memory castration

The dazzling sunlight at noon was divided into bunches by plane trees. Xiao Ziqi was standing leaning against the car in a white shirt, slowly flipping through an illustrated magazine. He was calm and beautiful like a picture. No matter who walked by, he couldn’t help it. Look back a few more times.

Some people are born to be the focus. They are used to being looked at and admired, so they become more confident and attractive.

I don't know his purpose of going to Ninghai High School, but I don't want to see this painted skin with poisonous thorns at all.

But as if he sensed it, he raised his eyes and looked at me in the crowd, and smiled at the corner of his mouth, "Xiaobai, long time no see."

It's really weird that Jiuwei's title is called by different people.

Facing the eyes of everyone, I frowned, "Why are you?"

He said gently, "There are too many people here, let's talk after we get in the car."

"What if I don't come?"

"Don't you want to know why I'm here?"

He doesn't have any relatives here now, so I'm really curious why he came to Ninghai. I've never had much self-control, so I finally walked over after thinking about it.

The air conditioner in the car was turned on very low, and I couldn't help shivering after I got in. He took a coat from the back seat and gave it to me.

I need money to go to school, raise millet, as well as food, clothing, housing and transportation, and I can't afford to be sick.After putting on his coat, I smelled a faint scent of perfume. One of our male teachers also sprayed it. We nicknamed it Thyme, but it didn't smell as good as him.

After gradually getting used to the temperature, I asked him, "Where are you taking me?"

He glanced at me, "You haven't had lunch yet, have you? I'll take you to get something to eat."

I simply said, "No, I'll go back and cook by myself, just tell me why you're looking for me, don't go around the bush."

"What purpose can I have? I just miss you, so come and have a look." He turned the car around and slowly drove towards my rented house.

"That's really smooth, not only do you know that we have half-day classes today, but you even know where I live."

"Well, I'm actually here to collect gambling debts."

"Gambling debt?"

He parked the car downstairs, "Have you forgotten the bet we made a year ago?"

bet?I was stunned for a while, and then I remembered the bet that Li Xinlong would go to Jiangcheng. I thought this person was really crazy, "You came all the way here just for this?"

He said displeased, "Could it be that you want to break the contract?"

"No," I pulled the corners of my mouth, "I just feel that your life is very boring. You have to travel thousands of miles for this kind of crap. If you really want to see my naked butt, give me a call and I will send it to you. Go up a stack."

He said very seriously: "Looking at photos and real people are two different things, without texture and three-dimensionality."

This pervert, I jumped out of the car, and he also locked the car and followed me into the building.

"You really

Come on, aren't you afraid that I'll dismember you when I enter the house? "I squinted at him.

Xiao Ziqi said narcissistically, "I shouldn't be so annoying."

"The truth is more nasty than you think it is."

I took out the key and opened the door. He walked in and said in surprise, "There is still such a small house."

"The gate is open, and you can leave anytime you don't like it." It seems that I have never lived in a rented house. Although there is only one house, it has a separate balcony and toilet, which is very good for a poor student like me.

"I haven't seen you for more than a year. How can Xiaobai speak with thorns now?"

I threw my schoolbag on the bed, "If you want to hear a good word, take out the money, one hundred for one sentence."

He actually took out his wallet and took a few pink banknotes from it, "Tell me a few words."

I took it and dialed it. Five cards are enough for my rent for three months, which is really generous.

Twitching the corner of my mouth, I smiled professionally, "Brother, you look so handsome when you pay!"

He was using my cup to drink water, and he almost spit it out of his mouth when he heard it, and said with a complicated expression: "Change to something else."

I stuffed the money into the pillow and winked at him, "Darling, you look so charming drinking water."

"It's better not to mention it, the rest is a tip for you." He was in a rare embarrassment, put down his glass and looked at the room carefully, sat down on my bed, flipped through my textbooks, and looked quiet. Very annoying.

I went to wash my hands, took two green apples from the kitchen, handed one to him, and ate the other by myself, leaning against the door and biting into it.

The apples were bought from the market, and all of them had bad spots. After I peeled off the skin, I gouged them out and they looked very ugly, but I ate them deliciously.

His slender fingers were turning the bad apples, his eyes were as gentle as the warm sun in March, and he slightly sighed: "Xiaobai, why are you doing this!"

I didn't respond, "What?"

"Follow me to Jiangcheng. I can't guarantee anything else, but life will definitely be much better than yours now."

"No."

"why?"

I grinned, "We have no relatives for no reason, what should I do with your kindness? What's more, Zi Feiyu Anzhi Yuzhile, I like the life I have now."

He brought the apple to his mouth in silence, chewed for a long time before swallowing it.The sour and astringent immature fallen fruit is really hard for him.

"Don't force yourself if you don't like to eat it." I snatched the apple from his hand and threw it into the trash can together with the clean core.

After standing on the balcony for a while, I walked into the room and said casually: "Why do you always wrong yourself to pester me? You have such good conditions, what kind of person you like can't be found?"

"Zifeiyu Anzhi Yuzhile." He tossed the words to me just now, staring at me with beautiful eyes, "Do you still like Li Xinlong now?"

I was a little startled when I heard this name suddenly, but I quickly realized, "I don't know, he is now in Jiangcheng...is he alright?"

He was silent for a while, then said softly, "Not good."

Not good...Although I knew it had nothing to do with me anymore, I couldn't help but continue to ask: "Why is it wrong? Is he in poor health, or is it because his parents abused him?"

Xiao Ziqi said calmly: "Half a month ago, he had a traffic accident and died."

"Dead...? You lied to me!"

"I won't do such a boring thing."

Looking at his serious face, my eyes suddenly darkened, and I asked jerky, "Is he really dead?"

Xiao Ziqi nodded, "I was hit by a car on the way home at night. The driver who caused the accident fled. He is currently wanted."

"How could there be a car accident? Did it happen to his parents? Those uncles of yours? Or... you?"

He frowned, "You're thinking too much. Hundreds of thousands of people die in car accidents across the country every year. Although our family may lack family affection, it's not as cruel as you imagined. We won't murder him."

Dead... That cute and innocent young man with beautiful eyebrows and smiling face just disappeared?

I really couldn't believe it until I saw the proof with my own eyes.

"You're not going to be so nice to me, you've never liked me."

"You still have me, I will take care of you in the future, better than grandma treats you!"

"Little Bai, marry me when you grow up!"

"I had a dream about you last night..."

"Give me five years, and then I will let Xiaobai live in a big house and live a better life."

I clenched my fist and said to Xiao Ziqi, "You go."

"Don't you want to go see him?"

"When a person is dead, what else is there to see?" It's like going to visit grandma's grave every Qingming Festival. Once I go there, I will be sad for many days.

He seemed startled by my indifference, opened his mouth but hesitated to speak.

I gritted my teeth and he pushed the door, "Get out, don't bother me again!"

This nightmare-like demon always sends me a head-on blow when I feel that I am about to be happy. He can't see me in a good time, can't see me happy!

I can't fall into his trap, let alone believe his words!Longlong must still be doing a good job, Xiao Ziqi has always been cunning, maybe he is playing some vicious and weird tricks, it must be!

After sleeping in the room for a day and a night, his eyes were swollen when he woke up. After opening the door, Xiao Ziqi had already left, and the car downstairs also disappeared.

After staying for a while, I cooked a bowl of instant noodles. After eating quickly, I packed my bag and ran to a nearby restaurant to work.

Making money, summer homework, visiting Xiaomi, and summer camp activities organized by the school, I really don't have the time and energy to feel sad about things that have no evidence.

When school was about to start, I ran into Yang Wenxiong on the road. He looked at me and stammered, "Yibai, I heard..."

"Hurry up if you have something to say! I have to deliver fast food."

"A buddy of mine in Jiangcheng told me that... Li Xinlong died in a car accident before the summer vacation, and his body was crushed into pieces. Yibai, are you okay... Don't be too sad, this kind of thing, no one wants to."

"Oh," I hung the snack box on the handlebar, "I have nothing else to do, I'll go first."

"Yibai!"

I rode a bicycle, far away from Yang Wenxiong behind me, but my vision became more and more blurred.Leng might as well rush out of a BMW from the corner, and I even forgot to press the brake in a trance.

Fortunately, nothing happened. All the fast food boxes fell and fell apart, covering the windshield with colorful patterns.

"You don't look at the road when you walk, you son of a bitch, you're going to be reincarnated when you ride so fast!" The owner of the car cursed and wiped the glass with a paper towel. I helped the car up and let him humiliate me with my head down.

Yang Wenxiong ran over, grabbed the man by the hair and pushed him down on the car, "Have you fucking scolded enough?"

"Is it reasonable that I don't have eyes? My car costs more than 40 yuan. If it gets scratched, can you afford it?"

"Fuck you," Yang Wenxiong took out the key from his pocket, scratched half a circle around the car body on the varnish, and threatened, "If you scold me again, I'll paint your face too!"

He is tall and burly. Although he is 16 years old, he is already 1.8 meters tall. In addition, he still has many scars on his arms.

Yang Wenxiong fought a lot, and he knew it was good to see him, so he dragged me away quickly after saying a few harsh words.