Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

Ye Wen said before that he wanted to clarify the matter of stealing the design drawings. I just took it as a casual remark. As a result, within two days, some resumes submitted half a month ago began to receive responses one after another. Ask to see more works, and some directly ask for interviews.

This is of course a good thing. A few days ago, I would have jumped into the embrace of a new job with joy, but now, I don't have much enthusiasm for submissions or interviews.As for the reason, on the one hand, I feel that there may be fraud here, and on the other hand, I also feel that this may be another move by Ye Wen. Even if I put these two points aside, I still feel awkward. What originally belonged to me was taken away. , The awkwardness of being returned in a gesture of charity.

To put it more bluntly, I don’t really want to hang out with people like Xu Hui and Ye Wen in Beijing’s fashion design circle, or, after these days, I don’t think it’s okay if I don’t make clothes, since I still live , so why do you have to block yourself?

After thinking about the work directions that I have always been interested in, such as the flat-panel indoor display, I made a bold decision to do more work and save some money, and then go to farm with Yue Chen.

At first, I thought it was weird that he was so busy farming the land, but after listening to his explanation carefully, I realized that it was a very creative idea. Besides, when a good buddy needs manpower to start a business, it’s understandable for me to help, isn’t it?

On May 5th, another Friday, at ten o'clock in the morning, before the weekend, I brought the finished drawings to meet with the design company to determine the final color, paper selection and brochure binding details.From the design company to the printing factory, I was busy all the way. I only ate a few mouthfuls of lunch, because there was a small problem in the middle, and I couldn’t leave, so when I finished my work and came home from the printing factory, it was already 27 :04.

The printing factory is not close to my home. In order to avoid the rush hour of the subway and to save money, I chose to take the bus to go around the distance. It is more comfortable along the way, but I have to transfer twice.

The weather is getting hotter and hotter. When I squeezed off the last train, I was sweating all over. I just wanted to go home quickly, take a shower and drink a can of cold beer to comfort myself, but the stop where I got off was a little far from my house. It takes nearly 10 minutes to walk. After hesitating between taking a taxi for fun and saving money by walking, I decided to walk back to save money on a few bottles of soy milk.

After getting out of the car and walking for a while, I heard the phone ring, and I just forgot to set it to vibrate.

I took out the phone from my trouser pocket, and when I saw the screen, I obviously felt my heart skip a beat.

A Ye Wen.

The picture displayed in the background is a side profile of Ye Wen that I secretly took when I was working overtime at night a long time ago.The name A is added in front of this one, and this damn photo, I actually forgot to delete it all the time.

I hesitated for a few seconds, and still pressed the answer button, without making a sound, waiting for the other end to speak first.

After a while of silence, Ye Wen's voice came, "Guan Guan?"

"It's me, who are you?"

The one over there was silent for a while as expected and then replied: "It's me, Ye Wen."

"Oh, hahaha, what can I do for you?"

"Do you have time now?"

"Ah... well, now I..."

"Where are you? Give me an address, and I'll go find you."

I couldn't help saying, "Hey? Don't you always know my movements like the back of your hand? Why do you need to ask for the address? It's so untechnical."

There was a moment of silence over there, "Tell me where you are."

Thinking of his expression on the other end of the phone, I felt in a good mood, but in the blink of an eye, I felt childish and boring, "I'm in the south of Dabeiyao at the moment, and I'm walking home, and I may be sure which road I'll be in later. "

"Okay, then I'll go find you." Ye Wen finished talking and hung up the phone.

I dug out my address book and deleted the letter A and the photo of the caller ID.

About 10 minutes later, I was not thinking about walking my way, when I heard someone calling my name from behind, and I could tell it was Ye Wen without turning around.

He closed the door and walked over.

Probably because this was the rare time I didn’t see him in a dimly lit place like a bar, and the sky was still bright at the moment, when he walked over, I glanced at his face, and saw the dark circles under his eyes, Against the pale face, it was even more obvious.

Is this guy sick?

He walked up to me and stood still, raising his hand to straighten his collar. This was the first time I noticed that he didn't wear any rings on his hand.

Ye Wen's tone was calm and polite, "Go and have a cup of coffee, I have something to tell you."

Ye Wen appeared inexplicably many times recently, and every time he had something to say to me, I didn't understand why he had so much to say, and why did he have to say it in person?After thinking about it, there is only one reason. He probably wants to see the results of his revenge, that is, he came here to appreciate how miserable I am for his own entertainment.

It's a pity that I'm living a good life, at least I feel good, and I probably can't satisfy his wishes, so he will appear again and again, remind, or give alms.

I stared at Ye Wen for a long time. During the process, my mood was ups and downs. After I calmed down, I replied to him and said, "Don't bother, if you have anything to say, just here."

Two or three meters away is the slow-moving traffic, the sound of car horns and the chaotic noise converged together, Ye Wen told the truth, "Let's change to another place, it's not suitable for talking here."

I was a little impatient, "You don't have a few words to say to me, do you? Can you let me go home quickly after Ma Liu finished talking?"

"Okay," Ye Wen sighed and raised his head, "I'm here to apologize."

With a sore heart, I replied to him, "What are you apologizing for?"

"I don't let the private detective follow you now, and I won't in the future." He paused and pursed his lips, "I did too much, I apologize."

I whistled and crossed my arms, "Where's that too much?"

Ye Wen shook his head lightly, "It's because I'm not rational enough that things will develop to the end. I shouldn't have cheated you so much, and I shouldn't have framed you for stealing designs because of personal issues... I'm sorry."

"Heh, it's so funny. You were so righteous at the time, acting like you were doing justice for the heavens, but now you come to say sorry to a rapist?"

"Now when I calm down and look back, I realize how much I have done. I am not here today to hope you understand or forgive what I have done, because after all, I cannot forgive what you have done to me. Thing, I came here today, just to apologize for the wrong way I used. Also, the misunderstanding about stealing the design should have been clarified, and I hope to see more of your works in the future."

Before Ye Wen spoke, it's not that I didn't guess what he might say in my heart, but I never thought that he came all the way to apologize, and apologizing is tantamount to scolding and making yourself uncomfortable. In my impression, Ye Wen is absolutely not like someone who can lower his profile and do such a thing.

I looked at his expression carefully, trying to find out that these words were just him saying it to me, or this was another scene he was acting, but I couldn't find any irony at all, and if it was acting , then he can definitely win an Oscar statuette without any difficulty.

Although I found it difficult to understand, I believed it with my intuition. Ye Wen's words should be serious.

During the silence between the two of you, I thought of n kinds of excuses, and finally I only let out a long breath and smacked my lips, "Oh, actually, I deserve it for your revenge on me, I have nothing to say It can be said, but after nearly a year of tossing, you are really worth it, so I accept your apology."

Ye Wen repeated again, "I'm sorry."

I don't know what's wrong, but I think these three words are very sad, so I smiled at him, "Okay, it's okay. Have you finished talking? Let me say it instead. Ye Wen, I shouldn't have treated you that way at the beginning. In fact, I This guy is a bit of a dick, always thought it was just a joke, never thought you could take it as a rape. So, I'm sorry, really, I should have said it, I'm sorry. I should have known It will be the result now... Haha, you see, I apologized too, so it's okay for you to reply in a moment, right?"

Ye Wen looked at me with complicated eyes for a while, and then said: "It's okay..."

I took a deep breath and exhaled again, "Well, it's even, from today onwards, you have nothing to do with me." I looked at him carefully, turned around, lit a cigarette, "Don't Let's meet again, that's it."

I didn't turn around to look at Ye Wen again, I don't know what his expression is now, and I'm not interested in knowing.

Apologizing to each other calmly, what should be said is said, what can be evened is evened out, and a matter of concern has been settled, and we will never communicate with each other from now on. Instead, feel more blocked and uncomfortable?

It's even more fucking uncomfortable than when Ye Wen and I had a showdown.

Hold!What the hell is wrong with me!

Passing through the vehicles stopped by the red light, I crossed the road, and walked home without turning back. I heard the extremely loud car horns in my ears, and there were some street vendors in the middle. What to try first It doesn’t cost money to buy sweets, freshly baked sweet potatoes, three yuan for one piece and five yuan for two pieces, what’s the seasonal clearance sale, the price of jumping off the building and vomiting blood...

Rubbing my eyes, I just feel that my real feelings this year are probably cheaper than those street stalls.