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When Shao Youguang woke up the next morning, he found that Ji Jian was not on the bed at all.This Saturday, Ji Jian doesn't have class and can't go to other places.He turned over, turned around the room, and looked around the door, but there was no one there.He took out his phone and found that there was a new message, sent by Ji Jian - of course he knew his phone number, because there was just a showdown yesterday.As for the ready-made pen and paper on Teacher Ji's desk, why did he send a text message instead of leaving a note? Shao Youguang interpreted this as Ji Jian deliberately mocking him.

It would be different if Ji Jian was really angry, Shao Youguang thought, he is shy.

He clicked on the text message and saw that it said: I'm going out for a while, don't worry, don't come looking for me.

When Ji Jian said that, Shao Youguang really relaxed and let him go.

Ji Jian didn't come back until the sun was about to set.Dusk makes people have a sense of happiness that is hazy and can't see anything clearly.Both the mountain and the house have lost their boundaries, and it is very easy for people to believe that they are everything.

Ji Jian pushed the door open with a bang and came in. Shao Youguang had never heard him open the door so loudly before, and then he was blown into his arms like a gust of wind, and hugged him.

Shao Youguang was taken aback by this sudden and direct show of love, but he hugged him tightly.He saw that Ji Jian's eyes were very bright, and a thin layer of sweat broke out from running on his body, which was steaming at this time, his face was also slightly red, he was panting, and his body smelled like the earth.

The taste of the earth includes earth, wind, stream, and moonlight.Shao Youguang felt that what he hugged was not Ji Jian, but a new and fresh living body, sending him to the door hotly, with a smile on his face, and his whole body was light.

Ji Jian said happily: "I've made up my mind. Wait for me, okay? We'll go together after this semester's classes are over."

"You take me home too. I haven't been back for a long time. I really miss it. I miss my mother and Aunt Zhao. I also miss the winter cabbage at home. I also want to drink the first mutton soup on the left hand side of our school." .” Ji Jian said while looking at Shao Youguang with flickering eyes.

It's like saying, I give myself to you.

It's just that the hair and clothes of the man in front of him are messed up.Shao Youguang took off a leaf from his hair, agreed, and asked, "Where did you go today?"

How come it's like a different person.

Ji Jian replied with a smile: "Don't worry about me, I'm in the mountains, I've been running all day."

"doing what?"

Ji Jian blew to the other side of the room like a gust of wind, washed his hands, picked up an apple on the table, took a bite, and swallowed it before speaking.

"I'm looking for myself."

Before Shao Youguang could ask, he continued loudly: "I found it."

So Shao Youguang found out, Ji Jian went to the wilderness to blow the wind for a day, and reached a reconciliation with himself.

"Ah, and more," Ji Jian found out a branch of flowers from nowhere. After a long time, the petals were wrinkled, but the color of the flowers was soft pink, stacked one by one.He stuffed it into Shao Youguang's hand, and then he felt embarrassed, as if others expressed their love by giving them in bunches, and he looked shabby like this.

Shao Youguang happily took it away, held it in his hand and looked at it repeatedly. He liked it very much, and asked, "What kind of flower is this?"

"I traveled a lot before I saw this tree bloom. This kind of flower blooms later in previous years. The locals call it Meiduoxie, which means beautiful spring flowers bloom."

As for the scientific name, Ji Jian paused, took another bite of the apple, and said——

"It's a kind of wild crabapple that grows in Yunnan."

The change of four seasons in Yunnan is slow, probably because the difference between the four seasons is not obvious after spring.But this does not mean that time is particularly lenient here, it is still so fast.Ji Jian's last class happened to be the summer solstice, and it happened to be geography.He said, today is the longest day, so you see how kind God is, and wants us to spend more time together.

After he finished speaking, all the sad-faced students in the class laughed. Children are very forgetful, and when they heard that a younger and more interesting teacher was coming soon, they quickly became happy again.

The fact that Mr. Ji was going to leave had already spread like wildfire, and there were always people coming to persuade him to stay, and it was inevitable that he would not give up.Shao Youguang thought that Ji Jian was still hesitant, but he didn't expect him to be more determined than anyone else.

He said: "I can come back often in the future, what are you afraid of?"

Shao Youguang likes his cheerful appearance, which sees everything out of the box. It is different from the boy, but more charming.

The farewell wine is still eaten at Sheng Weimin's house, with the same table.

In fact, there has been such a farewell drink every night recently, but this evening is finally the real thing. The previous few days were purely like an exercise for a good meal.

Sheng Weimin filled up the wine and said: "It's time to drink today." His eyes were full of complaints, as if he was blaming Ji Jian for being here for so long, and he didn't want to drink a glass of wine with him.

Of course I want to drink today, Ji Jian smiled and said yes, after drinking for three rounds, the food is almost done.Sheng Weimin looked at Ji Jian carefully, and commented through his drunkenness: "It's different now."

"I'm willing to go, it's because my heart has been untied." Sheng Weimin turned to Shao Youguang, clinked glasses with him, and looked like I was telling you secretly, but his voice was loud, "Didn't you see when Teacher Ji first came?" Ah, it's different from now, I really don't know, what kind of knot can a person have for seven years."

He was just curious and wanted to ask what happened, especially after he knew that Shao Youguang was Mr. Zhao, he was slowed down for a few days, and after a few days he came to his senses, but the doubts in his heart grew bigger and bigger.

Shao Youguang pretended not to know, and Ji Jian didn't answer him, but instead said, "Yes, everything is fine now."

Sheng Weimin looked between the two of them, muttering, "I don't understand you two."

If you don't understand it, you don't understand it, and it doesn't hinder drinking.In the end, it was Sheng Weimin who got drunk first. He drank the most and the most.His cheekbones were burning red, and his eyes were also red. He had been drinking too much these past few days, and Ji Jian had already gotten used to it.

"Don't say I'm selfish, Teacher Ji, I still hope you can come back often, come back often, come back often."

"Of course." Ji Jian was actually drunk too.My mind was also hot, and I suddenly stood up and said loudly: "Principal Sheng, I respect you!"

Sheng Weimin was dizzy and drank a full glass with him, but before he could react, Ji Jian left a goodbye and dragged Shao Youguang away.

Sheng Weimin was left behind to support the remaining consciousness and shouted: "Wait for me to send you off tomorrow morning..."

Ji Jian pulled Shao Youguang to run in the four fields, that is, after two steps, he let go of his hands and ran to the front by himself.Shao Youguang was the one who didn't know why. The illness he reported earlier was like a gold medal for avoiding death on the wine table, so he drank the least, but he was a little hot, so he untied the top layer of his collar.

Seeing Ji Jian's appearance, he just thought it was funny, and wanted to quicken his pace to catch him, but he saw his shirt and trousers from behind. , her hair was blown up by the wind, exposing her forehead.

Why are you so high-spirited.

"What are you running for?"

"Happy today." Ji Jian raised his face and smiled at him.

Shao Youguang only felt that his eyes were scorching hot, making his whole body look hotter.It happened that this person didn't know it, he smelled of alcohol, and he moved to his ear to talk, his lips pressed against his ear, steaming, barely rubbing against his ear.

He also excitedly said to him: "Look, does it look like the day we graduated tonight? I also drank a lot."

Shao Youguang had no choice but to let him get close, feeling overwhelmed for the first time in his life.

Thinking of that day, he was still a little angry, and said how could it be the same, a farewell is a good time, and this time is to go to a better future.

Ji Jian interrupted him and said, "Hey? It was that day, did you want to kiss me?"

Shao Youguang ignored him, took him by the hand and walked home until he went back to the room.After placing the man on the bed, he pressed down and kissed him, and asked, what do you think?

Ji Jian was lying on his side, his face was red, and his eyes were indeed burning black. Shao Youguang stretched out his hand and stroked the hair on his forehead, carefully looked at the black eyebrows, white skin, and saw that Ji Jian seemed to be extremely Aggrieved, he said, "I didn't dare to think that way before."

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The two left very early the next day because Ji Jian was really afraid of saying goodbye.Shao Youguang went to Zhaotong to rent a car a few days ago, and the two realized the freedom of travel, planning to drive back for fun all the way.

They set off against the rising sun, Ji Jian leaned on the co-pilot, still sleepy, squinting his eyes in a daze.

He said: "Sheng Weimin is too difficult to deal with. He will definitely gather a group of children to see him off. He is so tearful. It is better to sneak away."

The corn fields on the plateau, the wind blows them as if saying goodbye.The car goes around and around, going out of the mountain and then into the mountain. It is insignificant on the flat ground, and even more insignificant in the mountains.

Ji Jian squinted his eyes and looked back, the line of the rear window glass of the car divided Yiliang into several pieces.

The mountains are high and the clouds are low, like walking in the fog.Ji Jian thought, life in the world is suddenly like a traveler from afar.They are just a speck of dust, just drifting in the direction of home.

The author says:

This chapter is called "Walk" because I thought of Teacher Yaofei's word "Walk" at the end of the writing, thinking that Xiao Ji and Xiao Shao will walk to the four directions with love and suffering like two newborn people from today / Deletion is visible to Weibo fans with baby carriages-???-Editing record