Before and After Divorce

Su Yan hugged Xia Tingwan's body, picked up Xia Tingwan's face and kissed it

Xia Tingwan closed his eyes, he hadn't kissed Su Yan for too long.As soon as he touched Su Yan's lips, his eye sockets felt sore and his eyelashes trembled.

At this time, Su Yan was much more vicious than usual, his teeth were biting heavily on Xia Tingwan's lips.

Xia Tingwan snorted sullenly, but then opened her lips more eagerly.

Su Yan suddenly turned sideways to ride on him, pressed his head and kissed him more deeply.

The tongues of the two were hot and humid, and Su Yan aggressively invaded his throat, and then slowly swept the tip of his tongue against his gums, like a cat's tongue with fine barbs, sliding across his sensitive oral mucosa, Xia Tingwan's back almost convulsed.

He instinctively wanted to bite Su Yan, but Su Yan pressed his chin with his fingers forcefully, so he could only groan.

He could barely breathe, and only gasped for breath when Su Yan let go.

Su Yan propped his hands on both sides of Xia Tingwan's head, his eyes were deep, his posture was like a lion examining its subdued prey.

Xia Tingwan raised his head and asked with wet eyes: "Su Yan, what about you, do you miss me?"

"think."

Su Yan lowered his head.This time the kiss was very light, like a superficial touch.

First the lips that had been ravaged, then Xia Tingwan's bare shoulders, neck, and flat and slender collarbone.

Then he gently lifted a corner of the quilt, under the dim light, Xia Tingwan's fair chest was covered with a thin layer of light red, and her two petite nipples hardened sensitively.

Further down, on the flat lower abdomen, there are several shocking small circular scars.

The burn marks left by the cigarette butts on the skin have faded to grayish white over the years, but they are still ugly and uneven.

Su Yan bent down, kissed those ugly scars several times, and then licked them gently with the tip of his tongue.

Xia Tingwan's teardrops slid down from the corners of his eyes.

Su Yan had kissed there thousands of times, but he still burst into tears of grievance.

In front of the closest person, I can't be strong no matter what, I just want to show him pitifully over and over again——

I have not been treated kindly by this world since I was a child, only you are kind to me.

So, can you always be good to me like this.

"My elf." Su Yan said in a low voice, he raised his head slightly, and there was a trace of distress in his eyes.

Xia Tingwan sniffed softly and caressed Su Yan's hair with his hands.

Su Yan kissed his round belly button, and then came up a little more.Pressing his shoulders and sucking his nipples, his strength gradually turned into gnawing, and the tip of his teeth repeatedly grinded hard on the soft part.

Su Yan raised his eyes, his long and narrow pupils narrowed slightly, and there was an almost bloodthirsty possession and desire in them.

Xia Tingwan felt that the nipples were swollen and painful, but the bloodshot pain made him excited quickly.

He raised his body slightly and looked at Su Yan, as if he was staring at a big cat.

Although he is so weak, and he knows that this powerful man will love him, but he wants to throw himself all the more.

Sexual desire seemed to be provocative in itself, he wanted to fight against Su Yan, and then be subdued and possessed.

He climbed his legs up Su Yan's waist, trying to turn over and press Su Yan under him.

But Su Yan held his body unceremoniously: "Don't move around."

His eyes lit up wildly.

The more he was restrained, the more he wanted to struggle. He had done so many times with Su Yan before, and he especially liked riding. From the beginning, he wanted to ride on Su Yan's body and play wild.

Xia Tingwan was tossing and turning like a little beast who didn't know its depth.

He was not as strong as Su Yan, but Su Yan refused to let him, and he couldn't turn over. He was so angry that he kicked his right leg subconsciously, but forgot his injury, and kicked directly on the bedpost.

He immediately yelled out in pain.

Su Yan immediately straightened up and held his feet to check carefully, until he confirmed that everything was fine, and then gently put them down.

"Didn't I tell you not to move?"

Su Yan's eyes were sullen, he turned Xia Tingwan's body on his side, lifted up the thin nightgown completely, and then slapped Xia Tingwan's bare buttocks.

He struck so hard that Xia Tingwan's eye circles turned red: "You!"

In addition to the pain in his buttocks, his face also became very hot all of a sudden. He turned his head and stared at Su Yan angrily, deliberately pretending to be unconvinced.

Su Yan said with a straight face, "Are you listening?"

At first, Xia Tingwan was still stiff-necked, stubbornly refusing to speak.

"Clap" sound.

Without asking any further questions, Su Yan directly slapped the same round buttocks hard.

"Ugh..."

Xia Tingwan's tears were still rolling in his eyes, but this time they all fell down at once.

He was hurt and ashamed, but strangely more excited.

The ass was burning hot, but the front was even harder, and even the front was leaking wetness quietly, and the nerves were jumping and longing for comfort.

He immediately subsided, and whimpered into Su Yan's chest like a kitten: "I'm obedient, don't move around anymore, really don't move around anymore."

Su Yan stroked Xia Tingwan's buttocks which were a little hot from the beating, and then kneaded them slowly.

He whispered in Xia Tingwan's ear: "Little guy, they say how powerful you are in front of me, but it's not true. Because no one else knows how good you are in bed, right?"

Su Yan gently held Xia Tingwan's face.

Xia Tingwan's face is so unique, small, it seems that it can be held in the palm of someone at any time, the eyes like peach blossoms are full of watery luster, full of moist desire, the nose is upturned like a deer, making his eyes Desire also appears natural and pure.

Su Yan looked down at him, took a deep breath, and said softly, "Baby, whatever I do for you, I do it voluntarily, no one else needs to understand."

"Um……"

Xia Tingwan hugged Su Yan's neck and moaned tremblingly, his whole body became limp.

The gentle whisper after the pain made him so excited that he couldn't help it.

He was so contradictory in his bones, he always had to confront Su Yan, and then was severely suppressed after provoking, he longed to beg with Su Yan for mercy, longed for Su Yan to punish him and then hold him in his arms for intimacy.

"Su Yan, I want it," Xia Tingwan almost sobbed and begged next to Su Yan's ear, "Below, it's so hard, woo..."

Su Yan laughed softly.

He put Xia Tingwan on his back on the bed, then bent down and buried his head between Xia Tingwan's open legs.

Su Yan kissed Xia Tingwan's outer thigh.

Xia Zhongyu pierced it with a broken beer bottle, and the glass shards were deeply embedded in the flesh and then pulled out, thus destroying the original smooth texture.

Su Yan kissed very slowly and lightly, as if that scar was worth his lingering.

Xia Tingwan looked up at the ceiling, panting heavily.

Su Yan raised Xia Tingwan's right leg high and put it on his shoulder.

That posture forced Xia Tingwan to tilt her butt upwards, and the hidden parts between her legs were completely exposed to Su Yan.

He whimpered from his throat in shame, but his body was trembling with excitement.

"Is it that wet?"

Su Yan frivolously bent his knuckles and flicked Xia Tingwan's stiff and wet lower body.

The swollen part couldn't stand such stimulation at all, Xia Tingwan's body bounced up suddenly, and he stared at Su Yan with a little annoyance in his eyes.

"My little male peacock is in heat again."

Su Yan crouched between his legs and raised his head to look at Xia Tingwan, and said slowly: ""Animal World" doesn't say that the adult blue peacock's estrus period is between June and August, so what happened to my little baby? What, it’s still so turbulent in autumn?”

When he spoke, his words were straight and serious, but his fingers seemed to be twiddling the stiff column one after another.

Xia Tingwan was teased by him to the point of crying: "Su Yan, you..."

"Huh?" Su Yan's low nasal voice seemed particularly sexy at this time. He squinted his eyes, still refusing to let Xia Tingwan go: "What's going on? What kind of peacock are you?"

"I, uh, I'm not..."

Xia Tingwan tightened the bed sheet tightly with both hands, this way of asking made the corners of his eyes red with shame.

The grievance of unrelieved desire made him want to bite Su Yan, but all his sensitive parts were under Su Yan's control, and he couldn't resist at all, even his legs could only hang limply on Su Yan's shoulders.

"Not what?"

"I'm not a blue peacock." Xia Tingwan shook his head tearfully.

He was so hot that he couldn't think, and he didn't know what he was talking about, so he subconsciously choked up and said, "I am yours——I am your little peacock. My breed and my breed are Mr. Peacock."

"So nice."

Su Yan smiled.

He took Xia Tingwan's upright part into his mouth.

"Um..."

Xia Tingwan let out a long and soft moan, the end of which trembled and elongated in the air.

The intense pleasure made him feel like there was a fluffy bomb in his body, and the itchy and numb satisfaction spread from his heart to his limbs.

Su Yan really knew how to please him.

The tongue swirled around his front end familiarly, and then sucked that part into the warm mouth.

Xia Tingwan was so stimulated that tears kept falling down, and his chest heaved violently.

He couldn't help stretching out his hand and pressed Su Yan's back heavily, wanting more, more, wanting to wrap it completely.

At this time, he is so greedy.

Su Yan was choked up and let out a muffled snort.

But she didn't get angry, but lowered her head and swallowed Xia Tingwan even deeper, so that Xia Tingwan's lower body was deeply buried in his throat.

"Su Yan, ah, uh..."

Xia Tingwan grabbed Su Yan's hair carelessly and called out loudly.

Under the overwhelming sensuality, all the senses trembled with joy.

He is no longer himself.

He is a moist cloud and a rose in full bloom.

Just when he was about to be released, Su Yan suddenly stopped cruelly and spat out Xia Tingwan's thing again.

The sudden emptiness made Xia Tingwan almost unbearable.

He twisted his waist sadly and rubbed against Su Yan. Seeing that Su Yan was still unmoved, he finally couldn't restrain himself and whispered weakly: "Oh, don't, don't do this... Su Yan, I want it, please ... Su Yan."

"Don't worry."

Su Yan raised his head, because his voice was hoarse after talking for a long time.

"Woo...I'm so uncomfortable, Su Yan, woo."

Xia Tingwan couldn't help covering his face, his tears fell down patteringly, and the pillow was wet.

Su Yan propped himself up and climbed up, took Xia Tingwan's hand away, and gently wiped away his tears with his fingers.

"Little baby," Su Yan took a deep breath, and whispered in his ear, "Every time you go to bed, you cry a little bag of tears. Do you know how charming you are when you are weak, like teardrops? Sweet, I can't wait to eat you in my stomach."

Xia Tingwan felt so ashamed, but her heart was beating wildly again.

He tilted his head up and gasped for breath—eat me, Su Yan.

eat me.

Su Yan suddenly separated his legs, knelt between his legs and bent down to lick the narrow opening between his buttocks, then pressed the tip of his tongue against the entrance and licked it in.

"Ah, ah... don't..."

Xia Tingwan let out a high-pitched scream, he kept shaking his head, his legs trembling and wanted to close together, but Su Yan firmly pushed his sides wide open.

The secret entrance was stretched open by the tip of the tongue, and every wrinkle was licked wantonly.

He sobbed and begged for mercy in a mess: "Su Yan, good brother, I can't bear it, ah, please let me go..."

He was born with a small 0, and the sensitivity of that place is beyond imagination.

He hadn't been loved by Su Yan in such a long time, and the intense pleasure flooded his head, and he even felt scared for a moment.

He was shaking all over, and even his toes curled up with spasms.

Of course Su Yan would not let him go easily.

It kept making Xia Tingwan's whole lower body wet and trembling, and then slowed down to lick and bite the delicate skin on the inner thigh of Xia Tingwan.

After that, he put Xia Tingwan's upright part in his mouth again.

Xia Tingwan's knees trembled, and she cried and ejaculated.

He was like a flat boat, brought by Su Yan into the sea in the night.

Lust is so deep and unpredictable, Su Yan is a powerful helmsman, sometimes slowing down to let him breathe on the calm sea, sometimes leading him to plunge into the middle of the raging waves, making him roll and sink in extreme pleasure.

Su Yan is really a very patient man, his self-control makes him unbelievably strong on the bed.

There was no need to insert Xia Tingwan at all, just this repeated foreplay made Xia Tingwan climax several times.

At the end, for a while, Xia Tingwan almost felt as if he had lost consciousness.

His body was feeling the aftertaste of happiness after a long time, and he convulsed from time to time, just lying there motionless.

After he came back to his senses, he realized that he was already in Su Yan's arms.

His legs were still trembling slightly, he hugged Su Yan, and said in a hoarse voice: "Su Yan, I, I... I just seemed to pass out."

"Just lost my mind for a while."

Su Yan bowed his head and kissed him, his breath had a refreshing smell like mouthwash.

"Have you brushed your teeth yet?" Xia Tingwan poked his head out of Su Yan's arms, and suddenly felt a little unhappy for no reason. He couldn't help but ejaculate in Su Yan's mouth just now. He didn't expect Su Yan to brush his teeth so soon. : "Do you think it smells?"

Su Yan looked down at him and smiled, then kissed him lightly, and said in a low voice, "Honey, I want to kiss you—I'm afraid you won't like it."

"I don't hate myself."

Xia Tingwan snorted.

But there was still a layer of soft sweetness on his face, and he put his arms around Su Yan's neck.

"Then don't rinse your mouth next time." Su Yan gently stroked his forehead and said.

Xia Tingwan let out a "hmm" and quietly got closer to Su Yan.

He was obviously the one being served, but he felt a little exhausted, and his legs were also limp.

But he still blinked his eyes, leaned close to Su Yan's ear and whispered, "Su Yan, may I help you for a while?"

Su Yan looked at him, fell silent for a moment before saying, "No need."

Xia Tingwan was stunned for a moment, he was a little at a loss, thought for a while, and whispered: "Su Yan, I don't mind that matter anymore, really."

"I know."

Su Yan responded, but still repeated calmly: "No need."

"I know."

Su Yan responded, but still repeated calmly: "No need."

Xia Tingwan looked up at Su Yan, he was really confused and didn't even know what to say for a moment.

Su Yan stroked his forehead and whispered, "Go to sleep."

Xia Tingwan raised his hand to hold Su Yan's hand: "Su Yan."

He arched into Su Yan's arms like a small animal: "You, don't you want...?"

"It was better when I went to rinse my mouth."

Su Yan's tone of voice was very flat, as if he didn't feel anything, he paused, and continued: "Tingting, you don't have to force it, I know you probably don't mind."

Xia Tingwan's lips trembled slightly, he looked at Su Yan, couldn't help touching the man's cheek, he shook his head: "Su Yan, I..."

He hesitated to speak, not knowing how to explain his feelings.

Regarding Wen Zichen's matter, intellectually, he really believed that he should not care about it anymore.

But emotionally, he really couldn't be 100% sure.

Su Yan looked down at him: "And as I said before, our relationship during this period...doesn't require any answers or promises. So, maybe it will take a while."

Xia Tingwan was stunned for a moment, and he repeated in a daze: "I don't need an answer, and I don't need a promise... So, you don't really have sex with me, do you? Because doing it is a promise, right?" ?”

Su Yan remained silent and did not answer.

Xia Tingwan sniffed, then asked tremblingly: "But Su Yan, since you think so, why are you willing to give me, give me..."

"Because you want to."

After a long time, Su Yan finally whispered: "I only want you to get what you want. If you have desires, I will find a way to satisfy you."

"You keep saying what I want,"

Xia Tingwan's eyes were red, his voice seemed hoarse suddenly, and he said rustlingly: "Yes, I am satisfied, but what about you, Su Yan, what about your desire? You think you have the responsibility to satisfy me, but I Doesn't have the same responsibility to satisfy you, does it?"

Su Yan didn't speak again.

Xia Tingwan felt a tightness in his chest: "Su Yan, I know that I have always been self-willed before, and you have always let me in. You are reluctant to let me talk, and you are reluctant to let me suffer a little grievance. You are used to it, but I It’s really not like that anymore.”

"Sometimes, sometimes I really feel that you don't love me as a partner. You never give me a chance, you don't give me a chance to love you as an equal, even now, you still do. "

When Xia Tingwan said this, suddenly there was a burst of indescribable sadness in his heart.

He lowered his head, trying to hide the sadness in his eyes, and said in a low voice: "If you don't do it with me, is it in your heart that you still want to leave a way out for yourself. You let me wait for you, but if in case, in case Once you think about it, if you still can't pass the hurdle, can you still break up with me cruelly?"

"no."

Su Yan suddenly said abruptly, "It's not the way out."

When he said this, he didn't continue for a long time. The awkward silence made Xia Tingwan involuntarily look up at Su Yan.

In the shadow of this man's expression, there was a kind of unbearable pain.

"Tingting, I don't know what to do."

Su Yan finally said: "I really don't know what to do all the time. I want you to be happy and I want you to grow up, but I don't know what to do. I feel that I have done a lot of wrong and stupid things before. I don't know how to correct it, it's a mess, but I love you, always have--I can only know this clearly. I can't say anything else, and I can't answer. Please don't push I, Ting Ting, sometimes my language is really clumsy. In many cases, what I want to say to you has to be written into a love letter or a letter to express my meaning. Let’s wait a while, okay? Wait a while With time, maybe everything will be fine."

His speech speed was very chaotic, and there was no connection between each sentence. Even Xia Tingwan struggled to understand every word, but couldn't figure out his exact meaning.

At the end of Su Yan's speech, he covered his face dejectedly, not letting Xia Tingwan see any clues from his expression.

Xia Tingwan had never seen Su Yan, who was always calm, be so confused, even almost desperate.

He felt an unprecedented sense of suffocation.

During this period of time, he always thought that their relationship was gradually on the right track, but Su Yan still hid a lot of things from him, maybe it was pain, or maybe it was an unspeakable difficulty, he didn't know what it was.

This concealment made him feel sad too.

There wasn't much blood dripping down, but a dark wound hidden in his chest. When he breathed out, he felt weak and painful like a person who has been lingering on a sick bed for a long time.

He never thought that the relationship between two people who love each other would have so many complicated and unspeakable pain points.

Like a river in the night, when it gurgles, silt and stones also slowly roll along with it.

That night, they still lay together as usual, but neither of them spoke.

Xia Tingwan turned his back to Su Yan and looked at a spot in the darkness. He slowly stroked Su Yan's arm, feeling an indescribable sense of powerlessness.

He didn't know how to grow up so that the man behind him would be willing to open up to him completely.

……

After one night, their relationship seems to have reached an awkward standstill.

It seems that the conversation made both of them internally hurt at the same time, so neither of them could face it and never bring it up again.

Xia Tingwan's feet got better day by day, and Su Yan suddenly became busy.

So they didn't stick together for a long time every day like before.

During this time, Ji Zhan and the others went to shoot the material of the other two issues of "On the Road", but TBN didn't seem to be in a hurry to negotiate a contract with him. Contact the legal department.

Unresolved matters are very annoying, but there is nothing to do.

Xia Tingwan spent a long time thinking about the script of "Xun" and the character of Gu Fei.

He began to maintain a state of silence for a long time, wanting to truly immerse himself in the feeling of a mute in life.

He is not used to that feeling, and deliberately immersing himself in it has also caused some consequences. The lack of expression makes him often feel very depressed.

In this state, one night, Xia Tingwan suddenly received a WeChat message from Wen Zichen.

"Mr. Xia, may I meet with you?"

Xia Tingwan's first reaction was of course astonished, he really didn't know why Wen Zichen had any reason to contact him again.

He replied with a concise "no need" and didn't say anything else.

Although he flatly refused, Wen Zichen's appearance always left him with a question mark in his heart - what did Wen Zichen have to say to him.

Xia Tingwan still went to see Yin Ning from time to time, Yin Ning still hadn't made up his mind, but it seemed that he was no longer so resistant to seeing him.

Even one night, Yin Ning sent a WeChat message to Xia Tingwan for the first time, asking if he could go to McDonald's with him.

Su Yan was busy with work and hadn't returned home yet, Xia Tingwan of course put on his coat and went out without hesitation.

His right foot landed very lightly, and he limped and couldn't walk fast, but he didn't call the driver. Anyway, McDonald's is in the community at the foot of Xiangshan, and it's not far away, so it took only ten minutes to get there.

Yin Ning was carrying a small dark blue schoolbag and was wearing a very warm cashmere coat, waiting for him at the door of McDonald's

"It's so cold..." In the late autumn weather, Xia Tingwan was still dressed a little thinly, he blew on his fingers, waved to Yin Ning, and quickened his pace: "Why do you want to eat McDonald's so late. "

"Suddenly want to eat." Yin Ning kicked the thick fallen leaves on the ground.

"Okay, just call me if you want to eat, and I'll take you there."

Xia Tingwan laughed. He took a look into the bright McDonald's storefront and saw that there were not many people sitting there in the middle of the night, so he didn't worry too much. hand went in.

Standing in front of the counter, Yin Ning carefully looked up at the several set meals. He had a bad eye and had to turn his head to look at them. After hesitating for a while, he said, "I want to eat spicy chicken."

Yin Ning is very introverted and not good at communicating with strangers, so he only whispers to him when ordering food, instead of directly speaking to the clerk.

Seeing his appearance, Xia Tingwan felt a pity and guilt in his heart. He touched Yin Ning's head and said, "Go and sit down."

After returning with the plate in hand, Xia Tingwan and Yin Ning sat in a corner by the window, while Yin Ning was eating, Xia Tingwan looked at him with one hand on his face.

Yin Ning gnawed on the fried chicken leg, and couldn't help hiccupping while eating. He glanced at the chicken leg in his hand and sighed. For some reason, the circles of his eyes suddenly turned red.

Xia Tingwan froze for a moment, then asked softly: "What's the matter?"

"I... miss my mother." Yin Ning lowered his eyes, tears dripped down on the back of his hand.

Xia Tingwan looked at the little boy in front of him, and his eyes couldn't help sour, "Ningning..."

"When I did something right in the past, my mother rewarded me with a McDonald's. At that time, I thought that McDonald's was the most delicious food in the world, and I always wanted to eat it——Later, Brother Zichen said that McDonald's was unhealthy, so he didn't want to take me to eat it. I I just listen to him. I miss my mother very much, and sometimes brother Zichen, but they can't stay by my side all the time. I feel very sad."

Xia Tingwan reached out and touched the back of Yin Ning's head, and said softly: "I'm sorry, Ning Ning, I'm sorry, in the end it's still my fault."

"Stop apologizing all the time."

Yin Ning rubbed his eyes, he raised his head, his eyes were red: "Actually, I don't hate you all the time. Sometimes, I really hate the whole world, so I hate you even more. But sometimes I feel You are okay too. When you accompany me to draw pictures, eat McDonald's with me, and hide things about pushing you for me, I think you are, you are... very good. So don't keep apologizing, you apologize, I wondered in my heart whether to forgive you, and when I thought about it, I couldn't help but want to hate you again. I just wanted to talk to you for a while, I don't know why, but I think you are the only one who will listen carefully. "

"You know, I don't seem to remember that I have a stable home since I was a child. I have been staying with my mother everywhere with relatives, but I will be kicked out after a short stay. Everyone hates us. I feel like It's a mouse. Sometimes I can't help but think that it would be nice if I didn't exist. My mother is sometimes gentle and sometimes very scary. I miss her very much, but I am also afraid of her. Brother Su Yan said, when my mother is well, Just let me go back and live with my mother—you say, my mother, will she be okay?"

Xia Tingwan couldn't answer this question for a while.

This is the first time that Yin Ning has opened up his heart to him, and it is also the first time that he has discovered that this little child also has very complicated and deep emotions in his heart.

Yin Ning lowered his head, took a sip of Coke, and murmured: "Before moving out this time, brother Su Yan told me a lot. He said, you were very unhappy when you were young, and your mother left very early. Yes, Dad also hurt you cruelly. So you can understand my feelings and treat me sincerely. No matter what happens to my mother in the future, you will always be responsible for me, so I can rest assured."

"He also told me that he regarded me as a half-adult, so he discussed with me seriously-he said that he didn't do well enough to hand me over to you before, and he ignored my wishes and let me I feel scared and uneasy, and he will never do this again, so I will try my best to let me decide where I want to live this time. But you are the person he cares about most in his life, so please let me take his feelings into account , don’t hurt you like last time. Give you a chance, even if you don’t want to forgive you, try to understand you a little bit.”

Now Xia Tingwan's eyes turned red: "Did Su Yan say that?"

"Yeah." Yin Ning nodded, he put the last French fries in his mouth, raised his head and said, "I haven't decided whether I should go back to Xiangshan or not, but I think... I, I would like to know more about it." A little bit for you."

"Thank you, thank you."

Xia Tingwan said stammeringly.

He couldn't describe how grateful he was in his heart. He knew that he didn't deserve Yin Ning's forgiveness, but between him and Yin Ning, even a little bit of effort to understand each other and take a step forward was already gone. Enough to make his heart tremble.

Before leaving, Yin Ning wanted to eat Mai Xuanfeng again.

Xia Tingwan bought two, ate one with Yin Ning and went out.

When stepping out of the door of McDonald's, Yin Ning suddenly raised his head, hesitated for a moment, and asked softly, "Brother Tingwan, can I never see Brother Zichen again? I, I really miss him... After the car accident, Su Brother Yan is very busy, he is always with me every day, he is really kind to me, and brother Su Yan is also very kind. But brother Su Yan said that he doesn't want to hear this person's name again, I..."

Looking at Yin Ning's somewhat melancholy eyes, Xia Tingwan couldn't help being dazed for a moment.

Before he could answer, he saw Su Yan's familiar Maybach parked outside.

Su Yan was wearing a long black trench coat and stood at the door of McDonald's looking at the two of them.

"Why are you here?" Xia Tingwan froze for a moment, then led Yin Ning limping over.

"I heard from the person who took care of Yin Ning that you are here. I will come to pick you up when I'm done, and send Ning Ning back by the way." Su Yan glanced at Xia Tingwan's right foot lightly: "Your injury is not healed yet. Thoroughly, walk less."

Xia Tingwan felt a little guilty for some reason.

After sending Yin Ning home, he secretly dug out a spoonful of Mai Xuanfeng and fed it to Su Yan. Su Yan glanced at him and said nothing, just bowed his head and ate it.

Xia Tingwan took advantage of the situation and leaned into Su Yan's arms. In the quiet car, the only sound was their breathing.

Their relationship during this period of time is not as good as before, and the invisible barrier makes this shallow warm atmosphere at this time extraordinarily precious.

Xia Tingwan wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't speak.

The next day, Xia Tingwan thought twice, and still sent Wen Zichen a message: "Do you still want to meet?"

Maybe it was Yin Ning's words that made him shake a little bit, or maybe it was in his heart that he still couldn't let go, wanting to know what Wen Zichen wanted to say.

But he knew that Su Yan would never agree, so he didn't mention the meeting with Su Yan at all.

Wen Zichen replied quickly, and the two decided to meet at a small secret coffee house in the Xiangshan community at three o'clock in the afternoon.

Xia Ting arrived early, and after ordering a cappuccino, he huddled in the sofa seat in the corner and stared blankly.

He was a little apprehensive. In fact, he didn't want to see Wen Zichen at all, but he was curious about what Wen Zichen wanted to say.

Wen Zichen arrived on time at three o'clock. He was wearing a pure white overcoat. After sitting down, Xia Tingwan realized that Wen Zichen had lost a lot of weight in less than a month.

Wen Zichen took off the cashmere scarf, exposed his pointed chin, forced a smile and said, "Mr. Xia, hello——Actually, I didn't expect that you would still want to see me."

Xia Tingwan silently glanced at him.

Wen Zichen ordered a cup of hot cocoa, and when the drink was served, he took a breath while holding the warm cup with both hands, and said softly: "During this time, I tried to contact Mr. Su at first, but he took me away. His number was blocked, and WeChat was also blocked, I dare not bother him anymore, but I am really in pain."

Wen Zichen raised his head, and when he said the last sentence, the ending trembled involuntarily: "I, my affairs, my mood, I don't know who else I can talk to—I'm going crazy these days. Mr. Su will never want to hear my words again. Xia Tingwan, no matter how much I envy you, you are the only person I know who can contact Mr. Su. I can only tell you, and only you can Understand."

"I know that in the end, you, you and Mr. Su must think that I'm trying my best to stay by his side for money."

Xia Tingwan looked at Wen Zichen expressionlessly.

Looking at it from this angle, Wen Zichen's eyelashes are very long, and there is a mole at the corner of his eye, which makes him look a little pitiful.

"Yes, I admit, at the beginning, it was indeed like this."

Wen Zichen smiled bitterly, took a deep breath, and said in a low voice, "Yes, I am a person who really wants money."

"I was born in a single-parent family. I am the eldest, and there are two younger brothers behind me. I have always been supported by my mother. I have to help my mother take care of my younger brother's life when I was very young. I don't care about my studies, and my grades are not good. But I have a good temper and patience. Later, I went to the nursing department affiliated to N University and became a nurse. But my two younger brothers are very smart. The older one was admitted to the law department, but the tuition fee is very expensive , my mother’s health has been getting worse and worse in the past two years, she is always in and out of the hospital, my family... the burden is very heavy, I, I really, I have longed for money since I was a child, but I can’t get rid of it..."

Xia Tingwan became inexplicably irritable when he heard it, and couldn't help but interrupt Wen Zichen: "Is it necessary to tell me these things? If all you want to talk about are these private matters, then forget it, I'm going to go back."

"Wait a minute," Wen Zichen said eagerly. He stretched out his hand, but he didn't touch Xia Tingwan. His eyes were already red, and he said tremblingly, "Please, listen to me."

He looked at Xia Tingwan beggingly like a drowning man holding straw, until Xia Tingwan closed his mouth and sat down again, then said softly: "After graduation, I met a man who is very rich. I was always with him for a while, and others thought we were dating, but we were not. That person..."

When Wen Zichen said this, his body seemed to tremble slightly because he recalled something and felt fear. He paused before whispering: "He is a sadist. I knew it when I knew him, but I am too short of money. Yes. My younger brother finally got admitted to such a promising university, but the family has no money. I want to say that it is good to have someone in the family who is promising, and he will be able to get rid of this kind of poverty in the future, so I gritted my teeth and followed him. But that man, he, he is terrible, I really can't describe it. At that time, every time I received a call from him, my legs would tremble, and he liked me like that... Although I was reluctant in my heart, but for money, I had to beg him to mistreat me severely. He hit harder and harder, and I became more and more afraid. Then one time, it really couldn’t work. I went to the hospital in the middle of the night and had several stitches. I have a very clear premonition that if this continues, I will definitely die on his bed, I really dare not."

Looking at Wen Zichen's pale face, Xia Tingwan didn't know what to say for a while.

"It doesn't matter to him, he thinks that I must go back and beg him, because the money he gave me has always been enough for my mother to be hospitalized for one illness, or my brother's tuition for a semester. He knows the situation of my family. , so he was not in a hurry. During that time, I was going crazy... I didn't know what to do, and I didn't dare to tell my family. They all thought I broke up with my rich boyfriend, but it wasn't that at all. It's the same thing, my whole family depends on me alone, I'm afraid if I tell them, the family will be in chaos. That's when you got into a car accident, and that's how I got to know Su Yan—"

"Mr. Xia, may I meet with you?"

Xia Tingwan's first reaction was of course astonished, he really didn't know why Wen Zichen had any reason to contact him again.

He replied with a concise "no need" and didn't say anything else.

Although he flatly refused, Wen Zichen's appearance always left him with a question mark in his heart - what did Wen Zichen have to say to him.

Xia Tingwan still went to see Yin Ning from time to time, Yin Ning still hadn't made up his mind, but it seemed that he was no longer so resistant to seeing him.

Even one night, Yin Ning sent a WeChat message to Xia Tingwan for the first time, asking if he could go to McDonald's with him.

Su Yan was busy with work and hadn't returned home yet, Xia Tingwan of course put on his coat and went out without hesitation.

His right foot landed very lightly, and he limped and couldn't walk fast, but he didn't call the driver. Anyway, McDonald's is in the community at the foot of Xiangshan, and it's not far away, so it took only ten minutes to get there.

Yin Ning was carrying a small dark blue schoolbag and was wearing a very warm cashmere coat, waiting for him at the door of McDonald's