The world is cool

In the next two days, the little lunatic and I went all out to find a house. The intermediary in the business district asked us to search all over, but we still couldn’t find a suitable one. Later, a buddy in the intermediary advised us not to light the lamp blindly. It's a waste of wax. If you want to find a one-bedroom house these days, it's better to buy two bricks and build one yourself.

But God paid off, and just when we were disheartened, a plain picture of a house for rent on a utility pole that had been mostly covered by various small advertisements for treating psoriasis, prostate, syphilis, and acne came into view.

The owner of the house is an old man in his sixties. He looks very kind. He said that he was taken into the new house by his children when he was old. month, three bets and one bet.

Ten thousand became six thousand and eight in a blink of an eye, but life was still going on.The little lunatic and I simply tidied up the room and started to make plans for the next step.In fact, there is no need to think about it. After the house is settled, it is natural to start looking for a job, but before that, I want to see the NO.17 person.

"Don't pretend, NO.17 can still line up for you to see in turn, isn't it just to see the mute." When the little lunatic said this, he was rolling as hard as he could on the floor covered with mattresses. Realizing that even with a mattress, the floor is still a floor, and even without a mattress, a wooden plank bed with a mattress is still a bed, so he decisively seized the high ground, and I logically settled on a floor mattress.

"Da Jinzi has his wife, Zhou Cheng has his sister, Huahua only has us, if we don't visit him, no one really misses him." When I said this, I was sitting on the mattress on the floor practicing meditation , hold your breath and concentrate, close your eyes and settle down, imagining that what is under your butt is not a low-quality Simmons, but a lotus throne.

"Don't talk to us one by one, it's just you, I won't go." The little lunatic yawned, turned over to find a comfortable position, and completely settled down on the bed, "If I have the time, I can sleep a little longer, okay?"

I was angry and funny, and after thinking about it for a long time, I could only think of one word: "Lack of heart and lungs."

The little lunatic likes this comment very much, and the evidence is that he sang "La la la la la la la I am a little expert selling newspapers" more than a dozen times before going to bed.

The weather in early spring is still cool, and this feeling becomes more obvious the further you go to the suburbs.At this time in previous years, I must have been cursing the person who invented the reform through labor while looking forward to the evening coming soon, and then drinking a big bowl of hot soup in the cafeteria, feeling so beautiful in my heart.

Thinking about it now, it seems like a lifetime away.

It wasn't Yu Qingzhou who brought Huahua here, I was a little disappointed, but this disappointment was soon washed away by Huahua's bright joy.He didn't hide his happiness at all, and he frowned from a long distance, which made me unable to hold back. When I realized it, my mouth was almost grinning to the back of my head.

Seeing Huahua take her seat, I hastily picked up the phone and asked anxiously, "How are you doing these days?"

The meeting time is limited, so I have to devote my limited time to infinitely serving Huahua.

Huahua was also well prepared, and quickly wrote a few words on a piece of paper, held it up and pasted it on the glass for me to see: OK, four and a half days.

I smile, this is answering questions and teasing me, yes, I have only been out of prison for four and a half days.

But it seems like a long, long time.

"Da Jinzi and Zhou Cheng are also alright?"

Huahua nodded vigorously.

"Is NO.17 a newcomer?"

Huahua shook her head.

"Then wouldn't it be great for you three to live in a five-person room?"

Huahua took a look at me, then suddenly lowered her head and swished a few big characters, holding up: Please don't say it's useless.

Uh, well, let's get down to business.I cleared my throat, showed the majesty of Brother Lu, and said seriously: "I live with the little lunatic now, and we can eat and drink for the time being, but we still need to find a job. We are thinking about it."

Huahua pursed her lips, thought for a moment, and wrote: Didn't you mean to use the money from the sale of the house to do business?

I meditated on this question face to face for a long time, until my chin was itchy, and I scratched it with my hand, and suddenly a flash of inspiration: "Now the house price is soaring, it's not suitable to sell, just wait."

Huahua nodded, accepting it.

I breathed a sigh of relief from the bottom of my heart, and suddenly I felt very sympathetic to those who had to go back to their hometown after living a miserable life outside, it was not easy.

The meeting time was not long, but our conversation was even shorter, so that I even finished saying "Take care of yourself and don't be reluctant to eat delicious food and give you money", and the time was only half past.Well, keep your eyes open.Fortunately, Huahua and I have a tacit understanding, and that guy is a boring gourd who seldom talks. When I was in it, there were often situations where I was at the end of my rope when I had nothing to say. Every time, we just stayed like this, You don't need to say anything or think deliberately, just stay quietly, and you will feel very peaceful in your heart.

Huahua's hair has grown again, it's messy and cute, I try to imagine the feeling of rubbing it with my hands, it's wonderful.

When it was almost time, I told him: "Don't cut your hair short, just keep it like this, it looks good."

Huahua frowned unhappily, and tilted her head to look at the phantom in the glass.

I was afraid that he would think I was teasing him, so I added a serious sentence: "Really."

Huahua looked at me for a few seconds, then suddenly lifted the paper, I don't even know when he wrote it.Five words, one stroke and one stroke, neatly: I still have one year.

A certain place in my heart completely melted and spread out. I can't explain what it feels like. I only know that I am completely trusted by the person on the other side of the glass. I can't live up to this trust. I have to let He was at ease, without any doubt, at ease.

But what should I say?

Don't worry, you'll follow my brother when you come out!

I will do what I say, and I won't leave you alone!

Ann, Ann, it's only one year, hurry up!

……

When the visiting time came, I still didn't hold back any rhetoric.

The prison guard urged Huahua to get up and go back to the prison, but Huahua didn't move. He looked at me stubbornly, clutching the receiver tightly, with no emotion in his dark eyes.

I suddenly realized that he doesn’t need any guarantees, or vows to God. It’s very simple to make a child feel at ease, all you need is a firm smile and a “Yes.”

Well, I know.

Well, I remember.

Well, I will wait for you.

Finding a job is not as simple as I imagined. There are job seekers all over the street, and there is a shortage of people in all walks of life, but it is not suitable for me and the little lunatic.We don’t know how to decorate, and it’s even more impossible to be a welding technician. We can work on a construction site if we have the strength, but we really feel that we can’t handle it. Others require either a degree or work experience. It’s hard to apply for a restaurant manager After all, they don't recruit men but only women, which is fucking sexist!

The sun in spring is not strong, and it does not bask in the sun, but it is definitely not a loving thing to squat on the side of the road below and eat boxed lunch.

"If I had known it, I would have read that piece of crap, at least I could have a certificate." The little lunatic picked out a carrot that he didn't like and gave it to me, and took back a piece of meat along the way.

After thinking about it for a long time, I finally realized that his bastard refers to the university, and I couldn't laugh or cry: "If I had known that I would not have stolen cars, I might have become a big boss by now."

The little lunatic looked at me twice, curled his lips and shook his head: "It's up to you? It's unlikely."

I really want to give him a kick.

While chatting, I suddenly caught a glimpse of a three-wheeled scooter approaching not far away. It was obvious that a motor was added privately, and the sound was like a motorcycle.On the cart is a wardrobe. The snow-white paint color is brand new at first glance, and the pattern looks like an idyllic style. The four corners are wrapped with foam to prevent bumps.I remembered that there was a home furnishing market not far ahead. It must be that some customers bought new furniture and were sending it home... Wait, I can do this too!

Just do what you say, put down the lunch box and I will lead the little lunatic to the home furnishing market.Well, I don't know if I don't look at it, the competition in this industry is quite fierce, a row of cars are parked at the entrance of the market, and if someone comes out, a dozen or so people will greet them together.However, at least 20 yuan will be credited at a time. If the journey is a little farther, if you help carry it up, you can get at least [-] yuan.Doing two orders a day is enough for food and clothing.

"I won't do it."

On the third day, everything was ready, and I even bought the car from the waste collection station for 200 yuan, but the little lunatic was not happy about it.

"Anyway, it's just a car, and you ride with style." The dead boy was still plausible.

I asked him, "Then what do you want to do?"

The little lunatic raised his eyebrows, turned and entered the home furnishing market.

I had no choice but to leave the car to look after him, thinking that he could shake as much as he liked, and nothing would happen anyway, so I just lay on the car and waited for work.Okay, the wait was two hours, and finally came to work, it was a writing desk, and it had to be delivered to Xicheng District.Ordinarily, Xicheng District is not far from here, and it takes at most half an hour to ride a bicycle.So at first I was very confident, and I didn't even ask for more money, just a one-off price, forty.In the end, I regretted it after only a few steps. Your mother’s three-wheeled riding is completely different from riding a bicycle, especially with this big guy on the bike. It’s really difficult. Like Guan Gong, clothes can wring out water.The customer was still not happy, and yelled why it took a long time to arrive, and finally threw me 40 yuan, and one of them fell to the ground.

I waited for a long time until the customers and the neighbors downstairs disappeared from sight before squatting down and picking up the ten yuan.I can't tell what kind of mood it is, humiliation, it's not that bad, it's a bit empty, as if I have a lot of strength but can't use it.I almost got scraped by the delivery truck on the ride back, for no other reason than my mind was wandering at the time.The questions I think about are also quite nonsensical, such as who am I, where am I, what am I doing and so on.This kind of fleeting moment of blankness appeared many times on the way back.Every time I come back to my senses, I will tell myself the same answer - I am Feng Yiyi, I am outside the prison, and I am struggling to live well.

It’s almost time to go back to the home furnishing market, and my stomach is singing the empty city plan all the way. I was thinking about how to go in and find the little lunatic for dinner when the cart is safe, but the guy came out bouncing and rushing at me from a long way Waving: "Hi, Feng Yiyi—"

I was so happy that I said the little lunatic at the moment, I unconsciously raised the corner of my mouth: "Why, married a wife?"

The little lunatic smiled without saying a word, walked up to me, took my hand and turned it over, and slapped a piece of RMB.

I was blinked by the pink leader.

"what's the situation?"

"Commission."

"What did you do?"

"Help sell furniture."

Damn, I only earn forty by working so hard. This kid can earn one hundred by hiding in the warm air. What is wrong with the world!

"Or I'll follow you and sell it."

"Don't, you bought all the cars, just deliver the goods, I think it's good."

"Riding is also very good, come and try?"

……

That's what I said, but in the days that followed, I was still waiting for work on the periphery.I don't know why, although I was recognized as a gossip in prison, but when I came out, I didn't want to talk too much with people. It may be because of inferiority, or it may be something else. Anyway, I always feel that I am out of tune with others.The little lunatic said that I was persecuted with paranoia, and the original words were as follows: You didn't put the words "I have been in prison" on your forehead, so you are afraid of hair.I know what he said makes sense, but I can't help it. Every time I'm stared at for a long time, I feel guilty. I want to fuck myself for being so fucking cowardly!