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During one summer vacation, Jing Xintan almost worked desperately.Everyone in the dormitory packed up and went home early, and Lei Zhuo also went back to stay for less than a week before running back to the dormitory to watch Jing Xin talk.Every day when he was wandering around picking him up and wanting him to accompany him, Lei Zhuo's life status instantly changed from chasing his wife to being in love.

Jing Xintan is also used to having Lei Zhuo pick him up at get off work, so besides the coffee shop, he found a job as a tutor, going to the coffee shop during the day, and having two or three hours of tutoring at night.Walking out of the student's house with a tired face, Lei Zhuo greeted him and held his hand,

"What are you working so hard for? Is there anything to spend money on? I can give it to you first."

Jing Xintan looked at him and smiled,

"No, anyway, I have nothing to do when I'm idle."

Lei Zhuo murmured a little in his heart, how could he be free when he was with a living person every day.

Back in the dormitory, Jing Xintan took a basin to take a shower, Lei Zhuo stood there hesitating for a moment, seeing that Jing Xintan just went out, he took off his underpants, opened the door with the basin and followed past.The public bathrooms during the holidays are basically empty, before Lei Zhuo would wait for Jing Xintan to finish washing, or wash himself first, the two of them would stagger.I don't know what I ate today, so I was so courageous that I wanted to find something.

Jing Xintan turned on the faucet, warm water hit his tired body, exhaled comfortably, opened his eyes and saw Lei Zhuo holding a basin, standing obediently three or four meters away from him, Jing Xintan He frowned, and subconsciously covered his lower body with his hands.Seeing that he saw him, Lei Zhuo walked over shyly holding the basin,

"Do you want to wash first?"

Jing Xin talked and asked, looked at him hesitantly and said:

"One, let's wash together."

Jing Xintan stared at his face for a few seconds, Lei Zhuo's little look of anticipation and fear made him hesitate for a moment,

"I, um, I can rub your back. It's very refreshing. My brother instructs me to rub your back every time I'm at home."

It was the first time Jing Xintan heard that he had an older brother, so he turned his body sideways, trying to avoid his lower body as much as possible, so just wash it.

"Don't rub my back, you go to the side to wash."

Lei Zhuo chuckled to himself, took his things and stood under the shower next to Jing Xintan and began to take off his underpants.Lei Zhuo was a little helpless, he just took a look at himself and reacted a bit, thinking about the little thing in his heart, you can cheer me up.

With Jing Xintan's back turned to him, the sound of water behind him sounded, Jing Xintan became a little nervous for no reason, he quickened his hand movements, thinking about getting the wash done sooner.The two of them were washing in such a relatively silent manner, Lei Zhuo felt a little regretful that he followed in, his eyeballs glanced at Jing Xintan's buttocks from time to time, resisting the desire to touch him, the little one under him Lei Lei is getting stronger and stronger.Lei Zhuo just watched furtively like this, but Jing Xintan suddenly turned to face him, his buttocks instantly turned into Xiao Tan, Lei Zhuo almost bleeds from his nose, he hastily turned his head away in embarrassment.

Jing Xintan stood in the water curtain, staring straight at Lei Zhuo, Lei Zhuo glanced at him quietly, saw him looking at him, and tried his best to block his little brother who was already saluting.Jing Xintan didn't speak or move, just stood there looking at him, Lei Zhuo couldn't figure out what he wanted to do, but if he continued to be looked at like this, he really couldn't control himself.

"Don't... look at me again at your own peril."

Lei Zhuo turned his head and whispered something, but Jing Xintan suddenly smiled back.Lei Zhuo cursed secretly in his heart, you are the one who seduced me.He turned around and hugged Jing Xintan's head and kissed it, warm water hit the two of them, Lei Zhuo's kiss was fierce and provocative, he pressed his lower body to Jing Xintan, Jing Xintan felt a hard spot With his belly on his back.

"thunder..."

Jing Xintan wanted to catch her breath, but before she could say her name, she was gagged by Lei Zhuo again.While Lei Zhuo was kissing him, he slowly moved his hand down.The moment she grasped Xiao Tan, Jing Xin Tan couldn't help trembling, and took a deep breath.Jing Xintan has never been touched by anyone, even the time Lei Zhuo forced her to come before, she was never taken into account.Lei Zhuo's technique was very good, after a while Jing Xintan softened his body and confessed.With one hand on Lei Zhuo's shoulder, he panted heavily, and his voice was even more provocative in this scene.Lei Zhuo couldn't bear it, he kissed Jing Xintan, took his hand and put it on Little Leilei, Jing Xintan pulled back his hand like an electric shock, but was pulled back by Lei Zhuo.He leaned into Jing Xintan's ear, begging, "Help me", Jing Xintan hesitated for a moment, then he held his hand and began to move it up and down.

The two returned to the dormitory one after the other, Jing Xin didn't say a word in the conversation, he climbed onto the bed after putting away his things, turned over to face inside, his face was a little rosy.Thinking back to the scene in the public bathroom, Jing Xintan felt an indescribable feeling in his heart, he would never have dreamed that he would willingly masturbate with a man.The nausea and disgust I thought did not exist at all, leaving only a trace of curiosity and endless aftertaste, perhaps because that person is Lei Zhuo.

Jing Xintan closed her eyes, not wanting to think about these anymore, the happier she is now, the more painful she will be in the future.After a tiring day, Jing Xintan was just about to fall asleep when he felt his bed shaking for a while, someone pushed him, he got up in surprise and looked, Lei Zhuo climbed up, knelt and sat on his bed, Jing Xintan Frowning, what else do you want to do.

"Well, I want to sleep with you, you go in."

Jing Xintan was very tired, with a look of impatience on her face,

"Go down."

Lei Zhuo scratched his head, and gave him a pitiful glance,

"Just once, can't you?"

Jing Xintan was hesitating, Lei Zhuo lay down cheekily and forced Jing Xintan to the wall.Jing Xintan felt a little upset, but she really didn't have the strength to argue with him anymore. As soon as he lay down, Lei Zhuo's fiery body temperature enveloped him. Jing Xintan thought helplessly that he would definitely not be able to rest well tonight, but unexpectedly Within 3 minutes of this thought, he was already snoring in Lei Zhuo's arms.Lei Zhuo knew that he was really tired, so he reached for the remote control of the air conditioner and lowered it a bit, then wrapped his arms around Jing Xintan's waist, and fell asleep happily.

Lei Zhuo felt that the last year of the four years in college was the most beautiful, at least so far, Jing Xintan's attitude towards him would not take the initiative, but as long as he did not ask too much, he would agree.After spending so much time and energy, it touched a cold heart. He felt that every time Jing Xintan pampered him, it was all due to his own hard work.

Jing Xintan seems to be obsessed with the part-time job. There are very few class hours in her senior year, and most of the students have gone to practice. Jing Xintan works four jobs in a row. It's packed.For this, Lei Zhuo complained very much, he never understood why Jing Xintan worked so hard to earn money, now it is better to go for an internship and find a good job after graduation.However, he didn't have much time to talk to Jing Xin about it. Lei Zhuo was recommended by his professor to join a good law firm as an intern before his senior year started. to people.Usually, the two of them can only go back to the dormitory to meet after work at night. Jing Xin came back very late after talking, and basically everyone fell asleep. Lei Zhuo would wait for him to come back and go to the public bathroom to grind for a while. The eyes are enjoyable, no one is the best, and I can take advantage of it by the way.

It was getting colder and colder, and the end of the year was approaching in a blink of an eye. In the morning, Lei Zhuo drove Jing Xintan to the door of the coffee shop by bicycle, and then went to the office by himself.Jing Xintan handed him the helmet, and when he turned to leave, Lei Zhuo stopped him, Jing Xintan looked at him, Lei Zhuo stared at him for a while, stretched out his hand and dragged him to his side, and slapped him on the face .

"Next week is Christmas, Wenchang is so lively, you leave it to me, let's go on a date."

The word "dating" entered Jing Xintan's ears, and suddenly his heart beat faster. He said that he would go back at night to see the arrangements for that day and then tell you. Lei Zhuo pouted helplessly and nodded, put on his helmet, and stepped on the gas under his gaze. rode out.Jing Xintan stood there, looking at Lei Zhuo's leaving back, feeling a little sore in his heart, he stroked his chest behind him, turned his head and left with a little bitterness.

The 25th was a Friday, Jing Xintan excused the night tutoring, but went to work in a cafe during the day, Lei Zhuo saw this, thinking that there was nothing interesting during the day anyway, so he went to the office to work for a while, After asking for leave early in the afternoon and leaving, I rode my bicycle to pick up Jing Xin for a chat.Jing Xintan looked at the tall and strong man sitting in the car looking at him, smiling like a silly child, and smiled helplessly, feeling a little sweet in his heart.He straddled behind Lei Zhuo, Lei Zhuo said "Hold me tight", closed his helmet, and rode out.

There are already many people wandering on the street, and colorful Christmas trees are placed at the entrance of the mall.Lei Zhuo and Jing Xintan walked into the shopping mall side by side, Jing Xintan seldom went shopping, the shopping mall was full of Christmas atmosphere, as far as the eye could see, almost all young couples were strolling.Jing Xintan walked around with Lei Zhuo, Lei Zhuo's eyes suddenly lit up, and he dragged Jing Xintan to a jewelry store.There is a wall in the store full of scarves and hats, Jing Xintan glanced around, the decoration is still very nice,

"Talk from the heart."

Lei Zhuo yelled, Jing Xintan turned to look at him, suddenly there was a large ball of fluffy stuff on his head, Jing Xintan frowned and saw that it was a scarf wrapped around it, Lei Zhuo put the scarf on Jing Xin On Tan's neck, after putting it on, Jing Xintan discovered that the strip on his neck was exactly the same, except that it was blue and black, while his own was red and white.

Lei Zhuo smiled happily, he stretched out his hand to help Jing Xintan adjust the scarf, his hand touched his neck, both of them froze for a moment, Lei Zhuo smiled, and continued the movement of his hand.Suddenly the little finger was caught by something, Lei Zhuo suspiciously picked out the thread from Jing Xintan's collar that was hanging on him, it was a hanging thread made of black and blue rope, the pendant was hooked up little by little, The moment Lei Zhuo saw it, he stared at it for a long time.It's nothing else, but the crystal clear moonstone that I gave him back then.Lei Zhuo's heartbeat quickened, he was a little happy and touched, he looked at Jing Xintan, his face was a little excited, Jing Xintan blinked, seemed a little shy,

"I think this thing is quite expensive, and I bought it all, so I put it on."

In fact, he has been wearing this stone for many days, but it has been hidden in his clothes, like a secret space hidden in his heart.

Lei Zhuo couldn't restrain himself, even in public, he still hugged Jing Xintan tightly.Jing Xintan frowned, he was a little concerned about the gazes around him, and stretched out his hand to push Lei Zhuo away.

"Lei Zhuo, let go."

Lei Zhuo let go obediently, Jing Xintan glanced around quietly, and looked at Lei Zhuo with some complaints.Lei Zhuo didn't care at all, he just led him to the counter to pay for the two scarves.After leaving the store, Lei Zhuo never let go of Jing Xintan's hand, Jing Xintan struggled several times, and even reprimanded him, Lei Zhuo pretended not to hear or feel at all.

Later, an event was held on the first floor of the mall, many foreigners dressed up as Santa Claus, and cartoon characters sang and danced below.Lei Zhuo and Jing Xintan had dinner in the restaurant on the third floor, and happened to see it when they came out, so they lay down on the railing on the third floor and looked down.Jing Xintan still seemed quite interested, watching those foreigners perform curiously, completely oblivious to the people staring at him, Lei Zhuo looked at it for a while, stretched out his hand, and wrapped Jing Xintan's shoulder, Jing Xin was stunned for a while, then turned her head to look at him, and saw that he was looking down at the performance as if nothing had happened, then turned her head to look at the hands on her shoulders, didn't say anything, but smiled nonchalantly .

The two walked to the Slender West Lake. At night, there were not many people and it was very empty. There were no clouds in the sky, and the stars were very clear. Lei Zhuo and Jing Xin both drank a little wine when they were talking about dinner. Now they left the bustling area and walked around In the park, Jing Xintan felt some enthusiasm.Walking to a pavilion, the two sat down to rest for a while, Lei Zhuo looked up at the sky,

"It feels so good, heart to heart, I feel like I own the whole world now."

Jing Xintan looked at him, but didn't reply, he lowered his eyes slightly, not knowing what he was thinking.Lei Zhuo suddenly reached out to hold his hands, Jing Xintan looked up at him, and saw him looking at him seriously,

"Thank you for the changes you made for me, Jing Xintan, I love you."

The three words "I love you" are too heavy for Jing Xintan, the more affectionate Lei Zhuo is, the more guilty Jing Xintan feels.He looked at him, not knowing what to say, just looking at him.Lei Zhuo's face slowly approached him, but he didn't move forward when he was so close. He knew that it was impossible for Jing Xintan to tell him that I love you too, but he also wanted a reply, even if it was ambiguous .Jing Xintan lowered her eyebrows and looked at Lei Zhuo's lips, hesitated for a moment, then slowly stretched her head over and kissed it.Lips touched slightly, Lei Zhuo smiled, reached out and hugged the person in front of him tightly, and kissed back forcefully.

In the night when no one was around, the slightly drunk smell of alcohol evaporated, and what was originally an affectionate light kiss turned into a wolf kiss full of erotic meaning.Jing Xintan seemed to be out of breath, he stretched out his hand to push Lei Zhuo slightly, to give himself a space to breathe.Lei Zhuo's urgency and excitement made Jing Xintan a little overwhelmed,

"Thunder...burn...enough."

Lei Zhuo stopped, panting heavily against Jing Xintan's forehead, the two calmed down for a while, the cold wind blew through the pavilion, the heat dissipated a bit, Lei Zhuo hugged him, and put his head between his neck,

"Talk, I want you."

Jing Xintan was a little dazed,

"What do you want from me?"

Lei Zhuo wanted to laugh in his heart, arched his head again, didn't speak, just reached out to take Jing Xintan's hand that was pushing on his chest, and moved it under his body.When she touched it, Jing Xintan understood it, and felt her face suddenly heat up, and she didn't speak for a while.

"is it okay?"

Seeing that he was still, Lei Zhuo asked again, Jing Xintan was struggling in his heart, he closed his eyes, it didn't matter anymore.Putting his arms around Lei Zhuo's back, he nodded.Lei Zhuo was about to jump up excitedly, he sat up straight, took out his mobile phone and searched for nearby hotels, but Jing Xintan looked at him with bitterness and sadness on his face.