Restlessness

The three-month summer vacation did not bring any emotional relief to Xu Yue. On a late night when the stars were thin and the sky could not see a cloud, Li Ranran fought Xu Yue for a whole day like a two hundred and five The one-hour phone call, from the second year of high school to the third year of high school, and then from which girl in the attached high school was good-looking and talked about my adolescence that was like a gap, and finally changed the topic to the university application application.

During the whole period, Zhou Hui couldn't get through to the two of them on the phone, and he kept sending group voice reminders in the group with dissatisfaction.Everyone seems to be exactly the same as before, everyone is working hard on the road they have planned, but Xu Yue is holding him back.

Under Zhou Hui's screen bombardment, Xu Yue and Li Ranran clicked into the WeChat group at the same time, and the phone screen just displayed "You have successfully joined the group video"... The next second, Zhou Hui cried like a wolf The sound entered the ears of those two people like a strong current.

Xu Yue couldn't help but take off the earphones, and waited for a long time before turning down the volume of his mobile phone.

"What are you doing! Zhou Hui, are you sick!" Li Ranran preemptively said jokingly, "Have you volunteered to fill in? Where did you fill in?"

"Where else can I go besides Shanghai?" Zhou Hui lowered his voice, and could hear the sound of flipping papers from his side, "My mother said that I am the only one in my family, and she doesn't want me to go too far. I stayed in Shanghai. So she stayed up late at night to help me find out which school is good... To tell you the truth, my mother even chose a major for me."

"It seems like someone is not the only child... Xu Yue and I are also..." Li Ranran was stunned for a few seconds, coughed a few times, "Wait... um, that... half-brother, it should be What is it... is it still an only child?"

"Li Ranran, can you fucking speak? Is your brain caught by the door!" Zhou Hui suddenly raised the volume, and instantly recovered the state he had just entered the group voice.

Xu Yue was amused by the two of them, cursed in a low voice "Get out", turned his head and turned on the TV casually.

"So, Xu Yue...you really decided to re-read it?" Zhou Hui put down the book in his hand and sat forward, "If you gave me that grade, my mother would be able to praise me to the sky. It's a pity, Xueba has always had very high demands on himself. I can understand and understand..."

"..." Xu Yue licked his lips and blinked his eyes lightly, "I...ah, I don't really have much to pursue, I just want to re-read the third year of high school, and after the next college entrance examination, I will Ready to go back to Hangzhou."

"Why! Xu Yue..." Li Ranran's eyes were dim, and he said anxiously, "There are so many good universities in Shanghai, and...you have two good brothers, Zhou Hui and me, in Shanghai. You returned to Hangzhou, and you have what."

What else do you have when you go back to Hangzhou...

It seemed that there was really nothing left, and even the back had become empty.

Xu Yue's expression froze, and he gently shook the TV remote control in his hand.

"Let's talk about it, don't worry. Anyway, there is still a year."

Facts have proved that the time of a year is really fast. After the end of midsummer, there will be three days of autumn rain. The cold wind blows the camphor trees on both sides of the tree-lined road in the middle school, and the fallen leaves seem to be spinning in the wind. the pain.

Li Ye and Lao Yang have successfully taught Class A and Class 1 of the third year of senior high school. In the new semester, they have been rotated to the freshman class of the first year of high school. There are no familiar faces in the entire teaching area of ​​the third year of high school.Xu Yue was still assigned to Class A of the third year of high school, and on the table for two in the last row there were still a few characters that Gu Yuan had scratched casually when he complained before.

During the first few days of school, Li Ranran and Zhou Hui made voice calls to Xu Yue every evening after school. But later, the confusion of entering university and the first love of love rushed to the two of them at the same time.

One weekend, Li Ranran stood next to a girl who was half a head shorter than him, smiling at Xu Yue with two canine teeth.

"Are you the Xu Yue that Ranran often talks about? The name is really nice, and you are also handsome." The girl squeezed Li Ranran's left hand tightly with her right hand, looking a little nervous, "My name is Zhao Lu, and I am Li Ranran's daughter." Friends, the two of us met during military training in college."

Xu Yue was suddenly speechless. Time passed so fast that he almost forgot that there was once a boy with a smile in his eyes who often wrapped his arms around his neck and said

"Ah, that's right. I'm Xu Yue's boyfriend."

"Xu Yue? Xu Yue?" Zhou Hui raised his hand and waved in front of Xu Yue a few times, "Hurry up and order, why are you so serious about it?"

Xu Yue came back to his senses and shook his head slightly, but didn't speak any more.He took a pen and circled the menu a few times, only to realize that all these dishes were Gu Yuan's favorite.

Xu Yue spent a simple dinner in great torment. The rest of the three chatted in full swing. Only he lowered his head and fiddled with the rice in his bowl. When it was over, Xu Yue just patted Li Ranran's face lightly. Shoulder.

Still didn't say a word.

Zuo Xiu was a boy, Xu Yue seemed to have a little impression, and it took him a long time to recall that he had received a letter from him in the physical education class of the second year of high school.Coincidentally, in the year Xu Yue re-read, Zuo Xiu became his classmate impartially.

He has also changed from a former senior in high school to a classmate.

Xu Yue sat in his seat and kept flipping through the exercise book on his desk throughout the class.Zuo Xiu came over from the back row and knocked on Xu Yue's desk.

"Xu Yue, do you remember me? I wrote you a letter when I was a freshman in high school. My name is Zuo Xiu."

Xu Yue raised his head. The boy in front of him was wearing a black sweater, with dark gray hair, wrist guards on his wrists, and a black basketball headband between his foreheads.

For a moment, Xu Yue even thought that his Gu Yuan was still by his side.

"Xu Yue?" Zuo Xiu was full of doubts, and couldn't help squinting his eyes.

Xu Yue came back to his senses and turned his gaze back to the exercise book in his hand, and no longer had any leisure to look at the boys around him.

Zuo Xiu would occasionally ask a few more questions about Xu Yue's reason for re-reading the third year of high school, but Xu Yue never responded positively, and he was unwilling to confide even a single word to anyone.After the autumn rain, the weather improved for a while, and on a gloomy afternoon, the first light snow of winter fell in Shanghai.

The entire teaching area was boiling and noisy, and everyone returned to the classroom with great reluctance under the announcement of the newly appointed principal.

Xu Yue no longer lived in the brightly lit high school dormitory building for the third year. Many times, after the last class in the afternoon, he would be the first to leave the classroom and leave the school gate.Back in the rental house, he would wrap himself in a quilt and force himself to close his eyes and have a good sleep.

Day after day, month after month.

In Xu Yue's world, he was finally the only one left.

After that, at the appointed time every evening, Li Ranran would call several times as usual, but still didn't get any response.At first, Xu Yue would simply reply with text, but later she simply blocked all group chats.Zhou Hui missed a class that was important to freshmen and his major, and rushed to the attached middle school by car. He stood in front of Xu Yue, pointed at him and yelled at him for a long time. It wasn't until nearly half an hour later that a vain look slowly appeared in his eyes. cherish.

"Xu Yue, please, can you just say something..." Zhou Hui's eyes were red, "Xu Yue, I'm Zhou Hui, please say something to me."

Xu Yue's body was shaken several times, the corners of her eyes were flushed, she opened her mouth, but she never said a word.

"Xu Yue..."

Under the strong request of Li Ranran, Zhou Hui and Zhao Lu, Xu Yue was pushed into the back of the taxi and then taken to the best hospital in Shanghai by the three of them.The pungent disinfectant was both familiar and unfamiliar, Xu Yue raised his head, and met the three words on the sign next to the white wooden door, his eyes were still calm.

"Psychiatric"

What did the older female doctor tell him, but in Xu Yue's eyes, it was like a silent movie, and he just sat quietly on the stool next to him.When he finally left, Xu Yue had a few more bottles of white medicine jars in his hand.

He slowly moved forward a few steps, finally stopped and turned slowly to look at Li Ranran and Zhou Hui.

"So, what's wrong with me?" Xu Yue's voice was hoarse, with a strong nasal sound, which was terribly unpleasant.

But it was such a simple and ordinary sentence, Li Ranran squatted at the stairs, covering his face and crying loudly.Zhou Hui raised his head and didn't dare to look at Xu Yue's face.

"No! How is it possible! We are not sick!" Zhou Hui closed his eyes and said slowly, "These medicines are actually to help you relieve stress. You are in the third year of high school... Think about it, we were reading exercise books every night in the dormitory. What time will it be...Think about all the papers we have done in our self-study class...This medicine is fine, just like taking vitamin supplements..."

The conversation got stuck in the middle, and Zhou Hui no longer knew how to continue making up this beautiful dream he had personally set.

After listening carefully to everything, Xu Yue nodded lightly, clutching the bottle of medicine tightly in her hand.

On the way back to the attached middle school, Xu Yue leaned on the back of the taxi and closed his eyes to slowly fall asleep. Li Ranran winked at Zhou Hui and whispered, "Look at your phone"

Zhou Hui was puzzled, but he still took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket. As expected, there was a new WeChat message on the screen.

Zhou Hui glanced at Li Ranran, unlocked the phone, and opened his WeChat.

Ran Ran raised the flag: Why don't we go to Lao Yang to see if we can get Brother Yuan's contact information.

Ran Ran raises the flag: Xu Yue really can't go on like this...

Huihui sleeves: Yes.

Zhou Hui and Li Ranran took time to go back to the attached middle school. The boy who has always been carefree and doesn't take anything seriously seems to have grown up instantly after going to the hospital.Li Ranran, who entered university, began to pay attention to his own image. He insisted on running and ironing every day. He looked a lot thinner than before, and the clothes he bought decreased from "XXL" to "L" at some point.

After the two sat on the sofa in Lao Yang's office and greeted each other for a while, they finally mentioned the phone number of Gu Yuan's parents.

Lao Yang suddenly realized that the two boys in front of him had already passed eighteen, and they had lost the impulsiveness and brutality of previous years, and had gained a rare composure.

Without saying a word, Lao Yang took out a student information booklet wrapped in a transparent leather from a corner of the cabinet in the office and handed it over.

"This was filled out by everyone when the first year of high school started." Lao Yang turned a few pages back, "This page is from Gu Yuan... the last page is from Xu Yue. He was transferred from the second year of high school." Yes, there is only a single piece of paper, and I glued it in because I was afraid of losing it."

Zhou Hui looked down at the student registration information booklet in his hand, and couldn't help sighing.

"I heard that Xu Yue has re-read." Lao Yang felt a little regretful, his eyes were covered with a thin layer of mist, "What a good child...but it doesn't matter."

Lao Yang sniffed, "He has the capital to start over."

Li Ranran nodded his head a few times.

It has been a full week since Gao Li obtained Gu Yuanxin's mobile phone number.Zhou Hui added Gu Yuan's new WeChat, the profile picture is a black picture, but the screen name is still the same "Yuan Yuan wants to hug"

Gu Yuan was a little puzzled, the new phone card didn't have any contacts, and there were only two friends, Gao Li and Gu Xu, in the new WeChat account.When Zhou Hui's WeChat name appeared in his application list, Gu Yuan bounced off the sofa.

He rubbed his hair indiscriminately a few times, before he even had time to send a few texts, he directly clicked to start a WeChat voice.

"Zhou, Zhou Hui?" The volume on Gu Yuan's TV was turned up, and fluent spoken English came to Zhou Hui's ears, "Zhou Hui? Is that you?"

"It's me. Is it early morning on your side? Haven't slept yet? Turn down the volume of the TV on your side."

Gu Yuan stood up abruptly, muted the TV, and trembled slightly with his right hand holding the phone.

"Zhou Hui...he..." Gu Yuan's voice gradually dropped, "How is he..."

"How about it, Brother Yuan, don't you know what will happen to him?" Zhou Hui suddenly couldn't get angry. He felt sorry for Xu Yue, and he also felt sorry for Gu Yuan. He is the same as before, saying what he has...but..."

"But what!" Gu Yuan frowned.

"However, the current situation is not very good." Zhou Hui unfolded the folded medical form on his desk, smoothed the folds in the middle with his hands, and finally read the contents inside word for word, and finally He sighed deeply, "Brother Yuan, the doctor said that this is a psychological trauma, and he can no longer be left alone... To get well, you must have enough patience and time... So, Brother Yuan, come back. OK ……"

"What Xu Yue wanted to say but couldn't say before, I, Zhou Hui, said everything for him today."

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