ideal lover

"Dazai, sir?"

The opening of the mouth was like the sound of sand and gravel rubbing against it. It was unpleasant to hear. The throat that had not been moistened by water and was still inflamed made a sound, and it felt as uncomfortable as the flesh and blood inside was being torn.

spineless.

Kobayashi Hirano Aya felt the emotions of this body at the moment, anticipation and joy, and a little bit of luck.How humble, are you glad you weren't abandoned by this man?

Obviously, the person in front of him still doesn't look at him in the eyes, ah, no, at least his own poor figure can be printed in his eyes now, how about it?Do you want to show mercy because it is too miserable?

The black leather gloves touched his cheeks, which felt cool, but the frozen face felt the pain caused by the friction, and the eyes glistened. These hands belonged to Mr. Dazai, touching his Eye.

In an instant, the frost melted on his fingertips.

His eye circles were red from the cold, filled with longing, and the melted ice dripped from his eyelashes, making him look like he was crying.

Tears of joy at seeing him were about to burn his fingertips through the fabric, Dazai stared at Kobayashi Hirano Aya, and asked slowly, "Have you been here all this time?"

"Hmm." Nodding lightly, Kobayashi Hirano Aya's body was still in a stiff state, unable to make big movements.

"Silly."

With a slightly mocking tone, Osamu Dazai saw the corners of the black-haired boy's mouth curved slightly, his voice was still tearing and ugly, but it was soft and unbelievable: "Because, Mr. Dazai, you asked me to wait for you here."

Just this sentence.

Dazai Osamu's eyes, which had been dim for a long time, flashed a gleam of brilliance, like a meteor flying away, short-lived, but indeed, it existed.

The heartbeat of that moment cannot be deceived.

At this moment, Aya Kobayashi Hirano seemed to hear a silent sentence from Osamu Dazai:

agreed.

Osamu Dazai withdrew his hand, and when he turned around, he smiled with a bit of joy: "Go home, Aya Hirano."

"Yes, Mr. Dazai."

The high-pitched tone made Aya Kobayashi Hirano's body move, but she was still not very stable. Every step she took, her body hurt and numb, making her feel irritable.

Dazai Osamu's footsteps ahead were fast, and he didn't stop because of Kobayashi Hirano Aya's slow footsteps.

The sight of pedestrians on the road, the vehicles passing by, the snowflakes falling from the sky, all the noise went away, and only Osamu Dazai was in his eyes.

to keep up.

The steps are getting bigger, the feeling of tearing in the body is getting stronger, and the muscle tissue is going to be broken.

Kobayashi Hirano Aya, who was full of this idea, had a disagreement with her body. The more she cared about it, the more intense the pain in her body was transmitted to her brain.

Incomprehensible.

The purple nails sank unconsciously into the palm of his hand, his teeth bit his chapped lips, and the smell of blood overflowed his mouth, he used the pain to stay awake and maintain his body's operation.

crazy.

Really insane, this body, what a fucking masochist!

I can't wait to punch my body now to wake him up. What's the good of following that black-haired man? !Continue looking for abuse? !He had a vague premonition that nothing good would happen if he continued to stay with the black-haired man, and even worse things would happen.

The facts were even more disintegrating than Aya Kobayashi Hirano had guessed.

Kobayashi Hirano Aya, who had just returned home, was thrown into the bathroom by Osamu Dazai before she could catch her breath. Hot water was pouring down from the shower before she took off her clothes. It is torture.

The heat from the heat hadn’t warmed Kobayashi Hirano Aya’s body, but the pain surged up. The low hot water was like needles, piercing his pores densely. In a ball, Osamu Dazai stopped this behavior until his body was as red as a freshly cooked shrimp.

His clothes were taken off at some point, and Osamu Dazai put on a larger shirt for him. The rough cloth rubbed against his skin, making it red as if it was about to bleed.

Kobayashi Hirano Aya was already in so much pain that she couldn't think, she let her body be manipulated by Osamu Dazai, and a sweet liquid was poured into her throat, which relieved her thirsty throat, and her physical strength was slightly restored due to the sugar, and her consciousness also slowed down. recovery.

MD, shouldn't my meat be cooked? !

The first thought that came to mind made Kobayashi Hirano Ling so worried, and the next scene made Kobayashi Hirano Ling's brain congested even more, don't get me wrong, it was driven crazy.

"Aya Hirano, let's doi."

Fuck you MMP!Why doesn't this person die!

The bottom of my heart is full of gloom, if the control of the body is still in his hands, Kobayashi Hirano Aya's current expression will definitely be extremely hideous.

The black-haired boy had a dazed expression, still digesting the meaning of Dazai Osamu's words, until Dazai Osamu guided him to sit on him, Kobayashi Hirano Aya's cheeks were flushed, and her eyes were full.

Shui Guang looked very innocent.

It's almost ashamed to see.

If possible, Aya Kobayashi Hirano wanted to ignore this paragraph, but his body was opening his eyes, and he had to accept the next dirty scene.

What a beautiful scenery.

Osamu Dazai thought wickedly, the black-haired boy on his body was still wearing his own clothes, an ill-fitting loose shirt, and a half-covered beautiful body, trembling with fear, but endured the pain to accept the brutal sharp weapon.

very pitiful.

Pressing Kobayashi Hirano Aya's lower lip with his fingers, a broken voice escaped from his lips. He didn't dare to bite his teeth down hard, so he had to grind Dazai Osamu's fingers, suppressing his voice.

But this person is not enjoying it.

It's as if his desire is just a physical behavior, and everything he's doing now is just a programmed doi pattern.

This kind of coldness, without warmth, is the most intimate behavior. The body is getting hotter, but the heart is falling into the deep ice valley at an extremely fast speed.

"Mr. Dazai..."

Staring at him with eyes full of love and sadness, Osamu Dazai's eyes turned cold, but the arc of his mouth became higher and higher.

"Hey, Aya Hirano, do you love me?"

When this question was thrown out abruptly, Kobayashi Hirano Aya's absent-minded pupils gathered light spots, held Osamu Dazai's hand, rubbed his palm with his cheek, expressed an act of dependence and trust, and poured out a sweet whisper of love: "I love you You, Mr. Dazai."

Heartwarming desserts.

Osamu Dazai narrowed his eyes, put his palm on his lower abdomen, and pressed maliciously, making Kobayashi Hirano Aya's body tremble even more.

It's so sad, I feel like my internal organs are going to be messed up.

It's disgusting and I want to vomit.

Kobayashi Hirano Aya now desperately hopes that her body can close her eyes, just looking at the scene is disgusting, and now Osamu Dazai's malicious oppression will only make him feel more mentally unwell.

Enduring should be over soon, seeing Dazai Osamu's appearance of kidney deficiency, he shouldn't be able to hold on for long.

Unexpectedly, it was Osamu Dazai who lasted unexpectedly, Kobayashi Hirano Aya once again had the urge to scold the street, and then heard Osamu Dazai's voice: "Aya Hirano, do you love me?"

"Yes, Dazai-san, I love you."

This time Kobayashi Hirano Aya was a little bolder. He kissed Dazai Osamu's fingertips lightly. The love of an innocent boy melted in this light kiss. He was careful but couldn't help being close to him, so he could only kiss his fingertips. tip.

"Then how much do you love me?"

"I love Dazai-san with everything."

"Really?"

"Really, no matter what Dazai-san does to me, my love for you will never change."

Sincere voice, bright eyes, like believers who swear before the gods.

But Aya Hirano, I am not a god, I am a complete villain~

Osamu Dazai held the boy's slender neck with both hands. The delicate and smooth neck was pink.His hands were big enough that it probably only needed one to hold the boy's neck, but he used them anyway.

It's a ritual.

Pure and innocent, sincere boy.At this moment, it was more like a lamb on the altar, as if offering a sacrifice, offering its fragile neck without reservation.

The devil was excited to harvest life, Dazai Osamu grabbed the boy's neck, and said lightly: "Then die for me, Hirano Aya."

madman.

Kobayashi Hirano Ayama feels like throwing up, what is the reincarnation of the Virgin Mary Sue in this body? !Demonstrate the spirit of selfless dedication? !

"If Dazai-san wants me to do this."

The strength of pinching the neck became more and more intense, the trachea was squeezed, the air began to shrink, and breathing became difficult at this moment, and I was really almost out of breath. This person is serious!No kidding! !

Realizing this fact, Kobayashi Hirano Aya was extremely nervous. Compared with facing a dangerous and unarmed situation, he was more like a mortal tied to the rack. He could only accept death and had no chance to resist.

It's ridiculous! !

I absolutely cannot accept it! !

Kobayashi Hirano Aya collapsed and went crazy, his body was facing death, but he couldn't do anything, why did he accept such a fucking thing! !

"Hirano Aya, do you still love me even now?"

His hands stretched out with blue veins, Dazai Osamu was panting, his face was flushed abnormally, the face of the black-haired boy was the same as his, but it was flushed due to lack of oxygen.

MD, I feel like my neck is about to break.

Kobayashi Hirano Aya's vision was blurred, the oxygen supply to his brain was insufficient, and his whole thinking was about to break off, just like what happened to his neck.

Grass! !

"I love you..."

A weak voice was squeezed out of his throat with difficulty.

Dazai was stunned for a moment.

The strength in his hands didn't relax at all, and he still tightly pinched Kobayashi Hirano Ling's neck.

With tears in her eyes, Kobayashi Hirano Aya saw Dazai Osamu's cold expression and expressed her love to the perpetrator. Is there anything more ridiculous and speechless than this? !

MD, why wasn't he the one who died!

"I love you..."

[Go to hell. 】

An increasingly weak breath.

"I love you..."

[Go to hell. 】

The brain starts to stop thinking.

"Love you, Dazai, sir..."

[Go to hell!asshole! 】

Kobayashi Hirano Aya's heart stopped.

☆, Osamu Dazai five