extravagant hug

Two days later, Lu Jinchu moved into Lu Jinsui's villa.

He met the hourly worker at home, and then went straight upstairs.Once the bedroom door is open, the line of sight is unobstructed.

He only saw Lin Shu lying quietly on his side on the large black and white bed. From this angle, apart from the tranquility on his face, he couldn't see any abnormalities in his abdomen.Not wanting to break such a peaceful and harmonious scene, he quietly exited the room again.

Sitting bored on the leather sofa watching the football game, the hourly worker left after finishing dinner.The only thing echoing in the living room was the cold and empty sound of the TV.Lu Jinchu looked at a table full of food, but he didn't have an appetite. He went to the refrigerator to check, and found that there was nothing greedy, so he had to pick out a pear to moisten his mouth.

Just as he was engrossed in watching, there was the sound of slow and heavy footsteps on the stairs, and the moment he raised his head, he saw Lin Shu carefully descending the stairs holding on to the handrail, and when he saw him, his eyes turned away unnaturally.And Lu Jinchu didn't dare to slack off, of course he knew the reason why his brother called him here, so he immediately got up and went to help him in three steps at a time.

Seeing him approaching, Lin Shu couldn't dodge any longer, and stopped walking on the stairs.

"When did you come, Jinchu? Have you been waiting long?"

At this time, Lu Jinchu had already stood in front of him, with a smile like spring breeze melting snow, and supported Lin Shu.

"Hehe, no more. I saw that you were sleeping soundly so I didn't wake you up, so I went down to watch TV."

The originally expected embarrassment didn't seem to appear, and Lin Shu let him hold her. The distended belly and the numbness and clumsiness of the legs and feet were beyond her willpower to ignore.

"Yeah... I had a good night's sleep today."

His smile seemed to have a huge contagious power, which made Lin Shu's body relax.

After helping Lin Shu to sit on the sofa, Lu Jinchu had the opportunity to see his figure at close range and clearly at this moment. Indeed, he already looked like a pregnant woman.Lin Shu was a little embarrassed by his stare, lowered his head slightly and put his hands by his sides, as if he didn't know what to say.

"Brother Lin Shu, I've moved back again. I will take care of you and my nephew in my brother's place in the future. Don't worry!" He patted his chest confidently. With curly hair, it is not an exaggeration to say that he is the Prince Charming in fairy tales.

"Yeah...your brother asked you to come here?" Lin Shu's voice sounded a little lonely, but he looked at Lu Jinchu with tenderness, and he was talking about the tenderness that Lu Jin would only reveal at any time.

Lu Jinchu's keen mind was touched, and his heart was not as single-minded as it appeared on the surface.Lu Jinchu's smile remained unchanged, and he had to make people believe that what he said was true, and his face was full of harmless sincerity.

"Brother, don't worry about you guys. He looks like he's very busy with work. He even told me not to make any mistakes! Hehe... By the way, Brother Lin Shu... that..."

Seeing his hesitation, Lin Shu felt curious about what could make him like this.

"You...how did you get pregnant?"

He didn't expect that he really asked the question, and he also clearly felt that Lin Shu's body shook obviously when he heard the question. He couldn't help regretting it, but he had to admit that he really wanted to know the answer.

Lin Shu was silent for a moment, finally stood up, and walked towards the gorgeous floor-to-ceiling window, the curtain was snow-white, dotted with inconspicuous red plum blossoms.

The snow outside the window seemed to fall into my heart like this, some began to melt, and some began to dry.In this snowy day, what should be unfolded still has to be unfolded. The unbearable past and reality about his body were revealed between Lin Shu's slightly parted lips...

"Brother Lin Shu, don't move, I'll be fine." Lu Jinchu nervously snatched the briefcase from his hand, and then supported him.It's all prepared for this quarter, and it adds up to be very heavy.

Lin Shu's complexion looked good. Lu Jinchu's care for him in the past two months was impeccable, and Lin Shu's guilt and helplessness became deeper and heavier.

"It's okay, you should hurry up and have breakfast, or it will be too late if you don't leave."

Lin Shu supported his sore waist with one hand, and felt weird when he woke up in the morning, after all, he slept on his side all night.

"By the way, are you free tonight?" Lu Jinchu had a piece of bread in his mouth, and was still trying to put on his shoes on one foot.

Lin Shu smiled softly, "What else can I do, other than just staying at home all day."

The smile on his face seemed indifferent, but Lu Jinchu knew that he had low self-esteem and his own discomfort.

"No way, you are a hero. You gave birth to a baby for our family!"

Lu Jinchu spoke in a serious manner, and unconsciously strengthened his tone, showing a kind of stubbornness of a child.Seeing Lin Shu lower his head in a blink of an eye, he immediately realized the possible misunderstanding caused by his words.

"Brother Lin Shu, I didn't mean that. I know you love the baby very much, and you and brother will be fine in the future."

Lin Shu's sadness disappeared in an instant, and soon he returned to the gentle and jade-like him.

"I can, but...do you think I can go now?"

Lu Jinchu had been with him for two months, and he was used to him now.Now that I looked at it carefully, I finally thought of this key point.

After meditating for a while, he snapped his fingers at Lin Shu, and he had already figured out a way.

"Don't worry! You have to spare time at night."

Lin Shu watched him disappear at the end of the road, and when he turned around, he saw a few buds sprouting from the corner of the wall.

It's early spring!

However, the weather is still bitingly cold, and the ice and snow still haven't melted.The signs of spring are still hiding in the corner of the wall, and the sky is full of extravagant hopes.

On this day, Lin Shu spent most of the time sitting in a daze.

Lu Jinsui seemed to be cut off from his world, and Lin Shu didn't talk too much in front of him, as quiet as a doll.He didn't come back most nights. Lin Shu was worried about him at first, but later learned from Lu Jinchu that he used to live in Lu Jinchu's downtown apartment.

At that moment Lin Shu suddenly felt like laughing, but it was only for a moment, he was still very calm, without any reaction that should have been or should not be.

When Lu Jinchu came back, he saw the man staring out the window in a daze as usual, and he walked over quietly.Lin Shu felt a pair of warm palms covering his eye sockets.He chuckled and dodged, pregnancy made his reaction seem to be half a beat behind.

"Brother Lin Shu, come on. Let's go to have a big meal, you put this on." He didn't know when there was an extra bag in his hand, and it turned out to be a large black windbreaker and a beige plush cap.

Lin Shu couldn't help laughing out loud, "Jinchu, no. How can I wear this!"

He looked helplessly at Lu Jinchu's excited face.

"Go change it, I've been picking this one for a long time!"

Just like that, when Lin Shu actually put on his suit and came out, even he was stunned.

The lines of the face were originally soft, but they became plump during pregnancy. The beige hat with the off-white hat has a kind of unisex cuteness.

At first glance, one's attention will not be focused on the tiny abnormalities in his abdomen, but will be attracted by his handsomeness and delicacy.

Lin Shu looked at himself in the mirror. For so many days, he has really gotten used to being isolated from the outside world, and he hasn't left this house for a long time.

"But……"

"Brother Lin Shu, you are so pretty... Let's go, this is fine."

Lu Jinchu carefully took the opponent's hand happily, and pulled him away before he hesitated.

Lin Shu has been following him into a rather romantic Chinese restaurant. Naturally, his current body should be nourished with Chinese medicinal food. The dishes of this restaurant are not only delicious, but also several signature medicinal dishes are well-known far and wide. .

Lin Shu's worried heart at the beginning gradually let go when he found that others did not look at him strangely. He looked gratefully at Lu Jinchu, but unexpectedly bumped into the other person's eyes full of concern.

Feeling moved in my heart, those who have not come out to breathe fresh air for a long time cherish this opportunity.

In his whole life, he lacked glamor in the first place, so it's better to see more while he can still move.

However, when he followed Lu Jinchu to the reserved box, he realized that there was another person inside.

"Brother Wang?"

Wang Zimu was looking at him with a smile, while Lu Jinchu helped Lin Shu to sit on the seat.

"Brother Wang, you're here too. Jinchu didn't even tell me."

Hearing the feigned anger in Lin Shu's words, Lu Jinchu scratched his head in embarrassment and apologized.

"It's fun to have more people! Besides, Brother Zimu is a doctor and can take care of you. Look how good it is, Brother Lin Shu?"

Lin Shu saw that he was about to act coquettishly again, so he quickly stopped the topic.

"Of course I'm glad Brother Wang is here too. Have you ordered food yet?"

The two shook their heads, and Wang Zimu pushed the menu to Lin Shu: "Come on, you are the protagonist today."

Lin Shu looked puzzled, but still politely gave the menu to Wang Zimu.

"Come on, you're a doctor, so you know what's best to eat." Lin Shu refused with a smile, not paying too much attention to the phrase "protagonist", rubbing his uncomfortable waist, and sat in a more comfortable position.

This small box is very warm, the decoration is simple and elegant, but not outdated. This is a time-honored brand, but it is clean and tidy everywhere.

The three of them sat around a table, and when all kinds of dishes were served, Wang Zimu and Lu Jinchu couldn't wait to add dishes to Lin Shu's bowl.

"Ah, it's too much. Don't put it in my bowl, I can't eat that much..."

Seeing that the rice in his bowl was completely covered by vegetables, Lin Shu could only shout in vain to stop them.

Wang Zimu and Lu Jinchu were in high spirits, they clinked glasses, but Lin Shu could only watch them drink because of her pregnancy.Although he was not good at drinking at first, and wine was just an embellishment for him on a lonely night, but under such an atmosphere, he also became a little ready to move.

A table of dishes was finally overwhelmed, strangely enough, the three of them didn't eat too much.Although Lin Shu was forced to eat a lot at first, the other two didn't force him anymore.

Lin Shu took care of the amount of food, and the child was still stable. He hid his hand in the pocket of the windbreaker and quietly soothed his swollen belly, with a satisfied expression on his face.

Suddenly, the lights dimmed.As soon as Lin Shu looked up, he realized that the door of the box had been opened, and Lu Jinchu stood up.

The bright candlelight illuminated the whole room, and also illuminated Lin Shu's surprised face.

The birthday music curled into his ears through the performance of the violinist, stimulating his eardrums and nerves.

"Happy birthday!" The other two wished in unison, and the happy and joyful atmosphere was vividly rendered.

What words should I use to describe my mood at the moment?His hands were shaking with excitement. Lin Shu couldn't remember when and how he celebrated his last birthday. He only knew that after so many years, this strange word had been automatically deleted from his mind.He would rather not have a birthday than spend his birthday alone.

Before he knew it, his eyes were already sparkling, it was a piece of dark and surging sea water.

He leaned over and blew out the candle, and uttered silent words in his heart under their gaze.

"Thank you... thank you all..."

Lin Shu looked at them gratefully, or this feeling has surpassed the word, a gaze is a lifelong friendship.

After Lin Shu happily ate a small piece of cake, he went to the toilet.Lu Jinchu and Wang Zimu became a little anxious when they didn't see him back after waiting for a while.

"Brother Zimu, I'm really worried about him, let me go and have a look."

Lu Jinchu stood up, put down the cake in his hand, and walked out without caring about wiping the cream on the corner of his mouth.

However, before he reached the toilet, he saw the familiar tall figure.

"elder brother?!"

That figure turned around when he heard his voice, but it made Lu Jinchu's heart full of disappointment.

Didn't he say he wanted to work?Didn't he say no time?

But what is he doing here now?Moreover, there is only one woman with him!

Lu Jinchu really didn't expect that he was trying his best to improve their relationship, but it turned out that his brother didn't care, and he gradually felt uncomfortable.

Xu Siru greeted Lu Jinchu with a smile, but he also ignored him. The only thing he could see now was Lin Shu leaning against the wall with a pale face.

Although the black windbreaker covered up some of it, but his slightly hunched posture at the moment made the clothes tightly wrap around his body, which must have been uncomfortable. Lin Shu's hair was a bit messy, and a few loose strands of black hair hung down on his forehead, which was already bulging. Beads of sweat were sweating, but his hands were just pressed firmly against the wall.

Lu Jinsui looked at his younger brother, and Lu Jinchu looked at Lin Shu. Lin Shu's gaze gradually turned cold from the burning pain at the beginning.

I don't know who broke the silence first, Lu Jinsui only felt that Lin Shu's body seemed to be hollowed out, and he left without looking at him. His steps were very slow, even staggering, and he just disappeared from his sight.

"Jinchu..."

"Brother, needless to say, if you say it, you shouldn't tell me." Lu Jinchu's face was cold, he glanced at the woman next to his brother, and snorted, "I wish you a happy meal."

After returning to the box, Lin Shu ate the rest of the cake quietly, and there was nothing unusual about it.

Wang Zimu saw that he was fine when he went out, but his expression was much worse when he came back. His intuition told him that something must have happened. However, he knew that he should not ask any more provocations at this time, so he saw Lu Jinchu who followed him later. After the anxious face, he winked at the other party, signaling him not to act rashly.

As a result, the cake seems to have lost its original sweetness, becoming dry, stiff and tasteless.

In the end Wang Zimu went to buy the bill, and then drove the two back.When Lu Jinchu wanted to help Lin Shu, he didn't resist. He politely thanked Wang Zimu and Lu Jinchu for today's dinner and cake, as if nothing had happened. However, the knot in Lu Jinchu's heart became more and more obvious.

At two o'clock in the morning, Lu Jinchu woke up once, and then heard a sound coming from the toilet.The faint worries that had been in his heart began to flood endlessly, stimulating him so that he lost all sleepiness.Lu Jinchu put on a coat casually, and walked out lightly by the door.

The door of the toilet was ajar, and there was a faint yellow light peeking out.Lu Jinchu stood at the door and watched, his gaze unobstructed to get the information inside through the open gap.

The warm light enveloped the distressing figure. Lin Shu held his big belly in one hand and propped it on the sink with the other, his head drooping weakly, trembling as if he wanted to vomit out his liver and lungs. Deep in the throat overflowed a hard struggle.

He must have endured it for a long time, and his face was very bad after he came out of the restaurant.Thinking about it this way, just listening to the suppressed whining sound made Lu Jinchu's anger and guilt even deeper.

At this moment, he no longer has any childishness left on his face, but only an impulse to take responsibility.

Lu Jinchu opened the door, and took a step forward to help Lin Shu up, letting him put all his weight on him.

Lin Shu was obviously taken aback, and after calling out "Jin Chu", the syllables were washed away by the feeling of vomiting.

Lu Jinchu patted him on the back to slow him down, Lin Shu's nausea and the bloating in his stomach finally began to ease.

"How is it? Are you feeling better?" He looked at him nervously, but he didn't mess around.

Lin Shu breathed a sigh of relief, and pulled out a pale but warm smile: "Well, it's much better."

His body was pressed against Lu Jinchu's body, and his face was a little embarrassed, but at this moment, he had more energy than he wanted, his legs were so weak that he couldn't move at all, and the strength in his body seemed to follow the hysterical vomiting just now. Drain away.

Lu Jinchu probably sensed his thoughts, and the normally thin man raised his arms to hug him around the waist.

"Jinchu...let...let me down!" Lin Shu hurriedly stopped him. He only knew that the other person seemed not strong enough to support his current weight, but he didn't expect his steps to be so easy.

"Hehe, don't worry, I practiced a few times when I was in England, don't underestimate me!"

He spoke without even taking a breath, and his arms around Lin Shu did not loosen at all.

"Hehe, yes. It's me, it's useless, it will only cause trouble...uh—" The dull pain in the abdomen seemed to turn into a needle-like pain. Lin Shu immediately took a deep breath, he needed a steady breath state.

"What's wrong? Don't worry, it will be fine soon."

Lu Jinchu put Lin Shu gently on the big bed, and his brother didn't come back tonight.Lu Jinchu had respected and believed in him for a long time, but at this moment he had to doubt.How could the elder brother be so irresponsible and let go of his pregnant lover.

Thinking that he, an outsider, could be hit so hard, what about the insiders?

Looking at Lin Shu's face dripping with sweat and his suppressed weak struggle, his heart was full of bitterness and pity.

"Brother Lin Shu, don't worry, I'll ask Brother Zimu to take a look, by the way, and brother..."

Lu Jinchu turned around and planned to make a phone call, but Lin Shu reluctantly stopped him.

"Don't, don't go, it's already so late, why not..."

He was tired and in pain, but he didn't want to bother others and arouse sympathy at this time.

"Brother Lin Shu, how can I feel relieved when you are like this?! Don't worry about it, they will be even more sad if you have something to do. Let me call them."

"No, I'll be fine in a while. Don't worry."

He tried his best to relax his body to relieve the pain, but his heart began to throb unexpectedly.

sad?How could he be sad?

He is very happy.

So, don't bother him...

He really didn't want him to hate him even more, otherwise, even if he left, it would be with regret.

"Jinchu, don't bother Brother Wang, and don't bother your brother either. There are medicines in the drawer, can you pour me a glass of water?"

After speaking, his whole body seemed to be exhausted, his eyes were closed, and his hands were placed on his still uncomfortable abdomen.

He doesn't need to explain anymore, he knows that Lu Jinchu will respect his opinion, so at least for now, he can rest.After all, walking so much alone still feels tiring.

Then, just take a break for a while, and it will be fine...

When Lu Jinchu came in with water, Lin Shu had already fallen asleep, his face was wet, and his brows were frowned in his sleep.

In fact, no one could compare to him. Lu Jinchu didn't understand how Lin Shu survived the pain and struggle in his heart, so he just endured the pain silently.Who can say that he is weak?After those tears, he still bears it alone.

But what about my brother?

Lu Jinchu put down the things in his hands, not wanting to disturb the person who had finally fallen asleep, and quietly exited the room.

In the darkness, the moon began to move westward, and the light seemed a little dim.Lu Jinchu stared at the bright phone screen, and pressed the number he knew by heart.

A beeping syllable came from the phone. Lu Jinchu thought he would have to wait for a long time, but unexpectedly the phone rang twice before being connected.

"Hi. Jinchu, why haven't you slept yet?" It wasn't the expected chaotic voice, but a kind of clearness.

"Brother, are you still asleep?"

"Calling so late, you don't want to know if I'm asleep?" Lu Jinsui answered irrelevant questions, and now he is buried in his desk at work, "Jinchu, I hope you won't be involved in the matter between me and him, do you understand? ?”

Lu Jinsui was lying on the leather chair exhausted at the phone end, and his shoulder pain had accumulated for a long time, but he didn't care about these things. His life was already like a headless chicken, and it didn't matter where he flew.

However, this younger brother is different, he can still pursue, so even if he can't give him the best, he will work hard to run the company and let him take over.

There was no sound on the other end of the phone, and Lu Jinsui closed his eyelids tiredly.

"But, bro, have you ever thought about what I would think if I looked at the two of you like this? Is there any huge obstacle between you that you can't get over? Even if you still can't let go of sister Jin Liu, but now you have We’re married! Can’t you see his pain?! Don’t you realize that you love him too?!”

Lu Jinsui's body froze as if he had been hit by something. After his heart became empty, strands of the past entangled him.

He suddenly opened his deep eyes, and the blueness inside appeared again, like an unexpected emotion three years ago.

The superficial kiss that he landed on that person's lips when he was emotional, that person's pretense and stubbornness, the forbearance and fiery emotion in that person's eyes, all these things were sealed in his memory and he never wanted to open them again. It turns out that it has been tightly entangled with me, making me live with my hands tied every day.

Now that Lu Jinchu said it, he was not as excited as expected.

Yes, Lu Jinsui self-righteously used this method to balance the complex emotions in his heart, his guilt and remorse for Jin Liu, his secret feelings for Lin Shu that he shouldn't have, his hatred for himself and his sense of powerlessness that he couldn't control, These turned out to be his reasons for hurting him.

Is it because of these that I feel more and more anxious?Because the more you care, the less you can ignore and the more unforgivable you are.

Hearing that the other party did not respond for a long time, Lu Jinchu's originally excited mood began to calm down. He rarely begged: "Brother, come and see him. It's his birthday anyway. Although you are late, you should come and see him. He I vomited badly just now, and now...he won’t let me find brother Zimu, and he doesn’t want me to call you. But brother, you know he needs you.”

The pain in his heart was fleeting, but Lu Jinsui just remained silent.

Before Lu Jinchu could reply, the other party hung up the phone.He put down his cell phone, went to Lin Shu's room for a while, and after confirming that his condition was stable, he went back to his room to sleep.

Whether there is nothing to do or nothing to do, he has already done what he can do, and the rest can only depend on the good fortune of those two people.

Lu Jinsui finally rushed back.

Walking into that monotonous and desolate room, most of the cold air on his body was driven away. Although the person lying on the big black and white bed had a haggard face, he slept peacefully.

He walked over with light steps, took off his heavy coat, and sat softly on the side of the bed.

The quilt was already the lightest one, but it kept warm well. He carefully sized up this person who had been entangled with each other for so long, and then saw the bulge of Lin Shu's abdomen, and turned his eyes in a strange way.

Lu Jinsui's stomach was always aching, and after entering the room, he became even more arrogant.The dinner with Xu Siru ended with the two of them having their own thoughts. When he saw Lin Shu, his mood had already changed subtly.

Lu Jinsui took out the medicine pills in the bedside table, and then saw the cold water and medicines on it, picked it up and took a look, feeling a little clear in his heart.

He went to the kitchen to pour a cup of hot water, and when he passed by Lu Jinchu's room, he couldn't help but open the door and go in. He stood by the side of the bed and looked at his sleeping brother with gentle eyes like every elder brother.Seeing that he was sleeping well, he smiled in the dark and went out.

Lu Jinsui thought that the two of them were already fast asleep, but Lu Jinchu in the dark opened his eyes. He saw the back of his brother leaving with the same smile.

He knew that his brother would not let it go.The smug smile got bigger and bigger, but it was followed by a deep sleepiness, waiting until now!He yawned and soon fell asleep.

And when Lu Jinsui walked into the room again with the water in his hand, he was surprised to see that Lin Shu had also opened his eyes, and he didn't even look at him until he approached.

Lu Jinsui looked down at Lin Shu condescendingly, but Lin Shu was still staring blankly at the ceiling, as if he couldn't detect the approach of outsiders.

"Woke up?"

There is no answer.

Lu Jinsui felt an inexplicable anger in his heart, and his stomach pain intensified, but at this moment, his attention was all attracted by Lin Shu's abnormal behavior.

Lu Jinsui couldn't help lowering his expression, picked up the pills, and even though he was in severe pain, he still thought about him first.Put the medicine and water to his mouth, and wait for him to do it himself.

However, Lin Shu seemed to have no perception, as if there was a thick film between them.

Lu Jinsui frowned, put down his things, gritted his teeth to resist the stomachache, and grabbed Lin Shu's shoulders to pull him up.

"What are you pretending to be?!" The inexplicable worry turned into an inexplicable hostility, and his rough movements revived the dormant pain in Lin Shu's body again.

"Uh..." Lin Shu finally looked at him blankly, "I'm sorry..."

The next moment, his weak and tired body fell into Lu Jinsui's broad embrace.

Is it an illusion?

Why this day again.

It seems that every year on his birthday, all he brings to him is hurt!

Lu Jinsui hugged him tightly, and the breathing of the two of them stopped by their ears.That kind of temperature is full of longing and pain.

Lin Shu's body was trembling in his arms, and Lu Jinsui was not much better, the pain in his stomach was almost piercing, but the two still hugged tightly, cuddling again after experiencing endless loneliness in the dark night.

"Woo..." Lin Shu suddenly pushed him away, and then looked at him as if he were a stranger.

The eyes were blurred and dizzy. Lin Shu didn't know what was wrong with him, but he seemed to refuse to perceive the outside world from his heart.

The consciousness is a little confused, and the body feels like a dream or a dream.

Lu Jinsui looked at him, obviously he didn't know what happened to Lin Shu.

Waiting quietly, anxiously embraced him again at the end, because I saw clearly his struggle, his pain, and the fulfillment he gave.But, why can't I let go at this time...

Hug, as if a century is so far away.

Feeling that the person in his arms calmed down, and then snuggled into his arms as docilely as a sheep, he took out the prepared pills, and Lin Shu obediently took them passively.He had just taken it, and before Lu Jin could take the medicine with him, he pasted it again, but his vision was always blurred, and Lin Shu instinctively wanted to get closer to the familiar heat source.

That night, Lu Jinsui endured the physical pain with his arms around the man who was waking up and sleeping in his arms and whimpering from time to time.It was only in the early morning of the winter when the morning light was dim that he was let go and left quietly alone.

He could no longer avoid his feelings.

Lu Jinsui, who had already faced up to his own heart, would definitely not allow himself to pretend to be nice to him.Since this is the case, some of them may be truly absolute in the future.

Lin Shu, if there is another life, no matter if it is a man or a woman, as long as it is you, I will always wait for you, love you, love you, and gently wipe away your tears.

The night fog had not completely dissipated, and the white BMW sped away.