Jujube

Pan Guizhi approached me again, still by the suspension bridge.He seemed to be a different person suddenly. When he saw me, he showed a smile regardless of previous suspicions. He reached out and patted my shoulder, and said to me affectionately: "Brother, brother treats you to a popsicle."

This time he didn't give me game coins, but took me to the store.I said I wouldn't eat it, Pan Guizhi smiled and stuffed an ice cream into my hand.I took a look at the packaging bag, and it was filled with date paste. This flavor of ice cream reminds me of my brother.

"Why don't you eat it, brother?" Pan Guizhi took the ice cream from my hand, tore open the packaging bag, and stuffed it back into my hand, "What's the matter, do you want my brother to test the poison for you?"

When Pan Guizhi said "brother", he emphasized his tone, his eyes narrowed slyly, as if he was talking about himself and others.I shook my head, raised my eyes to meet Pan Guizhi's gaze, and took a bite of the ice cream under his staring gaze.

Pan Guizhi smiled with satisfaction, praised me thoughtfully and said, "I figured it out... no wonder you are able to please my brother."

He didn't seem to intend to embarrass me, and he talked to me in a chatty tone while eating ice cream.Pan Guizhi talked to me about Lu Xinyao. For the first time, he did not use a contemptuous tone, but used a persuasive tone, telling me about Lu Xinyao's glorious deeds in school when he was in junior high school.

"Your brother Lu Xinyao, we used to call him 'Brother Yao', and the girls in the class also called him. Guess what? There must be half of the girls, and they blush when they call it." After finishing his popsicles, Pan Guizhi licked He licked his lips and kept looking at me closely, "Brother, do you blush when you call 'brother'?"

The sticky sweetness of date paste is slowly sliding down my throat, leaving only a bare ice cream stick in my mouth, and I can still sip the taste of candied dates, which warms my face.Pan Guizhi stared at me and smacked his lips, then continued, "Those girls just like the pretty faces. They don't know that your brother Lu Xinyao is more fierce than my dog... Brother, are you right?"

I shook my head: "No, don't talk about my brother."

"Hey--" Pan Guizhi's throat trembled, and there was a weird laugh inside. He laughed for a while, put his arm on my shoulder and said, "Let's go brother, brother is in a good mood, I will teach you something good!"

Pan Guizhi's good stuff is in the Internet cafe. He took me to the familiar seat and sat down, lit a cigarette, lazily spit out a mouthful at the screen, and then slapped the back of my head, pushing me into the smoke.I heard Pan Guizhi put a disc into the case, tapped the keyboard, and heard him click the mouse a few times, and then the screen in front of me began to play the blurry video as usual.

However, I soon discovered something unusual: the protagonists of the video changed from a man and a woman to two naked men.I froze suddenly.

When Pan Guizhi smoked, he made a "pop" sound, and a strong smell of smoke wafted from between his lips. He glanced over shrewdly, approached me and said, "How about it, isn't this exciting?"

I felt a "buzz" in my head. That inferior video seemed to have a strange attraction to me at the time, so that I was still staring at the screen in a daze and shock.

"Brother, do you want to be with your brother?"

I turned my head and saw Pan Guizhi greeted me with deep eyes, and he went on to say, "Your 'brother', Lu, Xin, and Yao."

I didn't speak, just stared at him blankly, but Pan Guizhi seemed to have found a flaw in my face, his smile gradually widened, as if he had seen through everything.

I said, "You said my brother likes Mei Qingqing."

"Yeah, your brother likes Mei Qingqing but doesn't like you, so what should we do?" Pan Guizhi clicked his tongue meaningfully, "Well, brother, Brother Pan will teach you two tricks."

Like a kind-hearted person, Pan Guizhi looked at me with compassionate eyes, and at the same time said in a sympathetic tone: "Do you know Peng Heipi's twins, Big Peng and Xiao Peng? Not long ago, Xiao Peng fucked a girl's stomach. Grown up... That girl was going to be his sister-in-law, but now it's all right, she'll be in his hands for the rest of her life, isn't she amazing?"

After finishing speaking, Pan Guizhi asked, "Is it possible to draw a ladle from a gourd?"

I was choked by the smoke from Pan Guizhi's mouth and coughed. He grinned and said suddenly: "But it's far behind your father."

At that time, Pan Guizhi hadn't revealed the cause of Meng Guanghui's death to me, so I didn't understand why my father's rape of Sun Yuemei was better than that of Xiao Peng.And Pan Guizhi seemed to have known that I would not be able to use his first move, so he quickly and generously taught me the second move.

"You, if you rape Lu Xinyao, once and for all, you don't have to worry about him finding a sister-in-law for you. It's better to be your own sister-in-law than to do everything possible to prevent your sister-in-law, right?" Pan Guizhi said earnestly.

wrong.wrong!Pan Guizhi was talking nonsense.

I deny it like this, but I can't help but think of the blasphemy and fantasies I have towards my brother every night.At that moment I saw my terrified face reflected on the screen, reflected in the bodies of the two men.

Pan Guizhi turned off the video sympathetically, took out the disc and put it in my pocket, asking me to hide it, and told me: "My brother gave it to you."

I don't remember what Pan Guizhi said to me afterwards, nor how I got home, and how I chose the latter between throwing away the disc Pan Guizhi gave me and keeping it.

I only remember that it was drizzling that night, and it was also raining in my dream.

The mottled rust-green rainstains on the wall are blocked by a body, that is my brother's body.My brother's body was pressed against the bed, and his bony hand pulled away his underwear and squeezed in, pressing on my back, while the other hand touched my waist and reached my chest.It is exactly the same as Pan Guizhi's disc video.

But my brother didn't follow the steps of gentleness, he was so vivid in my fantasy, he slapped my ass, opened my mouth and kissed me.

My brother has an energy between greenness and maturity, which attracts me like a magnet. At that time, I was completely hooked by this energy, and his waist hooked my feet off the ground.A wave of heat surged towards me, and I thought in a trance under the dizzying onslaught that I want my brother to lie comfortably on my body instead of the bed, which is too hard.

That video of Pan Guizhi did not teach me the following things, but I was suddenly awakened by the blasphemy against my brother.

In the half-dream and half-awake state, I looked at my brother in a daze, and suddenly imagined a scene uncontrollably in my mind: I saw a white flower splash on my brother's face, blooming into another watery scar.

This scene was like a gust of cold air entering my body, making my hands and feet feel cold, and I suddenly reached out and grabbed the waistband of my trousers.The sound of rain in the dream and the sound of rain in reality overlapped together, and there was rain in my eyes, and my heart beat like thunder.

I curled up in pain, and couldn't help letting out a few trembling whimpers from my nose. When the whimpering sound leaked out, I looked at my brother in panic, his eyes leaked from the staggered eyelashes.

I didn't expect my brother would really wake up.

At that time, the quilt on my body fell to my lap, and the moment he opened his eyes and glanced at me, I was suddenly frightened and softened.My brother's eyes froze for a moment, as if he was surprised. A look of astonishment flashed through his eyes, almost like a phantom. I'm not even sure whether his astonishment really existed at that moment.

My brother let out a light snort from his nose, and then looked away without saying anything, as if he had already expected that I was such a lewd person.

He didn't beat me because he didn't know how I blasphemed him in my heart.I was so guilty that I didn't dare to lie beside him, so I immediately rolled off the bed and faced the wall.

When my brother is asleep, I can fantasize about him unscrupulously, but when he is awake, I dare not think about anything.

After waiting for a while, probably seeing that I was motionless like a zombie, my brother said lightly, "Are you all right?"

I was taken aback, and the lie slipped out tremblingly from the tip of my tongue without any preparation: "I... I, I'm fine." I dare not tell the truth, because my brother would beat me to death if I told the truth.He didn't know that his younger brother was terminally ill, to the point where he couldn't get things done without watching him.

He said again: "Okay, come back."

"...I won't go back."

I faltered where I was. My brother lost his patience. He got off the bed and picked up my collar, forcing me to turn around and face him.

I hate the moonlight that night, under the moonlight my brother's shadow covers me condescendingly.I suddenly felt ashamed. Every night, the fantasy in the bed seemed to have nowhere to hide. It was exposed to the cold moonlight and fell from my eye sockets with the sound of rain.

At last he was shattered to pieces.

I feel wronged, so turbulent wronged.I can't help showing weakness to my fantasy object and saying, brother, I hurt.

Lu Xinyao lowered his eyes, and there was a little light in his dark eyes. He stared mercilessly at my tears, as if he was in a daze for a while.Then he said contemptuously: "What else can you do?"

My brother must think that I am a piece of mud that cannot support the wall. He must have gouged me out with the look of trash—but I couldn’t tell the look in my brother’s eyes at the time, and I didn’t have time to tell—he held me .

"Brother..." I felt that my voice, like my body, had become the bowstring in my brother's hand. He just held it lightly and didn't fiddle with it. I was already hissing and trembling.

Brother, I'm going to cry.I said to my brother.

But Lu Xinyao said "um" casually, and told me in a voice that distracted me: "You are already crying."

I was distracted, but I felt that my brother was also distracted, his expression became soft because of distraction, at this moment I actually noticed the gentleness that coexisted with beauty in my brother.I imagined myself burying my tears in my brother's tenderness, carefully buried my head, and buried my face in Lu Xinyao's arms.

I have had countless fantasies about my brother, and I have dreamed of my brother countless times. I am familiar with Lu Xinyao in my imagination, just like Pan Guizhi is familiar with Mei Qingqing's ass.However, in front of the actual Lu Xinyao, my imagination seemed barren and at a loss.

When I wet my brother's hand, there was a hot and sour feeling, and my tears burst out, and my brother's clothes were wet from crying.

This is not Jiuyin White Bone Claw, but my brother, but I still want to cry.

I think I was awake and having a wet dream.