Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

How bad is the air quality in Beijing?

After staying at Yue Chen's house for nearly a month, my first feeling when I got home was - did people really live in this ghost place?

The white tiles turned into a light gray, and when I stepped on a big footprint, I had no doubts that with the thick ash in the house, weeds could be planted directly with a little water and some seeds.

So how bad is the air quality in Beijing?

The answer is - very poorly.

The room remained the same as it was before I left, a mess, facing the ubiquitous dust, I walked from the kitchen to the toilet, from the toilet to the bedroom, and from the bedroom back to the kitchen.

Hui, which was originally quite honest, was mixed up because of my wandering around, flying all over the world, and I can’t see it in the dark, but it’s obvious when it’s under the window facing the sun.

Dusty and colorful?A group of ashes dancing wildly?

I strode to the balcony, finally took a good breath, rubbed my nose, sneezed a few times, then lit a cigarette, basked in the sun and watched the little kids running and playing downstairs and The parents chasing behind were in a daze.

After feeling comfortable for a while, the nose itch again, damn it, the poplar catkins all over the sky are more fucking painful than the ashes in the house.

I took off my coat and put it on my head, and sat on a small stool in the corner of the balcony with my back against the wall, smoking non-stop. Occasionally, a ball or two of catkins floated in, and I caught them, crushed them and threw them away. out.

I feel very irritable and can't calm down.

But if you can't calm down, don't be quiet. Dry smoking is useless.

Looking at the mess in the house, I found a clean T-shirt from the closet and put it on my face to fix it. Then I took out the woven bag I used when I moved, and started to clean up the garbage and unsightly things on the ground. Toss in the bag.

I was invincible along the way, and basically everything that touched my hands was cleaned up regardless of whether it was still useful or not.

After collecting, I took the two big bags of garbage downstairs and threw them away. After I came back, I took a good hot bath with my head covered in ashes. When I came out, I looked at the clean and refreshing room without any bits and pieces. I suddenly felt It's a lot smoother.

Although, I even threw away the sheets and pillows, and it doesn't feel very comfortable to lie on the mattress for a while.

Tomorrow is the first day of the May Day holiday, that girl Luo Yue will come to me directly, and before that...it's only 07:30, and I have nothing to do.

eat?Before coming out in the afternoon, I just searched the delicious food in the refrigerator of Yue Chen's house. At that time, I could hardly walk, but now I am not hungry at all.Browse forums online?If I haven't been to those frequent forums for a while, I don't have the motivation to go again.Watch a movie?Just tried it, can't stand it.sleep?What a joke, it's only 07:30, the previous month, I was so sleepy that I couldn't sleep well, not to mention that I'm in good spirits right now.

After much deliberation, no hero has had any worries since ancient times, and only alcohol can relieve my worries.

Let's drink, get drunk and sleep well.

After deciding that the theme of the evening is alcohol, even if I find that there is no half bottle of alcoholic drinks in the refrigerator, I can't back down, can I?

So, on the day before May Day, during the prime time of the evening, I went out with a cigarette in my mouth and money, and went straight to Sanlitun.

The goal is to drink, so in principle, as long as it is a bar, but considering the people wandering around the streets tonight, I still wisely put fewer people as the only priority. When I see the first bar that is not overcrowded, So I squeezed in decisively and found a remote location suitable for drinking.

Facing the waiter who came with the drink list, I habitually ordered vodka with ice. After ordering, I realized that I didn’t bring sweet soy milk out today. I just wanted to change something else, and the waiter was very enthusiastic. Said: "Sir, today we are all-you-can-drink, you can take a look at the list," he gave me the drink list again, "Here are the prices and the corresponding types of drinks, you can see if there is any suitable one, because today is full All-you-can-drink, so we don't accept a la carte, sorry."

I picked the cheapest beer and drank it, then nestled in the comfortable sofa, watching the colorful signboard light boxes outside the window and couples of young couples who were tired of being together.

The waiter first brought six bottles of wine, and I picked up one and asked him to open the rest.Just after I bit off the cap and drank the whole bottle, the waiter hadn't opened the sixth bottle yet.

"Do you need a cup, sir?" He frowned at me.

I waved to him and picked up another bottle.

I like the music played in this bar very much, while listening to it, I beat the beat with my fingers on the table.I like this feeling of not having to think about anything. Drinking cold beer into the mouth, the liquid heated by the mouth releases fine bubbles, and the bubbles explode on the mucous membrane. It feels slightly numb and slightly spicy, bitter and refreshing.

After taking a few sips, I hiccupped, and my nose was filled with the smell of alcohol with a yeasty aroma. I felt all this while listening to French songs that I didn't understand, and my mind was light.

Alcohol and music infiltrate and paralyze the nerves in all parts of the body together, let out a long breath, let the body relax completely, this feeling is so refreshing.

It's no fun getting drunk too quickly, so after two bottles, I slowed down from the third.

God said Life was like a box of chocolates, you never ever know what you're gonnaget.

The charm of life is that you never know what will happen in the next second. In the movie, Forrest Gump became a football superstar, a battlefield hero and gave birth to a son by luck.

But in reality, nine times out of ten when the contents of the chocolate box make you look extremely surprised, it is not because the chocolate is too delicious, but because you suddenly discovered that what looks like chocolate may just be A bunch of shit in disguise.

Being interrupted while you're at a bar having fun, relaxing and getting drunk is nothing like pulling a piece of shit out of a box of chocolates, especially when the one who interrupts everything comes to you without warning, And someone whose name you don't even want to remember.

I was still sober, so I knew this wasn't a drunken hallucination, but an unreal reality.

He was wearing a slim black suit and sat on the sofa directly across the table from me.

It’s still the same face with nearly perfect features, the same clear light brown pupils, and even the curvature of the corners of the mouth is the same as I remember. If I have to say anything different, it’s that his hair is a little longer, making his face look thinner Some.

After watching carefully for two or three seconds, I was sure that the one who appeared in front of my eyes was Ye Wen.

After confirming it, I took my eyes off him, picked up the beer bottle with a layer of water hanging on the surface, and continued to drink.

It has been nearly a month since we met last time, and I never thought that one day, I would drink under Ye Wen's watchful eyes, drink so calmly, and feel so calm.In this state, it is absolutely no problem to find a Taoist temple on a mountain and put on a robe to practice immortality.

I thought that if we meet again, I will be sad or excited, but in fact I feel quite calm. Does this mean that my so-called feelings and so-called love for Ye Wen are not as deep as I imagined?Or, I don't care about him at all, and those right and wrong that I can't figure out.

Ye Wen was sitting opposite, I drank my wine, and drank half of the bottle quickly, I didn't think there was anything unusual about his sudden appearance or me drinking calmly in front of him.

The atmosphere was calm and even stagnant, until the familiar voice pierced through the background music and entered my ears. At that moment, I felt my heart twitch for a few seconds as if I had been shocked by an electric shock.

Ye Wen said in a calm voice: "I'm here to remind you that it's been a month and you haven't come to the company to go through the resignation procedures."

I think it's funny, really funny, Ye Wen actually just appeared in front of me, talking to me like nothing, and the topic was actually the resignation procedure.

I wanted to laugh, so I did.

The wine bottle fell heavily on the table, I lowered my head and laughed in a muffled voice, laughing until my stomach hurts.

After laughing, I looked up at Ye Wen, "What's the name of the personnel in your company? By the way, Yan, why did he resign? Or is it just the two of us left when everyone in the world dies? Resignation procedures ? Young Master Ye, you came out of nowhere to ask me to go through the resignation procedures?"

Ye Wen still had the same face, his expression didn't change at all, he just took out a file bag, took out a small stack of files from it, divided it into two, and put them in front of me respectively.

"Only when you sign the two copies of your name will you be officially dismissed, and your relationship with my company will be considered clear. I came to you for the resignation procedures, so that your name will officially disappear from the company's employee list. I I don’t think it’s a small thing.”

I looked at the two documents and stretched out my hand towards Ye Wen. After a while, my palm felt cold. I signed my name and date with the pen Ye Wen handed over, then slapped the pen on the table, and stood up thinking Walk.

But Ye Wen stopped me, "Wait a minute," he took out a check from his pocket and put it on the table, then pushed it to my side, "This is liquidated damages, and what I said will count."

I looked at the check and subconsciously said, "Will what you say count?" After picking up the check, I looked at Ye Wen and grinned, "You really mean what you say."

Ye Wen also stood up from the sofa and stood facing me, "Now, I think you have no reason to stay in Beijing anymore."

I looked straight into his eyes, "Your so-called reason, Young Master Ye, probably cannot be understood with my IQ."

"You can no longer find a job as a designer in Beijing." Ye Wen said with certainty.

"Don't worry, it's my business."

"You can go home and start a little business with the money."

I looked at the check in my hand, "Isn't it, Young Master Ye, do you want to do business with 10 yuan? You are really generous."

As soon as I finished speaking, I wanted to leave, but Ye Wen stood sideways in front of me, "Then how much do you want?"

Put your hands in your trouser pockets, "I'll go, are you okay?"

With a serious face, Ye Wen took out the checkbook, "Tell me, how much do you want?"

I laughed, and crumpled the check in my hand, "You pay me to leave Beijing? Forget it, Beijing is so big, unless you rush to catch up, I won't be able to disgust you."

"How much do you need before you are willing to leave?" Ye Wen refused to let go.

"Even if I beg for food, I still have to ask for it in Beijing." After I finished speaking, I threw the crumpled check to Ye Wen, and then left the bar without looking back.

After walking half a block quickly, I scratched my head and said to myself, "Damn it, it's a big loss, and the 10 yuan is just gone."

And I didn't drink enough wine!