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Jing Xintan didn't know that his father came to see his mother, let alone what they said, he only knew that when he came back from school, his mother had already returned from the store and was sitting at home waiting for him.Jing Jing's expression was not very good, she was sitting on the saddle in a daze, and after Jing Xintan came back, she called her, and she came back to her senses.

"Talk about you coming here, mom has something to ask you."

Jing Xintan put down her schoolbag and walked up to her. Jing Jing looked at him with a serious face.

"Did Dad go to school to see you this morning?"

Jing Xintan nodded,

"Then did you ignore him and throw away the things I bought for you?"

Jing Xintan hesitated for a moment, then nodded again, Jing Jing frowned,

"Why are you so ignorant? Dad went to school to ask you to buy things for you, but you ignored him no matter what. Didn't your mother teach you to respect your elders?"

The more Jing Jing talked, the more angry she became. Thinking of Tan Gonggong coming to the store angrily to find herself during the day, she asked herself in a complaining tone if she had said something to Tan Tan, and if she wanted to ruin the father-son relationship they had built up over the years. Jing Jing I feel extremely wronged.

"Why are you so ignorant!"

Jing Jing stretched out her hand to push Jing Xintan, Jing Xintan took two steps back and couldn't stand still, staggered and sat on the ground, Jing Jing's nose was sore, tears fell down.Jing Xintan was also aggrieved in his heart, he slowly got up,

"Mom, why can't I hang out with Mom and Dad? Why do you keep crying? I don't want you to cry..."

Jing Xintan reached out to touch her mother's face with tears in her eyes, Jing Jing looked at her son with tears in her eyes, stretched out her arms and hugged him,

"I'm sorry to talk, I'm sorry, it's my mother who is wrong, my mother is sorry for you..."

Jing Xintan cried and hugged his mother's head tightly, mother didn't let him down, mother is the person he loves the most, no one can bully her, thinking about these gradually, his resentment and hatred for Tan Gonggong subconsciously became stronger day by day.

Jing Xintan is about to graduate from elementary school and is about to become a junior high school student.However, in these years, no matter how much contact the father and son have had, Tan Gonggong feels that the relationship between the two is getting further and further away.The time when they saw each other once a week was gone when they were young, and now, as long as Tan Gongrong didn't take the initiative to come to school to meet him, Jing Xintan would never take the initiative to look for him.Jing Xintan will be 12 years old this year, and he already understands that the ambiguous relationship between parents is not as simple as divorce.Although he knows that Tan Gongyi is his father, and although he will be respectful when facing Tan Gonggong, in his heart he only has disgust and indifference towards the word father.

On the first day of junior high school, Jing Xintan stood at the school gate and looked at the teaching building.The unhappiness of the family filled him, making him, who was originally cheerful and happy, gradually become a little cold and introverted.The first week of school was all about military training, and Jing Xintan stood in the middle of the team, not too tall.In the new class, everyone is groping and understanding each other, and there are often many unexpected episodes in military training.For example, the boy who gets ridiculed every time he takes a goose step.

That boy, as Jing Xintan remembered, seemed to be called Lin Shu. Although he was a boy, he behaved like a woman, and his body was always dirty.Children in this grade love to laugh at people who are different from us the most.Lin Shu soon became the center of everyone's ridicule. Whenever it was his turn to go forward and make moves, the team couldn't help laughing.He walks forward and turns, twists his waist when he walks in unison, and speaks in a small voice... In short, he looks awkward no matter how you look at it.Everyone laughed at him and said that he kept his head down and kept silent.Jing Xintan stood in the line and looked at him. He had never laughed at Lin Shu, because seeing him reminded him of being bullied in the yard when he was a child.But Jing Xintan was not going to help him or get in touch with him. He looked at everyone and laughed at him coldly. He thought that this was everyone's fate, and no one had the obligation to pity anyone.

After a week of military training, Jing Xintan walked home with his schoolbag on his back and a calm expression on his face. Halfway through, he suddenly remembered that his aunt was coming back this weekend.Jing Xiang got excellent grades and went to work in Shanghai after graduating from university.Knowing that my beloved little nephew has entered junior high school, I called and said to come back this week.Jing Xintan remembered that my aunt liked the dried sweet potatoes in a dried fruit shop very much, so he turned around and turned into a small alley, intending to walk out to the dried fruit shop to buy some.

"Haha, sister Lin, what class are you in?"

"Sister Lin is still such a damsel even after she went to junior high school."

"Sister Lin invites us to eat snacks..."

"..."

Jing Xintan raised her head when she heard the voice, and saw not far ahead, three taller boys surrounded a student in the middle, poking and pushing, with mocking words in their mouths.Jing Xintan stood where he was, he didn't intend to go over to make trouble, but he saw the student in the middle, that dirty little bitch Lin Shu from his new class.

The three boys pushed to Lin Shu, snatched his schoolbag and rummaged through it. When there was nothing of value, they threw the schoolbag on him, said some nasty words and left.Jing Xintan looked at Lin Shu from a distance, and slowly sat upright, crying, packing her old schoolbag.Jing Xintan frowned, he had been waiting for a long time, and he must walk through the alley.Lin Shu wiped his face with his sleeve, stood up slowly and picked up his schoolbag, his body was even more messy.He walked forward, but didn't see Jing Xintan behind him. When Jing Xintan saw him go, she also walked over to the place where he was being bullied, only to find a dilapidated homework book left on the ground. Tan picked up the notebook and looked through it. It was a used composition book, but there were many pictures drawn on the back of each used paper. Jing Xintan looked at it, and it should be that he used the used notebook as a It's a picture book, it's really beautiful.He hesitated for a moment, looked at the thin and shy figure in front of him, and quickly chased after him with his notebook.

Lin Shu felt that someone was poking him from behind, he shrank his neck, looked back in shock, and saw Jing Xintan standing there looking at him indifferently, holding his homework book in his hand.

"Thank you...thank you."

It was the first time for Jing Xintan to see Lin Shu directly. Although he was dirty, his small face was pretty and his eyes were big. Jing Xintan didn't reply, but just handed him the notebook, turned around and left. Lin Shu stood there looking at Jing Xintan who was walking away, and then took down his schoolbag, and put the cherished picture book into the schoolbag evenly.

Sometimes, some people you meet and meet in life are really destined.Ever since the incident in the alley, Lin Shu has paid attention to the classmate named Jing Xintan in his class. Except for laughing at Lin Shu, no one in the class wants to talk to him, let alone be friends.The class teacher arranged seats for him twice, but the classmates at the same table rejected him and asked him to change seats.The head teacher is also very distressed. Lin Shu’s family situation is not good, his parents are divorced, his mother doesn’t want him, and his father drinks alcohol all day long and doesn’t work properly. It’s fate for him to grow up to such a big size. Although the head teacher also sympathizes with him, but put As far as class management is concerned, he is indeed a problem.The homeroom teacher thought about it. Although she didn't know all the students very well, she noticed Jing Xintan. This child was quiet and introverted, but he was very mature and had good grades.She approached Jing Xintan and asked him if he could sit at the same table with Lin Shu, but Jing Xintan didn't speak, but just nodded.

When Jing Xintan sat down with his schoolbag, although Lin Shu didn't dare to look up at him, he was very happy.Although Jing Xintan doesn't talk much, Lin Shu feels that he won't despise him or laugh at him.

At the end of one semester, Jing Xintan became Lin Shu's only friend. Lin Shu valued and trusted him very much, and Jing Xintan gradually opened up and accepted this little bitch.Jing Xintan is good-looking and has good grades. At first, many students in the class wanted to make friends with him, but seeing Lin Shu as a follower, he followed Jing Xintan wherever he went, so everyone didn't get along with Jing Xintan very much. However, Jing Xintan didn't care, so Lin Shu was the only good friend of his.Jing Xintan felt that Lin Shu was actually a small talker, and when she was with him, she always listened to his various Arabian Nights stories, which made her feel very funny.But he is really a mother, there is a kind of twist in his behavior and words, Jing Xintan has told him, but this seems to have become Lin Shu's habit, and it will change back to this within two days, Jing Xintan is already used to it .

Every holiday, Lin Shu would go to restaurants to wash dishes for others to earn some money. Jing Xintan knew that his family was not in a good position and his life was poor, but he thought about it, how could his own family be better? He is a wealthy father, but Jing Xintan doesn't take Tan's wealth as his own.

"Lin Shu, is your restaurant still hiring?"

"Why? Are you coming?"

Lin Shu's eyes widened, and he looked at Jing Xintan exaggeratedly. Jing Xintan nodded, and Lin Shu suddenly became happy.

"Okay, okay, I'll go talk to the boss."

Jing Xin chatted and nodded with a smile.

Tan Gongyun hadn't seen his son for two or three months, so he called Jing Jing and asked Jing Xin to make an appointment.Jing Xin also had a cold expression when she saw him,

"dad."

Tan Gongrong nodded, realizing that he got into the car,

"Talk about it. Is it hard to study? I heard from your mother that the third grade in the final exam is not bad."

Tan Gongyun was driving the car, and proudly turned his head to look at his son, while Jing Xintan looked out the window and didn't reply.Tan Gongyun sighed softly, took out a beautifully packaged box from the front cabinet of the car, and handed it to his son.

"Dad bought a mobile phone for me as a reward. You are old enough to have a mobile phone yourself. Call Dad if you have something to do, but you are not allowed to use your mobile phone in class."

Tan Gongyi urged, Jing Xintan took the box and unpacked it, inside was Nokia's latest slider phone, Jing Xintan really didn't want it, but there was no way, he had no reason not to accept it, she looked up lightly To talk about justice,

"Thank you dad."

Tan Gongyun took him to a western-style restaurant, and after he sat down to order a meal, Jiang Kang hurried over with his briefcase.

"Why so late? Are you all right?"

Talk about fairness and concern,

"It's okay, there's a traffic jam on the road."

Jiang Kang turned his head and saw Jing Xintan sitting across from him, he was surprised. Ever since that Friday of that year, Tan Gonggong didn't pick up his child, but ran to pick him up angrily, and after getting drunk, Jiang Kang had never seen Jing Xintan again, and when he suddenly saw him, he didn't react for a moment.

"Here, are you talking about it? It's all this big."

Jiang Kang smiled at Jing Xintan, Jing Xintan didn't expect anyone else to come, so he smiled at him after a moment of stunned, he still had a little impression of this Uncle Jiang, Tan Gonggong took him to play when he was a child, sometimes he would Now, I always give myself a gift.

Jiang Kang was sweating from running, Tan Gongyun wiped him with a tissue, Jing Xintan frowned at his father's familiar movements, a little strange.Jiang Kang glanced at him, took the tissue in Tan Gongyun's hand, wiped his face indiscriminately,

"I'll come by myself. Let's talk about it. I didn't know you were here today. If I knew, Uncle Jiang would bring you a gift."

Jing Xin shook his head with a smile, Jiang Kang glanced at Tan Gongyi complainingly, but Tan Gongyi was enjoying himself in the atmosphere of these three people.

During the meal, the three of them talked very little, and Jiang Kang silently followed Jing Xintan. He was not as lively and cute as he was when he was a child.He is teaching such a big child, and he can feel from his many years of teacher experience that this child is very worried.

"Let's talk. Your Uncle Jiang is a physics teacher in XX Middle School. Dad bought you a mobile phone. You can write down Uncle Jiang's phone number later, and call your Uncle Jiang if there is anything you don't know."

Jing Xintan glanced at Jiang Kang when he heard the words, and nodded, Tan Gongyun smiled,

"Tell Dad and Uncle Jiang, what do you plan for your vacation? It's been more than two months, so you can't let it go to waste."

Jing Xintan hesitated for a moment,

"I...I plan to go to work with my classmates."

Tan Gong frowned,

"Part-time job? What kind of job? Who will take you part-time job at your age?"

Jing Xintan looked at his attitude and did not intend to continue this topic.

"I just said it casually, not necessarily."

Tan Gongyi regarded this as a major event, he put down the knife and fork in his hand, and looked at his son seriously,

"No, you have to make it clear, what is a part-time job? If you don't tell the truth, I will send you to a summer camp in another place during the holidays, lest you not do your job properly."

Jing Xintan frowned upon hearing this, a sense of disgust welled up in his heart, but he still calmly explained:

"My classmate is working in a restaurant during the holidays, and I want to try it too."

"No! What kind of job do you do when you are in school? Is it because you are short of food and clothing?"

Tan Gongrong was a little angry, Jing Xintan was also aroused by him,

"Others can, why can't I? I don't steal or rob, what's wrong with earning money by my own labor?"

Tan Gongyun's eyes widened, okay, I dare to yell at him,

"Where do you make friends in a mess? Ah, you are at the age of studying and studying, and it's not that you can't eat. What do you want, dad can't give you?!"

"I don't want your stuff! Why do you interfere with my life?"

"Why? Because I am your father!"

Jiang Kang stared blankly at the father and son who were flying sparks in front of him, and started arguing as he talked.He frowned and pushed back on fairness,

"What are you yelling about, talk about it if you have something to say, it's a good thing to talk about wanting to be self-reliant when you grow up."

Tan Gongyun glanced at him, snorted, picked up the water in the glass and drank it all in one go.Jiang Kang looked at Jing Xintan again, Tantan was panting heavily, obviously still angry.Jiang Kang filled him with fruit juice and pushed it over, and said softly:

"Talk about it, don't be angry. Your father thinks that you are too young and the society is complicated. It is dangerous for you to go to work. You want to be independent. Uncle understands you, but uncle also thinks, wait two more years, wait until you pass 16 When you reach the legal age and you want to work part-time, your uncle will support you even if your father disagrees, what do you think?"

Jing Xintan slowly raised his head to look at Jiang Kang, he didn't say anything, just nodded slightly.After a meal, the two broke up unhappy, and the two drove Jing Xintan back, until Jing Xintan went upstairs and returned home, the father and son did not say a word.Tan Gongyun frowned all the way back, without saying a word, Jiang Kang looked at him, reached out to hold his hand on the gear lever, Tan Gongyun glanced at him,

"Oh... this kid doesn't know what's going on, it's fine if he treats me more lukewarm, but now he's against me."

Jiang Kang smiled,

"You don't understand. Children of this age are in the rebellious stage. The more aggressive you are, the more he will fight against you. The students in our school can piss you off every minute. You should understand him and enlighten him, and treat him well." Just say it, it won’t be like this when you get older.”

After listening to his sweetheart's persuasion, Tan Gongyi sighed, smiled wryly and shook his head.