for love

The moment he saw Xie Zhishu, Xie Jiashu's heart almost jumped out of his throat.

I haven't seen each other these days, and seeing his thin body curled up there looking up at me, I felt uncomfortable as if stuffed with a ball of cotton, so I didn't really care.

After a moment of panic, he tried to put on a cold look on his face, but when he saw Xie Zhishu's tears, he struggled a few times and finally showed a helpless expression. The sadness and distress in his heart almost made him breathless, even if he himself Knowing that with the relationship he has always maintained with Xie Zhishu, this situation is really abnormal, but he didn't want to think about that annoying vague feeling.

This man shed tears that he hated, and he was also the object of his loathing, but he didn't hate him but felt distressed in his heart.

And this guy also discriminates against his sexuality, what qualifications does he have.

Looking at him with such pity and distressed eyes...

Damn...why is this happening.

Even though he has long realized that he is no longer the indifference, disdain and hatred for Xie Zhishu, but when he really faces strange feelings, he intuitively wants to escape.

He hates himself like this, and hates Xie Zhishu who made him become like this.

Unknown feelings don't want to think too much, so that he doesn't know that his anger comes from Xie Zhishu who doesn't love men and won't love him, not Xie Zhishu who just shows discrimination against homosexuals.

"Family tree..."

The man curled up by the wall slowly stood up, his paralyzed legs trembling slightly and unable to straighten, standing there leaning against the wall, the tears were still there but with a faint smile, the docile look when he lowered his eyes made people feel distressed .

"Yes, sorry..."

Xie Jiashu pursed his lips and clenched his fists and looked at him coldly: "I'm sorry for what?"

"I...I..." He murmured and raised his head to look at him, his eyes flickering, and he apologized for a while without knowing why.

Break up because of last bad mood?Or is it because they bumped into each other this time?

But, but what did he do wrong to say "sorry"?

Those three words just blurted out habitually, many times he had no reason to apologize.In front of Xie Jiashu, he always exists in a humble posture. Almost everything he does is wrong and he always says "I'm sorry".

But... was it really him who did the wrong thing?

Lowering his head and smiling bleakly, Xie Zhishu raised his arm and wiped the corners of his eyes.

His arm was suddenly grabbed, and when he raised his head in panic, his lips felt hot.

Xie Zhishu opened his eyes wide.

was kissed.

Standing beside him was a handsome man with a great sense of presence, who had been in bed with him just now, but Xie Jiashu took his arm with one hand and held the back of his head with the other, and kissed him precisely the moment he raised his head. lips.

A kiss without a penis, which they had never experienced before except in bed.

Boys between teenagers and adults bit his lips lightly, and stuck their tongues into his mouth when he opened his mouth in pain. The refreshing smell of Xie Jiashu permeated between the two of them.

They were kissing, and it was a very soft kiss.

This kind of cognition almost made Xie Zhishu go limp.With trembling legs, the other party hugged him firmly, nervously not knowing how to respond.

Xia Yucheng, who was standing beside him, had already left at some point. After a long kiss, Xie Jiashu let him go, with a slight blush that shouldn't have appeared on his face.

It was an almost suffocating kiss, and both of them were gasping for breath after parting.

When the heartbeat also calmed down, Xie Zhishu, who was leaning on his younger brother's arms, became confused as the enthusiasm caused by the seduction receded.

"Don't you like men?" Xie Jiashu rubbed his hair with a very soft voice, as if he was asking him or talking to himself.

Xie Zhishu grabbed the clothes nervously, his knuckles turned white from exertion, and his fingers trembled.

Can he... can he... tell him that he likes him?

His heart was beating hard, but then he thought that the kiss just now might not mean anything, thought of the gap between him and Xie Jiashu, thought of Xie Jiashu's frequent teasing and pushing him away, the nervousness and excitement completely turned into helplessness and retreat.

And Xie Jiashu didn't give him any more time to think.

"I don't like it..." Sighed, just now he was gently stroking Xie Zhishu's hair, suddenly his eyes turned cold, Xie Jiashu sneered, "So what if you don't like men discriminating against homosexuals."

Being pushed away, Xie Zhishu staggered a few steps, and looked at the person who was hugging him just now from a distance of two or three steps.

"What qualifications do you have?"

What?Xie Zhishu was stunned.

"What qualifications do you have!" Seeing Xie Zhishu's confused eyes, he became even more irritable, what's so good about a man like that, why would he be upset because of him!

Panting for breath, the anger came up again: "After being kissed a few times, your legs become weak like that. After being fucked by me, do you still want to be a normal man?!"

"I...I'm not..." He has never been a normal person... but a person who fell in love with his younger brother...

"You are no longer a normal person, Xie Zhishu!"

Even in the empty corridor except the two of them, Xie Zhishu still tensed his back nervously, his eyes were red with shame as soon as his younger brother who strode up to him grasped his vitals and casually fondled and played with him.

"Don't, don't be like this... Family Tree..."

"It will be hard if you touch it twice casually, you miss me here too, don't you?"

Fingers were mercilessly inserted into the back through the fabric, Xie Zhishu let out an "ah", tears of pain, shame and sadness fell down again.

With such a weak self, Xie Jiashu maliciously played with him casually, but he couldn't say a word of resistance, and he couldn't even push him away.

Xie Zhishu was disappointed in himself.

"Do you want to be a normal person?" Xie Jiashu leaned closer to his brother's ear, with a trace of cruelty in his voice, "You're already wet like this, you can never even think about it in this life!"

Even though I knew it would never be possible with you, I never thought about... being a normal person... why do you always force your imagination on me...

"Xie Zhishu, do you still remember the sentence I taught you when I fell in love with you for the first time?"

"..." Even though the avatar being caressed was hot and frightening, Xie Zhishu felt that his whole body was shivering with cold.

"Say it again for me."

He kept silent and refused to speak, and was sternly pinched. After a long stalemate, Xie Zhishu couldn't hold on anymore due to the long physical and psychological suffering.

"I'm a dog...Xie, Xie Zhishu belongs to Xie Family Tree...a...dog..."

I can no longer have any illusions...

These words have long since cut off all his extravagant hopes.From the beginning to the end, Xie Jiashu has always regarded him as a loyal dog.

You can play with it casually, kick it away when you want to play, and let him lick his toes when you want to play.

And he, humbly crawling on the ground, curled up in the corner when he was hated by his moody master, his eyes were always only his shadow, even though he was abandoned, he was still waiting for his call.

It's just been like this between them for a long time...