deceased into ashes

A week and a half passed, and Zhou Qianyi didn't touch her own phone again.

She was sitting on the sofa and scratching Nuomi's belly. Nuomi seemed to have gained a little weight and was snoring while lying on the sofa cushion.

Yan Min went to the hospital these days to help her prescribe new medicines. When Zhou Qianyi left, she brought the only card with a deposit of more than [-] in her bag. Get sick yourself.

Yan Min is a very careful person. Knowing that she likes to be quiet and not noisy, she doesn't let Nuomi lie on her side to disturb her. Zhou Qianyi sleeps next to Yan Min—Yan Min is afraid that she won't get used to sleeping with him for a while, so she just sleeps with her. Let her sleep alone first.

She had prepared pajamas, a coat, and many things for herself, including tableware.Every time Zhou Qianyi thought of these things, he felt warm in his heart.

Yan Min didn't go to the store much these days. She opened two stores, one was "Yunyan", and the other was a musical instrument store.

Zhou Qianyi didn't know that Yan Min had opened two stores before, because Yan Min spent more time in "Yunyan" to organize things.

Because she hasn't touched her phone these days, she doesn't know how Yu Qingyue is doing now. When Zhou Qianyi thinks of Yu Qingyue, she still feels a slight pain in her heart, as if that person's every move still affects everything about her.

Yan Min told her that Yu Qingyue had called her and reported her safety herself, and that there should be nothing wrong there.

Zhou Qianyi knew that this was unfair to Yan Min. Every time she thought of being with Yan Min but still thinking about Yu Qingyue, she felt that she was being condescending, but she really couldn't let go of that person in her heart. All that was left was given to Yan Min.

But I don't seem to have much to give to Yan Min, except for the 17 card in it and some of my books, it seems that there is really nothing left.

That's right, didn't I give Yu Qingyue all the love, money, and time of my life.

When she had nothing left to use, how could Yu Qingyue, who was still young and healthy, give up her precious time to accompany a dying person.

Even a former lover.

Every time Zhou Qianyi thinks of these things, he feels unwilling...but after being unwilling, there is only a little hatred left in his heart.

Yan Min came over with the cut fruit, looked at Zhou Qianyi in a daze and didn't know what he was thinking, she fed the apple to Zhou Qianyi's mouth with a toothpick, only then did Zhou Qianyi realize and quickly ate the piece of apple.

Yan Min picked up an apple with the toothpick again, and wanted to feed it to Zhou Qianyi again. She looked tenderly at one person, one cat, and the other sleeping on the sofa in a daze, with a deep smile: "What are you thinking? Qianyi."

Zhou Qianyi looked at Yan Min. Yan Min's long hair was loose and he was wearing a little dinosaur pajamas. His appearance was different from usual, giving off a naughty feeling of a child.

She said, "Thinking about... zebras."

"zebra?"

"Did you know?" Zhou Qianyi looked at Yan Min seriously, "Zebras are a very lonely race."

After Yan Min finished eating the fruit, he also looked seriously at Zhou Qianyi who was sitting obediently, and said, "Well... I thought zebras were very interesting when I was young, and I would sing a song about zebras. Tell me what you want to say first. Yes."

"Zebras are herd animals. They live with their families, and they have been like this all their lives." Zhou Qianyi said with downcast eyes.

"That's good, to be with your family for the rest of your life. Not alone."

"However, if a zebra is alone or its family members have died, they will not find a new family and new sustenance..." Zhou Qianyi took a deep breath, as if thinking of something.

"Then... how does that kind of zebra live..."

"It will survive on its own, getting used to loneliness for a long time, and then until it grows old, until it dies."

Zhou Qianyi learned about the zebra story in junior high school. At that time, her mother died two years ago.

In her original family, her father eloped with others and took away her property, her mother collapsed and committed suicide by jumping off a building, and the news reported her mother's death.

At that time, she felt like a zebra, she would not find a new sustenance, she was lonely, maybe longed for warmth, but she was more afraid of being hurt.

That zebra has been walking in the grassland for a long time, walking alone, it may be injured, it may have an infectious disease... It sees many of the same zebras, they have their own home, they laugh with their families travel together.

It has only itself.

At that time, she was only herself.

At that time, Yu Qingyue's appearance changed her whole life.

For the first time she wanted so strongly to have a home.

One, their home.

Now Zhou Qianyi thinks that maybe the zebra will have people who will accompany it for a long time in its life, but after all, they are not family members and have to leave.

A person who is used to loneliness must start to get used to the beginning and the past again.

Zhou Qianyi felt that Yu Qingyue was really cruel to her sometimes.

She is used to all kinds of injuries, but she still can't escape the naked/naked/naked betrayal.

Yan Min went to the room and took out the guitar. She gently touched Zhou Qianyi's short hair, like an adult comforting a child, and said, "Then, let me sing you a song."

She tuned it first, then, closing her eyes, she began to play the guitar.

"Zebra Zebra

don't fall asleep

Show me your wounded tail again

I don't want to touch the scars of your wounds

I just want to blow your hair out. "

zebra zebra

you returned to your home

But I wasted my cold years

your city doesn't have a door

open it for me

I'll be back on the road eventually

zebra zebra

do you remember me

I am a child who insists on worrying

......

zebra zebra

go to sleep

I bring your grass back to my hometown

At the end of the song, Zhou Qianyi smiled and said, "It's very nice."

Nuomi also looked at this lazily.

"Then, give me some reward?" Yan Min lightly poked his cheek with his hand.

Seeing that Zhou Qianyi didn't seem to have any reaction, she just smiled, feeling a little lost in her heart, and the next moment, she was so pleasantly surprised by a warm kiss that she couldn't speak.

Zhou Qianyi kissed her forehead tenderly, and said, "Silly face."

Yan Min was so happy that the tips of her ears were pink.

"Kissing the forehead means that I am willing to be responsible to you to the end. Kissing the cheek is just a kind of greeting gift." Zhou Qianyi helped Yan Min put on the little dinosaur hat, and the little dinosaur's horns stood up very cutely.

"If I still have a long, long time, I think, I will definitely keep you, a good girl, for the rest of my life." Zhou Qianyi said seriously, and there was an imperceptible choke in her words.

"If you don't have time in this life, you can keep me by your side in the next life, the next life. But I don't have much time in this life...I hope you will meet better people in the future." Zhou Qianyi thought , with some tears in his eyes.

"In the next life, in the next life, if you still like me, if you still remember me, then I will always follow you, like a zebra accompanying my family, okay?"

Yan Min lowered her head, she smiled happily, and tightly clenched her clothes to prevent Zhou Qianyi from seeing her red nose.

She knew that Zhou Qianyi's time was running out, and Zhou Qianyi had always hoped for a chance to make up for her, but she didn't want her to make it up.

As long as she has Zhou Qianyi's sincerity towards Qingyue, she will be fine.

Now, she got it.

Qianyi said that she hoped that in the future... she could find a better and better person.

This sentence is not an excuse, not perfunctory, but her sincere relationship and blessing.

She said that they will be together in the next life, and in the next life.

Yan Min can only believe in the nothingness of the next life.

But she thought that Qianyi had lived so hard in this life, and she was about to leave before she had fully enjoyed the fun of life.

Why is God so unfair to her? People like Zhou Qianyi should live a long life...

"It's late, let's rest," Zhou Qianyi looked at Yan Min who lowered his head, and said, "Today, I'm here, and tomorrow...I'll be there too."

A zebra will watch over its family.

No matter in this life or in the next life.