out of control relationship

On the day the college entrance examination results came out, Qin Yuan went back to school to check the scores.

The door of the classroom has long been surrounded by students receiving report cards. The teacher is speaking on the podium and waving goodbye to the students from time to time.There are also a few people with good relationships who get together to exchange good or bad news, and the expressions on their faces are more relieved.

Qin Yuan stood far away from them, leaning against the semi-circular fence of the corridor. He put his hands in the pockets of his trousers and looked down at his toes. The auricles covered by black hair and the continuous dotted line from the collarbone are especially beautiful.

Qin Shuobei stood beside him, looked at him, then looked at the thin notice, and said, brother, you are really amazing.

Qin Yuan didn't make a sound, flipped through the two voluntary handbooks in his hand, turned his head and threw them into the trash can.

"Go back to class." He waved his hand, "I'm leaving."

The tone of his words did not have any tendency to high or low emotions, it was no different from the indifferent tone of the past, Qin Shuobei couldn't see the clue from his back, he just stopped for a while and left.

Qin Yuan stopped at the school gate.

There was traffic passing by in front of him, and he suddenly woke up from a long distraction. He remembered many things that were too late to calculate, and looked up at the sun high above.

He may never come back.

Regarding the money Qin Shuobei had saved, Qin Yuan decided to return it to the original owner in another way.

As soon as Qin Shuobei's high school entrance examination results came out, the head teacher of the high school called and said that he would come to visit his home.

Because they are from the same school, the situation of the two brothers is also well-known in the grade department, and they are not unfamiliar with the teachers in the middle and high school departments, but because it is related to Qin Shuobei's school life in the next few years, Qin Yuan still decided to put his mind on it. Take it seriously.

They cleaned the room specially that day, and invited the teacher into the house. After a few polite greetings, the other party quickly explained the purpose of coming: the school wanted to organize a training class for pre-reading high school students before the military training, that is, the key class Its predecessor is similar to a summer camp. The content includes the systematic knowledge of high school textbooks, both basic and advanced. It is very comprehensive. It sounds very suitable for his genius brother and some students who want to win at the starting line; the asking price is not high. , Food and lodging are outside for a week, less than 1000 yuan.

Qin Shuobei didn't make a statement immediately after listening, instead, Qin Yuan, who listened to the whole process with his arms folded, pondered for a moment, and issued an imperial edict like a domineering president, to go.

Qin Shuobei didn't rush with him on the spot, and waited for the teacher to leave with a smile, he frowned and said to Qin Yuan, you're like this again.

However, Qin Yuan has learned his lesson this time. Although he can't change the old habit of caring about chaos and making decisions for his younger brother, he has learned the devious tactics of moving with emotion and understanding with reason.

He said, look, anyway, if you have saved extra money, you might as well spend it wisely, and I won’t lose anything. Besides, if you successfully skipped a grade, you can graduate with me sooner. Is your son in college?

These remarks are obviously very useful to Qin Shuobei, especially the last sentence, which is said to be in his heart. It is his dream to catch up with Qin Yuan in all aspects. If he can, he would like to skip the growth that must be done before him. The way to stand shoulder to shoulder with him as soon as possible.

Looking at his gradually stretched eyebrows and eyes, Qin Yuan's doubts deepened.

Am I so attractive?

To be honest, he just couldn't bear to spend Qin Shuobei's money, and wanted to compensate him in other places. Being kind to Qin Shuobei would also greatly relieve his guilt.

Qin Shuobei is really on the right track.He thought for a while, then nodded meekly and obediently, saying yes.

Seeing him laughing unpreparedly, Qin Yuan was taken aback for a moment, then raised his hand uncomfortably to press his chest.

——It’s going to take a week.

Qin Yuan also lived on campus for a while when he first entered high school, but it was the first time he left home, and he walked very freely.

Now he is sitting on the floor watching Qin Shuobei pack his luggage, saying "bring this", "don't forget that", "and that" every now and then.

It will take at least a week, and I won't be able to see him every day when I go home.

If this reality had been left two months ago, Qin Yuan would definitely have been at peace and relieved; but unfortunately, it happened not too early, just at the stage when he felt the existence of Qin Shuobei, he had even foreseen it, and he would feel Lonely.

But loneliness can only be loneliness.He put a cigarette in his mouth with sluggish eyes, but unexpectedly, Qin Shuobei who was passing in front of him swiftly smoked it, and even shook his finger at his following eyes in a demonstration.

"One less smoke."

Qin Yuan gritted his teeth, "You can still control me when you leave?"

"Of course not." He tucked the cigarette behind his ear, took two extra-curricular reading books from the bedroom and put them in the mezzanine of the backpack, and said slowly, "I will take care of you every day in front of my eyes."

Qin Yuan was speechless, what he wanted to say had a traffic jam in his chest, if there was still such a hazy reluctance just now, it has successfully transformed into aggrieved and supercilious eyes at this moment.

"Go quickly."

"Brother," Qin Shuobei looked at the time, put the newly issued ID card and student ID card in the card bag, and closed it with a "snap". "I'll call you every night."

"No."

"Then keep calling until you pick it up." He was confident, "The hotel's landline is free for free."

"..."

Finally, he said goodbye to Qin Yuan with a smile that was almost satisfied, "Goodbye."

As soon as the door was closed, only the elder brother who was in a daze and his empty cigarette case were left in the room.

A week is fast.Qin Yuan said to himself.

Objectively speaking, if he devotes his whole body and mind to work, that is the fact. How many weeks he has spent, apart from the constant busyness and the exhaustion of being exhausted, he can basically feel nothing.

But he has time for rest, time for entertainment, time for emptying, time for insomnia, and time to sulk at himself, which is too much.It seems that he has to spare some time to think about Qin Shuobei.

What is he doing now?Attend class?reading?Did you go out to play?Have you met new friends?

He just realized that he still has so many things to worry about, imagined countless possible answers to these questions, and always felt that he didn't think of the right one, so he went round and round, unknowingly consuming those time that he thought was meaningless .

Then there are the daily phone calls.

Qin Shuobei really kept his promise. He called every day at 05:30 p.m., and sometimes he would take the initiative to answer Qin Yuan's questions, and sometimes he would listen to Qin Yuan's complaints over the phone.Even so, he still keeps in touch. It seems that the sense of belonging that has been absent for so many years has been found back through this opportunity, but he does not express it directly, and Qin Yuan rarely thinks about these emotional things. He simply thinks that he is beginning to be human. At the same time, he said that he is "so big that he loves home like a little ghost", and at the same time he never tired of waiting for the phone call after work.

In this way, a week passed, and on the day Qin Shuobei came back, Qin Yuan calmly thought that he was so happy that it was a little abnormal.

It's very unlike him.

For the time being, I think so.

Even if they talk every day.

——I don’t know if I got tanned or not.

Is it wrong to think like this?

He was thinking wildly in his mind, east and west, and none of them was complete.While the rice was still cooking, he smoked two cigarettes in revenge, and he would have no chance to force his younger brother to come back because of his affairs.

Time passed quickly, but also very slowly.

However, Qin Shuobei didn't come back until almost ten o'clock in the evening.