Ji Yu

It is useless to think too much.

I turned over and pressed him under me, tossing and turning, tender in every way...

After preparing for a period of time, I planned to set off for a long journey.

When bidding farewell to Gu Shao, he only asked, "Are you going alone?" After getting an affirmative answer from me, he didn't say anything else.Because Qiyu didn't go with me, he didn't think I would never leave.

And Qiyu repeatedly asked me to postpone the departure date.

"I'll be back soon", I promised as I kissed him.This trip alone, I will not covet the scenery on the road.

The first stop I chose was the southwest mountainous area, where Han people and ethnic minorities live together, the folk customs are tough, and the government has very little restraint.After I bought a house there, I was bitten by a poisonous snake in the mountains.By the way, there are a lot of poisonous snakes and ants here. It is indeed not a good place to live, but it is a good place to hide your name.

I had no choice but to stay to detoxify and heal my wounds. Fortunately, the local native doctors are quite experienced in treating snake venom.This raising is half a year.Although it took a long time, fortunately there were no sequelae.When I had nothing to do during my convalescent period, I returned to my old job and set up a free school to teach reading and arithmetic to nearby children, no matter what nationality they were.

That's why I was really accepted by the simple mountain people here, and they really regarded me as one of them.Before leaving, I hired a down-and-out old scholar to continue to be a teacher in Yixue.The house is mine. Although it is a free school, those slightly wealthy mountain people will always send some money and food to the teacher.It is also enough for this old scholar who couldn't live happily to live.

Having arranged these, I bid farewell to this place and continued on the road.

Let’s leave this place to Gu Shao in the future. He was a strict teacher when he taught me to read, so he must adapt to this place.

For the second place, I chose a fishing village by the seaside of the East China Sea.Leave it to Qiyu here.If something happened, he couldn't stay in the Central Plains any longer. He had martial arts skills, and if he couldn't do it, he could go to an overseas island as a pirate.

I feel a little sad, if we have been together, we will probably live here together in the future.But I can't be sure, so I have to prepare a third place, which is only for myself.

In the third place, I went to the northwest, where the climate is bitter and cold, the life of Hu people and herdsmen is difficult, and the harvest of Han people's fields is also limited.But I like it there.I have never seen such a high sky, such a vast desert and grassland.I feel so at home there, as if I was born to belong there.

When I returned to Lecheng, it had been almost two years since I left.It is much longer than what I said to Qiyu.

It was evening when we returned to the mansion.When the butler saw me coming back, he was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly asked someone to wait for me to wash and rest, and then had dinner.

"Second Master has a social event today?"

"The villain has sent people to find Mianyue Tower."

"Mianyue Building?"

"The third master is not at home, and no one advised the second master. The first year was fine, but now he spends most of the night in the flower building. It is said that he is obsessed with male sex."

It was as if a hand had grabbed my throat, preventing me from making a sound.For a healthy man in his prime, two years is indeed a long time, and it is common sense that he cannot hold on.

But this is just common sense, not a matter of course, because I kept it safe, and I haven’t met anyone in the past two years when I’ve been away from home, including those who voluntarily posted it and I don’t need to be responsible.

Even if you can't keep it, it's too much to spend most of the time in the flower building.I know that he indulged in love affairs, just like he touched my room because of lust.But after having me, he didn't do that anymore.

This is... think I'm not coming back?

Think I won't be back since it's been over a year?

Did he trust me?

"Go ahead."

"Yes."

I drank a few more glasses of wine and felt a little dizzy, so I went straight back to the bedroom and fell asleep.

When I was in a daze, someone knocked on the door and came in, and Qiyu was back.Although my heart is clear, my head is very dizzy.

He still had a messy smell of makeup and powder on his body, he looked at me but didn't get close, "It's been more than a year, I thought... I thought you left and never came back."

I covered my head and sat up, squinted my eyes to look at him, and said lightly, "You never believed me."

"It's because you didn't come back on time...", he argued, looking into my eyes, slowly lowered his head, and whispered: "...I know I was wrong..."

He came over, knelt down on the ground by the foot of the bed, held my hand, and buried his face in my palm.The room was very quiet, but my palms gradually became wet.

I was dizzy, thought for a while, and said softly: "Separate?"

He shook his head in my palm.

I became more and more dizzy, and I suddenly wanted to say something I didn't want to say before: "A few years ago, you took over all the silk shops in Quanle City without discussing with me. Do you know what method Gu Shao used to make it so Those who were not willing to sell the shop at all sold the shop at a low price?"

Qi Yu shook his head.

"Then do you know that he didn't show up at all, and those people put this account on you?"

He shook his head again.

"Do you know that if it weren't for the people behind Gu Shao to suppress you, those people would have sued you to the government and made you beheaded and sent into exile?"

"..."

"Let you live or let you die, it just depends on whether Gu Shao or the people behind him are happy. You are a responsible businessman, even if someone wants to trouble you, it is not easy, unless they use some shady means But now, as long as people don't cover you, someone will investigate your crime, and no one can clear it up for you. Gu Shao is doing things that cannot be seen. If he wants someone to take the blame in the future, you The best scapegoat. Because your background is not clean."

"..."

"Since you took over Gu Shao's shop behind my back, you have treated me as an outsider."

"I didn't," he repeated, looking up, "I didn't treat you as an outsider."

I took a look, and continued to say: "This is one thing. The second thing is that you take a concubine. It doesn't matter if you touch her or not, the matter is over, and she has been brought back to the mansion and settled. I just told me about it. I can't tell you about this. Once I say it, I become a male favorite who competes with your wives and concubines, and I look down on myself. I just want to ask you, who do you think I am? Is it someone who will be with you for a lifetime? Or a lover who is only for fun in bed?"

"..."

"The third thing is that you don't believe me, you never believe me. If you don't believe me, why should we be together?"

"I want to be with you, I like you and only you."

"Want to stay with me?"

He nodded.

"But you guarded me, hurt me, and never believed me. You kept pushing me away, but you said you wanted to be with me. Do I believe what you did or what you said?"

"me……"

"I have never looked down on your origin. I think you are optimistic, strong and capable. I have always liked being with you", I murmured, because I was drunk, my body was light, and I seemed to have returned to those days when we were together. Happy time, "But now I think you're dirty."

His body froze.

I patted his head, "In this life, I've only slept with two people. One is Young Master Liu, that's what I have to do. The other is you. Are women bad? Men, isn't there anyone more reliable than you? ?Even in the building, there are lovers like the brother you mentioned. But I promised you, we agreed, we will be together for the rest of our lives, we will never marry a wife or take a concubine, just two people. So I Don’t look at others, don’t touch others. What about you? How many people have you slept with in the two years since I left? How many bodies have you touched with your hands? How many people have left this powdery smell on you? Are you really dirty……"

"..."

"No one is forcing you. You are willing to spend money to find someone to sleep with you."

"..."

"Separate?"

"no, I do not……"

"Forget it, I'm tired, I'm going to sleep, you go out first", dizzy very badly.

"...", he remained silent.

I frowned, withdrew my hand, wiped it on the quilt, and then took it back and lay down under the quilt, "What else do you want to do if you don't go out? Don't even think about climbing into my bed. Go to the doctor first, check Have you got any venereal disease, and then come talk to me..." I closed my eyes and quickly fell asleep under the influence of alcohol.