Cloudy but no rain

Su Fengmian never expected to live a life where he would see Ji Zhifei when he opened his eyes in the morning and Ji Zhifei when he closed his eyes at night.

If it was said that he had expected to be with Ji Zhifei before, he did not dare to expect to live with Ji Zhifei.

Apart from eating and working, the most common thing they do is hug each other and do nothing. Most of the time, they don’t even kiss or make love. eyelash.

After losing his family, Ji Zhifei seems to have become his family.dear lover.Let him have a vision of life again.

And what Su Fengmian likes the most is to hear Ji Zhifei talk about his views on himself when he was in college, maybe because the time is too far apart, it sounds like he was another person at that time, as if he was listening to Ji Zhifei's talk other people's stories.

Su Fengmian always quiets down in front of Ji Zhifei, no matter how eloquent he is in class, he will listen obediently when he returns home.

Ji Zhifei is different from him. Ji Zhifei seems to be the one who likes to talk more. He always hugs Su Fengmian and tells him some strange stories. For example, the strange disease he encountered gave him a headache. After the mother knew about Su Fengmian, she was very happy that her son had a companion. For example, how did he persuade Su Luoqi to abduct Su Fengmian to his home...

When Su Fengmian heard Ji Zhifei complain about how difficult it was for Su Luoqi to serve him, he laughed and trembled. Fortunately, Su Luoqi went to his father's house after the college entrance examination.

It's also very interesting to say, when this little girl bid farewell to Su Fengmian, Su Fengmian didn't feel reluctant, but relieved, but Su Luoqi was very reluctant, so he insisted on staying with him for a few more days and eating several meals he cooked. left.

"You don't know that your student's attitude towards me has plummeted. She probably knows about our relationship." Ji Zhifei said, "The children are really amazing now."

"It's amazing, and you're amazing too, to actually get into trouble with the kids." Su Fengmian hugged him and smirked at him.

Ji Zhifei looked at Su Fengmian in his arms and smiled at him, such familiar eyes, eyes full of love, were his favorite, like a crescent moon, bright and beautiful.

He is not a person who likes to express, but in front of Su Fengmian, he always has a lot of things he wants to say, like one thousand and one nights, after one day, there will be another tomorrow, and the stories of more than ten years are eager to share with him once. , Twice, three, four, five, six countless times.

This made Su Fengmian feel that their personalities seemed to have reversed a bit, but it still made him feel at ease.

Unknowingly, a month later, Su Fengmian thought, since they have been together for a month, maybe he should give Ji Zhifei some gifts and surprises.

Although a month is not long, he hopes that there will be a little sense of ritual in his ordinary life, and he also wants to see Ji Zhifei smile more. When Ji Zhifei smiles, Su Fengmian will be happier than him.

It was Thursday, Su Fengmian turned off the night repair duty and returned home early.

Ji Zhifei mentioned it yesterday, saying that he had a minor operation tonight and would come back later.

Su Fengmian only thought it was just right, and he was worried that Ji Zhifei's return too early would disrupt his plan.

Su Fengmian first ordered some roses, blue ones - he thinks red ones are too vulgar, white ones are too unlucky, as for pink and yellow ones that look like peonies, blue ones are just right.

He placed the flowers in the middle of the dining table, and three blue roses were inserted in a transparent glass vase, adding a bit of color to Ji Zhifei's gray-and-white dining room.

What to eat, he thought, eating steak is too vulgar, and small stir-fry dishes seem casual, so let's just cook some Japanese food, which is a little innovative but not too serious.

Su Fengmian remembered that Ji Zhifei had cooking recipes from various countries in his study, even though he never opened them himself, he just used these fancy recipes to fill a cabinet full of medical books.

The bookcase is made of wood. After opening it, a strong smell of mimeographed ink hits the face. Su Fengmian coughed a few times, raised his head, looked at the huge bookcase, and was in a daze with hundreds of books.

He has to find out what year and what month—it’s not as good as Baidu, although Baidu is often untrustworthy, he once tried to make things from Baidu recipes, and the things he made were really not a thing.

However, it may also be that I am old and cannot keep up with the pace of the information age, and I always feel that the reliability of network information is too low.

Just as Su Fengmian was about to close the door of the bookcase, he saw the words "Study in the UK". Near this book, there were all books and materials about going abroad. Among them, there was a folder. Su Fengmian didn't pay attention Look, when he saw the word contract, he pulled it out.

He opened it and read it. There were twenty or thirty pages. His heart skipped a beat. He couldn't wait to read it. He turned to the end and saw another contract, which was a supplement to this contract, and there was only one page.

He read from the first word to the last word on this page, and read it three times over and over again. He glanced at the inscription. It was Ji Zhifei's signature and date - the date was a month ago, the second day they were together It was signed when Ji Zhi involuntarily gave up his application for a two-year exchange program abroad.

The first thing that came to his mind was that Ji Zhifei gave up the opportunity to go abroad because of him, which made Su Fengmian feel annoyed and a little angry - Ming and Ming Ji Zhifei could discuss it with him, after all, the opportunity to go abroad is rare, how could he Say give up and give up.

He put the materials back untouched, closed the door, and had no intention of preparing dinner, but he couldn't really not prepare—he had to order a takeaway sushi.

The takeaway was delivered, and he threw the fast food box into the trash can, leaving the food behind.

There are classic jade sushi, seaweed sushi, crab roe sushi, and some sushi with raw fish and charcoal grilled fish. In addition, he also ordered oden, miso soup and octopus balls from other stores. In short, stay until all takeaways After they were delivered, Su Fengmian put them on the table one by one.

He stood by the dining table, looking at a large table full of takeaway Japanese food, but he didn't have much appetite, and he was still thinking about Ji Zhifei.

At 08:30, the prime time of the TV series started, Su Fengmian took a shower, and turned on the TV casually, so that the conversations of the actors filled the whole room, making the room not so empty.

When Ji Zhifei lived alone, the TV set-top box was covered with dust, and on the first day Su Fengmian moved in, he couldn't even find the remote control.

Now it has a bit of a human touch. As long as Su Fengmian is at home, Su Fengmian will definitely watch the TV series at 08:30.

I can't remember the plot, just listen to the sound and try to make it lively.

After watching for a while, it was almost nine o'clock. He wanted to see Ji Zhifei so much, so he sent Ji Zhifei a text message: I'm home from get off work, when are you coming back?

Su Fengmian changed his posture, lying on the sofa with the upper half of his body, his legs were lifted up and pressed against the wall, half of his head was still hanging outside the sofa, holding his mobile phone boredly waiting for Ji Zhifei's reply.

After holding it up for a while, his hands were a little sore. He put down the phone to rest for a while, and then picked it up to take a look. Ji Zhifei still didn't reply him, he must be still undergoing surgery.

Su Fengmian swipe the screen of the phone, open the apps one by one, to see if there are any interesting and interesting things - he can't concentrate on his work at the moment, he only thinks about how to gently mention his going abroad to Ji Zhifei, and he doesn't Knowing whether Ji Zhifei would be angry when he found out that he was rummaging through things.

So depressing.

Su Fengmian sighed, but his fingers stopped. He saw the most inconspicuous social software APP among many applications. This is the software that he has not logged in for a long time, and it is even more impossible for him to log in after falling in love.

"It should be uninstalled." Su Fengmian muttered, but he remembered that there was a friend who had chatted for a long time and was very speculative, fox dog.

He clicked on it, intending to say goodbye to the other party.

After logging in, Su Fengmian was a little surprised.

He thought that fox dog would send him some news, but no, the earliest message was a month ago, fox dog asked how he was doing recently, and never asked again after that.

At that time...Su Fengmian thought for a moment and checked the date.

At that time, I seemed to have just returned from my hometown to work, had just finished dealing with my mother's funeral, and at the same time had been in a stalemate with Ji Zhifei for several days, so I didn't have the mood to socialize at all.

He felt a little guilty, and immediately sent Foxdog a text message: Everything has been going well recently, um... I'm in love, so I won't use this software in the future, I hope you can be happy too.Nice to meet you.

Unexpectedly, fox dog replied in seconds: good, be happy.

Free today: Hahaha, yes, but unfortunately I can’t see you anymore, I lost a friend.

Spitz: You will see me, on a certain day of a certain month and year.

Su Fengmian only thought that the other party was making a joke, and after the joke was over, he uninstalled the software. It was the first time he uninstalled the software, but unexpectedly he didn't miss it, maybe it was because he had already got what he wanted.

When Foxdog sent a message, Ji Zhifei also replied to his WeChat.

Ji Zhifei said that he will be home soon.

Sometimes the two of them would reply to messages at the same time, but Su Fengmian didn't care about it.

Half an hour later, the doorbell rang, and Su Fengmian's back hurt from looking at the phone in this posture.

He kneaded for a while before opening the door. When he opened the door, he saw no one. He was a little disappointed. He was about to close the door, but he looked down and saw a small cardboard box at the door. Inside the box was a Little furry guy.

Su Fengmian opened his mouth, was stunned for a while, squatted down, and the little guy inside poked his head out, looking at Su Fengmian with full and round black eyes, and sticking out a small part of his tongue, breathing, it looked a little hot—this is A yellow and yellow Pomeranian puppy, Su Fengmian recognized this breed, it was a breed he had raised before, many people called it a fox dog, but it was not, it was a Pomeranian.

It's just that his dog got lost later, and he was still sad for a long time.

Fox dog... Thinking of these three words, and looking at this puppy, Su Fengmian always felt a little dazed.

His attention, however, was on the pup.

He reached out to touch the dog's head, and the dog narrowed its eyes, enjoying it.

This is the first time Su Fengmian has seen such a puppy who is not afraid of people.

But it looks like it is only three or four months old, very small, the color of its hair is light, milky yellow, and the hair is not long, but it stands up one by one, like a small fur ball.

The aisle was too dark, and the entrance hall at home did not turn on the lights, only the light from the living room, so the surroundings were relatively dark, Su Fengmian did not notice Ji Zhifei standing at the door after he squatted down, behind the cardboard box.

Ji Zhifei looked at Su Fengmian with his head down for a while, and then pretended to cough twice. Su Fengmian looked up and saw Ji Zhifei.

"Did you buy it?" Su Fengmian carefully picked up the little guy in the cardboard box, and asked in surprise, "I thought it was, someone else lost it to me."

"Are you a fool, who would do such a thing, of course I bought it, a month's gift, and some supplies it needs, and it is still on the way to be delivered by express." Ji Zhifei was amused, bent over Picking up the cardboard box and entering the room, he said, "From now on there will be three people in the family...three dogs...well, from now on there will be a family of three."

Su Fengmian giggled: "Why do you want to buy a Pomeranian? I think you look like you want to raise a Samoyed, Husky, Tibetan Mastiff... such a large dog."

"Hmm..." Ji Zhifei pondered for a moment, and after changing his slippers, he said, "These are not important, I just thought, raising a little thing, will life become a little cuter? And, I think you'll like it."

"That's why you didn't go to work overtime." Su Fengmian raised his eyebrows, Ji Zhifei smiled and admitted it.

Su Fengmian temporarily put the dog in the box, and Ji Zhifei went to the bedroom to change clothes.

Looking at the dog, he always felt that things were a little more complicated than he imagined.

Ji Zhifei definitely didn't buy a dog for no reason.

He stared at the little guy in the box and was distracted. Suddenly, he figured it out.

Pomeranian, Spitz...

Su Fengmian's heartbeat gradually accelerated, and he was almost [-]% sure that the fox dog in that software was Ji Zhifei, and he didn't even need to ask Ji Zhifei for reconfirmation.

For a long time, the other party was unwilling to meet each other. The homepage was full of medical books, and they sent messages simultaneously with Ji Zhifei's WeChat. After they got together, there were no new messages...

No matter what Su Fengmian thinks, he can be sure that the fox dog is Ji Zhifei, and the head of the "fox dog" is a Pomeranian dog.

And Ji Zhifei chatted with him for so long, he probably knew his identity all along.

That is to say, from the very beginning, it was not a conversation with a predestined person at all, but an opportunity created by Ji Zhifei.

Su Fengmian looked at the small things in the cardboard box suddenly, and then he thought of Ji Zhifei's giving up going abroad.

Su Fengmian looked at the puppy, his watery eyes were full of curiosity, his heart softened, and he didn't want to mention this matter to Ji Zhifei.

He thought, maybe, Ji Zhifei just wanted to settle down and have a family, so he didn't choose to go abroad.

Otherwise, it would not be a display if this little guy led him in.

Su Fengmian's heart is very warm, he likes and respects Ji Zhifei's choice, and is also very happy that Ji Zhifei will choose this home.

He had been looking forward to this kind of life of two people and three seasons in four seasons for too long.

Although, they seem to have never talked about many things, and they seem to have hidden some small secrets, but the things of more than ten years can't be finished, Su Fengmian only knows that Ji Zhifei loves him now, and he also loves him. For those who love Ji Zhifei, this is enough.

Ji Zhifei changed into a set of home clothes, came out of the bedroom, walked to the dining room, and asked, "What did you eat today, and you bought flowers." He stroked the petals, which were soft.

Su Fengmian followed behind him, pulled him away, and put his arms around his neck.

His face was flushed, and he whispered to Ji Zhifei: "Eat later, I'll wait for you until you're done taking a shower."

"Huh?" Ji Zhifei raised his eyebrows, "But I want to taste the Japanese food you made, so let's take a bite first."

"That... I didn't have time to make it. I bought it, took it out, and it's the same any time I eat it." Su Fengmian said, standing on tiptoe and approaching Ji Zhifei's face.

"You actually used takeaway to perfuse me." Ji Zhifei smiled knowingly, and pressed a kiss on his soft lips.

At this time, it was raining again outside the window, and it was the first heavy rain in summer, accompanied by distant thunder.

They will be lingering in the sound of rain.

-Complete-

The author says:

It's over.I want to say goodbye to my Fengmian, yes, this article is mainly about Su Fengmian’s story, but I don’t want to write about the changes he made, I just want to write about the ordinary love story of such a gentle but ordinary person , without big ups and downs, just flat.

In fact, I hesitated several times whether to let Ji Zhifei have a great influence on Su Fengmian's loss of father and mother, similar to redemption, but after thinking about it, I still don't want it. Growth is a process of digesting and figuring out bad things. , I didn't write that he figured it out, it seems unnecessary, Ji Zhifei just needs to be with him.It would be nice to be in the same boat together through the storms in the future, and let the past pass

Anyway, we go through bad things, and we don't even become stronger because of them, but more vulnerable and sensitive.But I always believe that every sincere and kind person will start well and end well. Someone will love you. On a certain day of a certain year, you have to wait and learn to fight for it.