so I sent someone to fly it to Japan Kobe beef from here, you can try more."

Su Yan grasped the boundaries of interpersonal relationships extremely delicately.

Although he was more familiar with Lu Xiangnan and had prepared Lu Xiangnan's favorite crabs and oysters for Lu Xiangnan, but he didn't need to mention it because it was related and both sides understood it so it was unnecessary to mention a single word.

But he and Ji Zhan had only met for the second time, so they wanted to talk more to show their closeness.

He prepared extra beef for Ji Zhan, and specifically stated that it was Xia Tingwan's order, which not only made Ji Zhan feel Xia Tingwan's heart, but also made Ji Zhan feel that he was valued as a master very naturally.

He has never been so polite and considerate in his dealings with people.

As long as he thinks, any object will feel like spring breeze.

"Ah, majestic." Ji Zhan laughed a little, he raised his glass to Su Yan, and he didn't seem to be surprised at all: "I have been hungry all day just to eat this barbecue meal, and I will definitely not be polite .”

The autumn wind is rustling, but it is not too harsh, and the temperature is comfortable.

It is really enjoyable to eat and drink in such a dark night.

When the barbecue was in the middle and the end, the steamed hairy crabs were also served.

The crabs in autumn are the most plump. The belly of several female crabs is swollen by the golden crab roe, which makes people salivate at first glance.

Ji Zhan loves to eat meat, but seafood is too troublesome to eat, so he simply didn't touch the hairy crabs.

On the other hand, Xia Tingwan was holding back and wanted to eat, at this moment his eyes lit up, but he glanced at Su Yan quietly.

Of course Su Yan understood.

He didn't say anything, he pulled up the cuff of his shirt, then picked up the crab claws from the eight crabs at the side, and concentrated on helping Xia Tingwan tear apart the crab meat.

He was very careful, even the tiny crab legs were peeled off with small crab scissors, and a whole piece of tender meat was put on Xia Tingwan's plate.

Xia Tingwan looked at Su Yan and immediately curled his mouth.

He drank a glass of champagne and ate seven or eight oysters, his face was already slightly drunk, and his smile was extra sweet.

Lu Xiangnan asked Xia Tingwan with a cigarette between his fingers: "Don't bother you, how long has it been since you peeled a crab by yourself?"

Su Yan smiled when he heard it, but he didn't forget to notice that Lu Xiangnan's wine glass was almost empty, so he raised his head gently and asked, "Xiangnan, would you like some more champagne?"

Lu Xiangnan shook his head: "I won't drink."

On the contrary, Ji Zhan interjected with interest: "Has Xia Tingwan always been so domineering?"

"Yes." Lu Xiangnan squinted his eyes and looked at Ji Zhan: "You don't know yet, this guy is very powerful. If Su Yan doesn't listen to him, he will lose his temper. But, once he goes too far, Su Yan It made his face look ugly, and he pretended to be nonchalant and changed the subject in the next second, and he was advancing and retreating like wind."

"Hahahaha." Ji Zhan was so teased: "Xia Tingwan, your operation, can you be said to be as fierce as a wolf with the wind, and as cowardly as a dog with the wind?"

Xia Tingwan was too embarrassed to answer, so he kept blushing and bowed his head while drinking in silence.

In fact, it seemed that since he and Su Yan were together, he never tried to eat crayfish and crabs by himself.

In the past, the two of them went to the beach with Xu Zhe and Lu Xiangnan to eat seafood. Su Yan himself didn't like these things, so he chatted with Xu Zhe.While carefully peeling and eating meat for Xia Tingwan.

Lu Xiangnan said with a smile that time, Xu Zhe is willing to do it at home, but he absolutely refuses to do it outside.Fortunately, he didn't care too much. He didn't eat crabs that delicately. He bit the crab legs with his own teeth.

Xu Zhe is a man who cares about his face very much, so when he was a director, he was reluctant to disclose his relationship with Lu Xiangnan for several years. That kind of character has been implemented in every aspect of life.

But although Su Yan's status is extraordinary, he never seems to care much about whether he is in private or outside, and he doesn't care about his stature in front of outsiders.

When having dinner with friends, you can socialize while maintaining the demeanor of Hengtai's president, while treating him as lovingly as you are at home.

Xia Tingwan ate a mouthful of crab roe that Su Yan dug for him with a spoon, recalling the past in the night wind, feeling distant yet warm.

On such an autumn night, chatting with a few friends about ordinary household chores and teasing each other is very relaxing and lazy——

It was as if he and Su Yan had always been together and would continue forever.

Lightly beautiful.

……

In the middle of the night, Su Yan sent a driver to take Lu Xiangnan and Ji Zhan back, and then went to the study to deal with some trivial matters at work.

After Xia Ting went back to the room to take a shower in the evening, he blow-dried his hair limp, dimmed the light in the master bedroom, and then lay down under the quilt with only a nightgown on, waiting for Su Yan.

Of course he was trying to do something wrong.

In fact, even if Lu Xiangnan didn't say those things to him, and it wasn't for the play of "Looking", he still really missed Su Yan.

It's just that because of what happened last time, there is still some cowardly hesitation between the two of them.

But tonight's atmosphere and feeling are really wonderful.

The feeling of being lightly drunk after drinking made him feel very light.

He floated in the air like a cloud, wet with lust all over his body, waiting to make him so hot that he wanted to rain.

Su Yan was not busy for too long and came back soon.

As soon as he lifted the quilt and lay down, Xia Tingwan nimbly slipped sideways and pressed his face against Su Yan's spacious chest.

"Still awake?" Su Yan patted his head, and asked softly, "I just saw that you were drunk, and thought you would fall asleep soon."

"Waiting for you." Xia Tingwan's voice was soft, and he looked at Su Yan with wet eyes.

The relationship has reached their level of familiarity, and they are well aware of every tiny signal released by the other party.

Su Yan obviously noticed it too.

He hesitated for a moment, but after a few seconds, he still hugged Xia Tingwan: "What's wrong?"

Xia Tingwan's hand slowly moved down to wrap around Su Yan's waist, and said in a low voice: "Today, I showed my brother the "Looking" I prepared, but he was not satisfied. Gu Fei was originally very provocative, but that play, I was so boring. He said I couldn't play the carnality—that was dull, blunt."

Although he did have intentions, he was really wronged when he mentioned what Lu Xiangnan said to him.

I didn't even talk about the drama, and thought that I hadn't had sex for half a year. While talking, even the tip of my nose couldn't help twitching, like a poor deer.

"Are you dead? How is it possible."

Su Yan seemed to be laughing, his voice was very low, and he reached out to lift Xia Tingwan's chin: "Aren't you a born little driver?"

Xia Tingwan's face turned red all of a sudden: "I am?"

Su Yan's arms around Xia Tingwan's body could not help but increase: "Yes. You are the sexiest little guy I have ever seen."

Xia Tingwan didn't know why he felt very happy, he couldn't help asking: "Is it because I asked you to watch GV at that time?"

"You don't remember what else you were doing?" Su Yan whispered.

"I remember." Xia Tingwan smiled foolishly, and he bit Su Yan's earlobe with the tip of his teeth: "I still pester you to see how big your bottom is."

Su Yan took a deep breath, and suddenly said nothing.

Xia Tingwan's chest rose and fell slightly, he raised his face to look at Su Yan, the man's eyes became dark and dangerous.

He was a little nervous, but strangely excited.

With trembling fingers, he unbuttoned the nightgown, and he was wearing nothing underneath, all exposed in front of Su Yan.

He felt his face burn, and the alcohol worked its magic in his brain.

His reason became dull, but another part of his senses was extremely sensitive.

The light in the master bedroom was dim, and he couldn't see himself.

I don't know how long it has passed, but Xia Tingwan once again felt extremely narcissistic.

The fullness of love is like a mirror in the void, and the self in it may be refracted from the other party's hot gaze, which is surprisingly blurred and moving.

In Su Yan's eyes, he may have moist and affectionate peach blossom eyes, and the light pink nipples on his bare chest stand out shamefully and honestly.

Would Su Yan want to touch him?

He seduced Su Yan, and even confirmed his love in Su Yan's reaction.

Xia Tingwan murmured as if moaning: "Su Yan, touch my butt, okay, I miss you, miss you so much."

He is a cloud, limp in the damp sky.