Watching you quietly outside the window

It rained all night, and when the sky was getting bright, I only heard the sound of insects, and the rain stopped.Chen Jun didn't feel sleepy until 5 o'clock in the morning, and went to school after a while.The soft light of the morning shone obliquely on the ground full of stagnant water, and there was no longer the scorching heat, but the air-conditioning quietly spread across this bustling city.The rain last night was really heavy, watering all the flowers in the school's flower beds to death. The cleaning staff dug up the mud-covered dead flowers one by one and planted new flowers.

A branch of a poplar tree planted next to the carport was broken by the wind, and it was half-hanging on the roof of the carport.He locked the car and walked towards the teaching building, when he saw Sun Ming coming in pushing his bicycle, "Yo, Teacher Chen, it's so early?" He said vaguely while eating a steamed bun.

"Study how to come up with questions for the monthly exam." Chen Jun found a more appropriate answer that could improve students' learning motivation.

"When will the exam be?" Sun Ming was still smiling at first, but suddenly pulled his face down.

"It's the end of this month, or come back from the November holiday."

"Teacher, if you come up with a question, please make it easier!" When he said this, the bun almost fell out of his mouth.

"The types of questions I teach in class will appear in the exam questions. If you listen carefully, you will get high marks." Chen Jun saw Sun Ming bouncing up and down the stairs, and he must have felt that he had got the questions thoroughly.Chen Jun remembers that when he was in college, the teacher who was in charge of the class at the end of the semester said the same to them, but in fact, the exercises taught in the class were not taken in the exam...

Chen Jun didn't go to the office to deliver the things first, he went directly to the classroom, and everyone hadn't arrived yet.He looked at Lan Ye's seat, which was empty.The morning light that came in from the window just hit Lan Ye's tabletop, which was brighter than the other seats.Chen Jun stayed in the classroom for a while, and when it was time for morning self-study, Lan Ye still didn't come, so Chen Jun returned to the office.The grade director asked the teacher who was in the same office as him to hand him a note of leave, and the column for the person asking for leave read: Lan Ye, the reason for asking for leave is fever again.

In the morning, Chen Jun had a mathematics class in class ten. During the class, he knew that Lan Ye was not here today, but he always looked at Lan Ye's seat from time to time to see that there was no one there, and his mind was suddenly distracted.In class, he was in a daze at least 3 times, the longest time was nearly 1 minute, and the class leader called him before he turned his head and continued to teach. When he saw the students looking at him with strange eyes, he prevaricated : "Last night I stayed up late last night to give you assignments, and I didn't sleep much." A few students who would come to trouble picked up some useless nonsense below: "Teacher, you are so kind to us!" "Teacher, take a break Let’s do self-study in this class.”…

Afterwards, he kept wandering, but he couldn't restrain himself, and he thought of Lan Ye after talking about the topic for a while.For a few seconds, he even wanted to rush out to find Lan Ye... The time passed so slowly, it felt like a long time had passed since the exercises were taught, but the clock just didn't turn around until the bell rang for the end of get out of class, as if half a century had passed.

At noon, he had no appetite at all, and basically did not sleep last night, but he was not sleepy at all, and his head was buzzing.He only ordered a piece of meat sauce noodles, which was one-third of his usual meal, and after a few mouthfuls, he couldn't take it anymore.After sitting in the cafeteria for a while, he still had no appetite, so he simply threw away the noodles.At this time, he ran into Mr. Fang from the English group. She just came in from the outside and saw Chen Jun. She joked and said, "Chen Jun, what's wrong with you? It's the first time I see you pouring rice."

"It's nothing, the noodles are too bad." It may be related to the work of the previous few years, he can always find a suitable reason for what he does to make others listen to him.

"I thought you liked everything!"

"You can't become a pig if you love to eat everything?" Chen Jun smiled.

Teacher Fang didn't want to give up on this and find a reason to cook, she said: "I heard from Teacher Xu that your class, Lan Ye, is now obedient."

Blue night?As soon as Chen Jun heard the name, his heart was shocked, and he immediately cheered up, "What's wrong?"

"It's serious to write homework every day!"

"Pull it down, I didn't come today."

"Who said that?" Teacher Fang asked in surprise.

"All the leave notes are in my hand!"

Teacher Fang showed an even more surprised expression, with his mouth opened wide, "Then, then why... I saw him in the carport just now!"

"True or not? He asked for sick leave today." Chen Jun was already so excited that he spoke with laughter. Even if he pretended to be indifferent to chatting, he must have revealed his secrets. Before Teacher Fang could speak, he hurriedly said : "I'll go to the classroom to have a look."

Along the way, he ran against the flow of people from fast walking to trotting, and from trotting to running wildly. When he saw the sign of Class [-], he pushed open the door, and was bounced against the wall with a bang because he tried to pass through the door.

Lan Ye was lying on the table, he heard a bang, his body trembled, his arms were on the table and he slowly raised his head.

"What's the matter?"

"what's the situation?"

"Fuck, I'm scared to death..."

...

The cleaning students in the class whispered.

The others didn't care, but Lan Ye was looking at him with confused eyes, Chen Jun hurriedly explained: "It's okay, what are you supposed to do, my teaching plan seems to be out of class." Chen Jun rummaged on the desk for a while , when he raised his head, Lan Ye was still watching him, his white shirt was dazzling in the afternoon sun, his light hair became even lighter under the light, as if he had sucked all the light , Chen Jun was the only one left in his field of vision.

"Lan Ye." He said, his eyes became firm, "Come to my office."

Discussions buzzed in the classroom again.Lan Ye rubbed his eyes, he looked very tired, he stood up, accidentally tripped over a table while walking in the aisle, almost fell down.Chen Jun thumped in his heart.

When the two came to the office, Chen Jun wanted to say a few words about Lan Ye's grades in the tone of the teacher calling the students to the office for questioning, but when Chen Jun looked at his face, he saw that the circles of his eyes were red, and the corners of his eyes were still bright. The hazy water light, at that moment, he couldn't hide it anymore, yes, he just wanted to look at him so closely and talk to him.He lightly stroked Lan Ye's forehead with tiny beads of sweat, his forehead was so cold, he pressed his palm against his cold and delicate skin to try to warm him up, but he didn't avoid it, raised his melancholy face Eyelids, looking at him.Chen Jun slid along his forehead to his cheek, it was still so cold, there were other teachers in the office, and from the corner of his eye, the eyes cast from different directions looked at them with strange eyes, Chen Jun put his hands on Lan Ye's shoulders, He cared so much about him, and he was afraid that Lan Ye would be embarrassed by his overly caring. He wanted to say something in the tone of a teacher caring about his students, but his words were like a spouse worrying about his other half: "Health is better. Is it?" He put down his voice as softly as possible, he felt that Lan Ye was like an immature deer, his body was so thin and fragile, if he used a little force, he would hurt him, he wanted to hug him, caress him He, let his cold body warm up, even he himself didn't know why he thought so.

Lan Yeban squinted his eyes, and there seemed to be more joy in his melancholy eyes, and replied lightly: "It's better."

"Have you eaten yet?" He asked softly, he had never been so soft to a woman.

"No."

"Me neither." Chen Jun answered instinctively.

The two looked at each other, Lan Ye raised the corners of his mouth and laughed, and Chen Jun laughed too, "Then... let's go eat first."

Lan Ye hesitated for a while, then nodded slightly.

At this time, there were no good dishes in the school cafeteria. Chen Jun thought that Lan Ye should eat some digestible food after his fever subsided, so he simply took Lan Ye to a beautifully decorated teahouse nearby, and ordered a bowl of vegetable porridge and A few plates of light refreshments, Lan Ye devoured them all.Chen Jun also ate some, mostly to observe Lan Ye, his eating was very inconsistent with his delicate and gentle face, originally Chen Jun hated ugly people, it reminded him of dirty and lowly things Vocabulary, to be honest, the way Lan Ye eats is very savage, but when he saw Lan Ye eating like this, he didn't feel annoyed at all, and wondered if he was starving...

"Lan Ye." He asked suddenly, lifting his chin to look at Lan Ye.

Lan Ye raised her head while wiping her mouth.

"Did you draw that bookmark for the teacher?"

He pondered for a while, then lowered his head, "If you like it, I will give it to you." He smiled softly as he spoke.In an instant, Chen Jun's heartbeat accelerated suddenly, each sound was so clear, he moved a little at a loss, and accidentally spilled the teacup beside him...Chen Jun knew that his feeling for Lan Ye was not right, and this was He's never had the feeling that something bad might happen if it continues like this, but he doesn't want to turn back...

On Saturday morning, Chen Jun received a call from the woman who was about to date him on Chen Jun's mother's number. Her voice was sweet, and she spoke slowly. Fan Chen Jun did not object, although the other party may eat very slowly.

Chen Jun once spent a while with the daughter of the director of the Finance Bureau. She was recognized by everyone as a lady. When I started chatting with her, I felt that her speech and behavior were quite artistic. After a long time, Chen Jun couldn't stand it anymore. It's like a snail, and it's very face-saving.I remember taking her to the movies once, and it took her nearly an hour just to get dressed. Chen Jun was quite helpless, and said casually: "Everyone is watching the movie and not you. When the theater is dark, no one can see anyone. You are so Paying attention to image is meaningless." She was so angry that Chen Jun didn't regret saying such a thing that day, but was glad that he saved a movie ticket.When Chen Jun broke up with her, it was extremely difficult to shake off. She kept crying and crying, calling Chen Jun non-stop, saying that she only liked Chen Jun in her life, and saying that Chen Jun ruined her At first, Chen Jun was still a little guilty, but he was so worn down by the woman that he lost even a little bit of compassion... Later, Chen Jun changed his mobile phone number.

In the afternoon, Chen Jun finished his tutoring and went back to the bachelor apartment. The brain cells of the lectures were already overloaded. He forgot that he would have a blind date today. When he locked the car downstairs, his mobile phone rang, and Chen Jun took it out of his trouser pocket. It was an unknown number on the phone, he wanted to hang up, but suddenly remembered about the blind date, he took a deep breath and tapped to answer.

"Hello? Is that Chen Jun?" It was still that sweet voice.

"Yes, who are you?" Chen Jun asked knowingly.

"I'm Li Jing who called you this morning." The woman lacked confidence.

Chen Jun unlocked the car and stepped into the car, "Ah, you want to have dinner with me?"

"…Yup."

"Sorry, I have a tutor for a while, where are you?" Chen Jun rode his bike out of the community.

"I'm at the station you mentioned..."

The station Chen Jun mentioned was just opposite the community. He looked over there and saw a woman with long chestnut hair, wearing a light pink dress and white shoulder straps. After a while, she is indeed a lady of every family.From a distance, the figure is still slender, with an average appearance, but it is quite fair, but this may just be makeup.Chen Jun waved to her, "I saw you, you are across the road now." Then, he rode his bicycle over.Chen Jun didn't want to have a date at all, and his mother forced him to eat and so on.He wanted to leave a bad impression on this woman so that she would never want to see him again... I guess she would lose her self-esteem and lose interest in him if he took her to a black earth restaurant by bike?Chen Jun thought so, braked the brakes, and stopped at the side of the station. Li Jing saw him, and she knew from her expression that she could not get off the stage.Chen Jun was secretly happy, and said to Li Jing in an apologetic tone: "I still need a car later, so I came here by riding."

"It's okay." Li Jing shook her hand, "Work is important."

"Well... I'm in a hurry, you get in the car, and I'll take you to dinner." Chen Jun saw that she was wearing a pair of high heels that were at least 10 cm in length, and thought she probably wouldn't agree, but Li Jing sat in the second class without saying a word.

drink?So it's not a hypocrite? !A little out of Chen Jun's expectation, Chen Jun changed his initial thoughts and took her to a western restaurant with a lot of business.

Chen Jun found an empty table by the window and ordered a pizza, a tuna salad and two steaks.Li Jing ate really slowly, Chen Jun finished his share of beef, and Li Jing only took two or three mouthfuls.

Chen Junxian sat in his seat and looked out of the window impatiently. A ray of dark red in the sky was gradually covered by black ink, and the whole sky was shrouded in dark blue. Various colored archways were lit up on the side of the street. The crowd...what the hell is outside the window?He also thought of Lan Ye dragging his chin and looking out of the window after school. A black jeep was parked right in front of the glass window, blocking Chen Jun's view. Chen Jun turned his gaze away from the window. Li Jing, who was eating steak, saw Chen Jun turn around and immediately seized the opportunity to say, "Does Mr. Chen have any hobbies?"

Chen Jungang just wanted to smile and perfunctory, but at this time a person walked past him, making his heart rush to his throat suddenly, and his whole body froze.

It was Lan Ye, and he was still with the man in his 30s. He was wearing a pale pink plaid shirt, white slacks, and white earbags with silver trim on his ears. He was also wearing pale pink clothes. Much prettier than Li Jing... Lan Ye walked to an empty table in front of him by the window, sat down facing him, and when he raised his head, the two accidentally met their eyes, Lan Ye looked at him in surprise, The body subconsciously leaned back a little, but quickly lowered his head.Chen Jun became irritable. He felt that it was absurd for him to agree to a date with this woman. He even thought that it would be great if the date was Lan Ye... Li Jing probably noticed that Chen Jun was looking at another person, and she followed Chen Jun However, she didn't know that Chen Jun was looking at Lan Ye, and it was impossible for a normal person to think in that direction. She waved her hand in front of Chen Jun's eyes and asked tentatively, "Mr. Chen?" After finally recovering from it, Jun smiled unnaturally, "What's the matter?"

"I just asked, what are your hobbies?" Li Jing bent his eyes, showing a relieved smile that seemed to forgive his mistake, which made Chen Jun very upset. He frowned, and then looked at Lan Ye, who was still lowered He straightened his earbags, took out the Walkman, which was the size of a necklace pendant, and pressed it a few times, changing the music.Chen Jun said without thinking: "I like listening to music."

"Who do you listen to?"

"Anime OP." This is the truth, Chen Jun cited a few examples: "For example, "Attack on Titan" and "Tokyo Ghoul" I listen to many times."

"I have a friend who also likes to watch anime, and she watches it beaming with joy." Li Jing tried to pick up the topic, but Chen Jun didn't want to talk to her any more. He glanced at Li Jing, and even he himself felt that glance With a sarcastic tone, he said: "Joyful and gray wolf? What kind of bad movie is that? It's so big, I still want to watch it." Li Jing's face was flushed, she was on the verge of breaking out.

There are still 20 minutes to say goodbye to her, Chen Jun raised the corners of his mouth, thinking, this woman should never want to see me again in this life, he raised his voice: "I see Riban."

Lan Ye suddenly raised her head, as if she heard what Chen Jun said, she smiled slightly, then lowered her head again.Chen Jun's voice became louder, "I like to draw the unique characters in animation in my lesson preparation notes, and sometimes draw down the people I like." When I said this, I felt a little sour for some reason. Feelings came together all of a sudden, and even tears welled up in his eyes. He lost his confidence and whispered, "Draw him on a bookmark and give it to him..."

"Can... draw me a bookmark?" Li Jing thought that Chen Jun was talking about her, and that kind of gentle smile, which made Chen Jun disgusted and couldn't stand it anymore. He saw Lan Ye taking The hand holding the tableware clenched hard. He must be listening. For some reason, Chen Jun felt that he must be listening.Chen Jun stood up, really didn't want to stay here for a second, he almost took out all the money in his pocket and put it on the dining table, he said: "I have to go to tutoring, you can continue to order whatever you want to eat." .” After speaking, he left the restaurant in a hurry.

What the hell am I doing?Chen Jun kicked the pedal hard.