Watching you quietly outside the window

In the restaurant, Lan Ye was absent-mindedly drinking pumpkin porridge. He looked at the place where Chen Jun was sitting just now. The woman who was eating with him was staring at the wad of money on the table in a daze. In the middle playback, the sentence Chen Jun said, "Sometimes I draw the person I like, draw him on a bookmark, and give it to him." Obviously Chen Jun is not talking about the woman whose back is turned to him...

"You're laughing." His thoughts were interrupted, and the man beside him said, touching Lan Ye's thigh with his finger, "It's the first time I've seen you laugh like this." The man gradually came closer, and Lan Ye subconsciously moved The leg moved away, but was grabbed by the man's palm. Under the dining table where no one noticed, the man's fingers stroked Lan Ye's leg skillfully, and an itchy electric current spread along the thigh and spread all over the body in an instant. , Lan Ye breathed heavily, he held the man's hand in a panic, looked at the man as if begging, telling him to stop, the man smiled evilly, and slid slowly to his groin.Lan Ye clenched her fist tightly, her body twitched violently, and she couldn't help letting out a weak gasp, "President Wang..." Lan Ye looked at the man anxiously, with both hands Trembling slightly, the man stared intently at Lan Ye's moving eyes, and said softly: "You are hard here, there is a hotel with a good environment in front, let's go there and do it."

In the bathroom of the hotel, warm spring water was sprayed on the two entangled sweaty bodies, Lan Ye was facing the wall, his hands were still trembling, the man had just vented on his body.inner love.The fluid slowly flowed down the heels of the legs, and rushed to the black marble floor along the water, which looked extraordinarily obscene.Fei, the man didn't withdraw the murder weapon, he felt the scorching temperature in Lan Ye's body, and lightly pecked at every inch of Lan Ye's skin, that smooth and tight back was covered with the man's violent hickey marks, in the misty vision It added a bit of charm.The man gently stroked his childish body as if to comfort him, and said incoherently: "Lan Ye...Lan Ye, smile at me again." He kissed Lan Ye's neck, and his breath became heavy again, "... I'll give you my heart." The man grabbed Lan Ye's chin and made him turn his face away. At that moment, when he saw Lan Ye's tear-filled eyes looking at him, and the corners of his mouth twitching slightly, he just had an orgasm Yin.The stem began to swell again, and Lan Ye's fragile and pitiful expression aroused his strong sadistic psychology. He put Lan Ye's back against the wall while still in Lan Ye's body, and raised his arms legs, turned him over abruptly, deeply inserted all the penis, and there was another burst of intense pumping.Lan Ye frowned in pain, but he still restrained himself from making a sound, his hands rested weakly on the man's shoulders, and he was about to slip off the wall, but was held up again by the man's thick and powerful arms, and he held it even more violently. smoke.Interrupted, "President Wang...slow down...it hurts..." Lan Ye made a hoarse and intermittent voice.The man has long lost his mind. He fucked Lan Ye's backyard hard. The semen-drenched vagina was so wonderful. He felt the pleasure of Lan Ye's fusion with himself, and the faint pain when pushing, and the weapon quickly rose. When he reached the limit, he submerged all the penis and pulled out the whole root, and then pushed it into the deepest part of the tunnel. After a few back and forth, he quickly and irregularly thrust it up. He frowned and roared hoarsely: " Lan Ye... oh... Lan Ye... I'm going..." He straightened up abruptly, embracing Lan Ye's body.Inside came to orgasm again, even more refined than the first time.After the fluid pours in.In the courtyard, the unbearable pain caused Lan Ye to scream, and rational tears flowed from the corners of her eyes.The man kissed Lan Ye's rolling teardrops, hugged him, and the two sat on the ground panting heavily.

The pale yellow light shone on their completely naked bodies, Lan Ye had no strength at all, he leaned against the wall, staring at the ceiling with absent-minded eyes, the man gently wiped the body fluid seeping from his buttocks.After the orgasm, Lan Ye's body was still trembling. The man turned his face to himself, stroked his fair and delicate cheeks, and said softly: "I really enjoy it, right? Why do you always suppress yourself?"

"I didn't..." Lan Ye turned her face away and said in a low voice.

Lan Ye's weak rebuttal was powerless enough to make the man laugh. He squeezed Lan Ye's chin, "You pretend I can't see? You like men just like me."

"I didn't..." Before he finished speaking, the man kissed his lips forcefully, stopped after kissing for a while, he let go of his mouth, and said softly: "You did a great job, I will transfer the money to you tomorrow morning .”

"The medical expenses for the new course of treatment are more than twice as much as before..." He said, swallowing his saliva lightly, and his unique worry appeared in his eyes again.

"Don't worry, I'll give you more this time."

Blue night——Under the dark blue sky, a quiet and sad night... Maybe it should be understood in this way, and his sadness seems to be able to invade the heart of the person who cares about him, and make that person also suffer from nameless sadness...

Chen Jun was lying on the bed, holding Lan Yehua's bookmark in his hand, recalling the scene when he met Lan Ye in the restaurant, he felt an inexplicable sadness in his heart, when he saw Lan Ye clenched his fists, he almost wanted to give that It was Li Jing's slap in the face. Even he didn't know where this impulse came from. He began to doubt his sexual orientation. He felt that he might really like Lan Ye. As long as it was related to Lan Ye, he would He will be very concerned about it, seeing Lan Ye smiling at him, he will be excited all day... He has quietly lived in the depths of his heart, wrapping every strand of his throbbing like an endless eternal night , every little emotion...

Chen Jun looked at the bookmark painted by Lan Ye in his hand, smiled helplessly, and said to himself: "How is it possible? How is it possible?"

The landline on the writing desk rang suddenly, Chen Jun stood up and took a look to see that it was from his mother, Chen Jun pressed the speakerphone, "Hello? Mom, what's the matter?"

"Li Jing cried when she saw me, saying that you like others and that we are playing with her." My mother said angrily and loudly on the phone: "Did you tell her too much?"

"Hmph, aren't all scheming bitches like this?" Chen Jun said impatiently, "I know how to complain all day long!"

"What did you say?"

"I don't like her, and the appointment is as you said. What do you want from me if I have an appointment at night?" Chen Jun spat out angrily, "Mom, if you mention her to me again, I'll hang up."

"Isn't mom worried for you? If you don't like her, do you have someone you like? If there is... at least let mom check it out for you?"

Chen Jun pondered for a while, he let out a long breath, and answered firmly, "Yes."

"Who is it? The teacher in the school? The teacher is fine too! No matter what, at least take him home and meet him?"

"Let's talk about it another day." Chen Jun was so annoyed that he hung up the phone.He turned over and thought it was funny to himself, and said that no matter what it is...my mother's ability to resist blows is so poor, what kind of thing can I accept?Chen Jun couldn't help thinking that when he was looking for a new job two years ago, his family members were crying, as if they couldn't survive. They didn't give Chen Jun any motivation at all, but even mentally burdened him.But fortunately, he has long learned that no matter what he encounters, he dares to face it by himself and carry it by himself.If I told my mother that the person I like is a student in the class and is a boy, my mother must be furious... Chen Jun turned off the bedside lamp, the room was dark, and the window suddenly brightened, and the clouds in the sky were very dark. Thick, the sky is very low, and the stars cannot be seen. The beams of neon lights float to the clouds, reflecting the clouds into a soft lotus color, swelling like cotton, and gradually narrowing the distance between the ground and the sky.If there is no strong wind passing through this oppressive sky, it will definitely rain tomorrow...  

The truth is eternal, just like the dark clouds will surely rain, the passage of time will never stop, the moment of birth will be faced with death, there is no miracle in this world, if it is a miracle, then it will not violate truthful.

Among the dense crowd on the street, a teenager wearing a black jacket and dark blue jeans is clutching the handlebars of a worn-out white second-hand bicycle, riding fast towards the hospital, his head covered in sweat, the jacket is open to reveal his sweat-soaked White vest.He knew that her illness could not be cured and was at an advanced stage, but even though he knew all of this, he tried every means to keep her alive. Even though he knew this was an irreversible truth, he still expected a miracle to appear.

Lan Ye stared ahead, seeing the vast night in his field of vision, waiting silently, in the long night, when will he see that white morning star?If you grow a pair of wings strong enough, can you break through the clouds and fly away from this filthy world?

At 9:3027 p.m., most of the people in the hospital were family members of patients. Lan Ye walked into Ward [-]. Her mother was lying flat on the bed with an oxygen mask on her nose.At this time, a male nurse was drawing blood from her, and the thick and long needle pierced into her dry and thin arm, Lan Ye's heart tightened tightly, because of the infusion and frequent blood draws, her mother's arms had already appeared. A large piece of bruise, after the male nurse drew a tube of blood, he took out a thinner needle tube from the cart and pierced it into her arm. His mother frowned, his nasal cavity was sore, he almost cried, "Nurse, can you be gentle?" Lan Ye couldn't help but said, feeling that tears were about to flow down, he turned his face to one side , the male nurse gave him a contemptuous look, and said impatiently: "My piercing is light enough, go to the nurse station and find any nurse at will, and see who can draw her blood?"

"Is she in a bad situation right now?" Lan Ye felt something blocked in his throat, making him almost suffocate.The male nurse poured the drawn blood into a test tube and sighed, "I've seen a lot of this kind of patients, and the family members are all like this, so just think about it."

The male nurse pushed the cart outside, and Lan Ye stopped him meaningfully, "Then this chemotherapy..."

"It's all like this, what do you think?" The male nurse angrily moved his arm away and walked out of the ward.Lan Ye's heart was about to collapse, he couldn't even stand upright for a moment, his hands were powerlessly holding onto the wall, tears streaming down the corners of his eyes unstoppably.At this time, the person on the bed seemed to be awakened by the conversation just now, and made a weak and gentle voice, although it was as small as a slightly heavy gasp, but Lan Ye could hear it clearly, she was saying: "Lan Ye ,You're here?"

The woman opened her eyes slightly, the eye sockets were so thin that they were sunken, but the eyes were still so clear and energetic... He didn't dare to look at her, because the hope in her eyes made him even more desperate. He rushed out of the ward as if fleeing. Part of the corridor was turned off, and it felt like the light was being eroded by the darkness bit by bit. He stumbled out and ran out in the middle of the road. A speeding taxi almost ran over him. Fortunately, a The driver slammed on the brakes, and the driver leaned out the window and shouted at him: "Crazy? Run into the driveway! Do you think you are a car?" He drove away coaxingly, and other passing vehicles detoured by him. He saw that from time to time Someone leaned out of the car window and looked at him with disdain or mockery, like countless evil spirits who have been tortured and numb physically and mentally in hell mocking a person who has just fallen into hell.However, when he raised his head, there was still endless darkness, without any sign of hope. He even wanted to lay down in the middle of the road to understand his life... "Yeah, if it's a car... you don't have to be so sad..."