for love

No more escaping, no more cold war, but the relationship between them is far more rigid than the cold war.

It's not that he doesn't speak, but that he can't feel the other party's emotion when he speaks.Xie Zhishu was about to be driven crazy by this feeling of inexplicable cold even when hugging each other naked.

Even if the person on top hugs him and enters him, what comes out of his mouth at this time is not sweet words.

The venomous and willful younger brother makes him feel ashamed every time.No matter how hard he struggled, he wanted to cover his face but his forehead was pressed, revealing his red eyes from shame.

In the rough thrust, he sneered and said something that made him feel like dying.

"You are my dog, you have to do whatever I ask you to do, you know?"

"Xie Zhishu, you don't have to try to run away from me in this life, even if I'm tired of you, you still have to look at me and wag your tail."

It reminds Xie Zhishu of his identity all the time, and the bad guys are never tired of this kind of trick.

But Xie Zhishu would occasionally see a flash of sadness in the eyes of his younger brother who said such words.

Because it disappeared so quickly that he couldn't grasp where his sorrow came from, or maybe, he might have misread it.

Who else is truly sad besides him, and the most unlikely one is Xie Jiashu.

Always play with others as fools, because it is too arrogant.And people like Xie Zhishu, even if they don't love him so deeply, are too cowardly to resist.

Self-hate and self-abandon, let yourself follow Xie Jiashu like a true loyal dog, and occasionally when the master in a good mood turned back and threw him a bone, he showed a sad smile cowardly and sadly.

It's because...so much love.

No matter how he was hurt, his tolerance was like a bottomless pit.Even if the illusion is disillusioned, there is no way not to love, even if you know that your love will never be expressed, you can't stop.

However, there is always a limit to a person's patience and tolerance, and even a saint cannot be tolerant to everything.

And Xie Zhishu, such a humble and cowardly person, all he can do is swallow his anger.

Just at the moment of stalemate, the mother came back.

The very kind mother who hadn't met a few times since he was a child, the mother who gave him life and took him in desperately when he was abandoned by his father, was touching his face and talking, Xie Zhishu suddenly realized that , There is still a person who really cares about himself in this world.

Unlike Xie Jiashu's uncertain weather, even though the time spent with his mother is far less than that of his younger brother, the inextricable blood relationship is their fetters. There is no need to say anything, just touching each other can feel the care , This is... something you can't feel from Xie Jiashu.

The domineering woman in the mall and the aggressive woman who never backed down during negotiations looked at him with doting and concern in her eyes.

Suddenly it wasn't so embarrassing.

At least one person still treats him sincerely, at least someone treats him as a human being.

He still has relatives, Xie Jiashu...not the only one in his life.

At the dining table, the boy who sat beside him and looked at him coldly with tears rolling in his eyes couldn't tell whether it was mocking or dismissive.

"Family tree, you can't always let your brother take care of you at this age, he is not like you, he is so introverted, you should take care of him more."

"Ha." Xie Jiashu laughed sarcastically, "Has he ever taken care of me? A clumsy guy who can do nothing but make trouble for others. How old is he and you want me to take care of him?"

"Family tree!"

Pei Yin was angry at this son whose personality had changed a lot since he saw his father mentally ill in front of him and was sent abroad for recuperation, but at the same time he felt guilty to the same degree.

No matter which one of her two sons it is, she feels guilty.

These years, he has been running around for the cause of Xie's family, and has hardly lived with his son. The eldest son is too timid and cowardly, and the second son is too willful and domineering.

With a formed character, I only hope that the two brothers can infect each other when they are together. Xie Zhishu's good-natured personality can tolerate the younger brother, and maybe he can also influence him.But... Looking at the current situation, I'm afraid it's just the opposite.

No one has changed anyone, on the contrary, it has intensified.

Xie Zhishu became more humble and dull, and Xie Jiashu became more unscrupulous.

There was no preference for anyone, but looking at Xie Jiashu, who raised his chin without any guilt, and Xie Zhishu, who was drooping his head and rubbing his fingers uneasily, Pei Yin suddenly felt that it was really wrong to let the two of them stay together all these years. .

Even after giving birth to Xie Zhishu, she did not fulfill her duties as a mother. At that time, she was not as sad as she is now for this child who bears everything in her heart but smiles at everyone.

After looking back and forth at the two of them, he swallowed the words again.Xie Jiashu can't scold him, she knows this son's personality, she won't listen to him if she really scolds him, and she will blame Xie Zhishu for the fault in the end.

Pei Yin put down her chopsticks, wiped the corners of her mouth with a napkin, stood up and looked at her two sons with lowered eyes.

"I'll be returning to the United States in a week," she said calmly, but with irresistible firmness, "Naoki will go with me then."

The two looked at her at the same time, and the expressions on their faces were unexpectedly the same.

"But, but..."

"I'll contact you with the university first, submit your application for admission, and you can continue your studies there without any trouble."

"..." Xie Zhishu bit his lip, he didn't know what to say.

The family tree is still here, even if he treats him badly, he doesn't want to leave him here alone...

Although he also has friends around him, but no one will treat him as well as he does.

And the mother standing opposite loves him and he also loves her mother, being able to be with her, being able to be so tenderly embraced, without ridicule, without ridicule, without harm...

What's the point of being like a dog now, no matter what efforts you make, you won't get Xie Jiashu's approval, maybe... it's good to leave, right?

Even though he was so intrusive, he still stayed by his side...

If he really left, would he miss himself?

I hesitated and didn't know what to do, I wanted to refuse and I wanted to agree.

While thinking, Xie Jiashu standing next to him suddenly stood up and said loudly: "He won't go!"

Xie Zhishu raised his head and looked at Xie Jiashu who was so angry and panting for some reason.

"I made the decision." Pei Yin did not back down, "Unless Naoki himself refuses, Jiashu, you are no longer at an age where you can be willful."

"..." Xie Jiashu lowered his head and looked at the shaking Xie Zhishu.

His eyes were cold, and when the other party looked away from his face without saying a word, his tense shoulders slumped.

Xie Zhishu clearly heard Xie Jiashu's cold and disdainful snort.

His heart trembled, and his clenched hands were filled with cold sweat, but he didn't shake his head in the end.