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On the day the wedding ended, the two bought tickets for the day and went back to school. On the way, Lei Zhuo asked Jing Xintan once, asking him what happened and if there was anything wrong. Jing Xintan just shook his head, but said nothing. Said, Lei Zhuo felt a little tired.Jing Xintan returned to her part-time job life early on. Since the conversation on the wedding day, the two of them seemed to be the same as usual, but they knew in their hearts that there was some estrangement between them. It is clearly between the two.

Lei Zhuo has often been in a daze recently. There are a few girls in the internship office who like him very much and often help him bring meals when shopping. Among them is a girl named Xiaoqian, who is very lively and cute, and she does not hide her love for Lei Zhuo. .When Xiaoqian put the lunch box in front of Lei Zhuo, he was still in a daze, Xiaoqian smiled and pushed him away.

"Who do you want?"

Lei Zhuo looked at her, then at the boxed lunch on the table, smiled and shook his head,

"Nothing, thank you, how much money, I will transfer to you."

Xiaoqian said no, Lei Zhuo estimated a price and transferred it to her.Xiaoqian looked at him and asked:

"Is there something on your mind? Why have you been in a daze recently?"

Lei Zhuo shook his head,

"It's okay, it may be that there are too many things to do after graduation."

Xiaoqian nodded, and went back to eat with the little sisters, Lei Zhuo opened the bag, looked at it and pushed it away, he really didn't have any appetite, he just felt bored.He got up and said hello to the team leader in charge, and left earlier, rode to the boxing gym and punched for noon, released it hard, took a shower, and went to the coffee shop early to wait for his beloved people.

Jing Xintan came out with her bag on her back and her head bowed, she was not in a good mood, she looked up and saw Lei Zhuo who was in a daze with her chest folded in the distance, she paused, went down the wooden ladder and walked over, Lei Zhuo saw someone coming, looked up and saw him, smiled.

"Thanks for your hard work."

Jing Xintan also smiled, Lei Zhuo didn't say much, just handed him the helmet, Jing Xintan took the helmet, and seeing Lei Zhuo getting into the car, she skillfully sat in the back and surrounded him.

Lei Zhuo did not ride back to school, but rode to a small park,

"Let's... let's take a walk."

Lei Zhuo took off his helmet and turned to Jing Xintan, Jing Xintan thought about it and got out of the car.The two walked side by side by the artificial lake in the park, and were relatively silent for a while, Lei Zhuo finally sighed and asked:

"Xin Tan, do you...don't like me. Do you...have been forcing yourself."

Jing Xintan looked down at the ground and didn't reply, Lei Zhuo felt that this must be the case, but he couldn't say it.Just when Lei Zhuo felt a thousand arrows piercing his heart, Jing Xintan stood still,

"Lei Zhuo, when I hate you, it's always obvious, right?"

Lei Zhuo turned to look at him, thought for a while, and nodded.Jing Xintan looked up into his eyes,

"Then if I still hate you, why am I the way I am now?"

Lei Zhuo frowned, he reached out to hold Jing Xintan's shoulder,

"Then why do you say you don't want to? Why do you say you want me to like someone else? Heart to heart, I can't understand you, I'm very disturbed."

Lei Zhuo's eyes are full of anxiety, but Jing Xintan's eyes are full of bitterness.

"I'm sorry, I have my own reasons, but Lei Zhuo, there are some things I can't say, it's just... you... are different."

It's not the same... Lei Zhuo didn't ask him why, he just pulled Jing Xintan into his arms,

"It's okay, heart-to-heart, it's okay. No matter what happens, I will always be by your side. Even if you hate me, I will never leave you."

Jing Xintan felt a soreness on the tip of his nose, he took a breath quietly, and relaxed himself in the arms of this different person.

Jiang Kang went to the office early to prepare for today's class as usual, but as soon as he sat in the office chair, his colleagues in the same group asked him to go to the principal's office. Go to the principal's office.

After opening the door of the principal's office, Principal Wang and two middle-aged men sat on the reception sofa with serious faces.A trace of uneasiness floated in Jiang Kang's heart, but he was full of doubts.

"Headmaster, look for me."

"Teacher Jiang, please sit down."

Principal Wang stretched out his hand and realized that Jiang Kang was sitting on the sofa opposite. The two serious men also looked at him and sized him up.

"Mr. Jiang, these two are staff members of the Supervision Office of the Provincial Education Bureau. I won't play around with it anymore. You need to investigate with your cooperation."

Jiang Kang frowned, looked at the two inspectors, and nodded his head for a moment of awareness. Although the two were serious, they nodded politely.

"Principal, if you have something to say, what happened?"

"Alas... this... all these years, Mr. Jiang, we have seen your personality, but there are some things in your private life that we can't talk about too much... But recently, some parents reported... you are gay , Being a teacher will affect the students. The report letter was sent directly to the Education Bureau, so the comrades from the Supervision Office came to investigate and see if you offended someone and deliberately wanted to pour dirty water on you."

Although Principal Wang's words were tactful, Jiang Kang's expression turned ugly.The fact that he is gay has never been deliberately hidden, but with his identity as a teacher, Jiang Kang will try his best not to let people in the school notice, especially those whose outlook on life has not yet formed students.He knew in his heart that no matter how tolerant the society was, a homosexual teacher would not be accepted in a place like a school where people were educated and taught.But he didn't want to deny or quibble. He felt tired all these years, and if all these years of hard work couldn't stop him from being gay, then he had nothing to say.

"Principal, comrades in the supervisory office, please take care of yourself. Yes, my lover is a man, and we are already married abroad..."

The teachers in the physics group didn't know what happened to Mr. Jiang, but after he came out of the principal's office, he greeted everyone with a smile, handed over the work, cleaned up the table and left in a hurry.The students didn't know what happened, but the substitute physics teacher told them that Mr. Jiang's class was all in charge of him this semester.

Jiang Kang returned home early, Tan Gonggong went to work, the room was very empty, he never stayed at home during the daytime on weekdays, even if he was sick, in order not to delay the students' classes, he never asked for leave .Throwing the clothes and document bag on the sofa, lying on the side of the sofa with his head up, heaved a deep sigh.

When Tan Gongyi was about to get off work, he habitually took out his mobile phone to check. Jiang Kang would always send text messages to ask what he had for dinner, and he went home by himself, and it was the same today.Tan Gonggong sent text messages with his beloved with a happy face, put away his mobile phone, put on his clothes and bag and prepared to go home.

As soon as the door opened, Fan Xiang rushed towards him. Tan Gongrong was a little surprised, because he was driving fast, and if he usually got off work on time, sometimes he would have to wait for Jiang Kang to get home.

"I got off work early today."

Tan Gongyun put down his clothes and handbag, untied his tie and walked into the kitchen. Jiang Kang looked back at him when he heard the sound, and smiled.

"Maybe it will be this early in the future."

Tan Gongyi frowned suspiciously,

"What's wrong?"

Jiang Kang didn't say anything, he just put the last dish on a plate and put it on the table, he took off his apron and washed his hands, walked over and talked about fairness,

"Eat first, then talk after eating."

Tan Gongyi's puzzled brows deepened. He felt that Jiang Kang was not in a good mood now, but he didn't say anything more. After washing his hands, he sat down at the dining table, ready to eat.

At the dinner table, Jiang Kang slowly told Tan Gonggong what happened today, and Tan Gonggong's face became more and more ugly.

"It's been peaceful for so many years, why is someone reporting it at this time, have you had any disputes with anyone or students recently?"

Jiang Kang thought for a while, shook his head,

"In terms of private life, I have always been careful at school. It is estimated that some parent saw us outside and couldn't accept it. In fact, I should have thought of this result a long time ago."

Tan Gongyi stretched out his left hand without chopsticks to hold his lover's hand, smiled,

"Relax, your husband, I can definitely support you. It has long been my dream for you to be a "full-time wife" at home. I also want to thank this parent."

Jiang Kang gave him a blank look, bowed his head to eat and didn't say anything else, Tan Gonggong knew very well in his heart that Jiang Kang's love for this job, even though he could understand such an ending, it was hard to accept for a while.Tan Gongyun bit his chopsticks and thought about something, but didn't say anything more.

The next afternoon, the secretary brought the information of the "parent" who reported Jiang Kang to Tan Gongyi.When Jing Xintan's name and the familiar figure on the surveillance picture came into view, Tan Gongrong felt that he couldn't even turn his head.He took a deep breath, paused, and threw the folder in his hand violently. The folder hit the teacup on the coffee table in the distance, and the tea set fell to the ground and broke into pieces. The secretary knocked on the door and came in. Tan Gonggong just yelled "Get out!" with an unfriendly expression, and the little secretary closed the office door timidly.

When Tan Gonggong's call came as expected, Jing Xintan looked up at Lei Zhuo who was buying food at the cafeteria window in the distance, he got up and walked quietly outside the cafeteria to answer the call,

"Tell me, did you go to the Education Bureau to report your Uncle Jiang?"

Tan Gonggong suppressed his anger, and asked Jing Xintan word by word, but only heard a cold snort from the microphone, but he didn't say a word.

"Talk about it, you've gone too far! If you have any dissatisfaction with Dad, you can come to Dad. Your Uncle Jiang has always liked you very much. Why did you do this! You have disappointed me so much!"

Tan Gongrong didn't suppress his anger in the end, and yelled louder with each sentence, but Jing Xintan calmly listened to his anger with the microphone,

"Disappointed? It's ridiculous, you still had hope for me. To be fair, you caused me to lose my mother. I said I would pay you back the debt. Let's see."

Jing Xintan hung up the phone, but he was calm on the outside, but his heart was turbulent, his chest heaved violently, a kind of anger and hatred made him almost unable to contain that calm face.

"Talk!"

Lei Zhuo opened the curtain of the cafeteria and ran out, shouting and looking around, he couldn't find anyone after buying a meal, Lei Zhuo's face was full of anxiety.Jing Xintan calmed down, walked out from the wall, and walked towards him.Lei Zhuo saw him and immediately greeted him,

"Why did you go? I bought a meal and turned around and couldn't see you. It scared me."

Jing Xin chatted and laughed,

"What are you afraid of? I can still be kidnapped as a living person. I just answered a phone call. It was too noisy inside, so I came out to answer it."

Lei Zhuo nodded, stretched out his hand to hold his wrist, and walked into the cafeteria,

"Let's go, I put the food on the table and ran away, don't let the cleaning lady clean it up."