extravagant hug

Yang Zihua sat in the living room of Xu Siru's house and looked around.

"Hehe, it's a little casual to be alone. What do you want to drink?" Xu Siru took off his heavy woolen coat and put on a pair of cute furry slippers with a rabbit pattern, with his long hair tucked close to his ears.

"What do you usually drink? I can just boil water."

"Me? I like to drink Sprite."

Yang Zihua couldn't help frowning, he really didn't expect that she would like to drink this carbonated drink, he thought it would be tea.Quietly put the good Longjing tea she brought on the ground beside the sofa.

"President Yang, did you come to see me today for something?" Xu Siru saw him downstairs just after he separated from Lu Jinsui.Passing him the warm boiling water in his hand, he asked.

"Oh." He took it, "It's nothing, you have worked hard these few days. Originally..." He didn't continue, and he smiled lightly.

"Hehe, this is as it should be. Mr. Yang..."

"Siru, please call me by my name. It makes me feel awkward when you do this, we are about the same age anyway."

Xu Siru smiled heartily, said "Oh" and then stopped seeing each other again.

"By the way, you should be transferred back in two months, right?" He took a sip of water and asked pretending not to care.

"Well, if there are no accidents, we should go back around April."

"Oh……"

Speechless for a while.

"Okay, sorry to bother you, I should go back too."

It was getting late, and Xu Siru had no intention of keeping him, so he said goodbye with a smile, feeling that this man was a bit confusing.

When she cleared the table, she found the bag on the ground.When I opened it, I found that the bag contained exactly the same tea bag as the one in my office.It was originally what she was going to send to her adoptive father to drink.

Thinking of this, it was as if a door in her mind had suddenly opened, and she was dumbfounded for a moment.

Since the last time, Lu Jinsui has gone home more often, but most of the time it is late at night or early in the morning.It seems that he went back just to see him, and left again in a hurry.

Lin Shu became more obedient and quiet. When he was free, he would lie on the recliner by the window and look out. His eyes were a little blunt, but he looked calm.When Wang Zimu made some jokes occasionally, he would also laugh out loud in cooperation.

"Jin Sui, I'm going back next week." Xu Siru looked at this calm and cold man with a smile, with a hint of sadness and nostalgia in his smile.In fact, she was supposed to be transferred back next month, but she applied in advance.The project project has been completed, and the company will naturally agree to her request.

Lu Jinsui was taken aback when he heard this. He seems to have caught a cold recently.

"Oh." The voice was thick and hoarse.

"Don't you want to say something? After all, we have been working together for a long time. There must be a parting message, right?" She said half-jokingly and half-seriously, her thin lips were pursed, and the natural delicateness erased her usual Seriously.

Lu Jinsui coughed twice to clear his throat. Now that he sees her, he seldom thinks of Jin Liu and feels uncomfortable.

"We will meet each other by fate."

Xu Siru rolled his eyes to him: "Is this obviously just perfunctory? But it's okay. By the way, do you have a girlfriend?"

She smiled harmlessly, but Lu Jinsui didn't know how to answer.The lips were a little dry and cracked, and a thread of blood was slowly coming out.

Xu Siru suddenly smiled and leaned over, until the gap between her lips was a hair's breadth, she stuck out her tongue and rolled it mischievously, then quickly retreated to her position.

He came back to his senses all of a sudden, and looked at her inexplicably, but she just looked back with a little sadness.

"Your lips are bleeding."

She pursed her lips subconsciously, but it made her chuckle.

"Don't be nervous. Judging by your appearance... there should be some."

She gracefully picked up the coffee cup and took a sip.

"Really?" His mind was in a mess now, and the cold seemed to be getting worse, and he just wanted to go home and rest immediately.

"I hope not." Her answer was ambiguous, but her face showed a look of loneliness, which slowly became darker.

A week passed in a blink of an eye, and Lu Jinsui took some cold medicine intermittently, but his illness came back and forth again and again. Later, he didn't bother to bother with it, so he simply stopped taking the medicine.

He was holding his head against another bout of dizziness when the phone rang.

After connecting, there was a crying female voice on the other end of the phone.

"Hello...Jin Sui, I'm at the airport...can you...can you come over?"

It was Xu Siru, but he was surprised that she was crying.

"What's the matter, Siru? Sit down and wait for a while, I'll be right there."

The phone was hung up, he poured a cup of hot water, put on his coat, told his secretary, and went straight to the airport.

As soon as he got out of the car, he saw a thin figure standing at the door facing the wind, and walked over to see her eyes filled with tears, her hair messed up in a mess.He took off his coat and put it on her, picked up her luggage with one hand, grabbed her hand with the other, and walked towards the car. He didn't let go until he pulled her into the warm car.

The tears on her face have been dried, and her whole face is helpless and absent-minded like never before.

"Siru, what happened?"

Lu Jinsui had a splitting headache at the moment, but he was even more worried seeing her.Unexpectedly, the other party hugged him suddenly, she cried tremblingly, her arms wrapped around his neck tightly, tears all fell into his clothes, Lu Jinsui let her hold him stiffly.

"What's wrong?" He gently comforted her sadness with his hands, feeling the powerlessness of words.

"Woo—he's gone! Kevin, Kevin is gone!"

She seemed to be crushed by pain, calling a name incoherently.She received a call while waiting at the airport this morning. Her adoptive father left in the early hours of the morning, but she didn't have time to see him for the last time, this man who had been with her since she was a child.Before she had time to go back, he left first.

Is it a punishment for yourself? !

Xu Sixinru was unwilling but grieved in her heart, so she let go and cried aloud.

She sat alone at the airport for a long time, sitting blankly, today was supposed to be the day she was leaving.She promised him that she would go back today.But it turned out like this!She came here for him back then, but now she can't do anything for him.So stupid...she is so stupid...

Lu Jinsui sent Xu Siru to the house in the city center, comforted her to sleep, and called Wang Zimu himself.

"Hey, Zimu. Are you off work now? I seem to have a cold."

His voice was very weak, and his body was so uncomfortable that he was limp on the sofa.

"After get off work, I'm at your house now. Jin Sui, why don't you come over here."

From time to time, Lu Jinchu's voice could be heard from the other end.Lu Jinsui rubbed his forehead, where cold sweat broke out.

"It's not convenient for me now. Forget it, let's see you tomorrow."

"Jin Sui, what's the inconvenience?! Is work that important? So important that you can't even go home?! He's been feeling a little unwell these days, and it's hard for him to even get out of bed. Come over here. "The last voice was lowered.

Lu Jinsui's heart tightened, but no matter whether it was Xu Siru or himself, he couldn't get past it.

"Hung up." Before Wang Zimu answered, he hung up the phone directly.

"Brother Zimu, is it my brother's phone number?"

Wang Zimu was angry when Lu Jinchu came over.

"Well, he's dying."

"Ah, what are you talking about?!" Lu Jinchu grabbed Wang Zimu's arm excitedly, and his voice raised unconsciously.

"Shh, take it easy, Lin Shu is still sleeping."

Wang Zimu sighed helplessly, still worried about that workaholic, so he picked up the medicine box and prepared to rush away.

But he was held back by Lu Jinchu.

"Speak clearly! What happened to my brother?"

"What can it be? I can't die for the time being." Seeing the two people's brotherly love, he felt troubled.

"Wait, my brother must have come to see you because he was seriously ill. Just wait, I'll go too."

Without any explanation, he picked up his coat and wanted to go with Wang Zimu.

"Don't. You stay here and take care of him, and I'll take care of it with your brother."

The two were still entangled, and Lin Shu came down at some point.

"Your brother is sick?"

His legs were so swollen that he could barely move.Wang Zimu hurried over to support him.

"How could Jin Sui be sick! He just asked me to go over and discuss something."

He smiled to comfort Lin Shu, and winked at Lu Jinchu, and Lu Jinchu also obediently came to comfort Lin Shu.

"Brother Lin Shu, my brother is fine, you can go rest at ease."

Although he was worried about his brother, he still knew how to measure.

"You don't have to lie to me, he is not the kind of person who asks others to help casually." Lin Shu said firmly, "I'm going to see him."

The two of them were startled, but looking at his longing and bitter eyes, they really couldn't bear to refuse, so they had to agree.So, after checking for Lin Shu, the three of them drove to that destination together.

With anxious and concerned people, in this cold weather, they persistently and staggered forward.

When Lu Jinsui heard the knock on the door, Lin Shu and the others had already been waiting outside the door for a while. Lu Jinchu was in a hurry and forgot to bring the key, so they were very worried about that person at the moment.

Lin Shu insisted not to allow them to help him, so he stood by the door all the time, watching them knock on the door vigorously, feeling like his heart was about to jump out, until the door opened, and when he saw Lu Jinsui's haggard but still tough face, he hung in his arms. The anxious heart finally let go.Lu Jinsui was startled when he saw them, and looked at Wang Zimu inquiringly.

"I didn't say anything, they were the ones clamoring to see you!"

Lu Jinsui became even more dizzy when he heard this, and the pain was severe.

"I'm fine," he put his hand on the door frame secretly, and changed the subject, seeing Lin Shu's bulkier body after wearing a thick cotton coat, "Why did you let him out?"

However, this sentence made the atmosphere tense all of a sudden.Lin Shu's body trembled, his joy at seeing him suddenly became irrelevant, he lowered his head, the feeling of being unwelcome made him panic.

"I-I'm just worried about you..."

For some reason, Lu Jinsui didn't want to explain when he saw his misunderstanding, but it was his shy and cowardly appearance that made him more irritable.

"Go back!" After he finished speaking, he was about to close the door, but Lu Jinchu was quick to stop him with his hand.

"Brother!" Lu Jinchu realized that his elder brother's palm was hot, and he didn't have much strength, "Brother, you are so sick and still say you're fine?!"

Lu Jinchu supported his brother's weak body, and Wang Zimu also helped to drag the unconscious patient into the room after realizing it.

They were taken aback by Lu Jinsui's condition, but they didn't realize that Lin Shu had quietly left alone while they were busy. He stared blankly at Lu Jinsui being helped in, then turned and left.

Where are you going?When he went downstairs, he found that he had nowhere to go, even the only car he could hide in could not accommodate him, and the key did not belong to him.

Lin Shu leaned against the wall alone for a while, and finally decided to go up to ask for a key, and then gave him one last look.But what did he see when he walked up the stairs slowly while leaning on the wall? !

The woman inside the door had red eyes, and Lu Jinsui was holding her hand to comfort her!

This is the most ridiculous thing, Lin Shu didn't see the shock of the two people next to him clearly, he turned around quickly as if he had returned to his former nimble body, with tears streaming down his face, his breathing became heavy, and he walked away from the place in a vain manner. place.

Wang Zimu and Lu Jinchu had just helped Lu Jinsui to sit on the sofa when footsteps were heard in the room.Lu Jinsui, who had been drooping his head, immediately raised his face and saw Xu Siru standing there in a daze, feeling extremely complicated.

"Siru?" He struggled to stand up, stepped forward to embrace her and wanted to lead her into the house. "Sorry for waking you up, go to sleep again. Huh?"

He was as gentle as persuading a child, but he clearly knew that he was afraid that Lin Shu would not be able to bear it.While pushing her, he glanced at the door, but was there anyone else at the door?I was startled, but Xu Siru had already grabbed her backhand.

"Jin Sui, do you have a fever?"

Lu Jinsui reluctantly followed her and sat down again, the other two were stunned by the scene, they never thought that Lu Jinsui was with a woman, and she looked so much like Jin Liu, everything seemed to be logical.

"It's okay, it's just a cold."

Xu Siru's complexion was not much better, she kept apologizing: "I'm sorry, I troubled you. I'm sorry..."

Lu Jinsui just took a look at her, knowing that she had suffered a great blow, so he could only comfort her first, after all, his cold would always get better, but her...would be forever in his heart.

"Brother, who is she?" Lu Jinchu finally lost his composure and asked a little angrily.

"Jinchu, she's just a friend of mine. By the way, go down and see him."

He suppressed the feeling of dizziness and nausea, and glanced at the door inadvertently.Lu Jinchu followed his gaze, only to realize that Lin Shu was gone. He secretly regretted his carelessness and had no choice but to rejoice, so he ran out after saying sorry.

Wang Zimu, on the other hand, gave Lu Jinsui an IV and prescribed medicine with a solemn expression, and said to Lu Jinsui, "I'll take care of myself" when I was alone, and then walked away.

Lin Shu didn't dare to walk around by himself, he squatted at the entrance of a relatively secluded corridor while leaning on his heavy waist.

He relaxed a little, but his mind was filled with the scene just now.

I didn't expect to come here just to see him being intimate with others.

He told himself not to be sad anymore, but he lost the strength to stand up again.

He was stunned for a while when he heard Lu Jinchu's call, and finally answered in a low voice.

Since then, he really didn't know what to do.However, the hand of fate grabbed him firmly until it forced him into a real desperate situation.

Lu Jinsui took the medicine and the drip, and then he felt better.

He looked at Xu Siru who had been looking at him worriedly, and patted her hand.

"We need to hurry up. The plane ticket is booked for tomorrow. You should take a good rest today."

Xu Siru's eyes were a little red and swollen, and their usual brilliance was much dimmed.

"No need." She stretched out her arms to hug him, and Lu Jinsui put both hands beside her side awkwardly, but did not refuse. "I don't want to be alone, I don't want to go back so soon."

She hugged her tighter, her nails stuck into her palms so hard, but the tears on her face dried up and only flowed in her heart.

"Jin Sui, I miss you..."

what? !

Lu Jinsui shook his body, but his heart was still flustered because of Lin Shu's leaving without saying goodbye, but he couldn't chase him.

There was so little he could do.

"Siru, I understand how you feel right now, but we have to face these things."

He stroked her back like comforting a lost child.

She sobbed softly, her fingers tightly clutching his clothes, no one could comfort her at this moment, Kevin left, it was like half of her world collapsed, she suddenly didn't know the meaning of what she was like now.

Lu Jinsui sighed, in this world, who can live better than anyone else.

Suddenly, Xu Siru's phone rang, Lu Jinsui took it over and handed it to her, but she didn't answer it.

"Sorry, I don't want to listen to anyone's calls right now."

"Okay, then I'll take you home." He said as he stood up.

"I don't have a home! You hate me so much? Do you want to drive me away immediately?!" She was like a trapped beast ready to go, but only she knew that she was just venting, and anyone could do it.She began to regret her decision infinitely.

Perhaps, this matter was wrong from the beginning.

"Siru..." Lu Jinsui was also helpless, but with her appearance, he didn't know how to comfort her, but his heart was still hesitating, and he still remembered the person on the other side.

"Jin Sui, I like you." She suddenly looked at him squarely, her eyes full of hope.

After Lu Jinsui's head slammed, his body slowly relaxed, and a bitter smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"Don't you have feelings for me? You look at me and tell me."

Tears were still shining in her eyes, but her whole body was full of despair and decadence.Isn't that what she's here for?Her life was not of much value, but the person who made her know how to cherish herself was gone forever.

Lu Jinsui shook his head slowly and feebly as he broke free from her grasping hand.

"No, Siru. I'm not good enough for you."

"It's not that question, the question is whether you want to be with me or not." After finishing speaking, she voluntarily let go of her hand, laughed dryly, staggered and slammed the door and left.

Lu Jinsui collapsed on the sofa.

Picking up the landline next to him, he dialed Wang Zimu's number.

"Zimu, he...is he alright?"

There was a disdainful hum from the other end of the phone.

"Who are you talking about?"

"Lin Shu...is he alright?"

"Lu Jinsui! Do you know how much of an asshole you are?! Even an asshole is better than you!" He changed his tone, "Let me tell you, he is just as good without you!"

The phone clicked and was hung up.

Lu Jinsui supported his head and laughed at himself.He should betray all relatives, he should...

Lu Jinsui lay on the cold floor all night, and the next day, he drove to work regardless of the temperature of his body burning again.

"Director Lu, people from the detective agency want to see you."

Miss Secretary stated respectfully, although she had a lot of guesses in her heart, she didn't dare to reveal anything on her face.

Pushing the door open was a man wearing gold-rimmed glasses. He put a large stack of documents on Lu Jinsui's desk. Lu Jinsui frowned and did not touch the thick documents.

"Simple, to the point."

The man smiled, pulled the chair in front of him, and sat down.

"She is the other daughter of the Jin family." The man glanced at Lu Jinsun and continued, "She was separated from her childhood, and she didn't meet her biological parents until last year. She was brought up by a man surnamed Xu, and she has been living abroad... "

Lu Jinsui glanced at the densely packed papers on the table, and he was relieved that it really arrived.

Yes, what should come will always come.

He still had time to give Lin Shu a better result.

The spirit of spring had just sprouted, and was overwhelmed by an inexplicable snowfall.

Lu Jinsui called Lin Shu's parents and agreed on a time and place to meet.

He knew that family was a knot in Lin Shu's heart. No matter how indifferent he was on the surface, he still couldn't let it go. Besides, although he had Wang Zimu's help now, if he was no longer by his side, he still needed a relative. I'm taking care of it, and why not take this opportunity to untie this long-standing knot?

Walking into the appointed place, Lu Jinsui saw a well-dressed and plain woman from a distance, sitting stiffly on the seat.

Lin's mother was nearly fifty years old, and her face was covered with dimples. When she saw Lu Jinsui, although she was an elder, her extraordinary demeanor still made her hesitate.

Mother Lin seemed to have thought about it many times, looked at Lu Jinsui and asked, "Mr. Lu said on the phone about Xiao Shu?"

"Yes, about your son."

Mother Lin's eyes lit up, but then dimmed again.

"Oh, Xiaoshu... is he okay? Are you with him?" Her voice trembled a little, but she still tried to keep it steady.

Lu Jinsui's first impression was that he was determined and responsible, which made Lin's mother believe that he was an upright person.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you in advance. He and I have registered for marriage earlier." He narrated calmly.

Lin's mother was startled, and her face was complicated, but what Lu Jinsui didn't expect was that she calmed down not long after, her face was full of bitterness and distress.

"This child..." Maybe too many words can only be turned into a "child". To her, Lin Shu is also a piece of flesh that has fallen from her body.

"You should know about your son's health. To tell you the truth, I came to you today because of a kind request."

There was some moisture in her eyes, and she looked at him again, and the initial embarrassment had obviously eased a lot: "Mr. Lu, please tell me."

"Call me Jin Sui." He paused, "I might be separated from him soon. And his current body..."

"What happened to him?" Lin's mother was full of worry, and her face was even more vicissitudes.All these years, she has been tormented by longing and guilt. Lu Jinsui took a look at her and knew it in his heart.

"He's fine, but he's seven months pregnant, so I want you to go back and take care of him."

He spoke very solemnly.

But Lin's mother, apart from the initial surprise, was filled with distress and apology.

She tried her best to control the soreness in her nose, and suddenly seemed to remember something, and asked eagerly, "You said, you want to separate from him?!"

"Yes. There are some reasons, I think it's better for me to separate from him."

Mother Lin glanced at him. She couldn't figure out what happened to young people, but she still believed in the old principle of "persuading him to make peace but not to persuade him to leave".

"Mr. Lu, no matter what happened in the past, since Xiaoshu is willing to follow you, he must have you in his heart. You should think about it again. As for me, can Xiaoshu accept me? This child has been very stubborn since he was a child, but he has nothing Did not say……"

Speaking of this, Mother Lin's tears finally fell like broken beads and ran across her face.

"Don't worry, you should also have confidence in your son. He has always remembered you."

Lin Shu's face began to linger in his mind over and over again, the previous hostility was just trying to get rid of his secret feelings for him.He was a coward and let that person walk alone for so long, but those bloody past and Jin Liu's departure are real.He can't shirk his responsibility.

Still, let go as soon as possible.

When you still have the ability to stop, give him freedom.

Mother Lin finally agreed to Lu Jinsui's request.

Lu Jinsui drove downstairs to Xu Siru's.Since that day, she has not contacted herself again.

Xu Siru had already packed her luggage and planned to leave tomorrow, but when she heard the knock on the door and opened the door, it was this person who she never expected to come to the door now.

Regardless of her surprise, Lu Jinsui walked in and saw the luggage in the corner.

"Siru, can you tell me why you look so much like her?"

"What?" She closed the door with an incomprehensible expression on her face.

"You know what I'm referring to. You stole my company's accounts and customer information. During our cooperation, someone wanted to spend a lot of money to buy relationships at all levels."

There was no anger and reprimand in Xu Siru's eyes as expected, but calm as if he had known the facts long ago.

"I owe it to your sister...it's right to take it away...but please don't hurt him."

"Oh? Really?" She gave her usual smile, "What if I say no?"

Lu Jinsui glanced at her coldly, then looked away, with a self-deprecating smile on his lips.

"Is your sister really... really... gone?"

Xu Siru sneered: "Didn't you two kill her?! You came to ask me what I did!"

He suddenly collapsed, as if he was a few years older, the pain of the past scars being uncovered mixed with the cruelty of reality, he still managed to bear it.

yes!He owes everything to everyone, and he is not even qualified to understand their lives.

"You people are really ridiculous...you are, he is, sister is too, and I..."

I should be it!She shouted in her heart, but her throat was choked and she couldn't make a sound, her beautiful eyebrows were twisted, and the sadness and anger in her heart were mixed, destroying her reason.

She hates her parents, hates her sister!However, only by agreeing to her parents' request for her revenge, can she make herself stronger and give the man who loved her the best life possible.All she wants is a plain and simple day.

But to this point today, who is wrong?Going round and round, losing something all the time, what's left?

"It's my fault, you can take away what I have now. But Lin Shu, he has nothing to do with this matter anymore."

There was a sudden pain in my heart when I said that person's name, and then my eyes became more determined.

"Okay, then you go back with me, we... get married."

In the evening, Lu Jinsui went back to the villa.

The mood is depressive and complicated, with many unspeakable feelings, but he will eventually face it.

Wang Zimu has already gone back, and Lu Jinsui has notified him in advance that his younger brother will let him go back to sleep tonight.Now the whole house is empty and there is no sound.He glanced at the huge photo on the wall that he hanged in a fit of anger, and felt a chill in his heart, the feeling was indescribable.

When Lin Shu woke up, his consciousness was a little hazy. He opened his eyes a little bit, and after slowly gaining focus, his body froze, and then he broke into a smile again.

"I know you'll be back..." The voice was so far away that it didn't seem real, "Have you had dinner yet?"

He was a little haggard and spoke softly, but Lu Jinsui still noticed that he was trembling.

He leaned over and brushed Lin Shu's hair scattered on his forehead, and gently hugged him carefully from the bed. The soft and swollen belly radiated warmth, and pressed against Lu Jinsui's waist warmly, creating a puff through the clothes. A strange feeling.Lin Shu was stiff all over, but let himself put everything aside and snuggle into his arms.

He was very tired, but the fear and uneasiness in his heart existed from time to time. He was afraid that he would leave, and that he would not be able to get his understanding and forgiveness after working hard for so long.The child should have a father.

Lu Jinsui sat on the head of the bed, and also hugged Lin Shu completely into his arms, and pulled the quilt over him to cover him.

"fool……"

Ruthless words are a double-edged sword, cutting each other's bodies, but what can we do?

There are those things in his heart that he can't forget. He only hurt Lin Shu, and he didn't have the confidence to give him happiness, so he had no choice but to not take him to bear more pain.

Lin Shu loves this child so much, Lu Jinsui believes that even for the sake of the child, Lin Shu will try his best to make his life better and have more time to love this child.

But why is he still deeply afraid in his heart?Can't let go, but can't let go.

"Jin Sui," Lin Shu stretched out his hand and gently caressed the other person's spine, looking up at him and asked, "Have you fallen in love with someone else?"

His words were soft, and his clear eyes looked at him.God knows how afraid he is of this answer, he dare not directly ask him if he has ever loved himself even for a moment, he can only ask him tactfully if he likes others.

Lu Jinsui clearly felt the tension in the body in his arms, and sighed silently. He was really struggling, and at this moment he could only hug him mechanically, but he couldn't give him the same warmth.Lu Jinsui put his hand on Lin Shu's abdomen, under his palm was the beating of blood, but it was like an awl, piercing hard into his heart.

The more you understand, the more you can't shirk and retreat.