Preemptive

He Qiu was very stubborn. After being rejected by Jiang Zhao once, he never gave up. He appeared beside Jiang Zhao in different ways every day, asked him for homework, gave him homework, and even helped him collect the courier from the guard room.But every time, he was upright and didn't overdo it, and he didn't mention that confession again.

After a long time, even Jiang Zhao couldn't help wondering whether the previous incident was caused by hysteria.

It's been another few months.

The studies in the third year of high school are very intense, and there are a lot of questions every day.However, He Qiu was suddenly absent one day for no reason, and he couldn't get through to his parents on the phone.

Jiang Zhao was very worried, so he ran to his house during his lunch break.

When He Qiu came to open the door, his face was flushed, but his lips were gray.Jiang Zhao touched his forehead, it was so hot that he could fry an egg.

Seeing Jiang Zhao panicked, He Qiu tried to bring him tea and water, but was pushed back to the bed by Jiang Zhao.He put his hands on the top of He Qiu's head, and asked slightly dissatisfied: "Why don't you go to the hospital? Have you taken your medicine?"

He Qiu shook his head, resisting the desire to rub against Jiang Zhao's palm.

Jiang Zhao was out of breath and wanted to carry him directly to the hospital wrapped up in a blanket.He Qiu struggled and said, "I don't want to go, really I'll be fine after a night of sleep, it's just a common cold."

He Qiu repeatedly emphasized that he didn't want to go to the hospital, Jiang Zhao had no choice but to dig out some rice from the kitchen and make porridge for him.

Watch him drink it slowly, sip by sip.He went to the pharmacy next door to buy medicine for him to take, and he was slightly relieved.

Jiang Zhao noticed that the desk in He Qiu's room was full of review materials for the third year of senior high school, and the various mock test questions were like hills.

It is not unreasonable to seek progress so fast.

Jiang Zhao suddenly had an inexplicable emotion in his heart, he put his hands on He Qiu's eyelids and said, "Go to sleep for a while, the cold will be better if you rest more."

He Qiu blinked, trembling slightly in Jiang Zhao's palm, brushing his eyelashes against his palm, tickling.

Jiang Zhao helped He Qiu cover the quilt, the child buried his face in the quilt, and spoke in a nasal voice: "I want to be admitted to a prestigious university, I want... to become your pride. But I can't get married or have children, Jiang Teacher, I like you, I really like you."

The corners of He Qiu's eyes gradually turned red, and Jiang Zhao felt that he should leave before things went off the rails.As soon as he stood up, He Qiu grabbed the hem of his clothes,

He asked very painfully: "Mr. Jiang, why do you treat me so well if you don't like me?"

This was the first time Jiang Zhao saw He Qiu cry. Tears rolled down his face, falling on the bedding and Jiang Zhao's heart drop by drop.

He Qiu entangled Jiang Zhao like a vine, and pressed his hot body against him: "Mr. Jiang, I am much younger than you, and I will treat you well in the future. I will take care of you until the end of your life. Can you take a look at me? Please." is you!"

"I want...I want to give you..."

Probably the atmosphere bewitched Jiang Zhao, maybe the last line of defense in his heart was finally broken, he rolled his Adam's apple, and finally pushed He Qiu down on the bed with his backhand.

The boy's confused eyes were all about him. This kind of overflowing love and almost pious admiration made Jiang Zhao a little excited. He suddenly felt an unprecedented impulse and satisfaction, which he had never obtained from a woman. of.

Panting heavily, he ravaged He Qiu's lips, gnashing his teeth to force him to say his love over and over again.

That day, the two lay on the bed and kissed repeatedly until their tongues were numb and their mouths were swollen. He Qiucai finally fell into a deep sleep with a contented smile hanging on the corner of his mouth.

Jiang Zhao sat by the bed, kept stroking his hair, and stared at his face almost all night.

In this way, the two finally developed into a relationship similar to a couple on the eve of He Qiu's graduation.

Although no one pointed out, but each other tacit understanding.The kind of ambiguity that is hidden under the eyes of everyone makes Jiang Zhao feel a secret pleasure.

In order to avoid people's eyes and ears, He Qiu often uses make-up lessons as an excuse to live in Jiangzhao's dormitory. Anyway, as long as he does not fail in his studies, his parents will not bother with those trivial matters.

In fact, He Qiu's homework is indeed improving, and the best mock test even squeezed into the top ten in the class.

Jiang Zhao was also happy for him, and developed a variety of new dishes on weekends and served them deliciously.When He Qiu was tired from studying, he groaned and climbed on his back, pestering Jiang Zhao for hugs and kisses.

He Qiu would often help Jiang Zhao wash his underwear. This kind of secretive behavior, not only did not feel ashamed to him, but also gave him an illusion of "privilege", as if he was Jiang Zhao who had lived for decades. My friend, I have spent dozens of spring, summer, autumn and winter with him.

Sometimes Jiang would look at him standing bare-legged in front of the pool and rubbing his hands earnestly. He couldn't help being moved, and then he would rush over to make love, but at most he used his mouth, and this kind of passion was rare. Basically, the two of them Getting along is gentle and restrained, even if there is no further physical contact, as long as they hug each other, they are already satisfied.

He Qiu raised his face and asked him shyly, "Mr. Jiang, if I am admitted to the A conference, will I be rewarded?"

Jiang Zhao replied to him: "Yes, of course, what do you want?"

He Qiu smiled with crooked brows and a bit of a coquettish air: "I won't say."

He Qiu's tone was sticky, Jiang Zhao's eyebrows twitched.

"Teacher, can I move here?"

"……not good."

"I promise to study hard! Don't do unnecessary things, I just want... to see you more."

The child speaks very straightforwardly and has no worries. He just wants to dedicate all his warmest feelings to the person he likes.

Does Jiang Zhao not understand?Of course he understands, he is also a man.

But he was also afraid.

This relationship makes him feel happy, but also makes him walk on thin ice, like a tightrope walker, afraid of being exposed at any time, falling from the sky and smashed to pieces, and then has nothing.He often wakes up from a nightmare in the middle of the night, and then repeatedly asks himself, am I doing right or wrong?

Jiang Zhao is very popular in school because of his good-looking personality and gentle personality. Many single female teachers and even female students frequently show favor to him, but he refuses them all. Everyone thinks that he has high vision and rushes to replace him. Introduce objects.

The office would occasionally make fun of his admirers, asking him: "Mr. Chen, is he good-looking? He is good at singing and dancing and is gentle with children. When he gets married in the future, he will definitely be a good wife and mother. Don't you think about it?"

After talking too much, Jiang Zhao evaded a little unhappy and said: "Don't talk nonsense, it will ruin the reputation of other girls."

This evasive attitude was not a good sign, and the people in the office followed suit. The more Jiang Zhao denied it, the more people felt that he was defending that little teacher Chen, but he was embarrassed to speak out.

The teacher's gossip was also passed on among classmates, and He Qiu heard it more and more times, and finally he couldn't help testing Jiang Zhao: "What do you think of Teacher Chen?"

Jiang Zhao said truthfully: "She is pretty and has a good personality."

"But you..."

He Qiu wanted to ask him if he wanted to get married, if he still wanted to find a woman and lead a normal life, but in the end he asked, "What's the relationship between us?"

The smile on Jiang Zhao's face faded, he was at a loss for words for a while, and he really couldn't get those two words out of his mouth.

Then he saw the fire in He Qiu's eyes go out little by little.

They broke up unhappy that day, and before leaving, He Qiu asked Jiang Zhao again: "If you don't want me, why did you treat me so well in the first place?"

They had been in a cold war for more than half a month. At that time, Jiang Zhao's mother was found to have a cyst in her uterus during the unified physical examination at the unit. Except for surgical section, there was no way to determine whether it was benign or malignant. What's more coincident, he During that time, my mother lost nearly ten catties because of her poor appetite, and the family was in a state of panic, so Jiang Zhao was in a bad mood at that time, and the class was not in the mood, let alone deal with him and his family. What do you want.

When the laboratory test report came out, his mother said to him: "I have already prepared for the worst. In fact, I have no regrets in my life. The only hope now is to see you get married, have offspring, and have someone to take care of you when you grow old. , so I can go on the road with peace of mind."

Jiang Zhao hugged his mother and said, "I know I know everything, don't think too much about it."

In the next few days, colleagues repeatedly mentioned the matter of matching Jiang Zhao for a blind date, and Jiang Zhao hesitated.

But he didn't want to lie to the girl, so he planned to deal with it first. Even if he went out to eat a few meals, doing superficial tricks would reassure his mother, and then he would find a reason to shirk and say it was inappropriate. There are steps down.

So when his colleague mentioned it for the third time, he agreed.

He was hesitating in his heart whether to tell He Qiu about this matter, after all, since the last quarrel, the two of them had hardly had a good talk.He Qiu didn't answer Jiang Zhao's phone calls, and the news he sent was also ignored. Even when he was in the classroom, He Qiu deliberately avoided him.The enthusiastic child in the past has slowly disappeared.

Jiang Zhao was very irritable and panicked, feeling that he had lost something.

what is it then?

At this time, he suddenly heard his colleague pointing to the door and saying: "Mr. Jiang, the students in your class seem to be looking for you."

He turned his head and saw He Qiu standing at the door of the office, his face pale.

The moment he saw his eyes, Jiang Zhao knew that he was wrong.

After that day, He Qiu never appeared in school again.

Jiang Zhao's mother's illness was diagnosed as a benign tumor, and after surgery, she was basically fine.

After Jiang Zhao stabilized at home, he used home visits as an excuse to go to He Qiu’s house several times, but he didn’t open the door. One time he finally contacted his parents. The two felt guilty, thinking that their child’s ignorance caused trouble for the teacher. Yes, and I kept apologizing.

Jiang Zhao's words were on his lips, but in the end he still didn't have the courage to tell the truth.

In the second half of the semester, He Qiu changed schools, and Jiang Zhao completely lost contact with him.

What he didn't know was that this year, He Qiu attempted suicide and was sent to the hospital by his family before barely saving his life.

This year, He Qiu did not take the college entrance examination.

This year, He Qiu was taken to the north by his family from the south in order to recuperate.

This year, Jiang Zhao completely lost He Qiu.

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