Rebirth promises you to love

Su Ruchun's hand was on the white bedside table, trembling uncontrollably.A little bit of worry and fear rose faintly in my heart.

He sighed, with tiredness and self-loathing in his eyes.

I'm only now discovering what it's like in the depths of this man's heart, and I don't know anything about it.I value him so much, I try so hard to grab his hand, and I am even willing to lie under him, enduring humiliation, accepting the sex method I have always rejected, and wanting to learn from Aunt Qiong Yao's heroine to find someone Life and death and then a sweet life.

It seems that people really can't dream. I have fallen asleep once, and I don't understand the reason.

When two people fall in love, it's not that you like it, but he likes it, so the director can say "cut", and in the finale, an end with beautiful font will be sent on the screen, and from then on, they will spend a good time together, with beautiful scenery like flowers and beautiful family members.

Whether it's a TV series or a movie, it's not all about chasing after each other to eliminate misunderstandings and finally achieve a positive result. The place where the fairy tale ends abruptly is when the prince and Cinderella enter the marriage hall.

But we are going to grow old in mediocrity in life.

I am the same person, either I take myself too lightly or I take myself too seriously, and I can't do things like try to figure out other people's minds.

Otherwise, in her previous life, she wouldn't think that she was put on a cuckold when she was having a sweet time with Chi Cheng.

"Do you know what kind of person I am? I can't trust you [-]%, I can't accept your past without scruples, I can't forget your smiling face with others, I'm not greedy, I don't want anything, do you understand? But you gave me too much all at once, do you know what it means to be too greedy? You made me too greedy, and I couldn't bear a penny or a cent, but unfortunately I didn't What you see is so good, maybe even a little worse than many people around you."

I felt that my heart was pulled down by something, and was smoothed by a warm hand until there was no wrinkle at all. "I like you, but it's not like listing all aspects of you on paper, assigning a point to each aspect, and then ranking them on a weighted average, and choosing the first one to like."

Su Ruchun was about to speak when the phone rang.

He brushed his face, "Hospital call, I have to go first."

I said, "Do you drive or take a taxi? You still have surgery, don't be too tired, I will be your driver."

He nodded with a slight smile, a trace of depression lingering between his brows.

I can not do anything.

When I arrived at the hospital, it was inconvenient for me to accompany him, so I simply registered for a neurosurgery number.

While waiting outside, a few little nurses were chattering, and a few male and female doctors were hanging on their shoulders.

I took a closer look, and it wasn't Zhao Mei who was hugged by two male doctors at the same time. Who is that guy?

As soon as Zhao Mei saw me.Quickly flicked away the hands of the two doctors, and trotted over, the two male doctors scolded behind her: "Xiao Meizi, do you value sex over friends?"

I made a smile, and Zhao Mei sat down beside me: "You have a tumor on the inside of your head, do you want my sister to do the surgery for you? The family members can be VIPs, don't you know? Why are you obediently registering as an ordinary account here?"

"I'm bored." I lowered my head and fiddled with my phone.

"Is it boring or is it because I am afraid that one person will secretly be sad and make others feel uncomfortable, so I have to ignite the explosives, and I deserve it.".

I smiled wryly: "Miss, can you save some morals? From you, I see the gloomy prospect of the vast number of flowery girls in China entering the army of leftover girls."

Zhao Mei said: "It's hurting me, right? You can also say a word or two on me with a vicious tongue. Even if you are cold-faced, you have to run over to serve tea and water and shake your tail." .”

"It doesn't matter how many cups of tea and water you serve, but I will definitely not go back and do the tail wagging. I'm a human, not a dog, and I won't be that cheap."

Zhao Mei lost her smile, and asked worriedly: "You two won't cause something big just because of this little thing?"

"That's why you are a crow's mouth, a good but not a bad spirit, and now you really answered your words, the ground is full of mines, and one will die if you step on it. No, one exploded, and I am seriously injured. "

"Then you have to wait for it to explode, don't you know how to clear mines?"

"I'm not a special soldier." I was at a loss, "I've given him everything you can do, but he can't believe me one hundred percent. No matter how heartfelt I say or how much I do, No matter how low your posture is, it’s useless. I can’t change what happened in the past. Is it true that I’ve always had the reputation of being a big radish and a lewd person because of the time I was young? What’s more, I Leaving Chi Cheng alone, my conscience can't bear it, how can Su Ruchun feel at ease? He has his own considerations, but he doesn't want to say, the situation is so urgent, what can I do, after all, I can't get into his belly. "

Zhao Mei said: "I have always thought that Mr. Su is a person who can do a lot for others. When I first came, some patients in the emergency department were afraid that I would be interrogated by my family members, so they never asked me to extubate. The patients were also the first ones he dealt with, and the few old men and women whose children did not come to visit him. He went to see them several times a day to talk to the old people. He never shirked difficult operations. Whatever papers he published, the director would do whatever he wanted. He didn’t care about being the first author if he didn’t do it. He’s just such a person. I’ve never seen him fight with others for any awards or honors. He got into trouble with doctors , put the facts and be reasonable, and it will never affect his work. He wants too little, I don’t know what caused it, he expects very little. For such a person, a huge pie If it falls, he will be at a loss."

I think Su Ruchun once said to me that if something is too beautiful and good, you will be afraid, afraid that it is fake, afraid that the time you have it is limited, afraid that it will be stolen, afraid that it is a fleeting thing. phantom, because it is too unreal.

He lacks a sense of security, but why is it that such a strong and calm person is so cautious?

I lost my mother when I was young, or my father didn't understand?

I thought about it for a long time, but still couldn't come up with a definite answer.

I don't know which doctor just performed the operation, the patient's bed was pushed out, and several nurses fell behind.

Although they lowered their voices, it turns out that the lower the voice, the easier it is for people to hear.

"Dr. Fang stared at the microscope while looking for nerves, inserting microneedles and exchanging stock quotes with patients. He is so handsome."

"Miss, don't be an idiot. Dr. Fang already has a wife."

"Tell me, no matter how handsome Dr. Fang is, he is not as handsome as Dr. Su. Dr. Su's eyes are just like those of idol drama stars."

"I said that the most attractive thing about Dr. Su is his figure. Look at his wide shoulders, narrow waist and hips, and his height. When hugging, he can just lie in my arms. When kissing, he bowed his head and I looked up. It's okay, and his voice, I don't know how nice it will be when talking about love."

"What are you daydreaming about, but isn't it an iron law that nurses should be matched with doctors? Maybe Dr. Su will end up in one of us's homes."

Several little nurses laughed together, and the corners of my mouth twitched, wishing I could block their mouths.

How thin Su Ruchun's waist is, how smooth Su Ruchun's skin is, how pleasant Su Ruchun's voice is, how attractive Su Ruchun's eyes are when he is enthusiastic, what does it matter to these chattering people?No one knows better than me, especially when I'm shy and emotional, my ears will turn red and transparent, my body will be hot to the point of scalding, and the burning heat will get out of control, and I often can't control my strength when kissing me...

Zhao Mei pushed me, "Okay, you won't be jealous with some little girls, are you? It's your turn."

When Su Ruchun saw me, he was a little surprised, but also a little helpless, "Why didn't you leave? Why don't you just come here if you meet me? Why do you remember to register?"

I snorted: "If I don't stay, I don't know how you will be seduced by those little girls in uniforms outside."

He smiled silently, and the gloom between his brows was lightened a bit because of this uncontrollable smile, which seemed to have cleared up, "They were trapped in the hospital every day and had too little entertainment, so they made fun of me. "

"But they say that doctors and nurses are the eternal law."

I took the pen out of his hand, took his hand to the tip of my nose and smelled it, and it really smelled like disinfectant.

He couldn't help biting the first knuckle of his index finger.

His face turned red, and it really was the rose-colored temptation, and he reprimanded: "Nonsense, don't you know that hospitals have a lot more bacteria than other places?"

I watched him not speak.

He sighed, "Why are you like a puppy."

I said: "If I were a dog, wouldn't you be a meaty bone? It's the only one of Su's, a patented brand, and my favorite."

"Slick tongue." He hummed.

"You forgot, I brushed my teeth before going out, and they are not oily at all, as for whether my tongue is slippery or not—" I leaned forward and kissed him.

My scruples are his cold attitude and alienated heart, but I can't go home with a single heart to pack my bags and go to Qinghai.

I'm not a little girl, so I insisted on him kneeling on the ground to express his feelings, or acting coquettishly and shedding a few tears.

Su Ruchun behind the desk was stunned for a moment, and then kissed me back passionately, with his right hand resting on the table, his left hand wrapped around my head, and his tongue drove straight in when I involuntarily followed his gestures.

My body leaned forward seriously, my lower abdomen was stuck on the edge of the table, the hand that was around my neck slid down to my shoulder, and my strong forearm directly wrapped my upper body in my arms.

There is a bit of pain in the abdomen, but there is a strong kiss on the lips with a strong desire for exclusivity. In such a posture, the initiative cannot be taken away at all.

An aggressive kiss, imprisoned but gentle, unfeelingly demanding, helplessly possessive.

I feel like my knees are going weak...

I don't know how long it took to separate, and realized that it was too long, I told him: "I have never had time to tell you that I will go to Qinghai with my mentor to do a project, and it may take more than two months."

He licked his lips silently, unconsciously, but with unknown sex appeal.

I swallowed silently, feeling my body start to heat up again.

He smiled, "When are we leaving?"

"Flight tomorrow afternoon."

"Then go back to help you pack your luggage tonight?"

I smiled happily, "Okay."

Before opening the door, I put my hands on the doorknob, and couldn't help but look back at him.

In the setting sun, his hair was covered with a warm golden color, the expression on his face could not be seen clearly against the light, and there was a faint comforting smile in his eyes, the figure that moved my heart the most in the whole world.

Is there thunder?

I'm not afraid, the future will last forever.