imperfect lover

Wei Shengkai really hung up on the Internet for two days. In fact, he couldn't fall asleep for two days. Compared with the previous two weeks, these two days were as fast as the blink of an eye, but he was not sure that Yan Junxi would fly back safely. mood.

"I'll pick you up." He said to the screen with a smile.

"I'll just go back by myself." On the other end of the video, Yan Junxi still looked at him tenderly.

"Hey! It's rare for me to pick up the plane."

"I'm worried about you going to the airport alone."

"Please!" Wei Shengkai gave him a big roll of his eyes. "Then I don't need to drive by myself, can I take a taxi?"

"Yes." Yan Junxi smiled softly, "Kai, do you miss me? Do you miss me these two days?"

"People count steamed buns, I count seconds." Wei Shengkai smiled and said, "You have been away from me for more than 18 seconds."

"You really plan carefully."

"How about cash?"

"I will give you a gift worth more than this."

"But I prefer counting money."

"Kay, I've missed you so much these two days."

"That's for sure."

"I also thought a lot about us."

"Oh."

"Probably stimulated by my father's wedding."

"Sorry, there is no suitable candidate here to introduce you."

"Who else is right for me but you?"

"That's even more embarrassing. No one will talk to you if two men want to get married."

"I don't need other people's approval, as long as you are willing."

"Are you proposing to me now?"

"is it okay?"

"No sincerity. Our current situation is like that of netizens. You should kneel down to me at the airport when you return home."

"If you want that, I'll do it."

"Now that I say it, there will be no surprises."

"So you agreed?"

"Promise what?"

"My marriage proposal."

"Lawyer Yan, you want to lose your head."

"A little bit."

"This world still needs your salvation, so why carry a bottle of oil on your back."

"That also requires you to be willing to carry me on your back."

"Okay! Next topic, I will weigh Qianqian today, and there will be a prize for guessing right!"

Still unable to force it, Yan Junxi is indeed a little frustrated, Wei Shengkai is like the biggest challenge in his life, no amount of affectionate irrigation can nourish his heart of stone.

In a certain way, Wei Shengkai is indeed cruel. He is too cute and too cunning, too tempting and too cruel. He knows that many people love him, but he can treat those people as innocuous passers-by.

Yan Junxi is glad that he can at least let him play tricks and act like a baby, at least for Wei Shengkai, he is already a very important existence.

Between them, love, friendship and passion are all there, what is missing?It seems that neither of them can tell.

Wei Shengkai never said what he wanted, and Yan Junxi never asked him for anything, so they were in a stalemate and pulled, unable to separate and unable to break through, and finally could only let each other float in the vortex of love.

Yan Junxi knows that there is a hole in Wei Shengkai's heart. It is the maze that he has always wanted to get close to, but Wei Shengkai has been avoiding. Maybe Wei Shengkai himself is trapped in it, but he doesn't admit it and let people touch it. Even if Yan Junxi wants to understand, he can't. It enters through the door.

Marriage proposal sounds stupid and romantic, but Yan Junxi really wants to propose to him.On the plane back home, he kept looking at the ring on his hand. It was a platinum ring he had carefully selected for Wei Shengkai, engraved with his English name, and the simple and elegant design was very suitable for his beautiful fair fingers.

How could she be willing to pamper him lawlessly?Yan Junxi himself understands very well, just like a tree is attached to the sun, and the wind caresses the flowers, they cannot live without someone, but if they are missing someone, life will be very boring.

Wei Shengkai has qualities that he doesn't have. He is clever and mischievous, sometimes innocent and sometimes deep, he is unrestrained and willful, maybe that is not the real him, but it cannot be denied that if this is his protective color, he has indeed disguised himself very successfully.

Yan Junxi is not a person who is easy to be emotional. He admits that his time is too much occupied by work, so when he meets someone as unrestrained and free as Wei Shengkai, he can't help being nostalgic for his pampering and wildness, which is the biggest difference from himself In other words, if Yan Junxi looks like a gentleman with an elegant temperament, then Wei Shengkai is a mischievous naughty boy who is not restrained by etiquette.

As a result, Yan Junxi did not wait for Wei Shengkai to pick him up at the airport.

To be honest, he wasn't very disappointed, maybe he was used to Wei Shengkai's missing appointments, and he was also very used to Wei Shengkai's indiscriminate jokes, so he didn't see him at the airport. Although he was a little lonely, it didn't affect his mood .

He immediately dialed Wei Shengkai, the phone rang for a long time, and then went directly to voicemail, he called again, but the result was still the same.Finally, on the third call, Wei Shengkai answered the phone.

"You're here..." His voice sounded tired.

"Well, I'm here." If he's right, he must be...

"I overslept."

"It's ok."

"I obviously set the alarm clock..."

"It's ok."

"Are you not angry?"

"How could I be angry with you?"

"Then I will continue to sleep."

"Do you need me to bring some snacks?"

"I just need you to come here right away." It was easy and simple, and one sentence made people fascinated.

Could it be that he was poisoned by him, otherwise how could he be so unable to extricate himself?Only in front of him, Yan Junxi is very willing to be a fool.

Back to Wei Shengkai's residence by car, when he opened the door and entered the house, there was only money to rub his feet.Yan Junxi put down the simple luggage, touched Qianqian's head, then walked into the bedroom, and saw Wei Shengkai who was unconscious.

Wei Shengkai is not a sleepy person, Yan Junxi also knows that he has been suffering from insomnia, he is only worried that he has not slept well these two days, so he will not fall asleep until he is sure that he is on the plane.

Yan Junxi saw a glass of water with one third remaining on the bedside, and he didn't see sleeping pills, but painkillers, and he frowned immediately.

In a soft voice that didn't disturb Wei Shengkai, he called Sun Shangqing and learned that Wei Shengkai still went to the starry night these two days, but he didn't stay long, and always came late and left early. Sun Shangqing said he had a stomachache, but he couldn't be sure Is he serious or not.

"Kai..." Yan Junxi's big hand caressed his face distressedly.Wei Shengkai grunted, opened his long eyelashes in a daze, the corners of his lips curved up in a beautiful arc, and lazily rubbed his entire face into his palm.

"Hairy." He wrinkled his nose.

Yan Junxi smiled, "I just touched the money."

"Go and wash your hands." He pushed his hand away in disgust.

Yan Junxi smiled, lowered his head and pressed a kiss on his forehead, got up and walked into the bathroom.Wei Shengkai immediately sat up and threw a pill into his mouth, raised his head and drank the rest of the water, then slipped into the bathroom to wash his face and take a shower.

"Do you need me to help you brush your back?" Yan Junxi's voice appeared behind him.

Wei Shengkai turned around, his naked body was skinny and slender, his fair skin was firm and moist, like a beautiful ceramic doll, fragile yet full of flexibility and strength.He raised his beautiful eyebrows, his red lips revealed provocative words, and his whole body exuded a bewitching and depraved aroma.

"Then take off your clothes?"

Respect is worse than obedience. Yan Junxi took off all the clothes on his body. He is as magnificent as a majestic sun god. His proud and strong physique does not give people an overly strong sense of oppression. Every inch of his muscles is strong and just right. Inside, this man is breathtaking.

Wei Shengkai hooked his neck directly and kissed his mouth. The naked skin-to-skin kiss was enough to dazzle the eyes, not to mention the skin-to-skin contact. Once touched, the flames of desire exploded, and it was out of control!

There was a hot and fragrant drama in the shower room. The warm water column couldn't wash away the mixed body fluids. Panting, growling, and moaning were all sublimated in the fiery entanglement.

From the bathroom to the bedroom, as if to make up for two days of intimacy, Wei Shengkai had already cummed twice in his hands, but Yan Junxi hadn't vented yet, the whole person turned him upside down, screaming again and again .

"No, no more..." Wei Shengkai was lying on the bed, the ravages that invaded from behind did not decrease but increased, and his voice was almost hoarse.

"But you're hard again." Biting his delicate earlobe, sucking kisses along his beautiful neck to his shoulders and arms, Yan Junxi's original fierce offensive suddenly reduced to a gentle caress, and his big hands grabbed his upright avatar, and at the end The tender part of the tip is molested with the fingertips.

"Ah...no, don't..." Did he take some Vajra Power pills during his two days in America?How could he bear it so suddenly?Wei Shengkai could only keep begging for mercy and howling: "No, it can't be done...there..."

"It's even more exciting there, Kai, use the back orgasm this time, let me watch you." Yan Junxi turned him over, and the majestic meat blade inserted in his flower hole turned half a circle directly, and the soft inner wall was crushed Scratching almost convulsively.

"Ahh..." Wei Shengkai screamed hoarsely.

Yan Junxi pressed his hands above his head, his thin body was almost broken at the waist, and his feet had long been unable to hook his strong waist, and with the violent twitching, he was almost torn to pieces.

The overly intense sex made Wei Shengkai nearly pass out from exhaustion during the last orgasm, and Yan Junxi also panted heavily, and it took a while to gradually return to reality from the aftertaste.

Reluctantly stroked his sweaty forehead, Yan Junxi's heart was still beating rapidly, but he felt regret instantly, the sex with Wei Shengkai was rarely so intense, he was as gentle as possible, he liked to let him enjoy being The taste of pampering.

Looking at the pale and weak Wei Shengkai, Yan Junxi suddenly felt a fear of losing him if he was not careful.

"Kai..." Yan Junxi patted his face and kissed him distressedly, "Kai, don't scare me."

Wei Shengkai slowly opened his eyelashes, then closed them tiredly, Yan Junxi smiled softly, and caressed his face.

"Nearly killed by you..." Wei Shengkai collapsed as if he had run a marathon, and he was struggling to even move a finger.

"Kay, promise me one thing?"

"As long as it doesn't happen again, I promise you anything..."

"I'll take you to see a doctor." As soon as Yan Junxi said that, Wei Shengkai opened his eyes, his expression turned cold instantly, and there was no room for discussion.

"don't want."

"Why are you taking painkillers?"

"I just can't sleep, and I can't find sleeping pills at the moment."

"Kay..."

"Help me take a shower, I'm so tired."

Wei Shengkai made it clear that he didn't want to continue this topic, so Yan Junxi could only pick him up and walk into the bathroom again.Two big men almost filled the entire bathtub, Wei Shengkai leaned against his chest, and his whole body was paralyzed on him like mud.

"At this time, I miss your luxurious jacuzzi."

"Then move and live with me." Yan Junxi embraced his limp body from behind, sniffing his moist hair fragrance, and whispered softly: "Kai, don't leave me."

Whether it's your man or your heart, don't leave me.You have already poisoned me, I allow you to act willfully, but I don't allow you to leave cruelly.

Wei Shengkai laughed, "Why? I didn't cheat."

"Even if you cheat, I will chase you back."

"My physical strength is so weak that I can't move." Wei Shengkai leaned comfortably in his arms, and found that his hands were restless again, so he couldn't help laughing: "Please forgive me..."

"I really want to swallow you up."

"I don't have much meat, it's not tasty."

"Then let yourself grow some meat."

"Isn't that what you're supposed to do?"

"What to eat?"

"I want to eat Japanese-style pork cutlet, make it for me."

"Is there any food in the refrigerator?"

"no."

I knew it was useless to ask.Yan Junxi replied while helping him massage: "Would you like to go shopping with me?"

"You have made my legs weak, can I still go out?"

"Then wait for me at home."

Yan Junxi hugged him tirelessly, pampering him has become a habit, she doesn't feel tired at all, just afraid that she won't be able to touch his heart.

With such a perfect lover, what is he not satisfied with?No, he is satisfied and satisfied. Wei Shengkai has never disliked him, even if he wants to find a fault in him to ridicule him as funny, he can't find it. Such a person is not only perfect, but also a dream, without any humanity at all.

But perhaps it is because of gathering less and leaving more that we can maintain this mysterious beauty!

Yan Junxi forced him to drink a glass of milk to cushion his stomach before eating dinner, but after drinking this, he threw up while holding the toilet.

"I've had a stomachache for the past two days." Wei Shengkai seized the opportunity and began to lose his temper again.

"Then you can't eat fried ones. I'll cook porridge for you."

"I hate porridge, I want pork chops."

"When your stomach recovers, I will make it for you."

"I want to eat it right now." If you can't be hard, you can be soft, this trick will definitely work!Wei Shengkai looked at him pitifully with watery eyes, let alone pork chops, he was willing to fry steaks for him.

However, Yan Junxi seemed determined this time, even though he still looked at him with gentle and distressed eyes, he was not shaken by him.

"Hey, take the medicine first." Yan Junxi coaxed him softly while hugging his limp body.

"What kind of medicine is this?" Wei Shengkai immediately frowned.

"Stomach medicine." It's actually a powerful sleeping pill. Yan Junxi knew that he had to use some means to keep him at peace, and he didn't want to treat him like this, but he couldn't let Wei Shengkai continue to abuse himself.

"Why do you bring stomach medicine with you?" Wei Shengkai is not easily fooled, "Sometimes work requires it, and I have all kinds of medicine in my briefcase."

"Even the aphrodisiac?"

"Do you want to try?"

"Hmph, I don't know who you tried it on?" He grabbed the medicine in his hand and threw it into his mouth, took his water, and drank it like vinegar.

"You are my aphrodisiac, why should I try it on anyone?" Yan Junxi helped him put the water glass on the bedside, and kissed his forehead encouragingly.

Yan Junxi talked to him about some family affairs in the United States, and chatted with him in a rambling manner, as if deliberately diverting his attention.Wei Shengkai leaned against him, the more he listened, the more sleepy he became.

"Why is your stomach medicine making me sleepy?"

"It's because you're sleepy. Tell me honestly, haven't you slept in the past two days?"

"I'm waiting for you, how can you sleep when I'm waiting..." He said in a daze, his eyes could hardly be opened.

"If you want to sleep, go to sleep, I will accompany you."

"No... lie to me..."

when did i lie to youTo you, I have never lied to you. It is you who always do not believe my sincerity, and always hold a skeptical attitude to detect my sincerity towards you.But I can tell that it's not that you don't trust me, but that you don't trust love...

Yan Junxi simply put on comfortable casual clothes for him, then picked him up in a coma, picked up his car keys, and drove him to a familiar private hospital.

***

All along, he knew that Wei Shengkai's health was not good, but he didn't take good care of his health, no matter how much he spoiled him, it seemed so superficial at this moment.

Yan Junxi frowned, watching Dr. Feng, who had worked with him for a long time, report to him the X-ray scan that had just been taken.

"The tumor is located above the stomach, and there seems to be no sign of spread at present, but a biopsy must be done immediately to determine whether it is benign or malignant. I suggest helping him do a gastric ultrasound examination first, so that the stage of the tumor can be correctly judged."

"He has a deep sense of rejection towards the hospital. I asked him to take sleeping pills before bringing him here. I was afraid that if he had to do so many tests, he would kill me directly."

"I'm a hospital here, so I'm afraid I won't be able to save you?" Dr. Feng said with a smile.But Yan Junxi couldn't laugh, this was the first time in his life that he felt tricky, no matter how difficult the task was, he thought there was always a way to solve it, it's just the degree of difficulty!But facing Wei Shengkai's illness, he was heartbroken and helpless.

"Can you let him go back to sleep?"

"I will put a proper amount of tranquilizer in his drip, and he won't wake up for a while."

"Before he wakes up, do what you can!" Yan Junxi got up and wanted to leave the ward, but Dr. Feng stopped him.

"Aren't you with him?"

"Even if he doesn't want me to accompany him, I will pester him." Yan Junxi said firmly, but now he needs to go out to get some air, so he walked outside the hospital, facing the cool night wind, silently lit a a cigarette.

He promised each other to quit smoking together, from then to now, he hasn't smoked for nearly a month, but he knows that Wei Shengkai has not kept the agreement, he always doesn't mean what he says, and he always allows him to play tricks.

But at this time, Yan Junxi was deeply blaming himself for over-doting him. There were too many signs telling him that Wei Shengkai's body could not help being squandered by him, but he ignored the seriousness just like Wei Shengkai.

Why do I say that I want to take care of him for the rest of my life, and why do I say how much I love him?Even if the time spent by his side is not as good as a cat, what promise can he make to Wei Shengkai?

Only now did Yan Junxi realize how much time they had wasted in the past, and only now did he understand Wei Shengkai's concerns about his reluctance to formally associate with him.Regardless of whether Wei Shengkai knew that something was wrong with his body, it was a fact that Yan Junxi couldn't be with him all the time. _

So when Wei Shengkai thought he was boarding a death plane, he would break down and cry; when Yan Junxi only went home for two days, he would completely lose sleep!Even if Wei Shengkai didn't say anything stubbornly, he should know that he was just that stubborn.

He lit the cigarette, but he couldn't take a puff, as if the fuze had been ignited, and his chest felt so tight that it was about to explode.

It turns out that there is still too little love, it turns out that there is not enough love no matter what, it turns out that I have not made any real sacrifices, so I can't get an equal balance.

The ring to be given to him is still in his pocket, but Yan Junxi can't make a promise to him at this time, because he has never been by Wei Shengkai's side properly, and at this time the precious ring unexpectedly It has become the biggest joke that mocks oneself.

it's time!Kai, it's time for your indulgence and my calmness. It's time to disintegrate. This can't go on like this anymore!

I will not let you count as lonely alone, nor will I let you bear the unknown pain of the past alone.

Our chase ends here!From now on, I will not let you not find me!