I have a deep love for Zhenjun
Chapter 70
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But the man turned a deaf ear, and could not stop begging, "Master, don't play tricks on Master anymore. It was Master's fault for treating him like that back then. In these years, Master has not spent a single day in regret."
"However, even he said that the day of yesterday must not be kept. No matter how much you torture and punish me, there will be no room for change."
"You have such a good heart, just let me go... No, no, kill me, kill me—"
I stood and listened for a while, and I lost my desire to talk to him.
With such a confused mind, there should be no useful words to pry out from his mouth, so why waste his words?
Thinking about it, I couldn't help taking a few steps back, the hem of my clothes fluttered, brushing the dead branches and weeds, making a rustling sound.
"do not go!"
The man had a keen sense of hearing, and when he sensed that I wanted to leave, he was thrown into chaos, intending to keep me back: "Except Yun Mo, no one else will come in here, and no one else will know about this place!... If you weren't Who else could he be?"
In fact, without him mentioning it, I also noticed something strange.
When I got lost just now, I looked around carefully, remembering that it was clearly a bright day and an ordinary scene at that time, why just take a step forward, and in an instant, there is a world-shaking difference?
Could it be that this place is some kind of illusion?Or set up some kind of blindfold?No one is allowed to approach, but taught me to hit the mark by accident?
I pondered for a while, and felt that this speculation was not unreasonable, so I responded: "I am just a passerby, and because of some chance...coincidence, I stumbled into this place."
"Come in?" The man paused for a moment, and when he spoke again, his tone sounded meaningful and subtle, "What's your relationship with Yun Min?"
"Naturally, it's not as far-reaching as you are with him."
Seeing that he seemed to have regained his sanity and his speech was orderly, I couldn't help but stop, and couldn't help asking, "Since you are Master Yun Man, why are you locked up here?"
His tone changed suddenly, and he sneered repeatedly: "He has always disregarded the laws of nature and human relations. Even if there is a relationship, when he killed his father and brother, he never blinked his eyes. Master? What is the master?"
158.
absurd.
Yun Min treats others with gentleness and kindness, and his heart is pure and kind. Even facing Ah Sheng, who is a half-demon, he treats him equally, and has never treated each other coldly. How can he be so embarrassing?
I don't believe a word of what he said, I only believe what I saw with my own eyes.
"There should be a basis for judging others. As a senior, it is even more important to be careful, to speak, to speak."
I deliberately emphasized the ending, just hoping that he would feel ashamed because of it, but he didn't care, instead he laughed loudly as if he had heard some ridiculous joke.
It took a while before he stopped laughing, and his tone was extremely mocking: "You know him well?"
This question made me a little embarrassed, and I didn't know how to answer it.Although I have been with Yun Mo day and night for more than a thousand years, if you want to talk about the word "understanding", I think I am absolutely not qualified.
The man asked again: "You protect him like this, and you don't want others to say something bad about him. Could it be... Could it be that he is his guest? Tsk tsk, but my good apprentice, hasn't he been killed by that vixen a long time ago?" You've gotten so confused that you can't tolerate others anymore?"
Before I could refute him, he continued on his own: "It's because I forgot, after so many years, he won't guard his body like a jade for a corpse, right?"
There is no cure.
Just now when he regarded me as Yun Min, he begged in every possible way, with a very sad tone.Seeing that the identity of the visitor was not what he thought, he immediately changed his attitude, and even slandered and humiliated others in every possible way.
The quick change of face really opened my eyes.
I opened my mouth, feeling speechless.
I can't convince him with a few words, just as he can't convince me.With this skill, I might as well go to Suihan Pavilion and read a few more books to solve my urgent needs.
Knowing that arguing is useless, and I don't want to waste my words, I turned around and walked a little faster than before.
"Ha, that's really strange! My apprentice isn't angry, but you are, but you feel wronged for him?" He paused for a moment, as if he was thinking.
"When you meet by fate, you might as well listen to my advice. Don't be intoxicated by illusions, and don't want to get out. I knew an old friend before. He was just like you now, but he wanted to treat the dust and mud under the ground as The bright moon among the clouds—"
I frowned tightly, holding back my anger, and interrupted him in a deep voice: "I'm not blind. Whether it's the dust in the ground, or the bright moon among the clouds, I don't need others to tell me."
"Seeing is not believing, and hearing is not necessarily false. Now that you have come here, you might as well stop, take a break here, and have a conversation with me... It has been a long time since I have seen old people." He softened voice, sighed leisurely, "I really miss it a bit."
An old friend?
I said coldly: "You and I have never met, so there is nothing old to talk about. If you want me to let you go... then I advise you to give up this idea as soon as possible."
Yun Min must have his own considerations for locking him here. As an outsider, I naturally have no right to intervene in this matter, and I don't want to get involved in this muddy water.
"Since you don't want to stay, I won't force you." He pretended to sigh again, and then suddenly changed the subject, "Just before leaving, I still have something to worry about."
"What's the matter?"
"Yun Min's heart, can you use it according to your wishes?"
As if struck by lightning, I froze my steps, and it took me a while to recover: "What did you say?"
"Your aura is too similar to Yun Mo's... I am not familiar with his aura, and no one knows his methods better than me."
"He won't do anything he is not sure of. He has held me here with peace of mind, but he didn't assign guards to watch over me. It's because this formation is really special."
I was patient, and after hearing what he said up to now, he still didn't get straight to the point, so I couldn't help urging: "What's so special?"
"The real body of the non-formation master is here, even if you have the ability to reach the sky, it is absolutely impossible to break into the formation. You keep saying that you are not Yun Mo, but you can enter and exit here without hindrance. This means that this formation has already regarded you as Master, in other words—"
I don't need him to say more about the next words, I already know it well.
In other words, I share my real body with Yun Min.This also means that if one day the swords meet, he can't hurt me, but I can easily put him to death.
He exposed the most taboo of the Xian family and the weakness that he didn't want others to know... so why bother?
After a moment of silence, I whispered: "Only by breaking the formation, are you sure that he gave his heart to me?"
"Things that can share the real body, I thought about it, except for the fairy bone, there is only the seven-apertured exquisite heart. He was able to defraud a piece of fairy bone back then, so naturally he would not easily transfer the fairy bone to you."
The fairy bone is the foundation of the fairy book, and even the little fairy who has just opened up his spiritual knowledge knows that this thing should not be given to others at will.Once there is no fairy bone, it is a broken fairy, and it is doomed to never have a chance to go to the fairyland.
Missing the fairyland?It's unbearable to think about.There should be no one in this world who is willing to endure unbearable pain, shed his immortal bone, just to smile for the one he loves?
If there is, that person must be a hopelessly stupid lunatic, rare in the world.Yun Mo is not stupid, so he will not do this.
I am secretly glad.
Luckily he won't do that.
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The man spoke softly, seemingly puzzled: "For no reason, why did he give you his heart? And why did he give his real body...could it be..."
It is nothing more than because of the evil debts incurred in the previous life, which have been rolled around for thousands of years, and finally implicated on my head in this life.
I don't want to explain too much to him.But we met by chance, and after today's farewell, we will never see each other again.After all, he is just an insignificant person, and I don't need to work hard.
The man talked for a long while, as if he had discovered something exciting, his breathing became more and more rapid.Suddenly, he pinched his voice and called out: "Zhu, Luo?"
Candle?
I am not unfamiliar with these two words, even familiar.Because whether it is a folk story book or a miscellaneous record, there are written stories about this person. It can be said that there are many bad records and countless crimes.
He disobeyed the destiny and intended to subvert the entire fairy world, and then summoned countless elites from the demon world, led his troops to attack Linlang Tianque, and wanted to compete with the emperor Cui Wei.
What happened in that battle, no one knows.
Because every time the story is written here, it stops abruptly, leaving only an intriguing gap, which makes future generations speculate.
The demon king appeared out of thin air, and then disappeared out of thin air, and has never been heard from since.Everyone only thought that the demon world would be destroyed, leaving only a few remnants hiding in the dark, surviving with their tails between their legs.
If I hadn't learned from Fu Qing, and what I saw with my own eyes that day... I might never have known that Zhu Luo was imprisoned in the Lihuo Realm, sealed under the soul nail, and suffered from poison day after day Fire torment.
But isn't it because he committed his own crimes?
Lihuo Realm belongs to the Immortal Realm, and the prisoners there are all monsters—they are vicious people.If Xiao Yao is like this, Zhu Luo is even more so.The cholera spread all over the world, betrayed the way of heaven, and fell into such an end, he deserved what he deserved, and he didn't deserve the sympathy of others.
I am different from him.
He is destined to be infamous forever, and me?Although I can't be called immortal, I have always been born innocent.I have never killed a person or a beast indiscriminately, and I have never trampled on a flower or a plant.
Zhu, Luo?
Such two words full of evil can never be allowed to be placed on my head.
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"I'm not Zhuluo."
When I really said these words, my voice was a little panicked, even trembling slightly, as if I was extremely guilty, but I insisted on defending myself.
Guilty?What is there to be guilty of?
Ever since I had spiritual consciousness, I have been called Shaohe.And for thousands of years, I have been living with this identity...
What about the previous life?He is him and I am me.He can never replace me, any more than I can replace him.
"I'm not Zhuluo, I'm Shaohe." I took a deep breath, trying to calm down the restless emotions, but it was in vain.
Uneasiness is like a tide, surging endlessly, and even getting stronger and stronger, trying to swallow me up.
He laughed lowly: "Why do you have to deceive yourself? The two of you are closely connected and inseparable. Isn't it because of him that you can stand in Linlang Tianque today?"
"Ask yourself, if you weren't Zhuluo, how could my disciple be so fond of you? If you weren't Zhuluo, with this incomplete fairy personality, even if you reincarnated three hundred, three thousand, thirty thousand times! Doomed to miss the immortal journey."
"Everything you got today is because of these two words."
"If I were you, I would only feel lucky and thank God for his mercy. Because you don't have to do anything, and someone will hold everything in front of your eyes."
... Fortunately?
Ridiculous, too ridiculous.
Confusion, pain, despair...
It turns out that everything I have gained today is because of the word Zhuluo?
If I wasn't Zhu Luo, Yun Mo wouldn't have been obedient to me, and finally gave up the chance for me to cross the catastrophe and become a god.I won't feel guilty about this, and it also hurt Fu Qing's heart, making him worry about gains and losses from now on.
If I were not Zhuluo, Jingshu would not have chosen Asheng as a pawn in order to get revenge on me, and finally caused her to disappear, and I would never have the chance to make up for it forever.
That's all I got.
Everyone is forcing me, forcing me to accept the love I shouldn't bear, forcing me to suffer the crime I shouldn't suffer.
After a thousand years of reincarnation, Zhuluo has long been annihilated in the boundless river and will never exist again.
Why are you still unwilling to let him go?
Why can't you let go...me?
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In the mist, a voice came from afar, whispering incessantly in a bewitching way: "Although you have obtained everything, there is still one thing that is still not perfect, right?"
"The hearts of others are not as useful as your own."
"Don't you want to find your own heart? Or do you want to continue living like this?"
"You like this are worse than a dog."
Shut up, shut up... shut up! !
An invisible hostility surged up all over my body, and there was only scarlet in front of my eyes. I looked up, as if I was in a rain of blood.
blood rain?Another rain of blood.
I raised my hand as if feeling something, and the white palm was soon stained red with dirty blood, and it was no longer flawless.After watching it silently for a while, I felt a little sad, but more of an uncontrollable anger.
Why do you always keep chattering in my ears, saying some inexplicable things, which upsets me.
Is it wrong to want to live in a daze?
Is it wrong to not want to be involved in past life disputes?
I have no ambitions and short-sightedness.All he wants in his life is to be by Fu Qing's side forever, communicate with him, and live every day safely and smoothly.
but--
Why is everyone persecuting me?
Why has no one ever considered my feelings?
Do I deserve to be pushed around?Do I deserve to be driven?
My eyes became colder, my hands were clenched into fists, and my heart was shaken.At this moment, Fu Qing's face seemed to flash before his eyes.
Then, there was a voice that said——
"His name is Zhaohua, and he is my elder brother. The word Zhaohua is taken from 'Jinghou Zhaohua, people only Yunqing', which means the most beautiful thing in the world."
Since it is the most beautiful thing in the world, no slightest blasphemy is allowed.
Thinking of this, my mind is somewhat clear.
But once the evil thought grows, it will grow wildly like weeds if it is blown by a little wind, and it will take root in my flesh and blood in an instant, and it will be difficult to eradicate.
The fine raindrops seemed to be consciously condensed into a shape, turning into a red silhouette with blurred facial features.
It came from nothingness and fell on the wind. It slowly held my face, pressed against the tip of my nose, and let out a soft breath. The tone was as tender as a lover's whisper, but it made me shudder.
"The matter has come to this, why continue to be patient? You and I are one, why bother to suppress your demon nature? Wouldn't it be nice to live in accordance with nature?"
I stepped back again and again, and said sharply, "Get out! Who is the same kind as you? Who is the same kind as you!"
But he is nothing, no matter how much I resist, I can only watch it getting closer and closer to me, as if trying to occupy my spiritual knowledge and thoughts.
My figure swayed slightly, and I almost couldn't stand stably, so I could only hold on to Lanyue Zhi for support.Concentrate and calm down, trying to fight against it.However, the noise in my ears kept ringing, and it really couldn't calm me down.
"The token of Cangtian is on my disciple."
"With it, the fire environment is unimpeded."
"After remembering everything..."
"Will you still defend my good apprentice like this?"
"God helps me too. At that time, it will definitely be... a good show?"
……
Noisy, so noisy!very noisy! !
Those voices came from all directions. I gathered the wind in my hand, but I couldn't find the source of the sound. I could only use my intuition to push out palm after palm indiscriminately.Finally, after bursts of crashing sounds, the sound finally dissipated completely, and everything returned to silence.
"Talk more, and I'll kill you."
The voice came from my mouth, but it was unexpectedly low, as if deliberately controlling the tone, it sounded very unnatural.
A few coughs came from afar, and the man smiled, with a regretful tone: "Why, why... not be more severe? This level, still, ahem... still can't kill me."
Kill, kill him?
Hearing this word, I vaguely regained some consciousness, my whole body felt like I had fallen into an ice cave, my limbs were cold and trembling.
My background is clean and innocent, I have never killed people or beasts indiscriminately, and I have never trampled on flowers or plants, how could I have the idea of killing people?
Patience is the word, I have always done very well.
In the Crown God Clan, when I was ridiculed with cold eyes every day, I was enduring it.Later, in order to stay by Fu Qing's side, even if he treats me like nothing... even if I don't get a good look from him all day long, I can bear it.Later, Jing Shu set up a trap, causing A Sheng's soul to disappear, and also plotted and humiliated me in every possible way, I can bear it.
As long as I endure it, I will still be young, and I will still be able to stand beside Fu Qing cleanly and innocently.
……good.
I must not be bewitched by evil thoughts, put all my hard work into water, and finally be |manipulated| controlled to become a monster who only knows how to kill and drink blood.I don't ask for anything, and I don't need Xiantu, even if I am a mortal.
Can God hear my prayer?Even if only this once.
But the man turned a deaf ear, and could not stop begging, "Master, don't play tricks on Master anymore. It was Master's fault for treating him like that back then. In these years, Master has not spent a single day in regret."
"However, even he said that the day of yesterday must not be kept. No matter how much you torture and punish me, there will be no room for change."
"You have such a good heart, just let me go... No, no, kill me, kill me—"
I stood and listened for a while, and I lost my desire to talk to him.
With such a confused mind, there should be no useful words to pry out from his mouth, so why waste his words?
Thinking about it, I couldn't help taking a few steps back, the hem of my clothes fluttered, brushing the dead branches and weeds, making a rustling sound.
"do not go!"
The man had a keen sense of hearing, and when he sensed that I wanted to leave, he was thrown into chaos, intending to keep me back: "Except Yun Mo, no one else will come in here, and no one else will know about this place!... If you weren't Who else could he be?"
In fact, without him mentioning it, I also noticed something strange.
When I got lost just now, I looked around carefully, remembering that it was clearly a bright day and an ordinary scene at that time, why just take a step forward, and in an instant, there is a world-shaking difference?
Could it be that this place is some kind of illusion?Or set up some kind of blindfold?No one is allowed to approach, but taught me to hit the mark by accident?
I pondered for a while, and felt that this speculation was not unreasonable, so I responded: "I am just a passerby, and because of some chance...coincidence, I stumbled into this place."
"Come in?" The man paused for a moment, and when he spoke again, his tone sounded meaningful and subtle, "What's your relationship with Yun Min?"
"Naturally, it's not as far-reaching as you are with him."
Seeing that he seemed to have regained his sanity and his speech was orderly, I couldn't help but stop, and couldn't help asking, "Since you are Master Yun Man, why are you locked up here?"
His tone changed suddenly, and he sneered repeatedly: "He has always disregarded the laws of nature and human relations. Even if there is a relationship, when he killed his father and brother, he never blinked his eyes. Master? What is the master?"
158.
absurd.
Yun Min treats others with gentleness and kindness, and his heart is pure and kind. Even facing Ah Sheng, who is a half-demon, he treats him equally, and has never treated each other coldly. How can he be so embarrassing?
I don't believe a word of what he said, I only believe what I saw with my own eyes.
"There should be a basis for judging others. As a senior, it is even more important to be careful, to speak, to speak."
I deliberately emphasized the ending, just hoping that he would feel ashamed because of it, but he didn't care, instead he laughed loudly as if he had heard some ridiculous joke.
It took a while before he stopped laughing, and his tone was extremely mocking: "You know him well?"
This question made me a little embarrassed, and I didn't know how to answer it.Although I have been with Yun Mo day and night for more than a thousand years, if you want to talk about the word "understanding", I think I am absolutely not qualified.
The man asked again: "You protect him like this, and you don't want others to say something bad about him. Could it be... Could it be that he is his guest? Tsk tsk, but my good apprentice, hasn't he been killed by that vixen a long time ago?" You've gotten so confused that you can't tolerate others anymore?"
Before I could refute him, he continued on his own: "It's because I forgot, after so many years, he won't guard his body like a jade for a corpse, right?"
There is no cure.
Just now when he regarded me as Yun Min, he begged in every possible way, with a very sad tone.Seeing that the identity of the visitor was not what he thought, he immediately changed his attitude, and even slandered and humiliated others in every possible way.
The quick change of face really opened my eyes.
I opened my mouth, feeling speechless.
I can't convince him with a few words, just as he can't convince me.With this skill, I might as well go to Suihan Pavilion and read a few more books to solve my urgent needs.
Knowing that arguing is useless, and I don't want to waste my words, I turned around and walked a little faster than before.
"Ha, that's really strange! My apprentice isn't angry, but you are, but you feel wronged for him?" He paused for a moment, as if he was thinking.
"When you meet by fate, you might as well listen to my advice. Don't be intoxicated by illusions, and don't want to get out. I knew an old friend before. He was just like you now, but he wanted to treat the dust and mud under the ground as The bright moon among the clouds—"
I frowned tightly, holding back my anger, and interrupted him in a deep voice: "I'm not blind. Whether it's the dust in the ground, or the bright moon among the clouds, I don't need others to tell me."
"Seeing is not believing, and hearing is not necessarily false. Now that you have come here, you might as well stop, take a break here, and have a conversation with me... It has been a long time since I have seen old people." He softened voice, sighed leisurely, "I really miss it a bit."
An old friend?
I said coldly: "You and I have never met, so there is nothing old to talk about. If you want me to let you go... then I advise you to give up this idea as soon as possible."
Yun Min must have his own considerations for locking him here. As an outsider, I naturally have no right to intervene in this matter, and I don't want to get involved in this muddy water.
"Since you don't want to stay, I won't force you." He pretended to sigh again, and then suddenly changed the subject, "Just before leaving, I still have something to worry about."
"What's the matter?"
"Yun Min's heart, can you use it according to your wishes?"
As if struck by lightning, I froze my steps, and it took me a while to recover: "What did you say?"
"Your aura is too similar to Yun Mo's... I am not familiar with his aura, and no one knows his methods better than me."
"He won't do anything he is not sure of. He has held me here with peace of mind, but he didn't assign guards to watch over me. It's because this formation is really special."
I was patient, and after hearing what he said up to now, he still didn't get straight to the point, so I couldn't help urging: "What's so special?"
"The real body of the non-formation master is here, even if you have the ability to reach the sky, it is absolutely impossible to break into the formation. You keep saying that you are not Yun Mo, but you can enter and exit here without hindrance. This means that this formation has already regarded you as Master, in other words—"
I don't need him to say more about the next words, I already know it well.
In other words, I share my real body with Yun Min.This also means that if one day the swords meet, he can't hurt me, but I can easily put him to death.
He exposed the most taboo of the Xian family and the weakness that he didn't want others to know... so why bother?
After a moment of silence, I whispered: "Only by breaking the formation, are you sure that he gave his heart to me?"
"Things that can share the real body, I thought about it, except for the fairy bone, there is only the seven-apertured exquisite heart. He was able to defraud a piece of fairy bone back then, so naturally he would not easily transfer the fairy bone to you."
The fairy bone is the foundation of the fairy book, and even the little fairy who has just opened up his spiritual knowledge knows that this thing should not be given to others at will.Once there is no fairy bone, it is a broken fairy, and it is doomed to never have a chance to go to the fairyland.
Missing the fairyland?It's unbearable to think about.There should be no one in this world who is willing to endure unbearable pain, shed his immortal bone, just to smile for the one he loves?
If there is, that person must be a hopelessly stupid lunatic, rare in the world.Yun Mo is not stupid, so he will not do this.
I am secretly glad.
Luckily he won't do that.
159.
The man spoke softly, seemingly puzzled: "For no reason, why did he give you his heart? And why did he give his real body...could it be..."
It is nothing more than because of the evil debts incurred in the previous life, which have been rolled around for thousands of years, and finally implicated on my head in this life.
I don't want to explain too much to him.But we met by chance, and after today's farewell, we will never see each other again.After all, he is just an insignificant person, and I don't need to work hard.
The man talked for a long while, as if he had discovered something exciting, his breathing became more and more rapid.Suddenly, he pinched his voice and called out: "Zhu, Luo?"
Candle?
I am not unfamiliar with these two words, even familiar.Because whether it is a folk story book or a miscellaneous record, there are written stories about this person. It can be said that there are many bad records and countless crimes.
He disobeyed the destiny and intended to subvert the entire fairy world, and then summoned countless elites from the demon world, led his troops to attack Linlang Tianque, and wanted to compete with the emperor Cui Wei.
What happened in that battle, no one knows.
Because every time the story is written here, it stops abruptly, leaving only an intriguing gap, which makes future generations speculate.
The demon king appeared out of thin air, and then disappeared out of thin air, and has never been heard from since.Everyone only thought that the demon world would be destroyed, leaving only a few remnants hiding in the dark, surviving with their tails between their legs.
If I hadn't learned from Fu Qing, and what I saw with my own eyes that day... I might never have known that Zhu Luo was imprisoned in the Lihuo Realm, sealed under the soul nail, and suffered from poison day after day Fire torment.
But isn't it because he committed his own crimes?
Lihuo Realm belongs to the Immortal Realm, and the prisoners there are all monsters—they are vicious people.If Xiao Yao is like this, Zhu Luo is even more so.The cholera spread all over the world, betrayed the way of heaven, and fell into such an end, he deserved what he deserved, and he didn't deserve the sympathy of others.
I am different from him.
He is destined to be infamous forever, and me?Although I can't be called immortal, I have always been born innocent.I have never killed a person or a beast indiscriminately, and I have never trampled on a flower or a plant.
Zhu, Luo?
Such two words full of evil can never be allowed to be placed on my head.
160.
"I'm not Zhuluo."
When I really said these words, my voice was a little panicked, even trembling slightly, as if I was extremely guilty, but I insisted on defending myself.
Guilty?What is there to be guilty of?
Ever since I had spiritual consciousness, I have been called Shaohe.And for thousands of years, I have been living with this identity...
What about the previous life?He is him and I am me.He can never replace me, any more than I can replace him.
"I'm not Zhuluo, I'm Shaohe." I took a deep breath, trying to calm down the restless emotions, but it was in vain.
Uneasiness is like a tide, surging endlessly, and even getting stronger and stronger, trying to swallow me up.
He laughed lowly: "Why do you have to deceive yourself? The two of you are closely connected and inseparable. Isn't it because of him that you can stand in Linlang Tianque today?"
"Ask yourself, if you weren't Zhuluo, how could my disciple be so fond of you? If you weren't Zhuluo, with this incomplete fairy personality, even if you reincarnated three hundred, three thousand, thirty thousand times! Doomed to miss the immortal journey."
"Everything you got today is because of these two words."
"If I were you, I would only feel lucky and thank God for his mercy. Because you don't have to do anything, and someone will hold everything in front of your eyes."
... Fortunately?
Ridiculous, too ridiculous.
Confusion, pain, despair...
It turns out that everything I have gained today is because of the word Zhuluo?
If I wasn't Zhu Luo, Yun Mo wouldn't have been obedient to me, and finally gave up the chance for me to cross the catastrophe and become a god.I won't feel guilty about this, and it also hurt Fu Qing's heart, making him worry about gains and losses from now on.
If I were not Zhuluo, Jingshu would not have chosen Asheng as a pawn in order to get revenge on me, and finally caused her to disappear, and I would never have the chance to make up for it forever.
That's all I got.
Everyone is forcing me, forcing me to accept the love I shouldn't bear, forcing me to suffer the crime I shouldn't suffer.
After a thousand years of reincarnation, Zhuluo has long been annihilated in the boundless river and will never exist again.
Why are you still unwilling to let him go?
Why can't you let go...me?
161.
In the mist, a voice came from afar, whispering incessantly in a bewitching way: "Although you have obtained everything, there is still one thing that is still not perfect, right?"
"The hearts of others are not as useful as your own."
"Don't you want to find your own heart? Or do you want to continue living like this?"
"You like this are worse than a dog."
Shut up, shut up... shut up! !
An invisible hostility surged up all over my body, and there was only scarlet in front of my eyes. I looked up, as if I was in a rain of blood.
blood rain?Another rain of blood.
I raised my hand as if feeling something, and the white palm was soon stained red with dirty blood, and it was no longer flawless.After watching it silently for a while, I felt a little sad, but more of an uncontrollable anger.
Why do you always keep chattering in my ears, saying some inexplicable things, which upsets me.
Is it wrong to want to live in a daze?
Is it wrong to not want to be involved in past life disputes?
I have no ambitions and short-sightedness.All he wants in his life is to be by Fu Qing's side forever, communicate with him, and live every day safely and smoothly.
but--
Why is everyone persecuting me?
Why has no one ever considered my feelings?
Do I deserve to be pushed around?Do I deserve to be driven?
My eyes became colder, my hands were clenched into fists, and my heart was shaken.At this moment, Fu Qing's face seemed to flash before his eyes.
Then, there was a voice that said——
"His name is Zhaohua, and he is my elder brother. The word Zhaohua is taken from 'Jinghou Zhaohua, people only Yunqing', which means the most beautiful thing in the world."
Since it is the most beautiful thing in the world, no slightest blasphemy is allowed.
Thinking of this, my mind is somewhat clear.
But once the evil thought grows, it will grow wildly like weeds if it is blown by a little wind, and it will take root in my flesh and blood in an instant, and it will be difficult to eradicate.
The fine raindrops seemed to be consciously condensed into a shape, turning into a red silhouette with blurred facial features.
It came from nothingness and fell on the wind. It slowly held my face, pressed against the tip of my nose, and let out a soft breath. The tone was as tender as a lover's whisper, but it made me shudder.
"The matter has come to this, why continue to be patient? You and I are one, why bother to suppress your demon nature? Wouldn't it be nice to live in accordance with nature?"
I stepped back again and again, and said sharply, "Get out! Who is the same kind as you? Who is the same kind as you!"
But he is nothing, no matter how much I resist, I can only watch it getting closer and closer to me, as if trying to occupy my spiritual knowledge and thoughts.
My figure swayed slightly, and I almost couldn't stand stably, so I could only hold on to Lanyue Zhi for support.Concentrate and calm down, trying to fight against it.However, the noise in my ears kept ringing, and it really couldn't calm me down.
"The token of Cangtian is on my disciple."
"With it, the fire environment is unimpeded."
"After remembering everything..."
"Will you still defend my good apprentice like this?"
"God helps me too. At that time, it will definitely be... a good show?"
……
Noisy, so noisy!very noisy! !
Those voices came from all directions. I gathered the wind in my hand, but I couldn't find the source of the sound. I could only use my intuition to push out palm after palm indiscriminately.Finally, after bursts of crashing sounds, the sound finally dissipated completely, and everything returned to silence.
"Talk more, and I'll kill you."
The voice came from my mouth, but it was unexpectedly low, as if deliberately controlling the tone, it sounded very unnatural.
A few coughs came from afar, and the man smiled, with a regretful tone: "Why, why... not be more severe? This level, still, ahem... still can't kill me."
Kill, kill him?
Hearing this word, I vaguely regained some consciousness, my whole body felt like I had fallen into an ice cave, my limbs were cold and trembling.
My background is clean and innocent, I have never killed people or beasts indiscriminately, and I have never trampled on flowers or plants, how could I have the idea of killing people?
Patience is the word, I have always done very well.
In the Crown God Clan, when I was ridiculed with cold eyes every day, I was enduring it.Later, in order to stay by Fu Qing's side, even if he treats me like nothing... even if I don't get a good look from him all day long, I can bear it.Later, Jing Shu set up a trap, causing A Sheng's soul to disappear, and also plotted and humiliated me in every possible way, I can bear it.
As long as I endure it, I will still be young, and I will still be able to stand beside Fu Qing cleanly and innocently.
……good.
I must not be bewitched by evil thoughts, put all my hard work into water, and finally be |manipulated| controlled to become a monster who only knows how to kill and drink blood.I don't ask for anything, and I don't need Xiantu, even if I am a mortal.
Can God hear my prayer?Even if only this once.
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