night without tears

Yin Yening sat next to Cheng Fei and took a nap that night.

When he woke up the next day, F really ignored him. , although he still made breakfast for him as usual, but it was obviously for one person, Cheng Fei absolutely didn't have any.

"You actually learned to be angry overnight." Yin Yening felt happy because of the novelty for some reason, hugged F from behind, put her head on his shoulder and smiled.

"...You are too much, you are really too much!" F pursed his lips, trembling slightly.

"I'm not going too far, I'm not going to do anything to him," Yin Yening laughed, "F, don't you be so good at everything?"

"You're the one who doesn't think you can get over anything with a smile?" F turned his head, with a ferocious expression on the verge of tears: "Because he cried, you sympathized with him. Then what should I do, I won't at all Cry, I will never compare to him, what do you think I should do?"

Yin Yening was stunned, and wanted to say something to comfort F.

At this time, Cheng Fei came out of the bedroom, rubbed his eyes and smiled brightly: "Hi, good morning, I'm really sorry for causing you trouble yesterday."

"No," Yin Yening said immediately, "but you, can you still be so energetic after a hangover, and won't have a headache?"

"It hurts, it hurts so much." Cheng Fei walked a few steps and felt that he had no strength, so he sat down on the sofa.

Yin Yening felt that he looked hypoglycemic, so she wanted to get him a cup of coffee or something, but F turned around and entered the kitchen before him.So he sat next to Cheng Fei.

"Hey, what's the matter with you? Divorce is such a big hit? If so, why do you still want to leave?"

Cheng Fei shook his head and smiled wryly: "It's not that I want to leave."

When Yin Yening heard that it was really like this, she couldn't help being speechless: "Isn't it? There are really women in this world who would dump you, and you still miss her? The princess of which country, I really want to meet!"

"It's nothing." Cheng Fei took the coffee from F's hand, pursed his lips and shook his head again: "You don't need to worry about me, it will be fine after a while."

"What will be good! Do you remember what you said when you hugged me and cried yesterday?" Yin Yening asked him seriously.

"what?"

"You said it was too painful to live, you said you wanted to die!" Yin Yening frowned and said, "Cheng Fei, I know we haven't seen each other for many years, but as your former friend, I really can't let you go like this No matter. Did you encounter something difficult to solve? You tell me, maybe I can help you!"

Cheng Fei looked at Yin Yening, as if he wanted to say a thousand words, but he was desperately stuck in his heart. , lowered his head for a long while: "...you, you can't help me."

"At least you can be a listener. If you have something hidden in your heart, if you don't tell anyone, you will break down quickly. Cheng Fei, tell me, I'm really worried about you."

Yin Yening said, and patted his shoulder.

Cheng Fei's persistence seemed to be shattered by this light pat.His expression didn't change much, but a mist appeared in his eyes silently, as if he was holding on to some intense emotion.It could be seen that he really wanted to hold back, but in the end he collapsed under Yin Yening's black crystal gaze, and grinned self-deprecatingly.

"Ah Ning, my life...in fact, it has been a mess for a long time. If I tell you, don't laugh at me."

Yin Yening nodded.

"A Ning, do you still remember Luo Nan?"

Joshua?Luo Nan, the British boy who pursued Cheng Fei in high school but was scoffed at by him, of course Yin Yening remembered.

"...Do you know what happened after he was expelled from school?"

Yin Yening felt pimples in her heart when she heard it, thinking that with Cheng Fei's tone, isn't that guy dead?

"He... chased me to America."

Cheng Fei looked up at the ceiling, smiling very bleakly and emptily.

"Unexpected? He went to a community school next to our university, and then followed me day and night, appearing in any place I can imagine, just like a ghost.

"I ignored him, thinking that he would give up soon, but not only did he not leave, but the friends around me gradually alienated me. I later learned that he called them to harass them and threatened them in various ways. Walk everyone who comes near me.

"He gave me things—everything I saw on the road for more than a second, he bought them and sent them to my house. I was so scared by him that I moved and changed my phone, but no matter where I fled, he They could find me very quickly by some unknown method, and their methods towards the people around me became more and more extreme, and they even really started to resort to violent methods.

"I tried to call the police, but it didn't work at all! He is used to going to the detention center and prison to spend the night again and again. Anyway, he can't be locked up for too long without substantial harm.

"In this way, my friends and lovers disappeared one by one. In the end, the only one who remained by my side was only one girl. At that time, Luonan was imprisoned for a year because of a violent incident. I took this opportunity to get along with her." She is married.

"My wife and I are doing well, and in the year without Ronan, my life is back on track. But last year he got out of prison and it got worse. He threatened my wife's parents, threatened her siblings, and even relatives. The family will not let go.

"My wife was finally scared. She cried and broke up with me. I couldn't do anything about it. At that time, she was already pregnant with my child, but I could only let her go with the unborn child——

"Ah Ning, look, this is my real life under my glamorous appearance."

Cheng Fei covered his eyes with one hand, and was still smiling: "I can't resist, I can't escape, really, I'm really going crazy, I dream of him following me in my dreams now, he will follow me for the rest of my life, until it kills me."

Yin Yening listened to all this in shock, he hadn't thought of anything at all.

"Why is this? Doesn't he love you?"

"Love, hate, who knows?" Cheng Fei smiled wryly: "Who can tell the difference? Maybe you know that I can never accept him, so it's better to kill me like this. Anyway, if you can't get it, others can't get it either. It's been ten years, Ah Ning, I can't imagine it, it's been ten years, my life is just like this, it can't get any better."

Cheng Fei said and stood up: "I have to go, maybe he came here with me, I don't want you to become one of his targets."

"But Cheng Fei..."

Yin Yening stopped him, not knowing what to say, not knowing how to help him, but he couldn't just let him go.

Even F couldn't bear to hear this, and felt that this man was too pitiful.

"Ah, I have nothing to do with you," Cheng Fei turned her head, no trace of pain could be seen in her well-controlled smile: "Don't worry, I won't be so extreme that one day I'll kill him, or die with him. Yes. I have endured it for ten years, and I don’t care if I just spend it like this.”

"Cheng Fei!" Yin Yening chased him out.

In my memory, Cheng Fei has an optimistic and sunny personality, and has an aura that makes people fall in love with him immediately.He seemed to be favored by the heavens from birth, and his life should be smooth sailing, so Yin Yening felt that everything he heard was ridiculous.

It seems that anyone can be unlucky, but there is no reason for Cheng Fei to be unlucky!

Outside the villa on the outskirts of the city in the early morning, there were no people on the snow-white road. Cheng Fei stopped at the door, his body stiffened, his eyes were fixed on the man standing across the road, and the blood on his face faded.

"Baby, did I tell you that you are not allowed to spend the night at other people's houses? You are dishonest, and you can have a good time overnight if you come here for a three-day meeting. I really... underestimated you."

Both Yin Yening and Cheng Fei have seen this person before, but in F's transplanted memory, Joshua?Luonan has always been just an abstract name, and finally today, I saw the deity.

Except for the madness in his eyes, this man is completely different from what he imagined. The real Joshua is tall, with blond hair reaching his shoulders, and looks as handsome as Apollo in Greek mythology—of course, Apollo’s expression will not be so A bird of prey would not hold a thick stick in its hand.

His sapphire-like cold eyes crossed the door and settled on F who was subconsciously blocking Yin Yening's front. He frowned slightly because of his appearance, and then saw the person behind him.

"You..." He frowned: "Yin...Ye Ning?"

The hostility doubled in an instant, as if Yin Yening was his biggest enemy, Joshua laughed loudly: "Okay, so you have been in contact with this kid all the time, so you said you would never see him again. Lied to me!"

"It's just a coincidence, it's just a coincidence!"

Cheng Fei rushed up, trying to grab the wooden stick in Yue Xiuya's hand while explaining, but he easily tripped and fell to the ground.

Then, the blond man rushed towards Yin Yening.

F naturally couldn't let him get close to his most important person, so he hurriedly took a step ahead, grabbed his clothes and hands and wrestled with him, but the strength of this Joshua was beyond his expectation, and once he missed it, he didn't pull him. Stopped, the man immediately got up quickly, raised the wooden stick and threw it on F's head and body.

"F!" Yin Yening yelled worriedly.

The wooden stick was hit hard on the head.It's okay, it doesn't hurt, F thought, jumping up again and pulling the man back to the ground.

Yin Yening stepped forward to help F, but was held back by Cheng Fei; F was also worried that he would be injured, so he grabbed Joshua with both hands and shouted at him: "Ye, don't come here!"

When he was distracted, the wooden stick hit his head again, and F felt a burning pain in the back of his head, as if something had broken. Fortunately, it didn't affect his actions. After seeing Joshua turn to Yin Yening again Sometimes, he can still grab his feet and trip him up.

Joshua cursed a word in English, raised the wooden stick and smashed it down on F's shoulder.

A metallic sound sounded, accompanied by cyan sparks, F's arm broke apart, revealing the black circuit board.

"what is that?"

Joshua opened his eyes wide and took a step back, feeling unimaginable, seeing that half of the arm of the person who got up in front of him was dangling and precarious, but there was no trace of blood.

Yeah, after all this time, this guy looks like he won't get hurt at all, not even a bruise.

At this moment, F suddenly smiled ghostly, got up, and walked towards Joshua step by step.

Of course Joshua would not run away, but his body couldn't help but tremble because of this inexplicable and unimaginable sense of fear, so he was at a disadvantage——

Just a moment of hesitation, F strangled him by the neck with his other intact hand, knocked him down to the ground with five fingers.

"I forbid, forbid anyone to hurt Ye."

Joshua stared at this man with wide eyes in horror. He had black hair and black eyes, and a quiet voice. He was somewhat similar to Cheng Fei but completely different. There was a murderous look in his squinted black eyes, and Joshua was there. I can't see any contradictions and fears that ordinary people would have - this person really wants to kill him, without hesitation, without thinking, and without joking.

Cheng Fei was already stunned by this scene, and it took Yin Yening a long time to react. At this time, Joshua's face had turned purple, and his struggling legs gradually lost strength.

"F, stop!"

F fell on deaf ears.

Yin Yening rushed up and grabbed his sleeve: "No! You can't kill people!"

Only then did F wake up from some kind of nightmare, Ji Ling let go of his hand, suddenly felt as if his whole body had lost strength, staggered a few steps, and leaned softly into Yin Yening's arms.

Joshua took this opportunity to get up, took another deep look at F with astonished eyes, turned around, and quickly disappeared across the street corner.

"He... is he okay? Do you want me to call an ambulance?"

Cheng Fei rushed over, seeming to want to check on F's injuries, Yin Yening quickly hugged F, hugged him into her arms, and shook her head at Cheng Fei, "Go back, he's fine."

The circuit of the F battery in his arms was damaged, and he was unable to move or speak.

Cheng Fei only saw Yin Yening hugging that person, hiding him, as if he was holding the most precious treasure in the world.

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Half an hour later, F was already lying on Fang Jili's maintenance platform.

"Please be gentle with your actions!" Fang Jili grumbled while biting the screw, "Next time I send it like this, I will have to pay an additional repair fee. That's not how you want to damage the warranty!"

"I didn't do it this time!" Yin Yening said, "He did it to protect me..."

"Oh, you are such a bad master, I don't even know how to love you." Fang Jili seemed to have not heard, and said, "At least I created you, but I didn't expect you to come to this world to suffer..."

This made Yin Yening feel guilty for a while, but he couldn't say anything to refute.

Later, when F woke up, he found that he had returned home, and Yin Yening was sleeping beside him, holding his hand.

He stared blankly at Yin Yening.

... There were also times like this, because Ye was worried about him, and fell asleep beside him like this? F suddenly felt that he was very happy, and after happiness, there was endless fear.

Sometimes, happiness with flaws must be scary.

Because I don't know when, maybe it will suddenly disappear.

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For the next few days, it rained lightly every day, Yin Yening still had work, and because of Joshua's matter, F was worried about him being alone, and insisted on picking him up.There was a short walk from the parking lot to the company building. F held an umbrella in one hand and put his arm around Yin Yening, helping him out from the wind and rain.

"Ye, how many more days do you think it will rain like this?"

"After that hurricane, didn't you have the weather forecast function installed?" Yin Yening smiled: "You can do the math yourself."

F just wanted to laugh too, but at this moment, very suddenly, he seemed to lose the feeling in his hands for a moment.

The umbrella fell to the ground, and F stared at the splashing water in a daze. Suddenly, there was a burst of severe pain in his head, and he lost his balance and fell to the ground.

"Ah, ah..."

When the pain came, he could only scream, curled up with his head in his hands, Yin Yening was terrified, and quickly knelt down and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"I...I'm in so much pain! Ye, I'm in so much pain!"

Yin Yening hugged him tightly, picked him up and dragged him to the side of the road, and immediately wanted to send him to Fang Jili's place, but in this heavy rain, there were no pedestrians around, let alone cars, so he was so anxious that he didn't know what to do.

Such an accident only lasted for more than ten seconds. When he was in a panic, F suddenly calmed down, pulled him, and signaled that he was fine.

"It doesn't hurt anymore? Is it really all right?" He was still pale with fright.

F shook his head, the severe pain just now was like a nightmare, but it passed quickly, and now he is fine again, and he doesn't feel any abnormalities.He stood up slowly without feeling any discomfort.

"No, I must take you to Fang Jili's."

"No, it shouldn't matter, your work is important," F smiled, and went into the rain to pick up the umbrella: "Look, I have nothing to do. It might just be an accidental data jam, you know, the computer It's the same, many programs occasionally have problems for no reason, the one just now...maybe that's the case, and it will be fine after it passes."

"If something like this happens again, I will definitely take you to find Fang Jili!" He urged.

Seeing Yin Yening's worried look, F smiled happily, and took his hand again.

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When he arrived at the company, Yin Yening felt that the atmosphere was a bit weird. It seemed that everyone looked at him strangely. Even if his clothes were soaked and he was soaked, it wouldn't be so much attention.

When he arrived at the rest room, the stylist carefully asked while tidying his hair, "Uh, Yin Yening, have you offended someone with a mental problem recently?"

"what happened?"

"That's it." The stylist looked around nervously, and handed a few pieces of paper to Yin Yening: "Almost everyone in the company has received it, saying you should die, who would dare to approach you again?" Be careful, even if it's a prank, it's too much!"

Inside a few sheets of paper, there was a photo of Yin Yening, which was messed up by something disgusting like blood, and cursed words were written on it.

"That bastard!" Yin Yening knew it must be Joshua's masterpiece at a glance, and crumpled the piece of paper.

Coincidentally, at this time, someone said that someone was looking for him in the west reception room, and the two went out to have a look, and found that the person was none other than Cheng Fei.

F was getting angry and had nowhere to vent, so he stepped forward and pushed him: "You still come to him? You haven't caused us enough trouble, you still come to him!"

"F!" Yin Yening signaled him to shut up.

"It's okay." Cheng Fei has always been familiar with Joshua's methods, lowered his head, and said apologetically, "I'm here to say goodbye. I just want to say thank you and sorry. I will return to the United States as soon as possible. They won't come back anymore, I think... Luonan will follow me after I go back, so it will be fine."

Cheng Fei paused for a moment: "And Ah Ning, I'm really sorry that day," he said, then looked at Yin Yening and F who stood so well with him, and said with a sincere expression: "I hope You can always be together like now, so happy, I will feel very envious when I look at it."

Yin Ye stared at him, distracted for a moment, this man was still as brilliant as ever, even under such a heavy shadow, he could still be so strong.

However, F only felt flustered.

As far as he knows, human beings are different from them. Human beings can lie anytime and anywhere. Does this man who can rob him of everything really want to leave?Faced with Yin Yening's gentleness, would anyone really want to leave?

"If you're done talking, you can leave. Don't send them off." F gave the eviction order abruptly. If this person doesn't want to leave, then just drive him away.

"Uh, no...Actually, I still have something to say, and I want to talk to Ah Ning alone, of course, if you don't mind."

"Hypocrisy." F's complexion changed, and he said unceremoniously.

Yin Yening glared at F, and said embarrassedly to Cheng Fei: "Don't mind, this guy is spoiled by me."

"Isn't it hypocrisy!" F snapped: "On the premise that I don't mind, now I mind! Doesn't he still want to say it?!"

"Don't make trouble for no reason!" Yin Yening patted him reassuringly: "F, wait for us outside."

F was very unwilling, turned to look at Cheng Fei with an innocent expression, and then turned to Yin Yening: "Is this your choice?! Okay, okay..."

He nodded while stepping back, and there was an unusual sense of despair and grievance in his expression, which made Yin Yening inexplicably a little scared, so he pulled F, and said softly: "Hey, just wait a moment, don't run away Oh far."

After saying that, I felt uneasy, so I added: "This is an 'order'."

Order, F smiled wryly.

He walked out of the reception room, took the elevator to the top floor, and stood against the floor-to-ceiling tempered glass, staring at the distorted brown sky outside in a daze.

... I don't know what Cheng Fei is doing with Yin Yening now.Complain to each other?ha……

Today I seem to be a little different, F thinks so, when receiving an "order" in the past, a certain part of the compulsive circuit in the brain will take effect, which will make the whole person dizzy, but when Yin Yening issued the "order" just now, He didn't feel that way, and now he was going further and further away, and he was not forced to turn back.

what's going on?Is the command "Wait for me and don't run away" too general to be executed by the system, or is something wrong?

Although the invalidation of the mandatory order should be a happy thing for him, but thinking of the inexplicable headache before, it is inevitable to worry about what happened.

This program is broken?Could it be that... some other programs will also fail or break?

But what does it matter?Cheng Fei came back, he was broken, and Yin Yening was able to push the boat along and scrap him.

It's my own big mistake that I think that as long as I work hard, I can win the door, and as long as I care, I can win the one I love.

Everything is self-deception.When did even robots learn such complex self-deception.

But if he really couldn't stay by Ye's side, would he really be scrapped and turn back into a piece of scrap metal without emotion?So this inseparable longing that burns my chest will be meaningless by then?