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Yu Qi and I became estranged unknowingly.

It wasn't my intention, and I don't think it would have been her intention, but that's exactly what happened.

After taking a walk in the Wuming Lake that day, I realized that my love for Yu Qi had grown beyond control.If I get along with Yu Qi as before, I can't guarantee that I won't cross the line.

But it shouldn't be.She has someone she likes, my crossing the line will be an offense to her, and if she finds out my intentions...

Is it a burden?I thought bitterly.

So lately, I've been filling myself with busyness.Even when there are no classes or departmental work, I am constantly looking for things to do, looking up files and literature, there is always something to do.

Once or twice, when Yu Qi came to look for me, I said to her with an apologetic expression and tone: "I'm sorry, I still have things to do...", Yu Qi probably understood, and gradually, she There are fewer traces left in my life.If there is an intersection, it is when we occasionally meet in front of the library.

I am really guilty.Am I not taking advantage of Yu Qi's sensitivity and thoughtfulness...

This situation made the roommates feel that something was wrong.The relationship between the two of us is so good that the relationship between our two dormitories is very good. Now this seemingly cold war situation naturally makes everyone anxious.But obviously we haven't agreed with each other, but the answer to everyone is the same: "We are fine, everyone is very busy, there are a lot of things recently, just wait until you are free."

Always have a tacit understanding on strange things.

This kind of tacit understanding lasted for almost a month, and it was time for the Yunhu team to gather again.

When I was thinking about what reason to use to avoid this gathering, I saw Yu Qi posting in the group: "The rookie of our school's debate team is going to play a home game for the first time, and I want to follow up the whole process, just right On this Saturday, I won't go."

Jiang You: "? What are you talking about? You said that it's best to be free at this time of the month, and put off everything."

Yu Qi: "I know, but this competition is really important. I just took over the debate team, and it's the first time for a rookie to play the whole course. Of course I have to keep up."

Jiang You: "You better not have a next time."

Yu Qi: "I know, I know. There is no next time, no next time."

Of course, Jiang You was not so easy to fool.

At this party, everyone watched me go to the appointment for the first time.Don't talk about them, I feel very strange myself.

I am used to having a person on the right hand side, but I suddenly came over by myself. To be honest, I don't think it's weird or fake.

I'm not used to it myself, and it's even harder to hide it.

Jiang You was thinking about the problem, and when he saw me coming in, he subconsciously asked, "Where's Yu Qi?"

I asked back, "Isn't she saying she can't come?"

Jiang You suddenly said: "Oh, that's right."

She observed me for a long time, until I felt hairy all over, and then said: "You are not right."

I:"?"

Jiang You: "Recently Yu Qi is not quite right, I think there is something between you."

I was speechless, "You can't even see us, what is wrong with you..."

Jiang You: "You didn't deny it, there is something between you two."

This is making trouble out of no reason!

Me: "...you're a bit strange. Yu Qi really doesn't have time."

Jiang You didn't say much, but after I came back, I received a message from her.

Jiang You: "Have you and Yu Qi... had some emotional conversations?"

Me: "Did she tell you?"

Jiang You: "Obviously not, but neither of you seems like someone who will find something to do for yourself."

Me: "What?"

Jiang You: "If Yu Qi brought the school's debate team to the competition, I would still trust her, but she led the school-level team, and she is the vice-captain of the school-level team. Logically, there is no need to follow so closely."

Me: "... Where can I find something for myself?"

Jiang You: "My girlfriend is from our school's law school. Recently, I had an exchange with your school. It is said that you volunteered to be responsible, but you are already very busy, so there is no reason for you to take the job for yourself."

Me: "...so?"

Jiang You: "What happened to you two?"

Me: "………… Let me tell the truth, there is really nothing, why don't you believe it?"

Jiang You: "Have you not watched the nameless forum for a long time?"

I:"?"

Jiang You: "Yesterday someone confessed to Yu Qi, but Yu Qi rejected him."

Me: "...I really don't know."

Jiang You: "Yu Qi's reason is, 'I don't like boys.'"

Me: "...? Why did she just say it so directly?! Isn't she worried?"

Jiang You: "...you'd better go and see for yourself."

I do seldom go to the unnamed forum. This is a forum in our school. Students from friendly schools can also register for a tourist ID.

I knew that Yu Qi and I had been discussed by unknown people, but...

I opened the forum, and the first item on the general section was: "Today I confessed to Yu Qi from the Faculty of Arts, but..."

I know the host's ID, he is a well-known handsome boy from the Faculty of Science.

He wrote in the forum: "Actually, I paid attention to Yu Qi when I was a freshman, and I was attracted to her when I was arguing with her. Yesterday I mustered up the courage to confess to her. Many people watched, but she rejected my flower. , The person who also rejected me said flatly: 'I like girls.', she is really open, I like her more, what should I do QAQ”

What kind of QAQ do you guys use... It's hard for me not to complain, so I read the replies below one by one.

"Is the host just confessing his failure and healed his wounds all afternoon to ask for comfort?" I guess so?

"Actually, this matter is estimated to spread to the whole school..." It can be expected, after all, Yu Qi is well-known and popular in the school, not to mention the guy who posted the post.

"If Yu Qi likes girls, then it's obvious who she likes..." Why is it so obvious?I do not even know!

No, I don't know what it means?

"She and Tao Zhizhao are inseparable, it's hard not to think it's her?"?Classmates, wait a minute!

"Speaking of which, they don't seem to appear together recently... I've been dating this pair for a long time..." Did we often appear together before... How did you get in touch?

"? Why is it knocked upstairs?" Classmate, you asked what I wanted to ask.

"Once I ran into them in a restaurant outside the school. Although it seemed that Tao Zhizhao was taking care of Yu Qi, Yu Qi was also taking care of each other as much as possible. Yu Qi even looked at each other with gentle eyes... and I usually see them The Yu Qi who travels alone is different from the Yu Qi who is in the debate field. At that moment, I think they have a good relationship..." Is it like this...?

"Me too... I saw them in a clothing store of a certain brand outside the school. Tao Zhizhao seemed to be trying on clothes. Yu Qi's eyes lit up the moment he saw her, and the expression on his face was really gentle... No way. Just thinking about it makes me wish I could kick my boyfriend a jio." My friend, no, really no.

"And it is said that the two of them have been in the same school since junior high school. What kind of childhood sweetheart is this!"

The host was silent for a long time, and finally made a fuss on this floor again: "You say that, I think it makes sense after thinking about it... Oh my God, I feel like a cannon fodder QAQ"

I didn't go any further.

At every moment I don't know, is this how Yu Qi looks at me?

I carefully recalled the look on her face when she spoke that day, and carefully recalled every word and every sentence she said.

Her bright smile in the setting sun crashed into my mind again.

"Actually, I'm already very lucky." She said so.And what did I say before that?

"The person you like is really lucky..."

An unprecedented strange feeling filled my heart.I feel like my depleted heart has been baptized by the sweet spring again, and it's like a dry balloon inflated again.A sense of great surprise and disbelief hit me.

I have a very bold idea, I think, must try.

I clicked on Jiang You's chat box.

Me: "Do you know who is the girl Yu Qi likes?"

Me: "I think you must know..."

Jiang You: "...you are so sudden. I know, why are you asking so suddenly?"

Me: "...Although it may be narcissistic and abrupt to say so."

Me: "Please tell me, is it me?"

Jiang You: "...Did you finally find out?"

It was as if a sharp sword had pierced my heart.I felt like I was floating on a cloud.

Yu Qi likes me.

I like Yu Qi, and Yu Qi also likes me.

An unreal feeling of happiness surrounded me.

It turned out that the luckiest person was me.

I also finally remembered, that day I was only concerned about being sad and didn't realize one thing: when Yu Qi said he liked me, his eyes were always on me.It was always me that she saw.

I suddenly remembered something and suffocated my breath.

"finally?"

Me: "Jiang You, what is...finally?"

Jiang You: "...Your matter can be settled by yourself! I'm going with my girlfriend!"

Jiang You avoided answering this question, I have a hunch...

I dare not think about the answer to this question.

Now, I think I should confront Yu Qi.

I'm [-]% sure of my mind.And Yu Qi... she is gentle enough and considerate enough, but she is also overly restrained because of this.If I don't make it clear, maybe she... no, she must, just like what she said that day by the nameless lake, watching me like others, and then digesting it by herself.

But I can't love others.I like her, almost doomed.Many things were discovered after I realized that I liked them.

Is it just that Yu Qi is different to me?Is there a clear difference between Yu Qi and others?

I am not a person with firm belief in the future, and I seldom have strong desires. Only at this moment, I know in my heart: I want to spend the future with Yu Qi.

I want to have her in my future.

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