Love before marriage

Chi Heng trembled slightly in Lu Mingyan's arms. At that moment, he was really afraid of the person in front of him. The feeling of fear in the hospital was still there, but it didn't seem to be all fear. There was also a faint soft heart. Chi Heng Hate this soft heart.That would make him intolerable uncontrollably.

Chi Heng was afraid that his words or actions would irritate the other party again, so he thought for a while and said, "Let me go first, I won't go..."

Hearing this, Lu Mingyan paused, as if he was considering a trade-off, or buried his face in Chi Heng's neck and remained motionless.Chi Heng shook his head helplessly, tried his best to raise his arms, and touched the other side's temple hair, "I won't leave, don't worry, the child is still here, it's still so small, how can I leave."

Because of that small movement, Lu Mingyan was finally willing to let Chi Heng go a little bit.Chi Heng was able to breathe, he was strangled all over by the other party!

"The child is young, but you can take it with you and leave, will you do that?" Lu Mingyan looked at Chi Heng, asking for confirmation.

Chi Heng was silent. Indeed, the other party really guessed it.But he definitely didn't show it on his face, and continued to pretend to comfort, "I won't leave, I will be by your side, even if you want to leave, wait until the child grows up." He took off the ring on his middle finger and put it on again Put it back on your ring finger and show it to Lu Mingyan.

Lu Mingyan watched, his originally turbulent and gloomy eyes softened a little bit, and his emotions calmed down a little. He slowly took Chi Heng's hand and intertwined it carefully, "Chen Chen, I'm sorry... I may have let you down, But I don't know why, in front of you, sometimes I even lose my mind. I also know that it's wrong to do that, but I just can't control it..." He held Chi Heng's hand and pressed it on his chest, "I just want to You, no matter what, want this result..."

Chi Heng sighed silently, and stretched out his arms to hug Lu Mingyan.Lu Mingyan was taken aback for a moment, then hugged back very hard, entangled his neck deeply.Chi Heng didn't see that the other party's eyes were actually red.

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After a while, Chi Heng felt that Lu Mingyan's emotions seemed to have completely calmed down. He secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and his body was no longer tense.

Lu Mingyan let go of him, took him to the bedroom, let him lie down and opened his shirt, then brought mint ointment, and carefully applied it to the burnt area.Chi Heng's back was hit hard, not only red but also bruised, Lu Mingyan rubbed that spot gently with his palm.

A few minutes later, Chi Heng turned over and moved into the bed, "Forget it, that's it, it's time to sleep."

Lu Mingyan nodded, said yes, lay down beside Chi Heng, hugged Chi Heng from behind, and folded his hands.

"Has the wound here healed?"

Just as Chi Heng wanted to nod his head and say yes, Lu Mingyan's hand reached in first, stroking the skin.Even if Chi Heng answered with his mouth, he has to prove it himself.

"It's really all right, there is no scar left." His chin touched Chi Heng's neck, rubbing it up and down.

Chi Heng turned over, faced Lu Mingyan, and said in a low voice, "You haven't showered yet, go take a shower and change into your pajamas, then come and sleep."

In fact, Lu Mingyan hoped to stay close to Chi Heng, at least tonight, otherwise he would never be able to let go of his hanging heart.

Chi Heng had no choice but to persuade: "I won't leave, where can I go in the middle of the night? Don't treat me so closely like a prisoner."

Lu Mingyan kissed his forehead, smiled faintly, "Okay."

After the other party left, the bedroom became quiet again, and Chi Heng looked out the window at the heavy night.

He has to go, the decision has been made, nothing will change.

He wanted to give both of them a chance to breathe, but there was another reason besides this.When he went to the hospital to pick up Xiaobao today, he unexpectedly met someone he never thought he would meet here—Su Kai.

Su Kai first went into the nursery to look at Xiaobao, and then asked the hospital staff about a lot of miscellaneous things, but he was very smart and didn't ask if the child was Chi Hengsheng, who would be suspected of being insane As for the question, he only said that this child seems to be very special, what blood type is it, and even wants a DNA test.

Fortunately, Chi Heng had greeted the people in the hospital, and Dr. Cheng understood, so he replied that the child was adopted.

Normal people would not ask any more questions when they heard this, but Su Kai smiled and replied, can I adopt this child if I want to?Dr. Cheng's face changed when he heard it, but he calmed down immediately, and only said, sorry, this child has already been adopted.

Su Kai asked again, who is that person.

Sorry, our hospital must guarantee the privacy of the adopters, and we will not give any notice.

Su Kai smiled kindly, and asked, is that person Chi Heng?

Doctor Cheng frowned, not knowing how to react.

But Su Kai got out of the siege by himself again, and said with a smile, I know Chi Heng, that's why I know about it, it's nothing else, please don't look at me like that.

But Chi Heng knew that Su Kai didn't know about the child, or in other words, he thought Su Kai didn't know.

Chi Heng has been standing behind the wall listening to the conversation, and he didn't come out until Su Kai left.Doctor Cheng reminded Chi Heng to be careful, after all what Su Kai wanted to know could really be done with some tricks.

Chi Heng felt very puzzled and even unbelievable.Su Kai actually wants to adopt this child?Inexplicable, what is the motive?Su Kai's father, who is Su's father's first cousin, did take good care of the mother and son when Zhou Xueli and Chi Heng first came to Su's house. At that time, everyone else rejected them.But is help and care necessary to the extent of taking away the child?Too close a distance will only make people vigilant.When he saw Zhou Xueli at night, he said Su Kai in his mother's ear, Zhou Xueli's face darkened slightly, but she only said one sentence, okay, take the child away.

She already knew that Chi Heng was leaving and agreed.

If the child is left with her, Chi Heng can take it away.

Zhou Xueli obviously knew something, but she didn't want to say it, so Chi Heng thoughtfully didn't ask any further questions.

There are too many worries, and I am so tired that I don't want to study these things carefully.Chi Heng just wants to leave now, and want to live the free and very simple life before.He is not afraid of being alone, let alone being lonely and empty, let alone having children with him now.

He wants to stay away from this heavy love, heavy memories, and trivial and calculating surroundings, maybe not for a lifetime, but at least for now.

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Perhaps Lu Mingyan was afraid that Chi Heng would disappear again, so he quickly came out of the bathroom, still damp all over, went to bed, hugged Chi Heng, and kissed the back of his head.

Chi Heng heard the other party's slight sigh that seemed to be satisfied, "Chen Chen, thank you..."

The tone was very soft, as if he didn't ask for anything more just like that.Chi Heng suddenly felt a little sad.He turned over lightly in Lu Mingyan's arms, stroked his temple hair, "Xiaobao...is the child's father really you?"

Lu Mingyan was slightly taken aback, wondering why Chi Heng suddenly asked this, but the next moment he answered without hesitation, "Yes."

But Chi Heng felt even more uncomfortable in his heart, the sourness almost overflowed.Not to mention the piece of paper Xie Tang gave him, today he specifically asked Dr. Cheng, unfortunately, the result was the same as Xie Tang's.At that moment, Chi Heng felt everything was silent. He couldn't hear what Dr. Cheng said anymore, and his whole person became silent, with no expression on his face.

That kind of feeling seems to be completely disheartened, and there is no hope left.

Even if Lu Mingyan didn't care, but Chi Heng himself cared, whoever the child's father should be, there is nothing to shy away from, but he is not satisfied with Xiaobao's father, and he doesn't want to be with Xie Tang at all, so just don't!He decided at that time that the child must be brought by himself.

"Why do you ask this all of a sudden?"

Chi Heng shook his head, "It's nothing, I'm just asking, I forgot everything about that day, and I can't remember it anyway. It's actually your fault, it's you who made you unable to remember."

The last sentence is the truth. If it wasn't for the side effects and sequelae of the surgery, how could Chi Heng be like this?But the tone was calm, and it didn't sound like a question.Lu Mingyan didn't feel that Chi Heng was angry. He took Chi Heng's hand and kissed it delicately on his lips, "Never again. As long as it's something you don't want to do, I won't do it again..." Once Lu Mingyan Be at ease, without a sense of crisis, you can be extremely gentle to people.But what he wants, or feels he might lose, will do whatever it takes to get it back.

Fortunately, Chi Heng has cheated him, at least it seems so for now.

"Chenchen, if you want to remember, I can remind you."

Chi Heng didn't understand what this meant for a while, until the other party slowly leaned over, pressed it against his ear, and said in a low voice, "We haven't been together since we got married...but I want you, okay?"

Chi Heng thought about it, but he didn't refuse.Although at that moment his heart was turbulent, the fear that had finally subsided came up again.

Lu Mingyan smiled, and passed his hands under Chi Heng's armpits.He pressed his lips to Chi Heng's, and the chests of the two were also pressed tightly together, feeling the rise and fall of each other's breathing, just like this, they became a little emotional.

Chi Heng took a deep breath, wrapped his arms around Lu Mingyan's back, closed his eyes, and said softly but clearly: "...OK."

He was so eager that the lingering body of his sober body this night could make him forget the absurd and chaotic night before, and erase it fiercely, fiercely.

When he thought of what Xie Tang said, he felt so panicked that he couldn't breathe, maybe there was still a trace of disgust and disgust deep in his heart.

When he was kissed, Chi Heng was drowned in Lu Mingyan's breath, and the messy thoughts in his mind were finally completely driven away. Chi Heng had no time to think about other things, but opened his mouth slightly.

Tonight, Chi Heng was extremely cooperative, unexpectedly, Lu Mingyan was so dazzled that he didn't even have time to think about the reason behind it, he just felt that Chi Heng was willing to compromise for him, put aside his previous affairs, and continued to stay by his side.This thought made him intoxicated again and again, and he fell into it almost without resistance, into this kind of tenderness.

At that moment, Chi Heng's soul and heart might not be alive, they had long been silent.But he has already separated his body and mind, his soul is taken out, and the whole body does not seem to be his own. He just cooperates with the other party's movements and drowns in it like drowning.

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Lust surged like a tidal wave, Chi Heng grabbed Lu Mingyan's back tightly with his hands, the hot fingers and sweaty touch were directly printed on Lu Mingyan's skin, the harder he tried, the more passionate he became.

The light in the room has long been dimmed, but the low and forbearing groans, the blushing sound of water stains, the sound of hot and humid skin colliding and rubbing each other, these sexual accompaniments have just begun, and as they get better and better , the rhythm became more and more intense and exciting.

Chi Heng could almost feel that the bottom was completely filled, and it fit tightly without a single gap, and the shameful voice penetrated into his ears badly.At the same time, the upper lips are forced to open wide, full of deep kisses, the tongue is stirring and sweeping wantonly in the warm mouth, the jaws are opened to the maximum, and they cannot be closed halfway. Slowly dripping from the edge of the mouth, it wets the edge of the pillow.

The top and bottom are occupied so forcefully at the same time, there is nowhere to escape, and there is no way to relieve the slightest, the liquid that insists on being forced to overflow.

Chi Heng couldn't even utter a single syllable, his body was tense, possessed too deeply, as if his body didn't belong to him anymore, but his.

I don't know how long it took, but I was whipped by pleasure every minute, and the sex was mixed with a strong possessive desire, which was simply overwhelming.

Before he was completely hypoxic, Lu Mingyan finally let him go.Chi Heng panted desperately, but he couldn't move his body. He didn't even have the strength to lift the back of his hand to wipe his mouth, and he even had to keep his mouth open.

Chi Heng felt that he was like a driftwood in the vast ocean that night, ups and downs, pushing and bumping, without any foundation, until later, his body was too tired to move, it was wet with sweat, and his body was also numb. Then it was his own, when he was rescued from the chaotic deep sea.

Chi Heng spent the night nestled in Lu Mingyan's arms, but when the sky turned white, he woke up, quietly got up, his whole body was still sore.He watched quietly by the bed for a while, then turned and left.From the bedroom to the living room, I didn't turn on the lights all the way, groping in the dark, only making a very small sound.He has achieved this level, but the moment he opened the anti-theft door, his wrist was still suddenly grabbed.

Chi Heng was taken aback, but fortunately the light was dim, and Lu Mingyan couldn't see the expression on his face clearly.Before Lu Mingyan could speak or make a move, he turned around and hugged him first, and said gently: "I miss Xiaobao, I just went to pick him up."

Lu Mingyan pondered for a while, and Chi Heng felt that the other party's shoulders relaxed a little, he must have believed his own words.

"Chenchen, I'll go with you." Lu Mingyan said.

"Don't do this, it will make me afraid of you."

After a moment of silence, Chi Heng didn't give in, but Lu Mingyan finally compromised. He stroked Chi Heng's hair, and said: "Then come back early, I'll wait for you."

Chi Heng kissed him once, said goodbye, turned and left.

That "goodbye" seemed to contain a hint of hoarseness.

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But Chi Heng never came back.

That night seemed to be a farewell.

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When Chi Heng left with Xiaobao, there were even marks left by Lu Mingyan on his body.