Nongben is passionate

Xie Mingyu never went to Xie's again. Xie Xuan asked him the reason, and he only said that he wanted to rest for a while. He was always enthusiastic about doing things for 3 minutes, so Xie Xuan didn't suspect anything.

For a lot of time, Xie Mingyu stayed in the penniless house he bought, where he set up an easel, bought paints and canvases, and put on two brushstrokes whenever he had nothing to do.His talent in art has always been envied. Even if it is a joke of a joke, there is a flowing poetic quality in the painting like a breeze.But he never showed Xie Xuan his paintings, nor did he allow Xie Xuan to come to his apartment.Sometimes he just lays on the bed and smokes, looks at the bare ceiling and does nothing, and occasionally drives out, wandering aimlessly, he likes to drive to a wetland in the outskirts of Wuhe, watching the green reed buds emerge from the water, Pulling out a clean and handsome figure, he felt full of joy. Once, he actually saw the setting sun melting gold, and the whole wetland was covered with a thin layer of gold gauze. The world is vast, life is so beautiful, he will feel that everything will be fine Yes, but sometimes, he gets more depressed.

Xie Xuan is very worried about Xie Mingyu's state. He knows that Xie Mingyu has something on his mind, but he always thinks that they still have a lot of time. They can get along slowly, learn to be honest and tolerant.

Other than that, everything is fine.Since Xie Mingyu was found smoking by Xie Xuan, he no longer concealed it. The two of them sometimes lay on the bed and smoked the same cigarette, mostly after making love. Naked, with glistening sweat covering her strong and sturdy upper body, sometimes Xie Xuan leans on one end, Mingyu leans on the other side, no one speaks, looking very indifferent, but the four legs underneath are still entangled with each other, Mingyu likes to arch her insteps and rub Xie Xuan's calves with her toes, or when Xie Xuan is smoking, she leans over and grabs the cigarette from his hand and stuffs it into her mouth, and then slowly pushes the smoke into Xie Xuan's mouth until When he coughed, he would laugh like a child.Sometimes they leaned together to smoke the same cigarette, you take a sip, I take a sip, talk, no special topic, just a few words, you say yours, I say mine——

Xie Mingyu said that he was the youngest in his class when he was in primary school, but he wrote the best composition. He once wrote that he picked a sunflower, and the sunflower flower plate was like the brightest smiling face of a little girl, filled with Happiness and sorrow, he took this golden flower of happiness and sorrow to wander.The teacher asked him to read the composition in front of the whole class and praised his innocence, beauty and imagination.As a result, a big man in the class secretly made up a story behind his back, saying that he stole someone else's sunflower and gave it to a girl.So everyone started to spread rumors, and they all laughed. At that time, he didn't understand feelings, and he fought with that big man confidently. In the end, he probably lost the fight, and the loss was very disgraceful. He wanted to cry, but he couldn't cry. , that girl stayed with him all the time, helped him hold his schoolbag, and even made faces for him.Many, many years passed, and he still remembered that the girl had a nice name, Xixue.

Xie Xuan talked about a time when he was on a trip in England. On the way, he met a couple. The young man and woman talked and laughed loudly without consideration of other people's feelings, which annoyed the fellow travelers, but they didn't seem to notice.However, just when he couldn't bear it anymore and was about to remind them, he saw the boy tell a lame joke, and the girl leaned forward with a smile, her eyes were full of happiness and focus, and he suddenly understood that they didn't need others For their attention or liking, they have each other in their world, that kind of focus on each other made Xie Xuan forgive their rudeness.

They talked about childhood, travel, movies, music, people, cats, food, odds and ends, electro-optic illusions.Sometimes they feel that chatting makes them very close, and those past times that they have never participated in seem to be dyed with each other's colors, but there are also times of sadness. Once, Xie Mingyu asked Xie Xuan to tell about his childhood——

Xie Xuan said that before going to Zhoutang, he had the most memories of staying in the room alone, reading books, or being in a daze. Because of his poor health, he studied intermittently. After one semester, he could not recognize everyone in the class. Parents When I come back, I just come to have a look. I don’t even eat together. Sometimes I don’t go home for several days. My sister lives in school and doesn’t like his old and sick brother. Only the nanny reminds him to take medicine or eat. Sometimes , No one spoke to him all day.Once, he thought of death, so he listed the reasons for death and the reasons for living on the paper, and said to himself that if there are more reasons for living than reasons for dying, he will live well, and he racked his brains to think about those who are alive. Reasons, for example, the yellow bird that flies to his window sill every day may miss him, and the eraser borrowed from him at the same table a week ago has not been returned, but no matter how you think about it, it is not as good as those reasons for death. Looking at the piece of paper, she suddenly burst into tears, convulsed from crying, and couldn't breathe. The nanny turned pale with fright, and immediately called the doctor.

But he did not choose to die in the end, even though he had so many reasons to die, "Before, I would think, why do I have such parents, why do I have to be sick, why can't I be as healthy as my sister? Why no one loves me? Then slowly Gradually understand, everything is unchangeable, everyone is unpredictable—” Xie Xuan paused, “Of course, that was me before the age of 12, a little extreme, a little autistic, and then I went to Zhou pond……"

Xie Mingyu knew that Zhou Tang had Zhou Nansheng, so he leaned over, and they kissed—not intense, tender, tender and delicate, they seemed to prefer this kind of affectionate kiss to making love, it was a wonderful kind It felt like they longed for closeness and the warmth of each other's skin, just like people with skin hunger, wanting to kiss anytime, anywhere.

Xie Xuan had never felt this way before. Even for Zhou Nansheng, all his longing was just to hope that Zhou Nansheng would be by his side. It seemed that he would feel at ease in that way, and his incomplete and sick heart felt a kind of completeness, but He will never have the desire to have skin-to-skin contact all the time. In fact, his desire for Zhou Nansheng is very small. He doesn't know if that is good or bad, but he likes to kiss and touch Xie Mingyu.

During that time, Feng Kailuo lived in Xie Xuan's apartment. Because of Xie Xuan and Xie Mingyu's frequent intimacy and Xie Mingyu's blatant behavior, Xie Xuan thought that Feng Kailuo might have seen the relationship between them, but he didn't. Said, just offered to move out.Xie Xuan knew that this was good for both of them, so he didn't object, and asked He Lin to find him a small apartment with a simple environment.

Liu Weidong died, just half a month after the kidnapping incident on Formosa Island, at about twelve o'clock in the evening, when he came out of the Tijue Hotel, he was shot in the head at the door, and the person who came single-handedly shot him quickly and ruthlessly , Surprisingly succeeded under six or seven bodyguards and successfully escaped.The Liu family had already issued a death order, and they must smash this person into thousands of pieces. For a while, the whole Wuhe was a little turbulent and chaotic. It began to fall apart, various forces took the opportunity to grow bigger, and foreign forces also stepped in.

Xie Xuan suspected that Liu Weidong's death had something to do with Zhou Nansheng.But Zhou Nansheng sent a message to Xie Xuan through Hu Ningjun that Liu Weidong's death had nothing to do with him, he knew who did it, and he even helped that person leave Wuhe afterwards.But these are all matters of the Tao, he knows it well, no matter what, he will not let Xie Xuan get into trouble again.

Although Liu Weidong died, Xie Xuan did not relax his protection of Feng Kailuo.Although these things were done very secretly, Feng Kailuo still noticed it, but he was gentle and considerate, and never even refused Xie Xuan, he just said: "Brother, I am not a child anymore."

That was the first time Xie Xuan sent Feng Kailuo to the small apartment that He Lin was looking for.

Xie Xuan was a little surprised, and looked at Feng Kailuo. He lowered his eyelids, as if he didn't dare to look at Xie Xuan's appearance. His eyelashes were distinct, and he still looked soft, but he had indeed grown from a slightly thin and melancholy boy. A young man with a strong skeleton, only slightly shorter than Xie Xuan.

Xie Xuan thought, why would he always regard Feng Kailuo as the well-behaved child in his memory? No matter how he looks at it, he is already a man with his own judgment and independent thought system, and he is also close to standing. , Time is so fast, he didn't realize it, maybe, it's because he never really cared about Feng Kailuo?

Thinking of this, he felt guilty.

"Sorry, Kailuo." He didn't know what tone to use.

Feng Kailuo raised his head and smiled, "Brother, do you still remember when we were young that we said we would be together forever?"

Xie Xuan had long forgotten, she smiled and didn't take it seriously, "You should rest early, I'm leaving."

Feng Kailuo didn't say yes or no, just when Xie Xuan was about to turn around and leave, he suddenly said, "Brother, what if I say I like men?"

Xie Xuan froze for a moment, his eyes widened in surprise, he could never have imagined that Feng Kailuo would say such a thing.

Feng Kailuo lowered his head and said softly: "I saw—" He pinched the door frame with his fingers, gritted his teeth, raised his head, and looked straight at Xie Xuan, "I saw you and Xie Mingyu..." He bit his lip hard, and after a while he said, "Brother, do you like him?"

Xie Xuan didn't know how to answer for a while, and felt that it was inappropriate to discuss the matter between him and Xie Mingyu with Feng Kailuo, so he frowned slightly, "Kailuo, Mingyu and I...the matter between us is very serious. Complicated, unlike others—"

He really didn't know what to say, Feng Kailuo also saw his embarrassment, so he put on a relaxed smile, "I know, I won't ask anymore."

But Xie Xuan didn't relax because of this, he looked at Feng Kailuo worriedly, "Kailuo, if I have any bad influence on you, I..."

"No!" Feng Kailuo interrupted Xie Xuan eagerly, "No." He forced a smile, "Brother, I want to rest, can I?"

Xie Xuan looked deeply at Feng Kailuo for a while, and he eagerly realized that he had to have a good talk with Feng Kailuo. His behavior eventually affected Feng Kailuo's sexual orientation, and he couldn't let it go with a smile anyway.But he knew it was not a good time, so he said goodbye and left.

Xie Mingyu was the happiest when Feng Kailuo left.Although he doesn't really hate Feng Kailuo, maybe because Feng Kailuo looks so easy to bully, as long as the two of them are at home at the same time, Xie Mingyu is like a bad-hearted child, fighting with Feng Kailuo for everything, For example, under normal circumstances, Xie Mingyu is called Xie Xuan by name, but Feng Kailuo calls Xie Xuan brother, Xie Mingyu must be called third brother, and behaves more intimately than Feng Kailuo; Xie Xuan planted grapes in the balcony garden of the apartment Teng, when he is free, Xie Xuan will take care of these little things, and Feng Kailuo will squat beside him to help him. At this time, Xie Mingyu will definitely cause trouble, so that Xie Xuan can focus on himself body.

When Feng Kailuo left, Xie Mingyu did not hide his pride and arrogance as a winner at all. Xie Xuan knew that he was just playing around and had no evil intentions. He was just annoyed and funny when he looked like a villain. Deliberately ignoring him, Xie Mingyu pestered Xie Xuan to watch a movie.

In fact, there are no movies worth watching. Most of the screening halls are couples, and the air is filled with the sweet and greasy smell of popcorn.The movie is a light comedy movie about love. Xie Xuan has no interest at all. In the dark, his thoughts drift away, and he starts to think about Feng Kailuo. The lovers who have gone through hardships on the big screen finally kiss together Xie Xuan felt the softness of her lips when he was in the middle of the night—under the cover of darkness, Xie Mingyu turned her head to kiss him in the public——

Xie Xuan's heart constricted for a moment, like nervousness, excitement, and excitement. The taboo of doing bad things magnified the happiness several times. When Xie Mingyu's lips were about to leave, he chased after Xie Mingyu and held his head , pressed him on the seat and sucked him fiercely, the two kissed fiercely on the seat, and even let out water stains and gasps of lust, he forgot about Feng Kailuo and all his worries.