Love before marriage

Chi Heng did not leave this matter on a whim, he had already started making preparations for this matter, and when the time came, everything was ready, and no one could really stop him.

Even if Lu Mingyan drove behind him, so what, Chi Heng took an unusual route at all, he didn't go straight to Su's house, but went to the shop first.Lu Mingyan only waited for 5 minutes before realizing that something was wrong, so he immediately stopped the car and went upstairs to see what was going on.

The store was empty, but a red satin box stood out on a glass counter.He walked over to the box and opened it, and there was a ring in it.Lu Mingyan's face changed, and he immediately turned around and chased him out, but Chi Heng had already changed his car, and the original car was parked quietly in the garage.

If it wasn't prepared in advance, how could it be so thorough?This directly breaks the illusion of positioning by license plate number.

Lu Mingyan rushed to Su's house immediately, but Chi Heng was not there, neither was the child, nor was Zhou Xueli, only Father Su was drinking tea leisurely.When Lu Mingyan asked, Father Su was at a loss and didn't know what to say.

In the process of running back and forth like this, it took more than four hours, but there was no clue where the person went, and the time was already approaching noon.Lu Mingyan became more and more anxious, and the speed of the car soared again and again, and he even ran through red lights a few times.No matter how calm and rational he is, it is difficult to guess Chi Heng's whereabouts in this situation of no clue.He patiently called and asked one by one, Chi Heng's cell phone has been out of contact, that's for sure.Lu Mingyan asked his acquaintances in the bank to check Chi Heng's credit card records. The most recent consumption records were half a month ago, and cash was withdrawn several times in a row.It can be seen that Chi Heng doesn't use a card at all in order not to reveal his whereabouts, and must use cash.

This is invalid, then check the entry and exit records of the person named "Chi Heng".Because with children, you can't fly by plane, you have to drive or take the train.It is more likely that he will drive by himself, otherwise Chi Heng would not need to change the car on purpose.Lu Mingyan asked him to keep an eye on all the high-speed checkpoints, and once he found Chi Heng, he would immediately stop him and notify him.Then he did receive several calls saying he had found Chi Heng, but he ran over to check, but it was just the same name, not Chi Heng at all.

After spending the whole afternoon on this, Lu Mingyan finally found out that this method was ineffective after going back and forth several times.

From the moment he decided to escape, Chi Heng would not use his real name, maybe all his ID cards and other documents were changed.

Isn't it well planned!

Parking the car on the side of the road exhaustedly, it was the first time that Lu Mingsheng felt so frustrated and helpless.Chi Heng is a person who is difficult to figure out and control. He obviously thought that he was no longer angry or tempered, but he could leave so resolutely without even giving him a chance to turn back.And all the items are not taken away, even the ring!Only take the child away.

After so many years, Chi Hengzao is no longer a young man with a head in his head. Accumulated year by year, his network is actually very extensive, but he is extremely low-key and rarely shows up.This time, he can change his old identity without any trace, so he probably knows someone at the top of the police station.

Chi Heng has means, maybe even powerful means, but he is gentle and unassuming, so after a long time, does he really regard him as a simple and docile little white rabbit?Lu Mingyan laughed at himself, at that moment he really felt stupid.

I can't wait to let Chi Heng have a baby all the time, it's okay, at least at that time Chi Heng was gentle and gentle, he wouldn't want to escape, or he had more things to consider, at least his body was not convenient.After all, this thought was just a flash, Lu Mingyan would not really do this to Chi Heng, and besides, there was no chance.

Later, Lu Mingyan went to the Su residence again, and finally met Zhou Xueli.She looked calm and even indifferent.

"I did meet Chi Heng, but I don't know where he went, and he didn't let me follow him after he left here. How could I know."

"You know what you have done yourself. I asked him, but if he didn't tell me, then I wouldn't ask. But I think you were sorry for him first. If you didn't push him hard enough, he wouldn't choose Do it."

Regarding this, Lu Mingyan could only remain silent.

Zhou Xueli smiled sarcastically, but also felt a little sad, she asked Lu Mingyan to go back.Finally, with a low sigh, she said, "I'll let you know when I have news," and there was nothing else.

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Chi Heng took his children to live in a more northern city, which is not as prosperous and vast as Beijing. The town is small and the folk customs are simple.They saw that Chi Heng was a big man with a child alone. Although they were curious, they at most asked the child's mother what happened and why she didn't come together. Chi Heng just smiled and never answered directly.Later, there were enthusiastic neighbors who introduced blind dates, but they were all declined by Chi Heng with various reasons.Fortunately, the people around will not pry into any privacy.Fortunately, Chi Heng is a man. If it was a woman, there would probably be a lot of gossip. Moreover, orphans and widows are easy to become the target of criminals.

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It is not easy to start a new life. There are not many new buildings in the town, and most of them are old old towns.Chi Heng rented a room with one bedroom and one living room, and spent another week tidying up the room.Pasted the walls myself, bought colored paper, crumpled and wrapped it into a cone, put it over the exposed light bulb as a lampshade, washed the floor thoroughly, wiped down the wooden shutters, and varnished the table and bed .

The clothes and sheets are new and plain, and the room smells of disinfectant.

Chi Heng picked up the baby, put it on his lap, and said softly, from now on, we will live together...

Xiaobao shook his head, hummed softly, and opened his little hands begging for a hug.

From now on, his world has returned to the state of being alone.Chi Heng looked for a job again, and hired an experienced and patient nanny for the child. He and his mother took turns taking care of the child day and night. The mother wanted to introduce Chi Heng to a girlfriend, but of course they were rejected.Later, Chi Heng also went to Beijing for a business trip, but he never went to those familiar places.

For him, Beijing is just a temporary place.

The roller coaster of fate slows down slowly, and the days slowly return to calm.

He was getting used to being alone again.

……

Time has washed away the past in my heart.

But the world is impermanent, it is not that you want to live a peaceful life, and God will let you live.

Fate is ruthless, it doesn't care whether you are a good person or a bad person, anyway, it is the operator of the billiards, and all living beings are just similar balls, poked at will by the cue of fate.

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Chi Heng knew that Xiao Bao was born prematurely, even though he was not a doting child, he would never let the child suffer.At the beginning of the physical examination, it was found that the child's blood sugar was a little low, so he followed the doctor's advice to infuse glucose and supplement vitamins and calcium, and soon everything was normal.Xiaobao is easy to take care of, never crying, as if he knows that it is not easy for his father to be alone.The child is also in good health, not frail and sick, but it is difficult to fall asleep and he is too energetic every day.

The baby started to go to kindergarten at the age of three, and Chi Heng went to pick it up. The female teacher said, "There is something wrong with your child, please pay more attention."

Chi Heng asked what was wrong.

She said: "Lu Xu is different from other children. He always likes to be alone, and his reaction is a bit slow. When you talk to him, he ignores you. Is his hearing abnormal?"

Hearing what she said, Chi Heng felt nervous for a while, and took Xiaobao to the hospital to see a doctor that day.

He queued up all night and got a specialist, a well-known pediatrician in the local area.He made a series of detailed examinations for Lu Xu's baby, and finally said that the baby is healthy and has no problems, so there is no need to be nervous.

Chi Heng was still worried, so he told the doctor about Lu Xu's slow refusal to speak. The doctor said, this is only a temporary phenomenon, and many children are like this. As time goes by, this problem will naturally be resolved. The child is born to speak late. Some are still walking late.

The doctor's words relieved Chi Heng's doubts.

Therefore, after that, the baby showed various abnormal behaviors, such as being overly sensitive to voice, dislikes dealing with people, screaming loudly for no reason, always clutching Chi Heng's fingers, and refusing to let go when sleeping, etc. , without too much worry or doubt, even if I called the doctor, the doctor still said that it was a temporary phenomenon, and it would be fine when the child was older.

Later, the kindergarten teacher found Chi Heng again, and said that class is starting now, but Lu Xu couldn’t sit still, often stood up, walked out of the classroom as if no one else was there, and asked him to come back. Do not understand the meaning of words and words.

Chi Heng also found that the baby's original abnormal behaviors did not change over time, but became more and more serious, and even new problems appeared.

First, the sense of hearing is overly sensitive.Every time he pumped water or cleaned, Xiaobao couldn't bear the loud noise, screamed like crazy, and sometimes even scratched himself with his fingernails. When Chi Heng stopped him, he scratched Chi Heng, leaving a few blood marks.Xiaobao is also afraid of thunder, and when he hears thunder, even when the sky is overcast, he will run outside and hide in the house.

Furthermore, he doesn't like being touched by anyone, except Chi Heng and Mu Ma.

He still didn't speak.Now at the age of three, apart from being able to call "Daddy", he can only make some meaningless sounds and words, just like he was still in his infancy.

On the day Xiao Bao was diagnosed with autism, he was only three and a half years old, just after the festival.

At two o'clock in the morning that day, Chi Heng went to the hospital to queue up for registration.It took more than four hours from standing at two o'clock to six o'clock in the morning. Knowing that Mommy rushed over to continue queuing for Chi Heng, Chi Heng drove home to pick up Xiaobao.After waking up the child at home, he rushed back to the hospital with the child.Xiaobao was still cute that day, laughing all the way, not like a child with problems at all.

In those few days, Chi Heng was very sad and somewhat regretful, wondering whether the problem with the baby was because he didn't pay attention when he was pregnant, and then gave birth prematurely.His child was only a little over three years old, and he came to a hospital for mental illness.

The registration was done early, and soon it was Chi Heng's turn.At that time, Xiaobao finally seemed to have noticed something. He didn't cry at first, but now he started to cry, and refused to enter the consultation room.After coaxing Chi Heng and Mu Ma, they finally carried the baby inside.

The experts in the hospital asked a lot of questions to make a diagnosis. They should be asking the patient, that is, the child, but Chi Heng did it for him.Because Xiaobao didn't speak at all, he didn't ask no matter what, but just looked at Chi Heng with teary eyes, and told his father that this place was terrible and wanted to go back.

There was really no way for the child not to speak. Finally, the doctor took out a form and asked the guardian to check and cross it. There were many problems listed on the form, such as whether he did not look at people, did not respond to calling his name, and did not take the initiative to contact his peers. , Do not play with toys... Tick if it meets the above characteristics.

Every hook is like a stab in Chi Heng's heart.

In the end, the doctor diagnosed Xiao Bao as high-functioning low-intelligence autism-the whole life was basically rejected.

Social impairment is not autism. Autism is much more serious than that. It is a congenital brain disease or defect. Congenital is not acquired. Medically until now, the cause of autism is not clear, only diagnosis.Every child who is about to be born may be a potential patient. Most of the children who really suffer from this disease are different from ordinary people between the ages of two and five.

With the diagnosis report in his hand, Chi Heng felt a hundred times more uncomfortable than when he got his own test report.This kind of innate, low-probability event just happened to happen to his child.Now looking back at Xiaobao's growth process in the past three years, some behaviors that Chi Heng was proud of, and what he thought were cute, turned out to be illnesses!

The doctor said that the earlier autism is detected, the better, and the sooner it is discovered, the more likely it is... The doctor did not say that it can be cured, only that the closer it is to a normal person.Chi Heng asked, can it be cured completely.The doctor was silent.Many children with autism are like idiots and cerebral palsy. After raising them to six years old, it is estimated that parents are used to their children being abnormal.

Mu's mother is getting old, and she sees that it is normal for Xiaobao to be able to eat and drink, and she is very disdainful of the doctor's diagnosis result, telling Chi Heng not to listen to the doctor's nonsense is just to make money.Chi Heng was speechless, no one knew his child better than him, he knew the doctor was right this time.

Without saying a word, Chi Heng took the medicine prescribed by the doctor and left the hospital with the child in his arms. First, he sent the mother back to her home, and then he took Xiaobao to the park.

At that time, the park was really crowded, and three or four years old was the age of exuberant curiosity and hyperactivity, surrounded by cheerful and smiling peers, but this child was indifferent and unrecognizable, curled up in the late Why is Heng's side unwilling to take the initiative to take a step.

Chi Heng carried Xiaobao off the bench, and slowly stood up straight.Xiao Bao took a look at him, but it was just a look.Then Chi Heng slowly retreated behind a big tree, and Xiao Bao didn't catch up, so he looked in his direction for a while and then turned his eyes away without looking.

Lu Xu stood there for ten minutes, and there were other children running around beside him, laughing happily, but they couldn't affect him at all. Until half an hour later, several children regarded Lu Xu as Zhuzi, running around him and hiding back and forth, the crisp laughter finally infected Lu Xu a little bit.He was finally willing to take a step.

The group of children ran into the park, and Lu Xu followed suit.Of course Chi Heng followed the child closely, without Lu Xu noticing.

After running for about ten minutes, the leading child was tired and started to step on the cobblestones.Lu Xu stared blankly for a while, and a small stone hit his feet, which finally attracted his attention. He stared at it for a while, and then hesitantly stepped on the cobblestone road.

Lu Xu's physical coordination was not as good as that of a normal child. If he stepped on it with his little feet, he could not stand still, and he fell to the ground.

Chi Heng was startled, and was about to hug him, but Xiao Bao supported his body on his elbows, and stood up tremblingly.Chi Heng endured and did not pass.

In fact, Xiaobao can't recognize these movements, and he doesn't know what is the use of doing this movement. If he sees others doing it, then he will imitate it.A child with autism is good at imitating. If he is sent to a nursing home, he can tilt his head and drool within two days.

Normal children will get up and continue to bounce when they fall. Many children even like to roll on the ground. They play but know how to not hurt themselves.But Xiaobao didn't understand, he kept imitating the movement of his elbows on the ground, and was still rubbing on the rough ground, as if he couldn't feel the pain even if the delicate skin there was worn out, keep going, Chi Heng Seeing blood oozing, he hurried over and hugged Xiao Bao.

When taking the child away, Xiao Bao didn't look at Chi Heng, but just stared at a place far away.Even if it wasn't Chi Heng, anyone who came over would probably be able to take him away easily, and he would obediently and quietly do not respond, because there is no way to recognize and distinguish these people.

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That night, after coaxing the child to sleep, Chi Heng sat on the edge of the bed, accompanied by soothing light music, under the dim light, seeing Xiao Bao sleeping soundly, he himself smiled slightly, and then gently gave the child Get a foot and ear massage.

Children with autism are equivalent to fools to a certain extent. It’s okay to say that they are young, but they still cannot take care of themselves when they grow up. One can imagine how they will be treated.

Chi Heng began to celebrate Xin's choice to leave at the beginning, and did not regret that decision. After all, others knew that the child was like this, so would they dislike him?

The child was born by himself, he will love this child without reservation, but as for others, they may not love this handicapped child.

There are many things that cannot be shared, many sorrows and sorrows, and I know how to feel warm and cold.

Chi Heng returned to the bedroom after taking a shower, lay down and hugged the child gently.He kissed the baby's tiny cheek.For a long time, although Xiaobao was different from ordinary people, he really didn't feel how difficult, upset or disappointed this child was.He feels that it is not necessary for every child to be carved in the same mold. The baby given to him by God has this unique appearance. He still likes it very much, but he only considers that it will be difficult for children to survive in the future. After all, this is still a society where it is difficult to seek common ground while reserving differences.He worries about the future of the child.