Restlessness

Xu Yue received a call from a stranger in the early hours of the morning, and the number belonged to Hangzhou. Xu Yue picked it up and gave a soft "Hello", but did not get any response from the other party.He tore apart the quilt that was wrapped around him a little, and finally sat up slowly and said "Hello" to the microphone again.

More sounds came from the other end of the phone, like a howling wind, or a small sigh.After a stalemate for another half a minute, Xu Yue finally pressed the hang up button.

There is a white stray cat with piebald spots in the new university. It is timid and a bit afraid of people. It often sneaks into the flower bed next to the teaching building. When it rains, it is always covered in mud. Occasionally, it will be rejected by others. .When Xu Yue came out of the East Canteen at noon, he would bring some food, and then wrap it with a napkin and put it inside the flower bed. When all the professional courses in the afternoon were over, he would throw the tissue into the trash can on the side of the road .

Not even on any rainy day.

Several senior sophomores ran into Xu Yue several times during their lunch break, and each time they asked for his contact information, but Xu Yue shook his head and avoided him every time.

The promise of medicine prescribed by the doctor two years ago has never stopped, and the new environment can slowly change a person, until he came out of the affiliated hospital, took his mobile phone and briefly sent a message in the group chat of the previous four people. a few words.

Xu Xu Rusheng: I just got checked out from the hospital.

Xu Xurusheng: The doctor said that the situation is much better, and there is no need to take medicine every day.

Xu Xurusheng: The frequency has been reduced to twice a week.

Not long after the news was sent, Li Ranran replied with a few emoticons.

Ran Ran raises the flag: Lulu happens to be going home this weekend, so!Zhou Hui and I decided to come over on Friday night.

Raise the flag: When the time comes, our family, Yue Yue, don’t forget to invite us to eat the most authentic Hangzhou cuisine.

Xu Yue couldn't help squinting her eyes, and stuffed the medical records in her coat pocket.

Xu Xurusheng: Got it, eat.Eat whatever you want, please.

The female teacher of the social psychology professional course was temporarily changed due to pregnancy.On the way Xu Yue went upstairs, he could still hear a few words that came out of the mouths of a few girls in the same company, as well as the phrase "Teacher Gu" that he had heard countless times.

Xu Yue thought about it carefully. This world brought him too many surprises and disappointments. The word Gu Yuan has gradually become the past tense with the passage of time. Until now, even if he hears any of the words, Also just laughed it off.

The seats in the lecture theater are gradually increased. Xu Yue always likes to sit in the back few rows, which can not only avoid the lecturer’s questions, but also make it convenient for him to review the contents of the books of other subjects.

Xu Yue didn't bother to look up, so he flipped his pen a few times and wrote down a few lines of technical terms in his notebook.

At this moment, a noisy sound wave came from the corridor on the 5th floor from low to high, and slowly approached from the next classroom until the entire No. 3 lecture hall became noisy.

"Teacher Gu is here! Look, look! Damn! He's so handsome!"

Xu Yue raised her head in dissatisfaction, and couldn't help but widen her eyes when her gaze was fixed, and her whole body trembled.

"Gu..." Xu Yue put down his pen slowly, and stood up from the stool in astonishment like the other girls, "Gu, Gu Yuan?"

Standing at the glass door of the classroom was a tall figure, with a black mid-length trench coat covering his thighs, a dark turtleneck sweater with a slightly loose ribbed jaw line, and hair that was no different from his high school days. The bangs cover half of the eyebrows, and because of studying abroad, there is an extra elegant temperament on her body.

Gu Yuan lifted his feet and slowly walked up to the podium, pressed his hands on the table and looked around the classroom, finally shifted his eyes to the seats in the back row.

The girls in the next class in the front row covered their mouths and stomped their feet excitedly, but judging from the shape of their mouths, there was nothing else except the mindless words "so handsome", "really handsome" and "super handsome".

Xu Yue's heart felt as if he had experienced a raging ocean wave, rolling in overwhelmingly, and finally being covered in fine sand before receding slowly.

It's so calm that it's unbelievable.

Xu Yue once imagined that there would be such a day in the future. If he met Gu Yuan again, he swore that he would make up for the punch they had when they met, but it was only now that he suddenly realized... There was too much in the past when he was young. Ignorance, madness and throbbing can really be buried in the heart over time for many years.

It was obvious that two summers and winters had passed, but Xu Yue felt that the days and nights they spent apart were more than just the short term "two years".

"Students, please be quiet. My name is Gu Yuan. From today onwards, I will be the main lecturer of this subject of social psychology." Gu Yuan bite the bullet and held back the urge to run to the back row in the next second. Reluctantly, she forced herself to look away, and finally opened a few learning materials lying flat on the table, "Your previous teacher may take half a year's leave because of pregnancy. So at the end of this semester and the next I will explain the social psychology of the semester to everyone."

Gu Yuan's voice remained the same, it was the same as before, a gentle voice could kill someone in a matter of minutes.It's just that the target of death has completely become all freshman girls except Xu Yue.

The girls in the two rows in front of Xu Yue have been showing red hearts in their eyes since the very beginning. One of the little girls blushed with excitement, and then pinched her textbook in a commotion. Moved to the empty seat at the front of the classroom.In an instant, only Xu Yue was left in the back row of the lecture hall.

Not embarrassing nor embarrassing.

It also successfully attracted the attention of the whole class.

"Oh yes, speaking of handsome guys, I almost forgot that there is another handsome handsome guy in our class... Hey, look, the one in the back row is a bit aloof and quiet."

"Yes, yes, I talked to him a few words at the beginning of school, and it turned out... Hey, tell me, is he really aloof or is he just pretending? I saw him squatting in the flower bed yesterday afternoon while feeding the cat..."

Gu Yuan's eyes dimmed suddenly, but he quickly returned to normal and smiled at a few girls who were whispering.

"The student in the back, can you see the teacher's face clearly from sitting so far away?" Gu Yuan chuckled a few times, and waved at Xu Yue. "Come on, sit in front."

In the past two years, his endless swearing really hasn't changed much.The contrast between the picture in front of him and Xu Yue's memory was too strong, and Xu Yue was even a little worried that the people on the podium had a face that would bring disaster to the country and the people, and the word "stupid" popped out of his mouth in the next second .

Xu Yue reluctantly took a few books on his desk and moved to the middle position. After the whole class, he obviously didn't raise his head once, but he still memorized all the things that Gu Yuan mentioned about the psychology major. heart.

It has to be said that Gu Yuan does have the capital to become a psychology lecturer.Xu Yue suddenly smiled wryly, recalling the time when she was flustered and even suffered from insomnia every night in her third year of high school.

The electronic bell rang, Gu Yuan finished his last question and bowed to the students under the podium, and unconsciously glanced at Xu Yue's position.

Sure enough, on the empty desk, only a piece of homework paper full of notes was pulled down.

As usual, Xu Yue took out a few snacks from the cafeteria from his pocket, sat on the edge of the flower bed, and meowed softly.The white stray cat quickly got out of the bushes and kept barking at him from a long distance away.

"Today Li Ranran and Zhou Hui came to Hangzhou, and I'm going to treat them to dinner. I have to solve the dinner by myself..." Xu Yue peeled off the candy wrapper, and threw a white soft candy into his mouth, "So Don't wait for me today... just like you gave up waiting for Gu Yuan before. Okay?"

The dirty kitten meowed a few times, but it couldn't understand the true emotions of human beings. It just walked over slowly and gently rubbed Xu Yue's arm with its head. Soon, the light-colored coat Immediately, a group of black mud marks appeared on the ground.

"Xiaobai! Look at you! I'm covered in mud and always like to rub against people."

Xu Yue pretended to be angry, but still reached out and touched the kitten's head, and finally threw the empty packaging bag into the trash can. Xu Yue stood up slowly and moved towards the school gate. past.

The phone in his pocket vibrated a few times, and Xu Yue knew who sent the message without guessing.

really

Then raise the flag: Joy!My dearest covenant! !Zhou Hui and I have already got out of the high-speed rail station, and now we are going to take a taxi to your university town!Hurry up, hurry up and book the restaurant, I'm going to starve to death.

Xu Yue chuckled lightly, pressing her fingertips on the screen of the phone non-stop.

Xu Xurusheng: Got it, I won’t starve you.

After the sending was successful, Xu Yue thought of something again, hesitated for a few seconds and chose to call Li Ranran directly.

"Li Ran, let me ask you something. I only told you and Zhou Hui that I went back to Hangzhou to study in this university." Xu Yue stopped suddenly, took a deep breath, "Tell me, who are you?" revealed it to him?"

"Ah? Ah. What about me...Hello? Hey! My signal is not very good, Xu Yue?" Li Ranran raised her voice, shaking her phone around, "What's wrong with this phone? Let's meet again Say it again."

Snapped

After the phone was hung up, a string of blind voices with neat rhythm and completely consistent tone came into Xu Yue's ears. He couldn't help but smile and frowned a few times.Finally, he raised his head to face the cold wind and murmured: "Why are you laughing when Gu Yuan comes back... You were so sad before."

In the two years, whether it was long or not, Xu Yue forcibly boiled his once scorching blood to his current heart that was as dull as ashes.

When Gu Yuan left without a sound, he was sad.When they met again, he was left with nothing but sadness.

When Li Ranran and Zhou Hui arrived, it was already three or ten minutes later.Xu Yue spent a rare weekend outside. He was in a good mood and bought three lollipops. Surprisingly, this store had a cantaloupe flavored lollipop. Later, it slipped into Xu Yue's trouser pocket.

Xu Yue booked a restaurant and ordered all the dishes before the two of them arrived.

"Are you looking for box 211... please go this way." The voice of the waiter outside the door came from far to near, and finally opened the wooden door of the box in front of Xu Yue, "The three please come in."

Xu Yue raised his head abruptly.

three?

Where did the three come from?

Didn't Li Ranran's girlfriend go home on weekends?

Before he had time to make any judgments, Li Ranran and Zhou Hui had already taken off the gray scarf around his neck and threw it on the cabinet next to him. Xu Yue cleared his throat and stood up, looking at the door and standing outside with his hands pinching the hems of his trousers Gu Yuan who refused to step in for a long time.

The moment their eyes met, Xu Yue suddenly understood that liking someone is a rare courage, and when you don't like someone, you also need courage.

"Since everyone is here, let's come in." Xu Yue said lightly, "Teacher Gu."

The memory was forcibly pulled back to high school. Gu Yuan once personally asked Lao Yang to go through the whole analysis process for a big problem, and then explained the whole process to Xu Yue one by one with a proud face.

Xu Yue was overjoyed and joked, "Mr. Gu, do you think I solved this question right?"

……

"Xu Yue..." Gu Yuan took a breath, and suddenly grabbed Xu Yue's arm, holding it tightly and refusing to let go, "Xu Yue, I know you don't want to hear it now. But if I don't say it, I will definitely regret it .”

"Regret?" Xu Yue remained motionless, standing blankly at the door of the box, "Gu Yuan, do you know that I blamed you and hated you before, but now I can't even do that just by looking at you .”

"We are already over." Xu Yue said word by word, "It was over two years ago."

"At least, with me."

Gu Yuan lowered his eyes and slowly let go of his hand, but in the next second, Zhou Hui dragged him into the box and pressed him on the stool.

"It's hard for everyone to have a chance for a graduation party. Let's put aside the relationship between you two for now." Zhou Hui coughed a few times to try to ease the embarrassment of the two of them, "Come, come, today's meal will be treated as Let Brother Yuan clean up the dust..."

"Why do you want me to pay for him?" Xu Yue gave Zhou Hui a sidelong glance, and casually took out three lollipops from his pocket and threw them on the table. "I just bought it after school, and it happened to be one for each of you."

Xu Yue couldn't help but glanced at Gu Yuan, and closed her eyes.

"It's also a coincidence, there just happens to be a cantaloupe flavor."