fierce god

In a private room of a restaurant, Li Yinglan leaned on the sofa and fell asleep.

Wan He walked in and looked at the flashing mobile phone on the table, and put the coffee in his hand in front of Li Yinglan.

Li Yinglan opened her eyes, picked up the cup and took a sip, no sugar or milk added, pure black coffee, very refreshing.

The phone was still ringing, there was only one bar left on the power supply, the signal lights were on and off, and the buzzing sound was inexplicably harsh in the silent room, Li Yinglan suddenly straightened up.

Wan He thought he was finally going to answer the phone, but Li Yinglan asked, "When will you come?"

Wan He looked at his watch: "Mr. Chen just called and said it will take more than ten minutes."

In fact, I can't blame her for being late. Li Yinglan should be on her way back to U City at this time, but she suddenly asked her about the auditions for several other TV dramas that she had arranged before.

Li Yinglan frowned, and slowly leaned back.

Wan He glanced at the phone again, and the name of "Big Wood" slowly faded as the call ended.

I used to be sticky every day, so I didn't hesitate to put off work because of this, but now I don't even want to say a word. This is really the first time in a long time, but aren't people in love talking like this? Li Yinglan had no experience of this kind before, and Wan He couldn't figure out how far his separation and reunion was true or false, so he had to keep his mouth shut and watch Li Yinglan's face.

After waiting for a long time, Producer Chen finally arrived, and took several scripts for Li Yinglan to choose. Li Yinglan looked at them one by one, but kept rubbing her forehead with her fingers.

Wan He felt a little conflicted. These books are actually good, and they were given to Pan Mingju before. Li Yinglan's performance will definitely help his popularity, but is his current state really suitable?

In the end, Li Yinglan chose one of the urban idol dramas to shoot. After Chen Producer left, Li Yinglan still sat there without moving.

Wan He didn't speak, and the phone on the side vibrated again at this moment, but the remaining power was really not enough to support its movement, and it automatically turned off after a few times of tossing.

Li Yinglan finally stood up and said softly, "Go back..."

……

Li Yinglan missed a flight and rebooked for an evening flight, and it was almost early morning when she arrived in U City.But he insisted on driving home by himself, Wan He looked at the dark circles under his eyes, but finally agreed.

It's not too far from the airport to Donghuiyuan, it's only an hour's journey, but it was past three in the morning when Li Yinglan arrived home, she parked the car downstairs, Li Yinglan sat in the car for another half an hour, and finally Open the door and go upstairs.

As soon as he reached the door, before he had time to take out the key, the door was hurriedly opened, and Gao Kun's slightly anxious face appeared behind the door.

"Yinglan? You're back?" Gao Kun was relieved, but when he saw Li Yinglan's face, he became nervous again, "Are you okay? I called you several times."

In the past, no matter how big an issue Gao Kun could solve by himself, he basically handled it all by himself. This time, he would call repeatedly like this because he was really anxious. He had clearly planned to go home on this day, but suddenly he couldn't reach anyone. , No one can rest assured.

"Well, I missed the order, and the phone is dead."

Li Yinglan went into the room to change her shoes while talking, but she just bent over but suddenly her eyes went dark, and Gao Kun supported him after shaking for a while.

"It's okay, I didn't stand still..."

Li Yinglan said she wanted to push her away, but Gao Kun directly pulled her to sit on the sofa in the living room, and then squatted down to change his shoes.

Li Yinglan looked at the person standing in front of her. The gray and blue home clothes looked very relaxed on him, which also softened Gao Kun's rigid temperament. Gently massaging his calf all the way to his ankle, as if looking for the spot that tired him the most.

Li Yinglan was startled, and put her feet back: "I'll be fine after a night of sleep."

As he spoke, he suddenly remembered something, took out a box from his bag and was about to go to the kitchen, but was stopped by Gao Kun on the way.

"I bought it... I need to find a place to put it." Seeing Gao Kun's doubts, Li Yinglan said.

Gao Kun took it: "Let me do it, you go and change your clothes first."

Li Yinglan thought for a while, then handed over the things to the other party, and went to the bedroom to take clothes and take a shower.

The moment the cold water poured down from the shower, Li Yinglan was so irritated that he squatted down and frantically restarted the ignition. When the hot water came out again, Li Yinglan was so cold that her lips were purple.

Sitting down in the bathtub, he just felt like he never wanted to stand up again.

It took longer than before to take a bath, but Li Yinglan's body was still cold when she came out, and her face was no longer red. He was wiping his hair while going to the room, but he stopped when he saw Gao Kun.

Gao Kun was sitting at the table, and there was a table full of dishes with him. The dishes should have been heated, and they were faintly steaming.

Gao Kun asked: "Have you eaten?"

Li Yinglan said, "I ate it on the plane."

"Oh..." Gao Kun scratched his hair, "If you're not full..."

Li Yinglan was silent for a while, the phrase "I'm full" still couldn't be said, he turned slightly, walked towards the table, pulled out the chair and sat down.

Gao Kun hurriedly took the bowls and chopsticks for him, thought for a while and said, "It's fine if you can't eat, how about some soup, it can warm your stomach before going to bed."

Li Yinglan looked at the table full of dishes. Some dishes had never been seen before, but most of the ingredients were his favorites.His eyes flickered, and he accidentally saw Gao Kun's hand again. Li Yinglan was taken aback, and asked, "What's going on?"

Gao Kun had very obvious wounds on the thumb and index finger of both hands. Although the wounds were very thin, they were relatively deep. The upper nail is cracked, which is a bit shocking to see.

Gao Kun retracted his hand and clenched it into a fist, and said with a smile: "It's nothing, I accidentally rubbed it."

Since Gao Kun worked at the food stall, Li Yinglan has seen this kind of injury on his hands a few times, but not so much. Now when I look at the food in front of me, many of them need fine processing. Perhaps it was because Gao Kun was not proficient in techniques, didn't grasp the tricks, or didn't use the tools properly, and he never kept his nails, so many jobs were laborious, which led to this result.

Li Yinglan's heart trembled, she just picked up the chopsticks and slowly took a mouthful of rice.

"Is it cold? Don't eat it if you can't eat it. I'll make it tomorrow." Gao Kun said.

Li Yinglan shook her head: "Suddenly I'm a little hungry."

No matter how stupid Gao Kun was, he should have seen what Li Yinglan was thinking. He just pursed his lips, picked out half of the rice in his bowl, brought it to him, and then ate with him.

During this meal, the two of them didn't talk much, only occasionally the bowls and plates jingled. Li Yinglan kept her eyes down, moving her chopsticks mechanically, and swallowed the things that came into her mouth after a little bit of chewing.

Gao Kun watched silently without saying a word.

After finally finishing their meal, Li Yinglan went into the bedroom, and Gao Kun took a shower after cleaning up. After everything was done, it was almost five o'clock. After a while, the sky might turn white, but Gao Kun Kun pushed open the door of the room, but saw Li Yinglan sitting on the edge of the bed, with her head down and not falling asleep.

Gao Kun hesitated for a while, and walked over slowly.

There was only a small light turned on in the room, and half of Li Yinglan's figure was not in the dark, but the things in his arms were illuminated by the halo, and there were some shimmering lights from time to time.

It was a small fish tank, and there were several goldfish swimming in it, shaking their heads and tails happily.

"The flower and bird market is closed at this time. I drove the car and searched for a long time before I finally found it." Li Yinglan broke the silence, then lifted the fish tank to Gao Kun's eyes, "Do you remember, do you feel that this A few fish look familiar? Do they look like the ones you gave me before?"

Gao Kun looked down, then raised his eyes to Li Yinglan.

"Like..." Gao Kun said.

Li Yinglan smiled, and the dim light made his smile very gentle, but it was so hazy that it was about to melt in an instant.

"I also think it's very similar, so I bought it back."

Gao Kun didn't speak.

Li Yinglan's shoulders were probably sore, he took the fish tank back, stretched out his finger and tapped the water surface lightly, the little fish thought he was coming to feed, and scrambled around his finger, circling around, The smooth touch made Li Yinglan's smile deepen.

"Akun, do you know..." Li Yinglan didn't look up, "I took care of them very hard at that time, but those fish still died, one after another, I thought I could wait until you came back, and I still want you Look at the way they are alive and kicking, even without you, they are still alive. In the end, I didn't... They are still dead, they are still dead..."

"Yinglan..." Gao Kun finally spoke.

Li Yinglan said to herself: "I remember you said at the time that if these died, I would buy two more. I tried it before and found it was different. I can't think of it as your gift to me and keep it. But it’s very strange. I tried again today and found that...it’s actually possible. There’s really no difference. Why? Later, I figured it out. It’s just our own psychology at work. Whether it’s the shell As long as we think it is true, it can continue to be false, and as time goes on, until we forget it ourselves, we can’t tell the truth from the imaginary, and then we can let it live like this..."

After Li Yinglan finished speaking, she smiled at Gao Kun as if asking for proof, but what she got was Gao Kun's deep gaze.

"Yinglan..." Gao Kun called out again.

Li Yinglan put the fish tank down: "Where do you think it should be placed? By the bedside? You can watch it all the time at night. It's nice to see fish when you turn on the light."

He rummaged there lavishly, and even opened several drawers. Gao Kun caught a glimpse of the iron box he had brought back from Moran Village on the bottom, and his eyes sank suddenly.

"Forget it," Li Yinglan didn't look there, and pushed the drawer back heavily, "Put it in the living room, it won't be good if it breaks overnight."

"Yinglan!" Seeing that he was about to walk out, Gao Kun suddenly raised his voice and called out to him, he paused, gritted his teeth and said, "If you want to know, I can..."

Li Yinglan stopped and turned her head suddenly: "What do I want to know!? What shameful things do you want to hide from me? When did you become so courageous?" He said with a smile on his face, but his tone was a little anxious , and a little cold.

Gao Kun kept silent, but opened his mouth after a while.

"I'm sorry..." he said, "I'm sorry..."

- Boom!

The next moment, Li Yinglan directly smashed the fish tank in her hand, her eyes widened, her eyes were a little red and she said fiercely: "I said I don't want to know, just shut up!"