out of control relationship

Qin Yuan opened his eyes, and the pitiful drowsiness that had been tortured for a long time completely died down after these words fell.

He didn't seem to understand the words, even though they were just a few simple combinations of words, his head was empty, as if there was an echo when he stepped on it, he thought, what do you mean?

But Qin Shuobei hugged him so tightly, as if he had put in half his life's effort, and it seemed that he would evaporate into the air at any moment, so he had to make a bad move in order not to lose him.He knew that Qin Shuobei had always been a child with some flaws in character. Some of his feelings were not perfect, while others were too intense. He seemed cold and indifferent to the behavior of "asking" that every child knew. Vested things are very important. Once they disappear or are taken away, he will desperately grab them.

Qin Shuobei seemed to regard him as that "thing" now, he felt a strong sense of insecurity from between his arms, Qin Yuan's first thought was not to break free, but a deep doubt.

It's understandable that Qin Shuobei takes him very seriously, because they are family members who have gone through ups and downs for so many years, and Qin Shuobei is still a child, so it's understandable how much he depends on him.

But this...is too weird.

Looking at his eyes, the details of his movements, the tone of his voice, and the way he hugs, it seems that he has already inadvertently surpassed the boundary of "brother".

If this guess wasn't too outrageous, Qin Yuan would think directly to another level.Although he has absolutely no experience in that aspect of emotion, and it is simply impossible to perceive and determine it all by himself, he is not a cold-blooded animal with a hard heart, and can be indifferent to tender and tender things.

He just felt that sometimes Qin Shuobei was too nice to him, so nice that he was a little blind and unreasonable, whether it was when Qin Yuan resisted him, or when Qin Yuan was alienated from him, now Qin Yuan slowly began to accept It's good that he died, but he was devoted to Qin Yuan, and he was a bit willing to work hard.But if the starting point for supporting all this is just because Qin Shuobei regards him as an unrelated brother, this reason is too flimsy and not convincing enough at all.

Then there is another possibility.

But because this possibility was too sensational, beyond Qin Yuan's understanding and acceptance, even when he was faintly aware of it, he felt terrified, unable to face Qin Shuobei again, and wished he could escape from this place.

In order to conceal this emotion, he hesitated again and again, and with a gentle and undeniable attitude, he broke Qin Shuobei's hand holding him, trying to coax him like a child, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Suspending school is not as scary as you think." He coughed into Qin Shuobei's ear, and felt that his voice was too loud, so he lowered his tone, "I know you...are concerned, but it's really okay. You're right. I'm doing it for your own good too."

"obedient."

He showed a difficult smile where Qin Shuobei couldn't see, and patted his back, "I'm tired."

The stubborn and sensitive brother finally listened to his words, let him go slowly and hesitantly, with his hands hanging by his sides, the hair on his forehead was covered softly, covering his eyes that are good at restraining emotions, Qin Yuan looked at him, time seemed to go back ten years, and he met that child who had suffered a lot of injuries again, and he always looked like he had done something wrong.

Qin Yuan touched the back of his head, turned around and went back to the room without saying anything.

He closed the door, and the strange feeling when he was hugged seemed to seep into his body along the skin hair follicles, making him desperately want to escape, but it was counterproductive and he recalled it over and over again.

What was it that the child didn't say?

If it wasn't for the door in front of him, he really wanted to rush out and question him face to face—but he flinched again, afraid of getting a completely different answer from what he imagined, then how would he face it?

"It would be nice if you weren't my brother."

——Then what else can I be?

Annoyed, he took off his shirt and threw it into the laundry basket in the corner. He wanted to lie down on the bed and make one last effort to call back sleepiness, but he suddenly found an iron box on the bed.

A candy box, it seemed familiar, Qin Yuan still remembered its origin and taste, it was not thrown away after eating, it was because Qin Shuobei wanted to take it away, as if it was used to hold something, Qin Yuan didn't care too much.

But after so many years, it suddenly appeared here, which made people feel a little abrupt, and then guessed that it was the secret inside, and what Qin Shuobei wanted to express by putting it on his bed?

Qin Yuan reflexively glanced at the door, there was no movement in the living room, Qin Shuobei should be gone.

He knelt on the bed and opened the lid of the iron box, and then this action was frozen at the moment when he saw the contents, and he froze for a long time.

"..."

No whim gifts, no weird collectibles, just a box of money.

Some new whole bills, and some old change.The new money has a serial number, and it seems that it was exchanged at the bank on purpose, and the ten or eight yuan of those bits and pieces have undoubtedly not been exchanged in time.

He cleared his mind, sat down and counted the money, a total of 53 yuan, packed in this rusty iron box, which was given to him by Qin Shuobei.

Where did he get the money?

saved?How long have you been saving?

Is this...for him?

Qin Yuan suddenly felt that he was living like a detective. It was not an easy task to dissect another person's heart from these clues. At least he felt more and more that he knew very little and was heartless.

He thought of the living expenses he had left to Qin Shuobei, he would receive all of it every time, but he would not express any opinion on the less or more, and he would never ask when he gave it, not only arbitrarily, but also outrageously indifferent.

He thought he knew nothing.

He always looked at this ignorant child from the perspective of a guardian and a giver, thinking that he was lonely and weird, living in a barrier, ignorant of the hardships of life; now, he seemed to have spied on the other party suddenly In his inner world, he was saving the money every penny and wanting to lighten Qin Yuan's burden, what was he thinking when he was doing this.

——I actually wanted to blame him just now.

Qin Yuan sat there, buried his face in his hands, as if he suddenly became a bewildered mute.

However, the next day he discovered that Qin Shuobei had a cold war with him.

At first, he didn't realize it. After all, the two of them were not particularly warm-hearted, and there would not be that kind of scene of slapstick and slapstick in the usual interaction, but suddenly Qin Shuobei refused to talk to him. I don't feel used to it.

First of all, he followed him blindly, and refused to look at him when he went out in the morning and returned home at night, and he would ignore his words coldly. If the child was not so old, Qin Yuan would have wanted to put him Just hit the ground and forget it.

He guessed that Qin Shuobei was still angry about his suspension of school. After all, as the direct trigger of the whole incident, Qin Yuan was imposing a sense of guilt on him.Let's just let him be wrong, Qin Yuan thought, he is the kind of typical male thinking, when encountering problems, he does not think about feelings, but solves them.

damn it.He felt aggrieved when he thought about it, I haven't coaxed anyone in so many years!