Cannon Fodder's Rebirth

Under the background of a certain era, that romantic event, that love that ended in regret, that child who perhaps should not have been brought into this world...

Jiangxi's seventeen or eighteen-year-old skin has the calmness of a twenty- to thirty-year-old adult. He can maintain the posture of the best listener after listening to all the previous events, and he can also restrain himself from showing sympathy. When it came time to donate a kidney to save his younger brother, he couldn't bear it no matter what.

Although Zhong Yifan has been describing the whole process in a third-person tone, as indifferently as if he was telling a story about someone else, but this kind of shock will not be different just because he changes the person!

"Donate a kidney!?"

Originally, the two of them were half leaning against the head of the bed, Jiang Xi couldn't calm down, sat up "squeaky", and directly lifted the blanket from Zhong Yifan's waist.

Relying on some experience and superficial medical knowledge accumulated in his previous life, Jiang Xi vaguely remembered that kidney harvesting operations were divided into three types: open kidney harvesting from living donors, laparoscopic kidney harvesting from living donors, and kidney harvesting through natural orifice.The third type of gender requirement is definitely not applicable to Zhong Yifan. The first two types will leave scars from incisions on different parts of the body, but the lengths are different.

Feeling anxious, Jiang Xi went directly to lift up Zhong Yifan's pajamas with one hand, and pulled the pajamas down to the navel with the other to find the scar from the incision.The open kidney harvest is probably at the No.11 rib on the ventral side, and the incision will be relatively long.The laparoscopic kidney extraction will leave an incision mark of about eight centimeters around the navel. If the kidney is extracted through the posterior abdominal approach, the incision may also be behind.

Perhaps it was too much shock, Jiang Xi's hands were trembling, Zhong Yifan even pulled down his underwear.Although the movements were indecent, he himself didn't think about impurity at all. His eyes were like a scanner, looking for cuts on the body in front of him up, down, left, and right.

"Don't look for it, I didn't donate my kidney in the end." As if he understood what Jiang Xi meant, Zhong Yifan didn't stop him, but continued in a flat tone: "That man contacted his wife on the way back with me. , Hearing that Xiaoye's condition had deteriorated further, he urged the driver to speed up to drive at night. The two of them took turns driving, and they might be too tired. On a remote section of the road that was about to leave Province L, when there was heavy fog in the morning, he drove the car by himself. The car drove off the embankment."

Jiang Xi was startled when he heard this, loosened his fingers, and snapped back his underwear and pajama pants, interrupting Zhong Yifan's words suddenly.

"What happened next? How are you doing?" Obviously, Jiang Xi was so engrossed in listening that he didn't even pay attention to the movements of his hands.

In fact, Zhong Yifan didn't know what happened afterwards, it was already three days later when he woke up.

A plaster cast was put on the right leg and the head was wrapped. After that, the dizziness, nausea and concussion symptoms lasted for nearly a month before they gradually subsided.The driver suffered from intracranial hemorrhage and underwent craniotomy to remove the blood clot.Cheng Zhiyuan, who was driving, had four broken ribs on his right side, contusion of both lungs, rupture of his spleen and removal of his spleen, and contusion and laceration of his head, which has left sequelae of frequent headaches.

When Zhong Yifan was the first to wake up with the least injuries among the three, the other two were in the intensive care unit, and the saddest thing was that when the doctor asked how to contact their families, Zhong Yifan had no idea who to contact in City B.

Just like that, a sudden change delayed them in Province L. Cheng Zhiyuan stayed in the intensive care unit for several days, while Pian Xiaoye's condition deteriorated sharply at this time, and the hospital issued a critical illness notice.Finally, Cheng Zhiyuan woke up and informed his family about the car accident, but Cheng's wife was too busy taking care of Xiao Ye, and there was no way to go there. In the end, only his sister-in-law, who Zhong Yifan had never met, came to take care of the patient with his uncle.They were supposed to transfer them to the hospital in City B after discussing Cheng Zhiyuan's better health, and by the way, they would do a tissue match for Zhong Yifan and Xiao Ye, but who knows that people are not as good as God, and Xiao Ye went there before they were transferred to the hospital.

In fact, Zhong Yifan didn't care about everything about him at that time, let alone a kidney, even if he donated his heart, liver, spleen and stomach, it didn't matter.It was the self-abandonment of a teenager after suffering a huge blow. At that time, he even thought that the damned one should be him, anyway, he came into this world as a superfluous existence.Of course, no matter what he thinks, fate is sometimes so full of drama. It was this half-brother who made him lose everything overnight. In the end, let alone donating a kidney, he couldn’t even meet him.

Probably because the pain of bereavement was so severe that Cheng's wife couldn't accept it at all, her mood fluctuated greatly, and she finally blamed Cheng Zhiyuan for this matter.Said that he was still thinking about his "Xiao Fang" in his heart, and he was reluctant to use his illegitimate son's kidney to save Xiao Ye's life, so he deliberately overturned the car to waste time.

The hysterical and irrational state of the mother who lost her child made Cheng Zhiyuan feel sad and helpless. Xiaoye is also his son. He didn't even see his son for the last time, and the pain in his heart was no less than that of his wife.And in fact, even if there was no car accident at that time, it may not be possible to save Xiaoye in time, and it is not yet known whether the tissue matching of the two children will be successful.In fact, I can only say that everything is God’s will, but under the circumstances at that time, no matter how earnestly persuading the mother who lost her beloved son, it will not help the mother who lost her beloved son. The pain of losing a son will really make a mother crazy .

After the incident became more and more serious, Cheng's wife started talking nonsense about her husband not loving her at all these years, and just using her family to climb up the ladder.Anyway, ever since Xiao Ye left, the Cheng family has been arguing every day.

Under such circumstances, Zhong Yifan, who has been numb to bear everything, can imagine his days in the Cheng family.In fact, when Zhong Yifan looked at Xiaoye's mother holding the picture of her son and crying heartbreakingly, he even envied the dead brother a little bit.I always feel that if it is me who has become a handful of ashes now, or no one will cry so sadly and miserably for him.

After a period of time, the situation of Cheng's family did not improve, Cheng Zhiyuan saw his son was really wronged in this family, finally gritted his teeth and decided to send Zhong Yifan back to the farm.

Although Zhong Yifan fell into a deep self-loathing at that time, he undoubtedly still had a deeper affection for his mother.He hoped that what greeted him was the embrace of his mother looking forward to his return, telling him that he was reluctant to be taken away, telling him that he was as important as Huzi to his mother, and telling him that he missed him every day.

With this feeling in mind, Zhong Yifan and Cheng Zhiyuan returned to the paper factory, but soon found out sadly that even that little hope had come to nothing. The adoptive father and mother had resigned and moved away with grandparents and Huzi...

Maybe it was because Qiao Xu's family would cause trouble after taking the money, or maybe it was because the news that Cheng Zhiyuan bought back his own son with 150 million yuan spread like wildfire, making Zhong Jianshe unable to hold his head up in the local area. Without a trace.

Zhong Yifan will never forget, at that moment, standing in front of the empty "home", the despair of being abandoned by the whole world...

He threw himself on the locked door and threw Cheng Zhiyuan away to hold his hand again and again, until his whole forearm hurt so badly that he couldn't feel it.When desperately shouting "What did I do wrong, why did I not want me when I was born" to Kong Jia, who will never be answered, tears welled up in my eyes.He swore he didn't want to cry, he just wanted someone to tell him what he did wrong.

After returning to city B, the Cheng family's situation remained the same, and Cheng Zhiyuan thought of divorce.However, no matter how much the wife makes trouble at home, she is still a respectable person outside, and with her father-in-law Lao Taishan suppressing her, as long as the wife disagrees, the marriage cannot be separated no matter what.

Seeing that he intends to divorce, Cheng's wife tries to monopolize the financial power, and firmly refuses to let Cheng Yiyuan buy a house for his son in Zhong Yifan's name.It's not about the money, it may be that the blow of losing her son has completely distorted the mother's personality, and her inner thoughts have become that my son can't get it, so why can that woman's son get it!

This is the reason why Jiangxi and the others bought the villa in such a remote province.

Of course, Cheng Zhiyuan was afraid that Zhong Yifan would find it hard to accept, so he gave him a high-sounding reason.It is said that City B is limited by the size of the city. After looking at a few houses, I am not particularly satisfied with the floor area ratio, which is far less comfortable than here.In addition, at the beginning of the business, a mold company was established in the nearby development zone. After the company introduced several large-scale imported CNC milling machines, the business gradually prospered. Small crickets are also meat. Buy a set here It is also convenient to live in the house when you come to see it occasionally.

Zhong Yifan doesn't care about being forced to be independent anymore.The registered permanent residence is in the police station where he met Jiangxi when he went to work last time. He also attended high school near there. Fully supported financially.

But the Cheng family, even though Zhong Yifan no longer lives there, is still noisy.Cheng Zhiyuan often suffered from headache sequelae caused by the car accident, and was really tired of coping. Taking advantage of the State Council's strategy of developing the western region in [-], he moved most of the industries that were transferred from Hainan back to City B to the western region. S Province.After that, I came back to see Zhong Yifan in two or three months, and basically didn't go back to the house with my wife except for the New Year.

Perhaps he was still too young, and suddenly accepted such a series of chaotic events in a state of being caught off guard, which caused Zhong Yifan's personality to undergo a huge change.From the moment I found out that my mother could move away so resolutely, the silence and gloom turned into discouragement. I was still in the rebellious age, and the desperate poppies that gave up on themselves naturally bloomed in the barren soil of my heart. .

Nobody loves him, and he doesn't love anyone anymore.

After graduating from high school, Cheng Zhiyuan wanted to send him to study abroad, but he preferred to stay in China; he wanted him to study management, so he preferred to study art at the Academy of Fine Arts.For so many years, he never called Cheng Zhiyuan his father.

However, as he grows older, Zhong Yifan can get less and less satisfaction from the so-called adult games, but he seems to have gotten used to such a way of life, and he has to find something to prove that he is still alive.Even if it was just the pleading eyes of the people below him twisting their waists begging him to sprint, at least it proved that his existence at that moment was needed by others.

The dull pain was like being hit by a hammer on the chest, and he was so stuffy that he couldn't make a sound.Jiang Xi tried to say something to comfort him, but found that his vocabulary was too thin, his language was too pale, and he couldn't find suitable words to comfort him.

It turned out that when he was envious of Zhong Yifan having such a big house, Zhong Yifan was also envious of him having a warm home.

It seems that something can be connected in series. In Jiang Xi's mind, the trajectory of Zhong Yifan's previous life can gradually be connected into a clearer line.

From the sunny boy, to the life of the game, to the drunk driving accident obsessed with Tong Huan, turning back to the gentle and dedicated Zhong Yifan I met later, is actually just an illusion.It's just that he has abandoned the days of self-indulgence, but he has not really gotten out of the abyss of pain in his heart. Therefore, after abandoning that absurd life, for another purpose that is almost self-abuse, he indulged in the child because Tong Huan's death was very painful to him. Tong Le's betrayal, which was criticized, was used to wash away the imprint of that decadent period, but in fact it was just a different form of torturing himself.

Come to think of it, Tong Le, like Tong Huan, should have been one of Zhong Yifan's many bed partners.

After sorting it out, Jiang Xi suddenly discovered that the gentle and elegant Zhong Yifan who had put himself on the altar of self-loathing in his previous life, all happiness had ended at the age of 15.

Then if, before the tragedy of the Tong family brothers, they try to correct their unhealthy relationship, can Tong Huan's death be avoided?Is it possible to rewrite Zhong Yifan's entire life from now on?