Heartburn

A month later, when Fu Nan'an heard this name again, he was dazed for a second.Familiar and unfamiliar voices sounded in my ears. It was the patient who was greeting Chi Zhao. When the young man's clear voice came, Fu Nan'an curled his fingers slightly, and then quickly let go.

The emotions spread from the bottom of his heart, Fu Nan'an lowered his eyes, inexplicably thinking of Chi Zhao's hands that often help him cover his eyes, warm, gentle, and always so careful.

Chi Zhao's body temperature seems to be slightly higher than others', no matter what time the hands are hot, it can be easily felt every time they touch.Hands are like this, people are like this, he is like a stove in winter, a light in the dark night, persistence, sincerity, enthusiasm, it is normal to be attracted by him, it is the same for everyone.

Therefore, it is normal to have a girlfriend.

Fu Nan'an deliberately ignored the emotion in his heart. He thought, it's good. Chi Zhao is not young anymore. It's a good thing to find a girlfriend who can accompany him. Didn't Aunt Zhao say the same before? This is him The life a child of this age should have.

Not wanting to listen to the voices from the treatment room anymore, Fu Nan'an held the blind stick and walked slowly towards the office. The road seemed to be extremely long. Fu Nan'an leaned on the blind stick step by step, and there was a rush of footsteps Someone grabbed his wrist from behind: "Professor, Professor Fu!"

The longing gradually grew stronger over time, and a month passed in the blink of an eye, and when he saw Fu Nan'an again, Chi Zhao chased after him without even thinking.He was afraid that Fu Nan'an was going to leave, so he subconsciously grabbed his wrist, the fabric at his fingertips felt very clear, Fu Nan'an's footsteps paused slightly, and Chi Zhao let go of his hand like an electric shock.

When the person he was thinking about was in front of him, he actually didn't know what to say. Chi Zhao curled his fingers and choked out a sentence after a long time: "You... are you here for rounds?"

A month passed in a flash, and he said he wanted to calm down, but Chi Zhao was thinking about Fu Nan'an all the time.

I think about it when I eat, I think about it when I sleep, and I think about it when I study.And you won't understand this feeling when you contact him. When you hear a cat meowing, it's like calling his name. You know he's there, but you can't contact him again.

Chi Zhao carefully described Fu Nan'an's face, not wanting to miss a single trace of his expression. Fu Nan'an's expression was very pale, and there was no emotion on his face.

"Well, ward rounds." Fu Nan'an responded, neither of them realized that this was a consultation room, and the ward rounds would not go in this direction at all.

There was another two seconds of silence, as if there was nothing more to say, Fu Nan'an seemed to remember something, and asked inadvertently, "What are you doing, recording a video?"

"Ah, oh, that's right, senior sister Zhou is going to celebrate her birthday." Chi Zhao was stunned for a moment before reacting, and explained, "'Senior Zhou's birthday will be in a week, and we are going to give her a surprise."

"Understood." Fu Nan'an quickly responded, his tone still very light.

I haven't seen you for a long time, and even the chat is rusty, so I don't know what to say.Chi Zhao didn't want to continue to end the topic like this. He had already prepared a draft in his heart. He wanted to invite Fu Nan'an to record the video together. Before he could speak, Fu Nan'an said first, "You guys record it, I don't Bothering you."

"Professor you..."

Chi Zhao opened his mouth to say something more, but Fu Nan'an turned around. He seemed unwilling to continue the conversation, and quickly walked away with a blind stick, leaving only a back.

Professor Fu left just like that, Chi Zhao was full of regrets, and the two of them just said a few words. He was not reconciled, and after recording the video at hand, Chi Zhao sent Fu Nan'an another WeChat message, wording for a long time, He asked him if he wanted to record a blessing video for Zhou Ruoyao, and Fu Nan'an's message didn't come back until he was sleeping at night.

-[No, let’s play. ]

Chi Zhao hurriedly posted: [Just a few words, no trouble. ]

Fu Nan'an still replied: [Forget it. ]

After waiting for a long time for this opportunity to get in touch with Fu Nan'an, Chi Zhao still didn't want to give up so easily, and sent several more messages, telling Fu Nan'an that he could just record a sentence, or just write a note by hand. It was a very low request, but Fu Nan'an still refused. He said that he was not good at mixing with young people's things, and that a teacher would lose interest in mixing in.

What I said is a bit out of character. Professor Fu has always been very popular. He is gentle and considerate. The students respect him and love him, but they are not afraid of him. Professor Fu has always had a high status in the hearts of the students. Everyone I can't wait to get in touch with him more, no one will hate his birthday wishes.

Lying on the bed at night, Chi Zhao was a little insomnia. He repeatedly looked through the chat records with Fu Nan'an, and always felt that something was not right.

Professor Fu is not like this in the past, he is rarely so cold, even when he rejects himself, he never said harsh words, when he was rejected, Chi Zhao approached him once on WeChat because of the department , His attitude is not very indifferent, he has always clearly distinguished work from emotion.

Fu Nan'an is very kind to the students, no matter what, he will not even record a birthday greeting, unless...

Chi Zhao blinked in confusion, did he provoke Professor Fu somewhere?

After that, Chi Zhao tried to contact Fu Nan'an again. This time, Fu Nan'an didn't refuse again, and readily agreed to record a video for Zhou Ruoyao. He didn't ask Chi Zhao to help, so he recorded it and sent it to Chi Zhao's mailbox. The few seconds of the video was quite sincere, he said a lot of blessings to Zhou Ruoyao, his tone was gentle, but his attitude towards Chi Zhao was still neither salty nor weak.

The video material was quickly collected. On the night before Zhou Ruoyao's birthday, Chen Kaiji edited the video. He did it very seriously, every frame was full of heart, and he played and sang with background music.He discussed with the logistics teacher of the department to show it on the projector in the office after get off work the next night, and planned to surprise Zhou Ruoyao.

If it was a surprise, it must have been hidden in the early stage. Everyone cooperated very tacitly. Until the afternoon of her birthday, Zhou Ruoyao didn't know that Chen Kaiji had prepared this gift for herself. At noon, the two had a meal together. , Zhou Ruoyao thought it was her birthday, but when she was about to get off work at night, Chen Kaiji sent her a message, telling her: "Don't leave before get off work, come to the office."

"What's the matter, what's the matter?" Zhou Ruoyao was confused and didn't forget to think about it. When she got to the office, she found that the lights were turned off, the projector in the center was put down, and the screen was shining brightly.

Chen Kaiji pressed the start button. At the beginning of the video, there are many photos, all of which are Zhou Ruoyao's. There are serious appearances in white coats and cute smiles in daily life. Many photos are made into film, and there is a sense of time passing quietly. Cozy feeling.

After the long photo roll, it’s everyone’s blessings. It complements the photo, implying that from now to the future, the mood of the whole video is always going up. At the end, there is a passage recorded by Chen Kaiji himself. There are no more bells and whistles. , in the camera, he was wearing a white coat and stretched out his hand to Zhou Ruoyao outside the camera, showing the most sincere smile of a big boy, and said to her: "Happy birthday."

This gift is full of sincerity inside and out, and you can feel it whether you put your heart into it or not. Zhou Ruoyao's eyes turned red the moment she saw the video.The two lovers hugged each other tightly, and Chi Zhao, who was sitting next to him, breathed a sigh of relief.

Afraid of any accidents, Chi Zhao was there the whole time when the video was played, and now that the video is over, there will be nothing else to do with him, and the young couple will get tired of crooked when they are in love, and if they bother, it will be a light bulb.Hiding his fame and fortune, Chi Zhao walked out of the office, and bumped into the patient who joined in the fun when he was filming the video that day.

"Isn't this Doctor Xiaochi?" The patient greeted him with a smile, "Have you finished recording your video?"

"The recording is over, I just finished playing it," Chi Zhao replied casually, and then asked him, "Are you here for anything? Now that the doctors are off work, you can tell me first if you have anything to do."

"I just took a look. Didn't I hear it ringing here just now?" The patient shook his head, looked Chi Zhao up and down, and asked him teasingly, "How about it, is your girlfriend very moved after seeing the video?" ? Do you like this gift?"

"I must like it. Xiao Chen is very attentive. I would be moved if I wanted to," the two chatted a few words during the video shoot that day. Chi Zhao pointed to the closed door next to him, and suddenly remembered something, " By the way, the young lovers are not making out inside, so don't go in and disturb them."

Unexpectedly, the patient was stupefied all of a sudden: "What little Chen, what young couple? Didn't you take pictures of your girlfriend?"

Chi Zhao was even more confused: "No, who said that was my girlfriend?"

The patient shook his head with an innocent face. He didn't know they were chatting across channels until now: "I don't know! When I told Professor Fu that day, he didn't refute me!"

... This is a big misunderstanding. Hearing Fu Nan'an's name, Chi Zhao's head buzzed.

He seemed to know why Fu Nan'an's attitude was so indifferent that day. Could it be that he misunderstood that after his confession was rejected, he immediately seamlessly connected to the next one? !

Professor Fu must not be misunderstood.

Thinking of this, Chi Zhao hurriedly explained to the patient first, and after explaining a few sentences, he hurried to Fu Nan'an's office. Along the way, he was thinking about how to explain for a while, and he really walked to the door of Fu Nan'an's office , I don’t know what to say.

Chi Zhao hesitated outside the door for a while before knocking on the door. Fu Nan'an was sitting in the office, quietly. Chi Zhao hadn't been so close to him for a long time, and his heartbeat was a little fast.

It wasn't until Fu Nan'an asked who was where twice that he called "Professor Fu".

Hearing that it was Chi Zhao's voice, Fu Nan'an frowned slightly, and Chi Zhao's heart was also twisted. His head was a little confused, and he said without thinking, "The video that day was recorded by me for Chen Kaiji. of."

Fu Nan'an didn't understand what he said, so he asked "What?" Chi Zhao took a deep breath, and then slowly organized his words: "I just want to explain to you, you seem to have misunderstood, Chen Kaiji and Senior Sister Zhou Ruoyao are a couple, that video was prepared by Chen Kaiji for Senior Sister Zhou's birthday, I just helped, Senior Sister Zhou and I are not a couple."

Chi Zhao was a little agitated. He tried to slow down his speech, but still stuttered. After he finished speaking, he looked at Fu Nan'an nervously, expecting his reaction. Fu Nan'an was silent for a while, and only asked Three words: "Is there any more?"

"and also……"

Professor Fu's tone was too cold, and Chi Zhao's tone paused.

Yes, what else is there, he doesn't need to explain this to Fu Nan'an, they have nothing to do with each other, but when looking at Fu Nan'an's indifferent expression, Chi Zhao felt a little uncomfortable again, his heart sank slowly, My chest feels tight.

Chi Zhao unconsciously took two steps forward and said, "Also... I like you."

He really broke the can.

Confession once is also confession, twice is also confession, anyway, I have already said it, so I have nothing to fear.Fu Nan'an frowned slightly: "You don't need to explain this to me, it has nothing to do with me."

"No, I have to explain." Chi Zhao took two steps forward and stood in front of Fu Nan'an.

He knew that the relationship between the two had not reached this point, and he was not qualified to explain anything to Fu Nan'an. He couldn't figure out what Fu Nan'an was thinking, but he knew that Professor Fu had misunderstood him, and he didn't want to do this.

"I don't want you to misunderstand me." Chi Zhao said seriously, "You don't need to like me, but my heart is with you, and it won't change."

The air was silent when he said this, Fu Nan'an's eyelids drooped slightly, and he didn't seem to want to talk about this topic, but Chi Zhao wanted to express his feelings too much, and the feeling of backlog of emotions in his heart was very uncomfortable. He hated Fu Nan An's avoidance and indifference to him: "You told me to go back and calm down, and I calmed down too. I didn't cool down after a month of calming down. Every time I think of you, my heart burns. I really like you. me……"

When he was emotionally excited, his mind was blank. Chi Zhao said "I, I" for a long time and suddenly his head got stuck. Fu Nan'an's expression was still calm, Chi Zhao's eyes were a little red, his neck was stuck, and finally said He said, "Anyway, I just like you."

This kind of emotion is too warm, young people's liking is undisguised and cannot be hidden, Chi Zhao looked at Fu Nan'an almost obsessively, his voice was trembling, Fu Nan'an sighed lightly, and still said: "You too small."

"I'm not young!" Chi Zhao immediately retorted, he hated Fu Nan'an saying that he was young, and this was a gap he couldn't overcome, "Why do you always say that I am young, I am ten years younger than you I am old, but I am not a child anymore, I know what liking is, I know my feelings very well, I just like you."

"You know?" Fu Nan'an raised his eyebrows slightly, with a strange tone.

"I know, I understand." Chi Zhao replied quickly.

His breathing was heavy, his eyes were red, and his voice was crying. He said firmly, "I am an adult." This is a stubborn and strong emotion. The more he denies it, the more determined he is. Clenching his teeth, like a puppy craving for something, he wagged his tail desperately, so Fu Nan'an stood up suddenly, and put his hand on his shoulder.

Caught off guard, Chi Zhao was pressed against the wall behind him.

A burst of pain came from his shoulder, and Fu Nan'an squeezed his numb shoulder extremely hard.

Pain, numbness, followed by rapid heartbeat. Many feelings swept over Chi Zhao's sensitive nerves. Chi Zhao's legs were a little soft. It was the first time he realized that Fu Nan'an still had such a side. Professor Fu's expression He was indifferent, his brows were slightly frowned, and he was not at all as gentle as usual, and his hand movements were extraordinarily strong and undeniable.

The scorching breath sprinkled on Chi Zhao's face, hot and scorching, a layer of small goose bumps appeared on Chi Zhao's skin, he had never felt this kind of oppression, until now he realized that Fu The professor's phrase "learned a little martial arts in college" is not bluffing, he can easily shackle him, so that he has no possibility of breaking free.

"Professor Fu..." Chi Zhao called subconsciously, his voice trembling.

Fu Nan'an ignored him, but continued to knead his shoulders with his jaws, his palms were hot, and his fingertips were exerting force, Fu Nan'an couldn't tell what emotion was flowing in his voice, he asked, "Do you really understand? "