vaguely past

I am afraid of getting along with strangers, but fortunately, I have learned from his subordinates a long time ago, and they will not appear when there is no situation. I have never seen a nutritionist before, but he seems to be an introverted but introverted person. A gentle middle-aged woman, as for the family doctor, I am very familiar with it. His name is Yue Xun, and he is Shen Qingpei's most trusted brother.

I heard from Shen Qingpei before that they have a life-threatening friendship, and the two people's temperaments and personalities are very compatible, so the relationship is quite deep.I couldn't help being a little dazed. Yue Xun and Gu Aiyu also knew each other. It can be said that they have known each other since childhood. Although their relationship is not as deep as that of Shen Qingpei, it should be the same. Then he probably doesn't have a good impression of me.

It was indeed the case later, he only sterilized me with needles and infusions, and went downstairs to rest in the living room after finishing the work at hand. Only then did I know that they were all resting downstairs, probably under the orders of Shen Qingpei.No one dangled in front of my eyes, and I suddenly felt that the world was much quieter. I was used to living a taciturn life in prison.The quiet space of being alone makes me feel extremely safe.

But from the bottom of my heart, I am very disgusted with this place. It's not that I don't like the layout of the environment here. On the contrary, this place can be said to be a top-level villa area where rich people live. After all, it was developed and carefully built by Shen Qingpei. Everything is thoughtful and impeccable, except for the most fatal point for me - the name of the villa area is Huaxia Jinyu.

Huaxia Jinyu.

I silently recited these four words in my heart. For some reason, I, who had not shed tears in prison for ten years, suddenly burst into tears.

I thought of when he asked me if my name was Ai Yu when he came to me. I thought of the day he brought me to Huaxia Jinyu and said he would give me a home. I always thought it was because my name was Ai Yu and my name was Yu, so he That's why I named it Huaxia Jinyu, and gave me the place where I can see the most beautiful night view to live alone.

Five years, five full years, I have been living in self-righteous unrequited love and imagination, until the appearance of the perfect Gu Aiyu, everything that should not exist has been fragmented.

With red eyes, I turned off the light, hid in the quilt, bit out a corner of the quilt, and cried wantonly.

I thought my heart could be indifferent, I thought I would never have expectations after ten years, but it was only at this moment that I realized that I had never given up and was never reconciled.

I can't remember how long it took, my mind became more and more confused, and I lost consciousness and fell asleep. In the middle of the night, I felt someone gently touch my forehead and cheek, and then lay down close to me hold me.I struggled a little unaccustomed to it, but felt that the strength encircling me increased so that I couldn't break free, and I fell asleep drowsily again without strength.

When I woke up, it was already almost noon, and I felt refreshed after a deep sleep. Thinking of the strange feeling last night, I quickly checked my body and bed, and found that there was nothing unusual, even the clothes I was wearing The clothes were still intact, and he breathed a sigh of relief. At the same time, he couldn't help but look at himself with some sneer, probably because he stayed there for too long, and he began to appear persecution paranoia.

In fact, I am not sick and need to be rescued, it is just because I was beaten hard, I was beaten a lot inside, I still resisted at first, but the more I resisted, the harder they beat me, until I realized that they were ordered to do it on purpose After targeting me, I will no longer resist.On the day I was released from prison, they laid a heavy hand, and as a result, I experienced a sad experience that almost died.

When I went downstairs, I found that the nutritionist was serving food from the kitchen, and a tempting smell of rice wafted out.I slowly arrived downstairs. Yue Xun was sitting on the sofa and reading the newspaper. He didn't even look me in the face. But the nutritionist smiled gently when he saw me and said, "Sit first, I'll be here soon." It's time to eat."

I sat there silently, Yue Xun seemed to have just noticed me, put away the newspaper, and sat opposite me.I have to say that the atmosphere at this time was really too embarrassing. I think he and I were still friends who could talk about our thoughts, but now we are like strangers.The nutritionist came out with two bowls of lily millet porridge, put a bowl in front of Yue Xun and me, and at the same time said softly: "I don't know what you like to eat, but you can only eat light ones now, I hope not Not to your taste."

I didn't know what to say, and I was very unfamiliar with how to get along with people, so I nodded and slowly sipped the porridge with a bowl of porridge. When she saw this, she smiled again and said, "My name is Xia Yuqing, you can call me Sister Qing. Well, eat, I have something to do, so I will leave first."

I watched her take off her bib and hang it up, change into her clothes and leave.It's even more embarrassing now. When there was a third person just now, I could pretend that he was air, but now there are only two of us left, so we can't pretend to turn a blind eye.I could only silently speed up and hurry back to the upstairs room after eating.

Although I haven't eaten seriously for a long time, I'm not very hungry. Fortunately, sister Qing's cooking is very good. I think I can barely eat even if I am anorexic, but my stomach feels a little uncomfortable.Originally thought that we could live in peace by ignoring each other, but he started to find fault: "I think it's unpalatable and no one is forcing you, why do you have to make such a gesture? You think I am Shen Qingpei, and I will be affected by your affectation." Did the appearance deceive you?"

Immediately, I felt that the original sweet rice porridge had no taste. Looking at his indifference and contempt, I quickly drank the porridge. After all, this is the fruit of sister Qing's labor, there is no need to spoil it because of this sentence, right? ?

Putting down the bowl and spoon, I walked up to him, looked straight at him, and asked, "Do you think my crime is unforgivable? Because you and Shen Qingpei both like Gu Aiyu and feel that he was killed by me, so I can't wait to see him." You want to humiliate me and punish me?"

Before he could answer, I turned around and went to the kitchen, took out a paring knife and put it in front of his eyes, and said, "You all hate me, don't you? Because I hurt Gu Aiyu, who is the most important thing in your eyes, but you are just talking It doesn't affect me much, after all, don't you think I'm already very brazen? So I give you the knife, kill me."

He looked at me in surprise, and then sneered: "Do you think I dare not? Do you think Shen Qingpei will support you?"

"I don't think anything, what you can do is not dare to do, and what is not fair." I looked at him calmly, without any waves in my heart. This sentence is not irony, but the truth: "What's more , Shen Qingpei will only hate me more than you, whoever will support me."

He stared at me with a sneer, with a strong hatred in his eyes that he never had before: "You are right, but you don't deserve my dirty hands, understand?"

That's hard to say, I thought in my heart.He picked up the knife without hesitation, and stabbed it fiercely towards the chest. At this moment, I saw his figure suddenly pounced on me. I was thrown to the ground and felt dizzy. I looked up and saw his chest rising and falling violently, looking at me with some incredulity in his eyes, at this moment, I heard the sound of the key turning the door lock, Shen Qingpei saw the mess of the place when he came in.

"What's going on here?" His face was very scary: "What are you doing?"

I stood up with difficulty, only to find that the blade had cut a hole in my shirt, because Yue Xun blocked it so fast, the skin was only slightly scratched and blood was spilled.I knew how terrible he was when he was angry, so I didn't want to make troubles, so I said, "Just now I wanted to peel a piece of fruit, but I accidentally fell down."

I don't know if he will believe such a clumsy lie, but judging from his still unrelenting expression, it is more likely that he will not believe it. I can feel his sharp eyes staring at my upper body.He slammed the door casually, looked at Yue Xun and asked again: "What's going on?"

Yue Xun gave me a cold look, and choked at Shen Qingpei unceremoniously: "Whatever love is, anyway, I have no time to spend here with you, wait until he dies and then call me."

Said, regardless of Shen Qing Pei's ugly face, he didn't want to stay for a second and leave.