moonlight sinking

Yan Shengping's "curse" became the most difficult nightmare for Yan Chun in the early stage of treatment.

He was afraid of the light, and shrank himself in a dark corner for a long time, accompanied by self-mutilation and death-seeking behaviors.

He can't even hear his name being called, because Yanchun's geese come from Yanshengping's geese.

The news of Yan Shengping's execution came from China, but Yan Chun was not relieved by it. Dr. Carton's treatment diary left a record of Yan Chun's mental disorder——

Yanchun: "He...is he really dead?"

Doctor: "Yes, this is the report of his execution.

Xiaochun, everything is slowly getting better. "

Yanchun was suddenly panicked and irritable, scratching her head and face frantically with both hands, muttering: "He's coming! He's coming!"

The staff and Yan Langzhao immediately controlled him. He pulled Yan Langzhao's clothes, tearing up, "Uncle Yan, he came to me, his soul is with me, I'm going to become him..."

During the four-year treatment process, this was undoubtedly the most dangerous time for Yanchun. On the verge of collapse, she began to imagine that Yan Shengping's soul would come to occupy her body and continue to kill people with her body.

The situation ten years ago came to mind again, but Yanchun was extraordinarily calm, but his complexion became paler than before.

"But I got over it."

He looked at Yan Langzhao, "I accept the fact that I am Shengping's son."

Yan Langzhao nodded, probably because he was getting older, and his aura was much more easy-going. When he thought about the past, his eyes showed the tolerance and gentleness of an elder.

After sending Yanchun to Dr. Calton's team, he did not return home immediately.

Yanchun's situation was very unstable at that time. As the only person Yanchun trusted, he couldn't just leave Yanchun behind.

Therefore, I almost experienced the first half of Yanchun's painful treatment.

From a rational point of view, Dr. Carton suggested intervening in Yan Chun's memory and modifying the paragraph of Yan Shengping.

He almost agreed.

But in the end, the judgment was influenced by sensibility.

Yan Shengping is Yan Chun's heart knot, which is not only spiritual, Yan Chun did inherit the criminal personality from Yan Shengping, this is an objective fact.

Yanchun should not forget, but try to accept - although this process will be a hundred times more painful than forgetting.

Half a year later, with the efforts of the doctoral team, Yanchun survived.

That was tantamount to a tragic, but hopeful new life.

"Only that one time, we thought about affecting your memory."

Yan Langzhao frowned worriedly, "What happened to you?"

Yanchun looked down at the glass in hand, the red dates and wolfberry tea in it was still warm.

At this moment, if he proceeded purely from reason, he couldn't immediately believe Uncle Yan's words.

But even a natural monster like him is occasionally emotionally affected by a sudden kill.

He wanted to believe that Uncle Yan hadn't lied to him.

Yan Langzhao didn't continue to ask, but noticed the bracelet on Yanchun's left hand, "This is?"

Yan Chun said: "The detachment is assigned, and the Municipal Bureau has cooperated with Yuwei in science and technology a while ago. Many of us have it."

Yan Langzhao said, "Why?"

Yanchun took a light breath.

"I know this company. They can be said to be the top in the industry in terms of police monitoring, tracking, and analysis."

Yan Langzhao paused, "The founder of Yuwei still has some connections with you."

Yanchun didn't expect that Uncle Yan would take the initiative to mention it, so he couldn't help leaning forward, "You know?"

"He was the closest classmate to you back then, how could I not know?" Yan Langzhao said, "He also helped you and us a lot."

It was as if there was a heavy stone in Yanchun's chest, and there was a rumbling sound when it hit.

"Then how did I forget about him?" Yan Chun asked anxiously, and then realized that the words were not expressive, and shook his head, "Sorry, I mean, I forgot something about him."

Yan Langzhao saw the clue, "You came this time because of this classmate, Jing..."

Yanchun said, "Jinghan Island."

Yan Langzhao stood up and took two steps, "You reunited because of work, after getting along, you found that you forgot something, suspected that it was modified during the treatment, so you came to me?"

Yanchun lowered her head, "Yes."

Yan Langzhao stood still, "I don't know what you are referring to, but I can assure you that the doctor and I have never tampered with your memory."

Yan Chun pursed her lips in shame, "Uncle Yan, I'm sorry."

Yan Langzhao squatted down, looked into Yanchun's eyes, and after a while, smiled and patted his knee, "Stinky boy, do I want to apologize to you?"

Yan Chun was startled, "I..."

"You have doubts in your heart, and you came to me as soon as possible. I should praise you for that."

Yan Langzhao said: "But next time, don't beat around the bush like this, just say what comes to mind.

See you again? "

Yanchun felt warm in his heart, calmed down his emotions, and finally said, "We are not just classmates."

Back then, Yanchun never mentioned to anyone that she had a crush on Jinghanyu.

His father killed people without blinking an eye, and he himself was bewitched by the shadows, and he became crazy day by day, and his beloved should have the best future.

When he made up his mind to go abroad for treatment with Yan Langzhao, he told himself to let go of Jing Hanyu.

It's good that only he knows about this secret love.

So he didn't tell Uncle Guoyan and Dr. Carton, this may be the only secret he kept during his treatment.

After listening to Yan Chun's words, Yan Langzhao was silent for a long time, but to Yan Chun's surprise, he said, "No wonder."

"what?"

"I wondered at the time why he would stay with you despite the gossip, the situation at that time, even the best friends, may not be able to do it.

Now that you say it like this, I have found the reason. "

Yanchun's temples suddenly swelled, "Uncle Yan, what do you remember?"

Yan Langzhao nodded, "Let's recall it from the beginning."

Yanchun was a little nervous and swallowed.

"After Yan Shengping killed your mother and younger brother, you were called back to Tongti Town to assist in the investigation. In order to protect you, the police did not disclose your relationship with Yan Shengping. In addition, the media was not as developed as it is now. Some students don’t know what you did when you left school.”

"Yes."

Even though it was a past event that she didn't want to mention, Yanchun is now able to face it calmly, "I pretended to be normal and didn't dare to let others find out, but I knew I was going crazy."

Dark shadows appeared frequently, like ghosts, instilling evil in his ears and instigating him to commit crimes.

He once thought that the black shadow was an illusion, the embodiment of the monster in his heart.

"Before Yan Shengping killed Qiao Lan and Qiao Xiaoye, your behavior had already started to be weird."

Yan Langzhao said: "After Yu Xiaohai broke up with your classmates, you lost control and hurt others."

Sweat gradually oozes from Yanchun's forehead, "It was Jing Hanyu who stopped me.

He...he actually kept me from hurting people. "

Yan Langzhao said, "You told me and the doctor that you were rescued with his help because you were very close, and he may have a sense of responsibility for you."

Yan Chun laughed helplessly, and shook his head, his taken-for-granted deduction had been denied by Jing Hanyu himself not long ago.

When the experimental class reached the third year of high school, academics became the top priority, and no one cared about what happened to others.

Benefiting from this, no one explored Yanchun's secrets.

Even Li Hua, who was used to hugging his thigh, didn't think there was anything wrong with him after he came back from home.

Jing Hanyu seemed to have noticed his abnormality, but didn't ask, and pulled his test paper over as before to help him correct the questions.

Before Yu Xiaohai was killed, there were already some rumors about the murder case in Tongti Town.

It's hard to completely suppress this kind of thing. It was first passed on in the first year of high school, and later in the third year of high school, people were also panicked. Many people said that the son of the murderer was in the first school.

Yanchun knew about these rumors, and felt strange eyes from her classmates and teachers.

They seemed to know that it was him. After all, his surname was Yan and he was from Tongti Town. Using the method of elimination, it was very easy to locate him.

After the monthly exam, Li Hua couldn't help asking him if the rumors were true.

He looked at Li Hua's guarded gaze, feeling a little sad in his heart.

Before he could answer, Li Hua seemed to have got the answer, and said tremblingly: "I don't ask, I don't know anything!"

Jing Hanyu, who should have asked him the most, didn't mention a word, and supervised him to brush up the questions as usual. He was in a bad state and made too many mistakes, so he would be criticized mercilessly.

He knew that Jing Hanyu must know, but he took his self-esteem into consideration, pretended not to know, did not alienate him like others, and was willing to stay with him.

For many nights, Yanchun couldn't sleep, and it hurt to think of Jinghanyu.

Jinghanyu is so nice, it looks cold, but gentle and tolerant, like a moon hanging high.

What kind of blasphemy is it that the moon is missed by monsters?

The black shadow came again, and the voice was faint——

"You like Jinghanyu, right? If you like someone, you should take action."

"He's so perfect, don't you want him to be yours forever?"

"Let the blood soak his body, his ribs stick out, do you want to see how his heart beats?"

Yanchun tried his best to endure, but Heiying's words couldn't go away. He began to deliberately avoid Jinghanyu, because he knew that a monster like himself might really hurt Jinghanyu one day.

Just like Yan Shengping dismembered Qiao Lan.

But before Yu Xiaohai was killed, the rumors disappeared for a while, and the atmosphere in the class seemed to be normal again.

At that time, Yanchun didn't know why, and didn't have the heart to explore the reason.

Thinking about it now, it could only be that Jing Hanyu did something.

Jing Hanyu spread out the young man's not-yet-full wings, opening up a small but harmless space for him.

He only now understands.

The precarious umbrella did not last long.

Shadows appear more and more frequently, from instilling criminal concepts to informing specific execution goals.

Yanchun suddenly woke up—the black shadow might not be the evil thoughts in his heart, not a hallucination, but a real person!

The man said in a clear and smiling voice: "Yanchun, look at what Yu Xiaohai looks like now? Isn't he pitiful to live like this? Don't you want to help him?"

Yu Xiaohai used to be a very tough person. Although he accepted his fate, he was always fighting against his fate. He had a kind of optimism and open-mindedness unique to people at the bottom.

But a failed romance broke him down.

He couldn't let go of Xu Qingcheng, every time Yanchun went to see him, he found him getting more and more lifeless.

But Yanchun felt that he would definitely get better.

The whisper of the black shadow made Yanchun excited and frightened, and he heard himself asking in a trembling voice: "Can I help him? How can I help him?"

Hei Ying said: "If you want to help someone, you must understand his most urgent desire.

What is Yu Xiaohai's wish? "

Yan Chun opened his mouth, "Kill Xu Qingcheng!"

Heiying smiled and sighed, "How could it be? He loves Xu Qingcheng so much.

Let me tell you, what he wants most is that Xu Qingcheng can remember him forever.

Do you know what to do? "

Yan Chun shook his head blankly.

After a while, Sombra spoke again, "Kill him, dress him up with death, blood, and despair, and set him free. The beautiful death will never be forgotten!"

"No!" Yanchun roared angrily, "Get lost!"

Heiying still smiled, "Are you really unwilling? But I see you are excited, Yanchun, that thing in your heart is echoing me, don't you feel it?"

Yanchun desperately shook her head, "Get lost—"

"But we are the same."

Black Shadow said: "You and I, and your father, we are all the same.

Yu Xiaohai trusts you so much, why are you unwilling to help him? "

Yanchun was in a state of confusion, the monster clamored to follow the shadow, he even went to see Yu Xiaohai again, and asked Yu Xiaohai if he wanted Xu Qingcheng to remember him forever.

Yu Xiaohai was depressed and weak, and it took him a long time to say: "I think, I think..."

But the normal mind that he was struggling to support pulled him back. When he saw the classroom and Jing Hanyu, he had more courage to fight against the monster.

I will not become a monster.

I am different from Yan Shengping.

I want to be a normal person!

But people are not so powerful when they are young.

Yan Chun thought that if he would not listen to Soi Ying, he would restrain the monster so that he would not be led by the nose.

The college entrance examination is not far away, although he no longer has to apply for medical school for Qiao Xiaoye, but he doesn't want to be dragged into the darkness because of this, he still has thoughts about Jinghanyu.

But he didn't do it, but Sombra could do it himself.

It was before the test that day, and Sombra appeared again, saying that he would be invited to watch a performance.

It was too late for him to refuse, and his mind was already unconscious under the influence of drugs.

When I woke up, the surroundings were pitch black. After my vision adapted, I realized that there was a dim light.

Not far ahead, a person was tied to a post.

The man was crying, Yanchun tried hard to identify it, and found that it was Yu Xiaohai.

But he couldn't run over to put Yu Xiaohai down, because he was also bound tightly and couldn't move.

The black shadow stepped out of the shadows and came to Yanchun, wearing a long-lived old man's mask—the same as every time he appeared.

Yanchun glared, "What do you want?"

Hei Ying took out a knife and turned it casually, "Go and help Xiao Hai fulfill his wish."

Yu Xiaohai cried, "Yanchun, no!"

Yanchun trembled with anger, "You pervert, that's not his wish at all!"

Heiying laughed exaggeratedly, "You are also a little pervert, and you still call me a pervert."

"You let him go!" Yan Chun said without hesitation, "Go to hell! Are you sick? Did we mess with you? You dare not even take off your mask!"

Heiying was not angry at being scolded, and scraped Yanchun's face with a cold knife, "Go and kill him, and decorate him as an unforgettable work of art."

"Pooh!"

Heiying stood up and looked down at Yanchun for a long time, "You really let me down, you are less useful than your father."

Yan Chun didn't realize the meaning of this sentence at all at the time, only saw the black shadow turn around and walk towards Yu Xiaohai.

"You shouldn't be so cowardly, Yanchun.

Since you are afraid, I will help you.

Did you see, the first cut should be like this..."

"stop!"

"what--"

The two teenagers shouted desperately in the darkness, and the knife stabbed the still young body one after another, and the thick blood was overwhelming.

Yu Xiaohai's voice gradually became inaudible, and Yanchun seemed to be pushed into the water, all sounds became dull and blurred, and his vision became blurred.

Sombra said: "See? This is what you should do.

If you want to be like me in the future, forget it, let me give you the credit for today.

Remember, Yu Xiaohai was killed by you, you held the knife on him..."

Yanchun shouted frantically: "Ah—ah—"

He had completely lost his ability to think, like a wild animal that couldn't be kept on a leash.

The last conscious scene is that the black shadow untied the rope on his body, and then took off the mask, allowing him to see his own face.

But under the strong stimulation, he failed to remember that face.

The police arrived and immediately blocked the scene, and he was also detained as a suspect.

His testimony was inconsistent, for a while he said that Hei Ying was imagined by himself, for a while he said that Hei Ying instigated him to commit a crime, and finally he said that Hei Ying killed Yu Xiaohai in front of him.

Only his fingerprints were found on the murder weapon, and when the police found him, he was sitting next to Yu Xiaohai's body, covered in Yu Xiaohai's blood, he looked like the murderer.

"It wasn't me, I didn't kill people..." Under the intensive interrogation, Yanchun collapsed, and the testimony he gave became more and more absurd.

The police failed to find the so-called black shadow through monitoring, and no one in Yizhong had ever seen the black shadow.

The only thing that is beneficial to Yanchun is that there are incomplete footprints left at the scene, which proves that there may be another person present.

But this still doesn't prove that he didn't kill Yu Xiaohai.

Yan Langzhao had met Yan Chun in Yan Shengping's case, and this time he came to Huancheng again to assist the local police, and he was the first expert to stand up and say that Yan Chun might not have lied.

Many parties argued endlessly, and finally Yanchun was released because of insufficient evidence.

But even so, the countless curses still bent the young man's spine.

"Murderer! The whole family is a murderer!"

"The police are incompetent! There is no evidence that Yanchun is also a murderer!"

After injuring Xu Qingcheng, Yanchun could return to No. [-] Middle School, but this time it was absolutely impossible. No. [-] Middle School kept his student status, and he could still take the college entrance examination, but he knew that he was finished.

Yan Langzhao asked: "During that time, all your classmates left you, and only Jing Hanyu was with you, do you remember?"

Yanchun closed her eyes, remembering, of course she remembered.

Although he was released, he remains under police surveillance with nowhere to go.

Jing Hanyu called him to his residence as usual and gave him tutoring, and he was too patient.

In this memory, Yan Chun and Yan Langzhao are almost identical.

"But."

Yanchun tightened his hands, "He told me now, that's when I confessed to him, we had a short relationship, and then..."

Yanchun finished speaking with difficulty: "Then I left him and left alone."