Yama

Although the four of Erbo's family were missing, the Yan family's New Year's Eve dinner was as lively as usual because there were still many guests.It's just that the atmosphere at the main table was not as happy as Mr. Yan hoped.

Yan Cheng had something on his mind, so he kept his head down and didn't speak. Rarely speaking, he just exchanged a few words with Tan Ying beside him. He was not as warm and respectful to Mrs. Yan as before, and he didn't even look straight at Yan Hongzuo.

Yan Cheng can be said to be the largest sapling in the Yan family to maintain the relationship with He Nuan. If his branches and leaves are broken, the seemingly peaceful bondage of the Yan family will basically be over. Do you think the old man will be happy.

As for Tan Ying, she used to be able to stay stable. She didn't see any problems with her appearance at first, but when the banquet was halfway through, she suddenly heard Chen Ma come in and whisper something in her ear. She glanced at Yan Cheng, thought for a while, and got up Tell the old man to leave first.

This is obviously very impolite, especially on a special day like today. Of course Tan Ying never did this in previous years. Something went wrong, so if you want to change the old man today, you must be upset, and it is not impossible to just call him out.But now after hearing her words, Mrs. Yan just frowned. Anyway, this year has been rough enough, and he doesn't care how close it was.

In the end, she nodded, and even told Tan Ying to take care of her body, and asked Chen Ma to send her back.

After Tan Ying left, Yan Cheng's meal became even more boring. Without the presence of his second aunt, coupled with his recent bad treatment, even if his uncle and wife wanted to praise him as usual, they couldn't find suitable words Come.And when the main table was so silent, the other tables didn't dare to make trouble. For a while, the hall was extremely quiet, only the occasional sound of changing cups and bowls and plates.

In fact, Yan Cheng is not willing to make the situation so stiff. He has resentment towards Yan Hongzuo, and it is completely impossible for him to say that he has no grudges towards his grandfather. I don't want to pick today, at least he still has the filial piety to let grandpa have a good year, but it happened that Wu Zixu made such a phone call before.

Yan Cheng can't hear Ji Qiao's news at all. Not only can't he change anything, but it's like adding firewood under the boiler, just making himself uncomfortable, but what's worse than not being able to hear it is that Ji Qiao is gone information!

After Yan Cheng found out, his heart was about to jump out of his mouth. Although Wu Zixu on the other end immediately reassured him that Ji Qiao might have taken her luggage and went out to relax. It's connected, it's just not answering. If there is an accident, the battery will be out by now, but Yan Cheng's heart is not so easy to let go.

Where will Ji Qiao go to relax, what is he thinking by himself?Are you in good health?Will there be any danger?

These questions have been circling rapidly in Yan Cheng's head all night. He knows Ji Qiao better than them all. He is not as big-hearted as Wu Zixu. Ji Qiao usually does not act lightly. For him, "go out." "It's a difficult act. No matter how close or far away, an insecure person like him will never leave a place he is familiar with unless it is absolutely necessary. It is nonsense to use a different place to relax. Quiet would rather suffocate to death in her shell alone than let all her thoughts go out.

So, where will he go!

The more Yan Cheng thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt. He wondered if he should call Jiang Zhen and ask for clarification. If it really didn't work, he would go out and find someone even if he escaped.

Just as he was thinking wildly, Mrs. Yan at the other end saw that everyone was not in the mood to eat, so he simply broke up the banquet early.

This was exactly what Yan Cheng wanted, he didn't have the energy to be polite, he didn't even say hello to the guests who were waiting to chat with him, he just got up and walked out.

Before leaving the yard, I saw Mama Chen coming towards me.

Chen's mother said, "Xiaocheng, your mother let you go there once."

Yan Cheng wanted to refuse, but he was afraid that something might happen to Tan Ying, so he asked, "What's wrong?"

Chen Ma said, "Your mother is not feeling well."

Yan Cheng immediately became anxious, "What's wrong?"

"Headache, you go there first, I'll call the doctor."

After Chen's mother said so, Yan Cheng naturally quickened his pace. When he turned into the small courtyard next door, he went straight to the second floor, but there was no one in her mother's room?

Where did you go?

Just as Yan Cheng was about to go down and look for it, he turned around and saw Tan Ying standing in the corridor.

Tan Ying looked at him with complicated eyes, it seemed to be far away, but also close, as if she was looking at him, and also seemed to be looking at some unknown place through herself, there were too many things in her eyes that Yan Cheng didn't understand.

Yan Cheng wanted to ask her what's wrong, his mother seemed to be in good condition, and she was in good spirits at the banquet before, but Tan Ying spoke before him.

"You are so persistent and can't let go. If one day after many years, you become like me, will you regret it?"

Tan Ying actually knows that there is no analogy on this question. Their circumstances and births are completely different. Yan Cheng is not Yan Hongzuo, and no one will be that other child, or herself. But Tan Ying still wants to confirm Yan Cheng's attitude for the last time. Although she Probably already knew the answer.

Yan Cheng was a little surprised by Tan Ying's sudden question, but soon calmed down again, his eyes were firm, and there was even a hint of a smile on the corner of his mouth.

"So today, do you regret it?"

Tan Ying was slightly shocked, a light flashed in her eyes, and finally everything turned into peace.

She nodded to Yan Cheng, "I understand. When you grow up, many decisions are not your life. Whether it is good or bad, you have to go through it yourself to know."

After finishing speaking, Tan Ying took a step aside.

Yan Cheng was a little puzzled, he looked at the closed guest room door behind Tan Ying, and for some reason his heart suddenly moved.

Out of some strange perceptions, he couldn't help but stepped forward and grabbed the doorknob. The moment he pushed it open, he looked back at his mother not far away, but Tan Ying had already turned around, giving Yan Cheng the doorknob. Leaving behind a fading back.

Yan Cheng stared at the empty corridor, took a deep breath, and then slowly turned his head.

For a moment, Yan Cheng told himself not to expect indiscriminately, the infinite disappointment he got in exchange for hope, did he have such an experience? From the beginning of not being able to ask for it, to the later being unable to keep it, the most painful thing is Gained and then lost a little bit.

But the feeling of "Once Owned" is really wonderful, even if the result is still nothing, but at least he still has memories to comfort him, and there is that person for him to miss, so as long as there is a chance, his heart will The slightest uncontrollable eagerness to move.Yan Cheng scolded and complained, but in the end he just didn't live up to it.

So, when he saw the person lying on the bed appearing in his eyes, Yan Cheng's first feeling was that he was nervous again, this time it was more serious, from dreaming every night to going crazy during the day.

So, for more than a full minute, he held the doorknob and watched the person next to the bed motionless, until a few footsteps came from the corridor, which interrupted Yan Cheng's boundless fugue.

Chen Ma walked over with Tan Ying's family doctor, glanced at the young man standing there like a statue, and skipped him directly into the room.

Yan Cheng was stunned, and followed behind before his brain could react.

There was indeed a person lying on the bed, that person's face was reddish, not as pale as he had seen before, his bangs drooped in front of his forehead, his eyes were closed, but when he heard the movement, his eyelashes trembled, and he opened his eyes.

Chen Ma said to the doctor, "Lao Xia, look at this child, he seems to have a fever."

The doctor surnamed Xia let out an "Hey" and hurriedly began to check. The person on the bed just let him do his work quietly. After a while, Doctor Xia came to a conclusion.

"Well, the fever is not low. It is mainly caused by overwork and cold, long-term malnutrition, high psychological pressure, and some allergies. I will prescribe some drips to reduce inflammation. I will watch the fever at night. If you can withdraw, if you can’t, call me again.”

After Dr. Xia finished speaking, he hung up the water for Ji Qiao, left some medicine and precautions, and was sent out by Chen Ma.

Before Chen's mother left, she leaned close to Yan Cheng and whispered, "This kid started to stand behind the old poplar tree two days ago, the snow was so heavy tonight, and when I went out, I saw him squatting there and not moving. Sure enough, he was ill, so my wife asked me to bring him in."

After speaking concisely, Mama Chen left, and locked the door behind Yan Cheng before she left.

It was only when the room returned to silence that Yan Cheng blinked his eyes that were too sour because they were wide open, and then met Ji Qiao's gaze.

Ji Qiao's face was calm, she just lay there silently looking at him, Yan Cheng couldn't help but stepped forward step by step, and then squatted beside the bed.

He seemed to want to raise his hand towards Ji Qiao, but he moved his arm and then put it down immediately. He went back and forth several times without any result.

Finally Ji Qiao said, "I'm a little cold..."

Yan Cheng's first reaction was to adjust the temperature of the air conditioner, but he hurriedly got up and stopped suddenly, then turned his head and looked at Ji Qiao in disbelief.

Ji Qiao still returned her indifferent eyes.

Yan Cheng pursed his lips, walked around to the other side of the bed with stiff feet, and climbed up cautiously with Ji Qiao's wordless acquiescence.

The position beside her was sunken, Ji Qiao squinted her eyes, and turned her head to meet Yan Cheng's face which was close at hand.

Yan Cheng lay beside him and stared at Ji Qiao intently, he could feel Ji Qiao's warm breath, and the coolness on the other's skin from the close body.

Yan Cheng came over for a while before slowly holding Ji Qiao's hand, then his arms and shoulders... When he finally embraced him in his arms again, Yan Cheng could not believe that Ji Qiao was alive and well in front of him. People are not hallucinations, conjectures, or dizziness.

Ji Qiao is here, looking for him? !

The most beautiful daydream is nothing more than this. What Yan Cheng hopes most in his daily life is that he can ask Ji Qiao back one day. Even if he doesn't want to talk to him anymore, at least he can give him a chance to see her.

And in such a situation, even if Yan Cheng had ten more brains and ten gallbladders, he would not dare to dream.

He buried his head into Ji Qiao's neck, took a deep breath of the longing breath, and finally spoke.

Ji Qiao thought he would say something, but Yan Cheng just called his name repeatedly, one by one, over and over again, from feeling weak to slowly choking, Ji Qiao could clearly feel the gradual tenderness of the neck touching the other party. Swirling wetness.

Yan Cheng cried.